Skitzocow Chris Gillon / Autphag and Spergchan / Sophie Y’Israeli - Autistic North Koreaboo, Also a Man

[LagoonaBlue]

I was crying my heart out and you were ignoring me. Occam's razor. Instead, you've decided to misinterpret it as bullying; D.A.R.V.O., the habituation of females to swing things to bolster a persecution complex, my psychological-sociological piece FR details it all in detail, including debunking the myth of "empathy". Honestly, I should be rewarded a doctorate for expositing how women actually work.

"Where the fuck are you, you better respond to me!" is not crying, it's fucking attention whoring.

 

[Miss Hortensia]

I'll be interrogating Fionbarr

That poor sod. Studied for years, worked the ass off in hospitals and all he's getting is harassment by a mad koreaboo.

 

[Autphag]

Chrissy the sissy is a domestic abuser to all women in his life. This comes naturally to him; he doesn't like when women aren't subservient to him. Look at the harrassment he does to you and imagine how much he deals to mummy. Abusers tend to pick their target of abuse and Chris predates on women and children. Ask old Kim's brethren! That's why the state forbids him from seeing children, and why the adults look at him funny when around kids

"I spoke to David, Rab, and Renee Racine, and they all denounced him a paedo!" Great research.

I like my women to be dominant and hypermale but ultimately equinamous in their opinionation and sharing of responsibilities -- Emma was, all in all, not a terrible character in this regard prior to the doxxing of nudes which made her unnecessarily batshit, but she took it well for a few months after receding from all contact.

I deal with my mother as she deals with me; the cycle of abuse has been primarily mutual since about 2008, in which she felt wronged by being arrested for an assault accusation made by me -- genuine, my hair was pulled with actual scars and patches -- that I later dropped; blood is too thick to let the motivations of water free me from my mother.

The state forbade me from seeing ONE individual, the nephew of my younger sister; the state, at present, doesn't forbid me from seeing my niece, to which I've even been entrusted care without incident (I'm stilted; naturally, I won't be having children lacking either maternal OR paternal instinct, you can be assured, but she was a joy for her obedience and personality, she was simply adorable, and no, I have nothing sexual for her, I'm wiling to subject myself to a penile-erection conductivity test to prove that, it's an awkward measure designed to gauge your sexuality in objective terms since Kinsey's self-report is unreliable), you can ask my eldest sister if you're willing to keep her contact details a secret, but I don't trust you for the obvious reason of your distortion of such basic facts.

My dear, I can say with confidence you would shit the bed if you knew my true former places of employment, and the current public roles I hold, and the roles held by those very close to me.

I thought noting I know Angela socially would be a sufficient cue; also my service on the panel of the Mental Health Tribunal, but that, dear heart, is the least of it.

You would be much, much better off troubling whoever this Kenneth is than me.

I've no interest in pursuing either party -- whomever you're alleged to be, or Kenneth -- I'm just making you aware that 'tribunal recusal' was code for 'I can't handle the responsibility of having used virtue signalling to destoy this wierdo's life I fervently hate'.

"Where the fuck are you, you better respond to me!" is not crying, it's fucking attention whoring.

I get paranoid. The code in the trolling crews was: if you hear typing over Skype, or see inactivity from a confidant despite urgent response before, they're engaging in reconnaisance with rivals.

Robert taught me that one.

 

[LagoonaBlue]

I get paranoid. The code in the trolling crews was: if you hear typing over Skype, or see inactivity from a confidant despite urgent response before, they're engaging in reconnaisance with rivals.

Robert taught me that one.

So do I, and I at least understand when people aren't in the mood for putting up with my bullshit.

 

[Chosen Undead]

So do I, and I at least understand when people aren't in the mood for putting up with my bullshit.

That requires empathy though and that's probably an antiquated concept too basic for Aspergian Soggybuns.

 

[Autphag]

So do I, and I at least understand when people aren't in the mood for putting up with my bullshit.

Evidently not from the screen I leaked, but that's another debate.

I'm more interested, at this juncture, in a private message from introman explaining why it is he thinks I deserve some kind of ultra-punitive fate; I'm not just talking about gatekeeping, I ask him to read the FAQ, detailing "Who is Sophie?", on AWMG. Cuntster is not just transforming me into age-17 Christopher Gillon whom, looking from what's now the outside to me, inwards, wasn't a terrible person all things considered; Cuntster wants me to be Michael Gillon for some bizare, macabre, and to me, frankly, distressing reason.

 

[Miss Hortensia]

What are you talking about?

 

[Coconut Gun]

What are you talking about?

I think I have an idea.

Spoiler

:autism:

 

[Keerakh]

Chris you are a sociopath and youre incapable of empathy. Stop trying to convince us to ssow you any when youre a hateful useless little puke who means nothing to anybody.
I tried being understanding and being your friend but im tired of your fucking yoyoing.

 

[Pickle Inspector]

"I spoke to David, Rab, and Renee Racine, and they all denounced him a paedo!" Great research.

I like my women to be dominant and hypermale but ultimately equinamous in their opinionation and sharing of responsibilities -- Emma was, all in all, not a terrible character in this regard prior to the doxxing of nudes which made her unnecessarily batshit, but she took it well for a few months after receding from all contact.

I deal with my mother as she deals with me; the cycle of abuse has been primarily mutual since about 2008, in which she felt wronged by being arrested for an assault accusation made by me -- genuine, my hair was pulled with actual scars and patches -- that I later dropped; blood is too thick to let the motivations of water free me from my mother.

The state forbade me from seeing ONE individual, the nephew of my younger sister; the state, at present, doesn't forbid me from seeing my niece, to which I've even been entrusted care without incident (I'm stilted; naturally, I won't be having children lacking either maternal OR paternal instinct, you can be assured, but she was a joy for her obedience and personality, she was simply adorable, and no, I have nothing sexual for her, I'm wiling to subject myself to a penile-erection conductivity test to prove that, it's an awkward measure designed to gauge your sexuality in objective terms since Kinsey's self-report is unreliable), you can ask my eldest sister if you're willing to keep her contact details a secret, but I don't trust you for the obvious reason of your distortion of such basic facts.

"My mom pulled my hair so I phoned the police and reported her!"

She must feel really bad for you that she cooked and delivered bacon rolls to you while you were sectioned and generally still talks to you.

 

[LagoonaBlue]

Evidently not from the screen I leaked, but that's another debate.

Alright then, Chris. Why do you think that?

 

[Autphag]

Chris you are a sociopath and youre incapable of empathy. Stop trying to convince us to ssow you any when youre a hateful useless little puke who means nothing to anybody.
I tried being understanding and being your friend but im tired of your fucking yoyoing.

Let's keep to the facts; David would dismiss Chris-chan as a sociopathic retard all the time and it annoyed me as I simply didn't see it, but he considered Chris-chan to be a conspiracy, so, who knows?

I have Asperger's, denoting intact affective empathy if impaired cognitive empathy. I have Borderline with a bunch of subsidiary sub-clinical PDs alongside that, which don't necessarily denote absolute below or above average empathy, but has the emotional feature of intensity and sensitivity which can cause distortions in how this affective empathy is applied, leading to the suspicions, the conspiracies, etc. My recent anxiety diagnosis and speculated post-traumatic states notwithstanding, and, btw, sociopaths have a decreased anxiety response and psychopaths virtually none, being fearless, which couldn't be further from the truth with me, I'm ridden with intense fear which Haselgrove has analytically distorted to 'a manifestation of anger', and if such a reconnaisance was made with Fionbarr, I'm going to have to set the record straight.

I don't ask for your compassion -- it's difficult to come by for Aspies mostly expressively as opposed to receptively (yes, I understand the difference, having been in some of you people's predicaments), so it would be an unreasonable, unfair demand. I ask for your understanding of the context of my upbringing and how it has affected my psychological profile to manifest in these symptoms, and not in this hyperbolic, Google-reliant, anecdotally addled way introman has misconstrued for the sake of beginning the ball of Haselgrove's revenge rolling.

Which, by the way, I would love an explanation from him of in private; I feel he's more honest when writing privately, I don't really intend to respond as such, I don't feel we have even a conversational relationship anymore.

 

[Fareal]

I've no interest in pursuing either party -- whomever you're alleged to be, or Kenneth -- I'm just making you aware that 'tribunal recusal' was code for 'I can't handle the responsibility of having used virtue signalling to destoy this wierdo's life I fervently hate'.

Dear heart, I don't hate you. I have no feelings towards you other than a certain degree of sympathy for your plight. You have a hard row to plough and you had a hard childhood.

You have to stop antagonising everyone you encounter out of anxiety and paranoia. It only makes your life infinitely harder.

 

[Autphag]

Dear heart, I don't hate you. I have no feelings towards you other than a certain degree of sympathy for your plight. You have a hard row to plough and you had a hard childhood.

You have to stop antagonising everyone you encounter out of anxiety and paranoia. It only makes your life infinitely harder.

I antagonize only responsively. I just hope upcoming psychotherapy -- which my psych did urge was upcoming -- manages to change this. Anti-psychotics have done little to make me less responsive to externally induced emotional states even if they have managed to stabilize my emotional state internally a bit -- at the cost of appearing a little more "cold" (which I don't like at all; it fits me more to convey warmth where possible and to whom I can trust). They've also clarified my thinking and removed the "future visions". I was being stupidly plagued by those to no end.

So, no more time-travelling transsexuals, but do I believe the transsexual community has it out for me for reasons ultimately rooted in wrong perceptions about who I am? Of course, Cuntster demonstrates this througut the thread.

Lagoona's incessant 'dumb' ratings are telling. To the transsexual, even the most considered responses from an autist are to be disregarded. Better get that MacKinnean approach of OCD-medding their minds to death!

Thanks for informing me of your implicit intentions: it'll really help motivate my approaches towards various health bureaucracies at their highest levels tomorrow.

 

[LagoonaBlue]

Lagoona's incessant 'dumb' ratings are telling. To the transsexual, even the most considered responses from an autist are to be disregarded. Better get that MacKinnean approach of OCD-medding their minds to death!

Thanks for informing me of your implicit intentions: it'll really help motivate my approaches towards various health bureaucracies at their highest levels tomorrow.

I have a front to keep up you fucking moron.

Also, please answer the question I posed previously.

 

[Autphag]

I have a front to keep up you fucking moron.

Also, please answer the question I posed previously.

Indeed you do: that you're the uncle Tom of transsexuality. I wasn't born yesterday. "I'm not in cahoots with Cuntster" as a repeated meme could've been an understatement for all intended analyical purposes.

And you continue to denigrate my intelligence, when I haven't exactly seen anything thoughtful from your contributions.

It was a half-hour length loghorrea of one-liners whining for my attention and when you got bored, you moved on; low-arousal per sociopathy but like I said, it's subclinical and I've dropped the idea you're an antisocial.

Basically your entire modus operandi has been "IT'S OKAY FOR ME TO A BORDERLINE BITCH BECAUSE I'M A WOMAN, MAAYYYUN UPP!".

 

[NobleGreyHorse]

I don't ask for your compassion -- it's difficult to come by for Aspies

The fuck it is. My adopted cousin is on the spectrum, and has a job, friends, a girlfriend in fact. I myself will bend much farther backward for a student who discloses to me that they are on the spectrum, both in parallel within the same section and in serial across the years. But then, I will also go to great lengths to help students who want to work, and the two groups overlap more often than they don't. Literally the most mourning an autistic student ever did over having to rewrite a paper was to opine that "It's easier to fix skateboards than it is to fix papers," which I really can't argue with. I also learned that in the former case, one must be careful not to strip the screws. This could, in theory, come in handy someday.

My cousin, and all of the students I have had who disclosed their disorder, had no trouble making friends who cheerfully accommodated their eccentricities. The skateboarder, in fact, volunteers in a community program for young people on the spectrum to teach them to skateboard, and thus acquire a healthy and socially useful hobby. That person gives something to the community without expecting any reward except the minor one of getting to talk about their area of fixation.

I antagonize only responsively.

The fuck you do. Lagoona and Fareal are tied for "nicest person to you on this thread," with Lagoona pulling slightly ahead owing to having been on it longer, and you've attempted to deny them identities -- because after all, why do they deserve identities if they're not sucking you off (metaphorically -- perhaps providing you shit like Negi or Kook used to)? They're just toys that may be rearranged at your whim, or broken in a fit of crybaby rage. Whether or not one believes you about the salutary effects of your antipsychotic medication, there is no drug in the world that is going to make you not a Cluster B. I said many pages ago that eventually poor Lenihan would wind up being written into your self-aggrandizing narrative as a villain, and lo and behold, he is headed that way if he doesn't give the answers you want under "interrogation."

I have followed this thread since its first page, and although I am not privy to your Skype conversations with Lagoona, there is nothing, not one thing, she has said to you here that could warrant a threat of vagina-ripping. Or even doxing. But now she is in the same "shitlisted forever" category. It's not Aspies for whom these forums have no compassion -- it's Cluster B types who don't even try to get a handle on those disorders because they enjoy them so.

 

[LagoonaBlue]

Indeed you do: that you're the uncle Tom of transsexuality. I wasn't born yesterday. "I'm not in cahoots with Cuntster" as a repeated meme could've been an understatement for all intended analyical purposes.

And you continue to denigrate my intelligence, when I haven't exactly seen anything thoughtful from your contributions.

It was a half-hour length loghorrea of one-liners whining for my attention and when you got bored, you moved on; low-arousal per sociopathy but like I said, it's subclinical and I've dropped the idea you're an antisocial.

Basically your entire modus operandi has been "IT'S OKAY FOR ME TO A BORDERLINE BITCH BECAUSE I'M A WOMAN, MAAYYYUN UPP!".

I'm not black
I'm not a tranny
I'm not Cuntster.
I have been nothing but nice to you.

Get to fuck you fucking walloper.

 

[introman]

I'll give you one better autphag. @NobleGreyHorse explains my position on your fake personas' and why I'm a #H.O.G.-boy(Hard On Gillon).

The fuck you do. Lagoona and Fareal are tied for "nicest person to you on this thread," with Lagoona pulling slightly ahead owing to having been on it longer, and you've attempted to deny them identities -- because after all, why do they deserve identities if they're not sucking you off (metaphorically -- perhaps providing you shit like Negi or Kook used to)? They're just toys that may be rearranged at your whim, or broken in a fit of crybaby rage. Whether or not one believes you about the salutary effects of your antipsychotic medication, there is no drug in the world that is going to make you not a Cluster B. I said many pages ago that eventually poor Lenihan would wind up being written into your self-aggrandizing narrative as a villain, and lo and behold, he is headed that way if he doesn't give the answers you want under "interrogation."

I have followed this thread since its first page, and although I am not privy to your Skype conversations with Lagoona, there is nothing, not one thing, she has said to you here that could warrant a threat of vagina-ripping. Or even doxing. But now she is in the same "shitlisted forever" category. It's not Aspies for whom these forums have no compassion -- it's Cluster B types who don't even try to get a handle on those disorders because they enjoy them so.

 

[Autphag]

The fuck it is. My adopted cousin is on the spectrum, and has a job, friends, a girlfriend in fact. I myself will bend much farther backward for a student who discloses to me that they are on the spectrum, both in parallel within the same section and in serial across the years. But then, I will also go to great lengths to help students who want to work, and the two groups overlap more often than they don't. Literally the most mourning an autistic student ever did over having to rewrite a paper was to opine that "It's easier to fix skateboards than it is to fix papers," which I really can't argue with. I also learned that in the former case, one must be careful not to strip the screws. This could, in theory, come in handy someday.

My cousin, and all of the students I have had who disclosed their disorder, had no trouble making friends who cheerfully accommodated their eccentricities. The skateboarder, in fact, volunteers in a community program for young people on the spectrum to teach them to skateboard, and thus acquire a healthy and socially useful hobby. That person gives something to the community without expecting any reward except the minor one of getting to talk about their area of fixation.


The fuck you do. Lagoona and Fareal are tied for "nicest person to you on this thread," with Lagoona pulling slightly ahead owing to having been on it longer, and you've attempted to deny them identities -- because after all, why do they deserve identities if they're not sucking you off (metaphorically -- perhaps providing you shit like Negi or Kook used to)? They're just toys that may be rearranged at your whim, or broken in a fit of crybaby rage. Whether or not one believes you about the salutary effects of your antipsychotic medication, there is no drug in the world that is going to make you not a Cluster B. I said many pages ago that eventually poor Lenihan would wind up being written into your self-aggrandizing narrative as a villain, and lo and behold, he is headed that way if he doesn't give the answers you want under "interrogation."

I have followed this thread since its first page, and although I am not privy to your Skype conversations with Lagoona, there is nothing, not one thing, she has said to you here that could warrant a threat of vagina-ripping. Or even doxing. But now she is in the same "shitlisted forever" category. It's not Aspies for whom these forums have no compassion -- it's Cluster B types who don't even try to get a handle on those disorders because they enjoy them so.

Apparently you didn't bother reading my delineation regarding receptive-vs-expressive compassion but fuck it, you just want to monologue me into a ramble about why Cluster Bs are so bad when your PTSD could've easily been misdiagnosed. A new hypothetical theoresis has basically Venn-diagrammed PTSD/C-PTSD/BPD in an overlapping axis so it may very well be that you get rediagnosed in the future, and then, who will suffer the regret of denigrating someone with a serious personality disorder, one of the more innocuous ones, and one of the ones in which, unlike Narcissism, Psychopathic, Histrionic disorder, etc., there actually is a motivation to change behaviour and therapeutically improve?

As part of AWMG, I will be starting a Borderline support group forum since Walter and S-Chan were both recently diagnosed with it (Walter's an impulsive like me and he's been given secondary ASPD; S-Chan is an intensive, nothing else other than the 'tism she already had) -- they will have moderation roles; S-Chan administrative as I haven't configured a forum in years -- and thought it'd be an excellent idea, given the vitriol our sort get here. Lillian was ultimately the one who ultimately really inspired us, a transsexual autistic who is also a personality-disorder sympathizer, her Tumblr littered with pleas to cease misunderstanding psychopaths, narcissists, borderlines, etc. It's strange what happens when alt-right and social justice converge even a little.

I'll give you one better autphag. @NobleGreyHorse explains my position on your fake personas' and why I'm a #H.O.G.-boy(Hard On Gillon).

You have no genuine opinion. When you're finally diagnosed with type-2 ASPD by someone competent, say in an inadvertent psych hold despite avoiding them in your Black, manipulative life, you're banned from our support group.