Not sure if I mentioned that yet, but that also never happened. Since you simpletons are apparently to lazy to read the pdf that you're basing this entire thread on, I'll quote it for you:
"One of them [my cats] made me regret it with the claws he still had on his back paws" No where do I say it was on my penis. and cats scratch shit up all the time. Hell, I got scratched this morning when I was sleeping.
Pretty much, yeah. I was struggling with something and I thought my testimony would help, and based on most of the early responses, it did. Kind of like a former alcoholic giving his tragic spiral into the gutter and yet still pulling him self out. It was...surprising how many people (both Christian and non-Christian) came to me for help, advice, and even thanked me for being "brave" enough to openly admit to something like that. People STILL talk to me about it because they either wanted to do it, or have experimented a bit with animals. I assumed God wanted me to use my testimony to help heal others and they in turn would help heal me (Proverbs 27:17). That was my "master plan".