🐮 Lolcow Krista Harada / Krista Gibbons / Meiwaku / Sodom_Mei / splitpeach / onemorehkfan / Onnabugeisha_cowgirl / and more! - Former BP queen, DM gooner, foot-fetishist, muzzie simp, bondage art degenerate, revenge pornographer, fake lesbian, lolicon enthusiast

I've met people from the Internet only a handful of times. One of those times, I had to call the police on the other person because they were a druggie in literal psychosis making threats toward me. Don't e-date batshit insane girls online. You can't fix them, and stop falling for the "sex with crazy girls is hotter" psyop. Have boundaries with your online friends. Don't join DM gooncircles.

Remember that you don't truly know someone from the Internet. It's extremely easy over the Internet to hide any bad parts about yourself. And if someone is only capable of making Internet friends then something is clearly wrong with them.
This is for you, Turkey Tom.
The funniest part of this is that she's been doing the Japanese larp online this whole time. At least shes committed I guess.
And Bashir does his muslim larp even offline.

Maybe they were made for each other.
 
Honestly the most surprising shit is always just how much non surface level shit there is on this site. Like what the fuck do you mean a retard from general chat was sending revenge porn they got from telegram in dms on here? We have a general chat? We have dms? We have a telegram? And people use them? I feel ancient just hearing that.
Considering you wrote KINKiwis, I'm actually shocked you weren't RPing in there.

She's a Muslim now because she fell in love with a guy on an internet reality show. That's it.
@Meiwaku I hope you're fucking reading this thread right fucking now and know that people are calling you a stupid fucking asshole and hypocrite. Fuck you, you absolute moron. You appeal to get close to people and burn them as soon as it makes you laugh or it serves your purpose. Fuck off, I don't know whether to wish Bashir on you or hilariously hope he cucks you with someone else while you janny you stupid whore. I hope Ged! is ok if he wasn't sweeping for you.

Sorry for a-logging kiwis. I'm going to be mad forever for betraying her friends. My autism is too strong.
I wonder how she’ll act when this manic phase ends
Usually after maniac phase ends, depressive phase begins when one realizes what they did during the maniac phase.
You're mistaking Borderline Personality Disorder for Bipolar. While the crossover is big (a good portion of Borderlines have bipolar, but a lot of bipolars do NOT have BPD), it's not guaranteed unless she said it (and that's optimistic because she lied). I'd search the remains of the telegram chat but she or someone else fucking deleted it.

Either way, the manic phase doesn't end with borderlines most of the time. They go hard, when it does work they go harder and crash out when something goes wrong, and when it goes wrong they have a huge show of crashing out. Their need for attention makes them leave the internet for no more than a week then come back to attention farm and stay whining until a new object of affection appears. Then it starts again...

Does Bashir even care about any of this?
I hope not. It would be funny to see a former farmer become a fishtank lover though.

I wonder if she'll try to become a fishtank contestant one day. I think she's too boring but I don't know the process.
 
Considering you wrote KINKiwis, I'm actually shocked you weren't RPing in there.
Why would I go to a fucking kiwifarms telegram to find someone to erp with? Why would anyone? What do I need to make sure that after I cum from the fart erp I can turn around and talk about my hatred of indian jew trannies afterwards?
 
So I know this is boring pre-bashir shit, but it's something not pointed out before: she's done this obsessive-fixation over unattainable-man thing before.

Review her postings in the FW thread (the OP of which I believe was in fact ghost written by @Spectate because reasons, correct me if I'm wrong but I heard a rumour etc), little bit of background : @Forsaken Wanderer was a long time schizo poster like any other who acquired attention after becoming a DMfag, and it was realized en masse that he wasn't just pretending to be retarded, this is presumably what caught meiloster's attention. She positively fawned over him prior to this, and he schizopathically renounced her at each and every turn, presumably that's what provoked the effort to halal him (again correct me if I'm wrong, but I distinctly remember him being a popular "character" until certain somebodies decided he was thread worthy all of a sudden).

My point here being: meiloster loves people, until she doesn't, at which point le vengeance arc begins since she's such a fickle arbiter of her own affections. My prognostication is that sooner than later Bashir will do/say something that will be irreconcilable with her tingles she'll turn full ayy lawg and that it will be very funny, has she stated an opinion on the succession of le prophet yet? (Zandaqa ftw btw)
 
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Review her postings in the FW thread (the OP of which I believe was in fact ghost written by @Spectate because reasons, correct me if I'm wrong but I heard a rumour etc), little bit of background : @Forsaken Wanderer was a long time schizo poster like any other who acquired attention after becoming a DMfag, and it was realized en masse that he wasn't just pretending to be retarded, this is presumably what caught meiloster's attention. She positively fawned over him prior to this, and he schizopathically renounced her at each and every turn, presumably that's what provoked the effort to halal him (again correct me if I'm wrong, but I distinctly remember him being a popular "character" until certain somebodies decided he was thread worthy all of a sudden).
Holy shit, really? Imagine if he had just ended his love quest then and there with Meiwaku, only to eventually get turned down again.

Although that might also explain why he still a-logs over Josh and not Mei, even though Mei turned out to be the way she is.
 
I hope not. It would be funny to see a former farmer become a fishtank lover though.

I wonder if she'll try to become a fishtank contestant one day. I think she's too boring but I don't know the process.
We've been speculating in chat that she may have applied already. The audition process is pretty simple, you just record a 3-5 minute audition tape explaining who you are and why you think you'd be a good fit for the show. The wiggers (production) sometimes review these on stream, so we may see hers one day if she submitted one. They don't stream all of them however. Female applicants are unsurprisingly a minority and they try to get close to a 50/50 balance on the show so she actually has a decent chance. Her connections to a past contestant might be enough to disqualify her however, they often prefer to get fresh faces without any previous season baggage attached.
My point here being: meiloster loves people, until she doesn't, at which point le vengeance arc begins since she's such a fickle arbiter of her own affections. My prognostication is that sooner than later Bashir will do/say something that will be irreconcilable with her tingles she'll turn full ayy lawg and that it will be very funny, has she stated an opinion on the succesuion of le prophet yet? (Zandaqa ftw btw)
Maybe this will happen but if you'll allow me to offer my expert opinion :smug:, it is far more likely that if their interactions end it'll be from him getting uncomfortable with her advances and cutting her off. He quite clearly does not have much experience with women, which is probably the only reason he's allowed her to get this close to him to begin with and why I think it might take a while for him to realize keeping her around is a bad idea.

I've seen people call his faith a larp, and I'd disagree heavily on that. I don't like him at all but he is pretty sincere in it and in his convictions. The fact she converted to Islam for him is probably enough to outweigh any other factors in his mind for the time being. He also talked a lot in last night's stream about valuing forgiveness for past sins (with of course the method for obtaining forgiveness being submission to God's will). Some people think the second he reads this thread and realizes she's a lolinigger he'll cut her off, but I assume she's probably gotten ahead of it and cried to him in his DMs about how she's being persecuted by this site for 'mistakes' she made 'years ago'. He probably bought it, else she wouldn't still be his top janny.

She is actually the top janny, she is both his most active chatter and the mod with the most bans issued - his Kick analytics here show this. This also doesn't even include the stats from the first stream since that data is not associated with her new username.
 
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You're mistaking Borderline Personality Disorder for Bipolar. While the crossover is big (a good portion of Borderlines have bipolar, but a lot of bipolars do NOT have BPD), it's not guaranteed unless she said it (and that's optimistic because she lied). I'd search the remains of the telegram chat but she or someone else fucking deleted it.

Either way, the manic phase doesn't end with borderlines most of the time. They go hard, when it does work they go harder and crash out when something goes wrong, and when it goes wrong they have a huge show of crashing out. Their need for attention makes them leave the internet for no more than a week then come back to attention farm and stay whining until a new object of affection appears. Then it starts again...
You are correct, however I don’t believe I’m revealing anything secret in saying that Mei has bipolar I, she’s talked about it a lot - as well as her dislike of women with borderline personality disorder (that was behind one of the original Peggie arguments I believe). That’s what makes the sudden religious mania so suspect and stereotypical; she is going to have a really difficult awakening after this bout of mania and though I don’t expect anyone else to have sympathy, I can’t help but feel sorry for how hard that’s going to hit her. The potential conversion and Bashir shit is an obvious mania-fuelled mistake, as was the up-all-night Fishtank hyperfocus, and when she’s well she’s going to feel horrified about blowing her life up over this.
 
(the OP of which I believe was in fact ghost written by @Spectate because reasons, correct me if I'm wrong but I heard a rumour etc)
This is a straight up lie. I only dug into his socials and went through his YouTube videos. I did not ghost write the OP. I have a very specific way of writing OPs and if you compared them to Forsaken's OP they're very clearly different.

(again correct me if I'm wrong, but I distinctly remember him being a popular "character" until certain somebodies decided he was thread worthy all of a sudden)
I think he had a slapfight with the BP women and someome dug up his Christmas special video where he pretended to date Lidl Drip, and voiced her using a high pitched voice. That's what got him into halal territory.
 
You are correct, however I don’t believe I’m revealing anything secret in saying that Mei has bipolar I, she’s talked about it a lot - as well as her dislike of women with borderline personality disorder (that was behind one of the original Peggie arguments I believe). That’s what makes the sudden religious mania so suspect and stereotypical; she is going to have a really difficult awakening after this bout of mania and though I don’t expect anyone else to have sympathy, I can’t help but feel sorry for how hard that’s going to hit her. The potential conversion and Bashir shit is an obvious mania-fuelled mistake, as was the up-all-night Fishtank hyperfocus, and when she’s well she’s going to feel horrified about blowing her life up over this.
At least with Peggie her mania was fueled by a cocaine addiction. Imagine being this anti-drug sober and doing this under a conscious non-influenced mind.

Should have smoked le weed @Meiwaku or as you like to call it, we'd.
 
I’m revealing anything secret in saying that Mei has bipolar I, she’s talked about it a lot - as well as her dislike of women with borderline personality disorder (that was behind one of the original Peggie arguments I believe)
:story: BPD and Bipolar and hypocrisy, name a more iconic trio. I thought we talked about it once but I didn't want to be mistaking her for someone else.


and when she’s well she’s going to feel horrified about blowing her life up over this.
I hope so. She's going to be devastated that people won't take her back either even if she tries.


She is actually the top janny, she is both his most active chatter and the mod with the most bans issued - his Kick analytics here show this. This also doesn't even include the stats from the first stream since that data is not associated with her new username.
Time to janny meme.
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This is a straight up lie.
People sadly have a bad habit of just making shit up, though as is the preserve of the simp stable she definitely had "help" from someone.
I can’t help but feel sorry for how hard that’s going to hit her.
You suffer an overabundance of empathy, it's entirely self-inflicted, and mental illness or no she should just know better, and it's entirely her own damn fault. There's truly nothing more contemplable than someone who knows what is right, has the ability to do what is right, and still behaves retardedly anyway. She's intentionally mantling all kinds of terrible bad stereotypes right now which makes it even worse.
 
I think the funniest thing about Islam is how autistic some of its laws are. The thread on Islam Stack Exchange is a good example of this. You have people writing the most retarded questions, but with how strange many of Islam’s rules are, some of them might actually have serious Quranic answers.

So I might as well ask my own retarded question, one that will help Mei in her journey to Jannah: Is dying your armpits halal?
 
I feel minimal commentary is needed, the messages speak for themselves. She's a Muslim now because she fell in love with a guy on an internet reality show. That's it.
This after she told me not to become parasocial with Vicky :story:Jesus christ woman
 
People sadly have a bad habit of just making shit up, though as is the preserve of the simp stable she definitely had "help" from someone.

You suffer an overabundance of empathy, it's entirely self-inflicted, and mental illness or no she should just know better, and it's entirely her own damn fault. There's truly nothing more contemplable than someone who knows what is right, has the ability to do what is right, and still behaves retardedly anyway. She's intentionally mantling all kinds of terrible bad stereotypes right now which makes it even worse.
A funny thing though about the Forsaken OP is that she didn't seem to understand formatting. Paragraphs would have random spacing which would be 2 or 3 lines long-



Like this. She's a teacher, shouldn't she understand basic formatting like this..?
 
curious(not annoyingly),
I'm not gonna blast her for being a cringy teenager, but idk if I have ever read something that describes the essence of teenage insecurity with this few words. :lit:

I have a high self confidence and love who I am as a person. This was not always true. I like helping people feel more confident about themselves because everyone should feel good about themselves.
This quote from the last vampire freaks update is extra funny when you consider that while her KF account was created in 2021, she had deep knowledge about older popular girl cows and actively sourced lolcow.farm. While she sometimes tried to come off as more reasonable than other posters, she was also one of the meanest (which is fine on the gossip site - just funny). I bet she posted on Pretty Ugly Little Liars as well.

Is she going to start wearing a hijab? She was retweeting some hijabi women photos before privating her Xitter. And is she "ex-gay" (or ex-bisexual?) now since Islam forbids homosexuality?
On the show, one of the female contestants asked Bashir whether she'd have to wear a hijab, if she would convert and he gave a very wishy-washy answer how that depends on who you ask. But Mei is super BPD and might do it even if he doesn't care. This is her personality now, after all. I can't wait for her to explain how this is actually super feminist.

Her connections to a past contestant might be enough to disqualify her however, they often prefer to get fresh faces without any previous season baggage attached.
The connection to KF would be the bigger problem, unless Jet sees this as an opportunity to make fun of us. But they don't background check at all, so she might get through, as long as her audition isn't shown on stream.

You are correct, however I don’t believe I’m revealing anything secret in saying that Mei has bipolar I, she’s talked about it a lot - as well as her dislike of women with borderline personality disorder
No one wants to have BPD and everyone hates people with BPD, including everyone who has BPD. Bipolar I and (c)PTSD seem to be the most popular things to claim instead. I obviously don't know, but this whole identity thing and the extreme nlog shtick just screams BPD and as retarded as she behaved, there is nothing she did that wouldn't be explainable by BPD.
 
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