Skitzocow Chris Gillon / Autphag and Spergchan / Sophie Y’Israeli - Autistic North Koreaboo, Also a Man

[MormonofID]

Autphag, I have Aspergers myself. I empathize with your feeling like an outsider. That doesn't mean the world is against you. Conspiracies do not exist. They're like leprechauns or Glen Beck's brain.

 

[Voltekka]

THEY WERE WORDS, YOU FUCKING IDIOT. YOU'RE OBFUSCATING THE DEFINITION OF ASSAULT.

I have knowledge of the LEO files about your attempted assault on Haselgrove.

 

[Cato]

I half wanted to be rejected tbh because if the world's going to fuck with me this badly, I probably don't deserve to be assimilated in any sense. I said as much to LagoonaBlue last night IIRC.

So basically, you find it comforting having the excuse of perceiving yourself to be a victim, to justify not accomplishing anything in your life. And you're afraid to make any changes for the better out of fear that would shatter those beliefs. Got it.

 

[Pikimon]

I WENT TO THEIR LEARNING RESOURCES DEPARTMENT TODAY YOU DUMBFUCK, LITERALLY TO BE POST-INTERVIEWED PRIMARILY TO CONVINCE ME THAT THE 'TARD WRANGLERS WEREN'T IN ON THE CONSPIRACY; THERE WAS A MEETING TO BE HELD UPSTAIRS. I POLITELY WAITED WHILE, AGAIN EAVESDROPPING TO ADMISSIONS, THE LIKES OF THIS BETH PERSON AND THE ONE HORRIBLY ACCENTED ANGLO COW WHO OCCASIONALLY REVERTS TO SCOTS AS SOME SORT OF MPD TRICK WERE DENIGRATING ME IN THE HARSHEST TERMS (a Haselgrove's a Haselgrove's a Haselgrove's a Haselgrove's a Haselgrove). IT WAS DISPIRITING TO SAY THE LEAST, AND MOST CERTAINLY A SIGN OF IT BEING A FRONT.

Lol you fucked yourself over by acting like a tard

 

[Voltekka]

I had an online scapegoat in the past, and her name was Hasegawa.
Why all of them have Hase at the start of their names?

 

[Autphag]

I have knowledge of the LEO files about your attempted assault on Haselgrove.

I flipped a file on a desk, the sociopathic cow.

Categorically, otherwise:
Both offences that I know of (this 'attempted assault' would actually not have made it to court seemingly) relating to Haselgrove are of utterances.
Attempted murder, for example, would require I had bought any knives, which I didn't really in the end.
I'd one stagnant one used in various places to cut open things. if this was their evidence, it's been wholly misconstrued.
A planning took place on the most superficial of levels, the fact of the matter is, I would've chosen a better blade to kill Haselgrove with than my shitty butcher knife, but to be honest intention is 1. not dealt with in Scot's law and 2. verifiably excusable enough by the wax-wane nature of my motivation particularly in reference to sustaining impulsive grudges.

Again, not psychopathic behaviour, mild Borderline tendencies.

 

[Florence]

The homosexual has been speaking in code all fucking week.

True, I don't think anyone here has understood what you're saying.

 

[Autphag]

True, I don't think anyone here has understood what you're saying.

Then it wouldn't be encoded because it would hold no significance to you. You're just an intuition-devoid 'tard like so many of you faux-humanitarian soft-thought types.

 

[Diana Moon Glampers]

Hey dude. I know that's misgendering but it's cool, I'm a TERF, I do that to everyone who's a genderspecial, it doesn't mean a thing about your level of passing etc.

Anyway, I want you to give some thought to this. There really aren't enough people on this website to fan out and stalk everyone on the site. You're not in a TV show. You're not in a movie. You're not the star of this production. You're not the center of the universe. You're just one little person on one little planet in one little galaxy. That's cool, that's how it is for everyone here.

But we all have actual lives. Lives that don't include you. The idea that several people are spending all day trying to manipulate your life is something that requires a medication adjustment. I'm pretty worried about you. Your brain could start playing weird tricks on you. Someone drops off a package, you assume they're some KF "enemy" and assault them. You're walking down the street and think someone looks at you, and you run at them screaming about Haselgrove. You can't trust your own mind right now. Find some real-life people who care. Talk to a crisis line. Any crisis line. They can't all be staffed by Cuntster/LB, right?

 

[Autphag]

Hey dude. I know that's misgendering but it's cool, I'm a TERF, I do that to everyone who's a genderspecial, it doesn't mean a thing about your level of passing etc.

Anyway, I want you to give some thought to this. There really aren't enough people on this website to fan out and stalk everyone on the site. You're not in a TV show. You're not in a movie. You're not the star of this production. You're not the center of the universe. You're just one little person on one little planet in one little galaxy. That's cool, that's how it is for everyone here.

But we all have actual lives. Lives that don't include you. The idea that several people are spending all day trying to manipulate your life is something that requires a medication adjustment. I'm pretty worried about you. Your brain could start playing weird tricks on you. Someone drops off a package, you assume they're some KF "enemy" and assault them. You're walking down the street and think someone looks at you, and you run at them screaming about Haselgrove. You can't trust your own mind right now. Find some real-life people who care. Talk to a crisis line. Any crisis line. They can't all be staffed by Cuntster/LB, right?

I have my own crisis line. An extremely small dose of risperidone is going to be started upon all my other uppers and downers to see if it makes a difference. Even if that just means I can space out for enough days to make my brought-forward psychiatric appointment to explain my predicament to my psych.

I hope to be able to stop having such a compulsion to reactively respond to this site meantime.

THIS IS NOT JUST RETARDED ACQUIESCING. I had thought of this myself despite the deep duress brought to me by the dickishness of my psych. I'm a beleiver it does have sufficient anti-adrenergic properties for the task, and is serotonin-preferential more than it is dopamine-preferential. I did try a few mg of the drug once back when I was 17 and it had regressed me to superbly retarded levels of function temporarily, which is the worst experience I ever had and failed to recover from. But from this new place, it might just work.

And not, as Cuntster would have you think, to erase my identity and supplant a normalized one in its place.

I'm down, but not out!

 

[Begemot]

The police couldn't care if I was burgled tomorrow.

Hell, I'd even invite them to my House Fight party.

Call the police, Sophie, you are still a citizen under the law and you still have rights.

 

[LagoonaBlue]

Don't take your anger out on me again. Ok?

 

[Cuntster]

Yes, I'm a trans-legitimist but I think you've got to be. There are two many autistic pseudo-tranny faggots at the castle doors trying to bash their way in under the assumption that wearing a dress will somehow obfuscate their inherent character flaws and hide their autism ("I'm a girl so my hand flapping is cute now!").

This thread shows the downfall when acting on such assumptions; there's only so much forcibly internalized character mis-appropriation the ego can handle until it collapses under it's own weight and forces a reset (nervous breakdown). Unfortunately, where the neurotypical would recover and understand why this occurred and refrain from doing the same thing over, the autist (who lacks any form of theory of mind) will jump back on the same horse and try it all over again, blaming external influence as the root cause of their failure and never bothering to consider that what they're trying to accomplish is fundamentally wrong.

 

[NobleGreyHorse]

Lagoona, you've been more patient with Sophie than anyone else here. You don't have to ask "OK?" You can just firmly request "Please don't" and that is more than fair. More than.

Also FWIW: US law is based heavily on British. Over here, you can -- in the strictest legal terms -- "assault" someone simply by threatening violence, even in some cases by heavy implication (e.g. "There are two of us in this house right now and one of us is getting hurt tonight," especially if the person who just said that is bigger, clenching their fist at the other, cleaning a weapon, etc.). What happens if you actually touch the person in some way -- with your body or an object -- is "battery." Common usage and legal usage of words can be confusingly different. Hence the woman who says "He assaulted me" as a euphemism for involuntary sexual things done to her. We know what she means because it's a common use of the word and we rely on context clues to fill us in that she meant more than "He yelled/typed/etc. that I needed to be raped," which would be the legalese use of "assault." Thus the repeated requests by me and others in this thread for linguistic clarity. It can be crushingly important.

 

[Miss Hortensia]

Lol you fucked yourself over by acting like a tard

Absolutely.

Aut, they don't want you because you're aggressive as fuck, highly confused (nicer word than the plain old "insane"), unstable and inconvincible - all this makes you unpredictable. These people are reponsible for a wide range of students-to-be and you're not only endangering them, but also the staff. You've given more than enough reasons in your past to mistrust your alleged "amicable attitude". Nobody knows when you'll be lashing out again. Nobody with a decent sense of responsibility would allow you to enter university without a prior hospitalization.

You're simply not in the constitution to study at all. You're an addict, you're paranoid and very, very ill. You should sort your shit out before even thinking about studying.

(You aren't even able to consider the idea that your psychiatrist played along with your transexual conspiracy, so he could keep you in a non-aggressive, responsive state. Your mental inflexibility is a textbook example for a paranoid disorder.)

And yes, a "normal hospital" wouldn't be able to treat you good enough. You need special trained physicians and nurses who are always around you, making sure you're safe and all your needs are met. You need a detoxification and a well-ordered intake of recommended drugs. If you're stable and showing progress in your psychological therapies you can think about studying again.

I don't expect you to understand anything I say or even considering my views as legitimate. I expect you to REE again and thus destroying all chances of getting a productive, autonomous life. Everybody makes mistakes, except you, isn't it so?

 

[Autphag]

Absolutely.

Aut, they don't want you because you're aggressive as fuck, highly confused (nicer word than the plain old "insane"), unstable and inconvincible - all this makes you unpredictable. These people are reponsible for a wide range of students-to-be and you're not only endangering them, but also the staff. You've given more than enough reasons in your past to mistrust your alleged "amicable attitude". Nobody knows when you'll be lashing out again. Nobody with a decent sense of responsibility would allow you to enter university without a prior hospitalization.

You're simply not in the constitution to study at all. You're an addict, you're paranoid and very, very ill. You should sort your shit out before even thinking about studying.

(You aren't even able to consider the idea that your psychiatrist played along with your transexual conspiracy, so he could keep you in a non-aggressive, responsive state. Your mental inflexibility is a textbook example for a paranoid disorder.)

And yes, a "normal hospital" wouldn't be able to treat you good enough. You need special trained physicians and nurses who are always around you, making sure you're safe and all your needs are met. You need a detoxification and a well-ordered intake of recommended drugs. If you're stable and showing progress in your psychological therapies you can think about studying again.

I don't expect you to understand anything I say or even considering my views as legitimate. I expect you to REE again and thus destroying all chances of getting a productive, autonomous life. Everybody makes mistakes, except you, isn't it so?

I apprehended all of that, and would agree in principle, except:

Right, fuck it, I'll doxx him since he was in their pay anyway, Fionnbar Lennihan who ree'd in the end.

I'll explain the story as it was, last night, true to account, a bit calmer now that I actually have antipsychotics in my system.

@Cuntster would be lying through his teeth to suggest the contrary happened as I think he's trying to use his access to privileged boards to divulge.

Yes, I'm a trans-legitimist but I think you've got to be. There are two many autistic pseudo-tranny faggots at the castle doors trying to bash their way in under the assumption that wearing a dress will somehow obfuscate their inherent character flaws and hide their autism ("I'm a girl so my hand flapping is cute now!").

This thread shows the downfall when acting on such assumptions; there's only so much forcibly internalized character mis-appropriation the ego can handle until it collapses under it's own weight and forces a reset (nervous breakdown). Unfortunately, where the neurotypical would recover and understand why this occurred and refrain from doing the same thing over, the autist (who lacks any form of theory of mind) will jump back on the same horse and try it all over again, blaming external influence as the root cause of their failure and never bothering to consider that what they're trying to accomplish is fundamentally wrong.

When you can't even use the correct form of "too", please leave frivolous philosophizing to those capable of using that ability non-abusively and without the benefit of being highly overstimulated on estrogen.

Or I will buy it again in order to recover the fact you'd -- or someone else has -- broken into my flat to steal my philosophies.

forcibly internalized character mis-appropriation the ego

You're an idiot. You conflate autism and narcissism due to your idiotic Cohenistic fancies rooted in moderate feminism. The fact of the matter is, a deficit in ToM would result in an absence of ego, and from there on, your argument frankly falls apart on its shoulders in the same way you claim that 'collapsing of autistic egotistical cards', as such, occurs. You pretend that isn't anything other than the result of the transsexual community as a whole's goading of such autistic: the crypto-tranny healthcare system in Sweden is very much testament to such torment, and you're trying to recreate Scotland in its image.

You can get fucked in a million years, just like you can get fucked if you think you can evade responsibility for ruining my life chances.

 

[Cuntster]

Absolutely.

Aut, they don't want you because you're aggressive as fuck, highly confused (nicer word than the plain old "insane"), unstable and inconvincible - all this makes you unpredictable. These people are reponsible for a wide range of students-to-be and you're not only endangering them, but also the staff. You've given more than enough reasons in your past to mistrust your alleged "amicable attitude". Nobody knows when you'll be lashing out again. Nobody with a decent sense of responsibility would allow you to enter university without a prior hospitalization.

You're simply not in the constitution to study at all. You're an addict, you're paranoid and very, very ill. You should sort your shit out before even thinking about studying.

(You aren't even able to consider the idea that your psychiatrist played along with your transexual conspiracy, so he could keep you in a non-aggressive, responsive state. Your mental inflexibility is a textbook example for a paranoid disorder.)

And yes, a "normal hospital" wouldn't be able to treat you good enough. You need special trained physicians and nurses who are always around you, making sure you're safe and all your needs are met. You need a detoxification and a well-ordered intake of recommended drugs. If you're stable and showing progress in your psychological therapies you can think about studying again.

I don't expect you to understand anything I say or even considering my views as legitimate. I expect you to REE again and thus destroying all chances of getting a productive, autonomous life. Everybody makes mistakes, except you, isn't it so?

A very good analysis all round, but I'll dumb it down even more so he understands:

@Autphag, you present as an unhinged, unbalanced psychopath and they picked up on it immediately using their superior neurotypical evaluation of social cues. You don't have to throw a tantrum in front of them for them to realize you're probably the type to do so. You're a walking red flag who underestimates the neurotypical ability to intuit psychological malaise through physical behaviors.

 

[Autphag]

Also:

Autists, pure ones anyway, can't consciously internalize as they can't perceive social cue and thus have no conscious awareness of things like a mannerism or a decorum.
Further up the spectrum, this tends to be understood literarily rather than looking at people, hence why reading non-sexual feminization literature might actually vindicate my position, rather than denigrate it,f from the point of view that neurological males tend to understand certain emotional and experiential phenomena in a written format. Everything you speculate is exceedingly idiotic.

A very good analysis all round, but I'll dumb it down even more so he understands:

@Autphag, you present as an unhinged, unbalanced psychopath and they picked up on it immediately using their superior neurotypical evaluation of social cues. You don't have to throw a tantrum in front of them for them to realize you're probably the type to do so. You're a walking red flag who underestimates the neurotypical ability to intuit psychological malaise through physical behaviors.

Don't plagiarize my style, you fucking worthless intellectually plagiaristic thief. Give me back the Lennihan letter and the 5 principles NOW.

 

[Cuntster]

forcibly internalized character mis-appropriation the ego

I meant to say "forcibly internalized character mis-appropriation of the ego", and two was a typo obviously. The fact you need to jump down my throat over some simple errors shows how desperate you are.

 

[Autphag]

I meant to say "forcibly internalized character mis-appropriation of the ego", and two was a typo obviously. The fact you need to jump down my throat over some simple errors shows how desperate you are.

Don't ignore the address of the argument.

Give me back the 5 principles and the Lennihan letter.