Secret Gamer Girl / SecretGamerGrrl / Googleshng / "Violet Hargrave" / Jacob Lawrence (Jake) Alley / Violet Cassandra Ocean - Delusional Zoe Quinn Stalker, Libelous Tweeter, Thirsty Gnome, Faux-Tranny Neckbeard Incel, Micropenis, "Known Troubled Person", Creator of "Massive vs the Masses", Self-Described "Noise Making Thing"; Lives in Niantic, CT

I can actually understand why Jake insists he's asexual. It's because, on some level, he knows he's unfuckable and thinking about sex reminds him he's never going to get laid, that causes anxiety, and it's human nature to avoid things that make us anxious. Since he tries to avoid situations where he might end up thinking about sex, he thinks he's asexual, instead of having social anxiety. True asexuality is rare. It's real, but a lot of people who claim to be asexual just lack the social skills to obtain sex on their own merits and avoid it as a coping mechanism.

My take is that Jake deludes himself that his "interest" in Chelsea is in no way motivated by his urge to bone her, but rather just him being protective of a fellow goobergrape victim. Plus as a True and Honest trans woman, it simply would not do for a pretty animu princess like "Violet" to feel something as gross and male like sexual lust for a woman.
 
I've said in the past that Jake might actually be asexual, but I think I've changed my mind. He played in a 'sexy pirate girls' themed Pathfinder campaign:
https://www.talking-time.net/showthread.php?p=1464769#post1464769 (Specific post linked contains bonus bitching about his aunt!)
http://www.dndsheets.net/view.php?id=27992

So I think he does have a buried libido. But 99% of his posts about women are still SJW puritanism.

Unrelated: want to see something sad?
Jake's long-suffering mother used to play D&D with him
https://www.talking-time.net/showthread.php?p=1190093#post1190093
That poor woman tried so hard to do something for Jake :heart-empty:

Edit: more sads: Jake's mom cooks for the two of them on New Year's Eve :(
https://www.talking-time.net/showpost.php?p=1691331&postcount=15
The "bitching about his aunt" is referring to the 19-year-old cousin that Jake lies and claims was his "little brother" while on Twitter. @repentance http://archive.is/STwYc#selection-1231.174-1235.1
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The "bitching about his aunt" is referring to the 19-year-old cousin that Jake lies and claims was his "little brother" while on Twitter. @repentance http://archive.is/STwYc#selection-1231.174-1235.1
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Yeah, it may seem to Jakey boy that he's being put upon by having to go for this birthday celebration, but grieving mothers are the people you extend courtesy, empathy, and consideration toward. I can't imagine what it's like losing a child, and I hope I don't ever have to.

Jake seems like a self-centered douche right there.

"Ugh, my aunt has this morbid tradition of having a birthday for her dead son, I wish I could back out of it because I'm a sociopathic narcassistic asshole, but if I don't, my mom won't be home to make me dinner and wash my clothes and clean up after me, so if I want to have dinner, I guess I better go. Ugh."

Jake, if you're reading this, I think you're a faggot.
 
The "bitching about his aunt" is referring to the 19-year-old cousin that Jake lies and claims was his "little brother" while on Twitter. @repentance http://archive.is/STwYc#selection-1231.174-1235.1
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From what I've seen on the family's social media accounts, the "Bobby's Day" celebrations are anything but morbid. I suspect Jake is just jealous that a dead person gets more attention and accolades than he does. Bobby lived a busy 19 years, and any recounting of his life only highlights what Jake has failed to do with his own.
 
Yeah, it may seem to Jakey boy that he's being put upon by having to go for this birthday celebration, but grieving mothers are the people you extend courtesy, empathy, and consideration toward. I can't imagine what it's like losing a child, and I hope I don't ever have to.

Jake seems like a self-centered douche right there.

"Ugh, my aunt has this morbid tradition of having a birthday for her dead son, I wish I could back out of it because I'm a sociopathic narcassistic asshole, but if I don't, my mom won't be home to make me dinner and wash my clothes and clean up after me, so if I want to have dinner, I guess I better go. Ugh."

Jake, if you're reading this, I think you're a faggot.
He definitely has a history of being an asshole regarding this, on New Year's 2015 Jake was whining in the anti-Gamergate/future Crash Override Network chat group because his aunt, mom, and possibly others were "blubbering about [Bobby] not living to see 20" while Jake was trying to sperg out over Twitter bullshit.

[01/01/2015, 5:54:37 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: And it's extra awkward because I can't really head into the other room and go "Hey, could you not start blubbering about ______ not living to see 20 while I'm shaken up about some trans girl killing herself over stuff I'm also kinda dealing with in part due to transphobia being your one big character flaw?
 
[01/01/2015, 5:54:37 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: And it's extra awkward because I can't really head into the other room and go "Hey, could you not start blubbering about ______ not living to see 20 while I'm shaken up about some trans girl killing herself over stuff I'm also kinda dealing with in part due to transphobia being your one big character flaw?
Holy shit...

I can't even imagine what kind of damage he's got that some rando on the internet killing themselves is more important than the feelings of his family regarding a family member who died at age 19. Jesus.

I take it all back.

Jake deserves to die alone, unloved, and then be subsequently forgotten except for the sighs of relief from those he imposed on all his life.

That's just plain fucking offensive.
 
I’d like to note that on that Pathfinder character sheet Jake plays as an 18 year old, 4’7, 95 LB red haired, blue eyed girl. He’s a gnome even in his fantasy RPG world, just a girly, short gnome. (The ideal weight for a girl only 4’7 is 70 lbs so Jake is tubby even in his fantasy world)

Pretty sure Jake hopes HRT is the potion that will will turn him into this tiny little red head gnome. It’s also hilarious he can’t even find regular RPG players online to run a campaign with him to completion.

Holy shit...

I can't even imagine what kind of damage he's got that some rando on the internet killing themselves is more important than the feelings of his family regarding a family member who died at age 19. Jesus.

I take it all back.

Jake deserves to die alone, unloved, and then be subsequently forgotten except for the sighs of relief from those he imposed on all his life.

That's just plain fucking offensive.

He really is an incredibly selfish piece of shit that deserves his miserable existence.

It’s ironic that this is the same “dead brother” who’s death he has attempted to garner sympathy and pity for at other times online. Expecting Jake to have to do something IRL as horrible as go eat a free meal at a restaurant to remember his dead beloved cousin is just expecting way too much of Jake and taking away from his precious twitter and RPG time.

His family puts up with a LOT but even they might wash their hands of this selfish POS if they saw the shit he’s says about participating in their sweet rtraditions to remember their dead son/newphew.
 
My take is that Jake deludes himself that his "interest" in Chelsea is in no way motivated by his urge to bone her, but rather just him being protective of a fellow goobergrape victim. Plus as a True and Honest trans woman, it simply would not do for a pretty animu princess like "Violet" to feel something as gross and male like sexual lust for a woman.

Yeah, it's probably a case of "oh, I'm not even interested in that kind of stuff" as he tries to dog paddle through the uncharted friend zone like a confused hairy sperm. Anyone who's been 13-14 probably knows that awkward phase in some shape or form and it's not hard to see through a ruse like that. His other claims like never, ever having watched porn so he have no idea what a penis looks like sounds a lot like something a boy going into puberty would say so no one calls him a fag for looking at wangs.
 
He definitely has a history of being an asshole regarding this, on New Year's 2015 Jake was whining in the anti-Gamergate/future Crash Override Network chat group because his aunt, mom, and possibly others were "blubbering about [Bobby] not living to see 20" while Jake was trying to sperg out over Twitter bullshit.

[01/01/2015, 5:54:37 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: And it's extra awkward because I can't really head into the other room and go "Hey, could you not start blubbering about ______ not living to see 20 while I'm shaken up about some trans girl killing herself over stuff I'm also kinda dealing with in part due to transphobia being your one big character flaw?

Any sympathy I ever had for Jake evaporated with these quotes about the guy he called his "brother" when it got him sympathy. Gee, why can't poor Bobby's untimely sudden death be all about Jake all the time?

Any normal person might see this family tragedy and the fallout of a grieving mom and say, "I better get my head on straight, my death would be something impossible for my mother to endure and even if I feel suicidal, I owe it to my family to not throw the gift of life away."

Most people who lose a close young relative at an impressionable age use that as motivation to have adventures, take risks, and otherwise "rage against the dying of the light." Jake just retreated into his room and began to engineer a self-created tragedy of a life to compete for attention with his dead cousin.
 
[01/01/2015, 5:54:37 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: And it's extra awkward because I can't really head into the other room and go "Hey, could you not start blubbering about ______ not living to see 20 while I'm shaken up about some trans girl killing herself over stuff I'm also kinda dealing with in part due to transphobia being your one big character flaw?
While this is obviously infuriating behavior on Jake's part, it fits into how Gamergate was the most important thing that happened to him in his entire life. Imagine thinking some online bunfight was more important than spending time remembering a family member who recently died. While certainly Jake regards Gamergate as an era he treasures for the fact that he finally received attention from people and made friends, it seems he really did think it was the most important thing ever. You can probably rest assured that Zinnia Jones and Katherine Cross likely prioritized their family (and jobs) over Gamergate, but Jake just didn't "get" that this wasn't The Great Civil Rights Issue Of Our Time To Be Fought On The Internet.
 
He definitely has a history of being an asshole regarding this, on New Year's 2015 Jake was whining in the anti-Gamergate/future Crash Override Network chat group because his aunt, mom, and possibly others were "blubbering about [Bobby] not living to see 20" while Jake was trying to sperg out over Twitter bullshit.

[01/01/2015, 5:54:37 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: And it's extra awkward because I can't really head into the other room and go "Hey, could you not start blubbering about ______ not living to see 20 while I'm shaken up about some trans girl killing herself over stuff I'm also kinda dealing with in part due to transphobia being your one big character flaw?
Jesus Christ, Jake is such an egotistical asshole.

On the more fun side of things: I went to the con logs to read the context of that quote and it's kinda hilarious. Maybe I'm retrospectively reading too much into it but but it just comes off like, even back then, the other people in the chat can't be bothered with Jake's tales of woe apart from the usual 'oh I'm so sorry' thing you say when you don't know what else to say.

And Jake referring to his place of residence as MY house :story:

[01/01/2015, 4:40:24 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: also gee, the worst person I've ever met is passed out on my couch. I sure do love holidays where people get drunk and wander around
[01/01/2015, 4:42:36 PM] Ian Cheong: Hey, how many of you folks received private messages from friends and strangers thanking you for speaking up about GG?
[01/01/2015, 4:42:55 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: i get a decent number yeah
[01/01/2015, 4:43:24 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: none from strangers
[01/01/2015, 4:43:29 PM] Izzy (@iglvzx): I've gotten a handful. not many,
[01/01/2015, 4:48:06 PM] Ian Cheong: I wonder how much it will cost to buy tobacco online.
[01/01/2015, 4:48:09 PM] Ian Cheong: The tax will probably kill me.
[01/01/2015, 5:00:53 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: https://twitter.com/cosmicvirgin/status/550565966489616384 oh god i'm going to get so much GG flack for RTing that
[01/01/2015, 5:01:07 PM] Ian Cheong: hahaha
[01/01/2015, 5:21:54 PM] SF: Happy new year!
[01/01/2015, 5:27:51 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: OK, this is really, really not a good night on my end.
[01/01/2015, 5:30:32 PM] SF: Any way we can help?
[01/01/2015, 5:32:13 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: what's going on, SGG?
[01/01/2015, 5:32:57 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: Can you end GG overnight, somehow get a passed out violent psycho out of my house, or make a member of my family stop crying and loudly discussing every little detail of another member of my family?
[01/01/2015, 5:33:27 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: :\ is there a friend you could stay with temporarily?
[01/01/2015, 5:33:32 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: 's death, a bit over 10 years ago
[01/01/2015, 5:33:41 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: cut myself off in a weird place there
[01/01/2015, 5:33:49 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: and... it's 4:30 AM so not really?
[01/01/2015, 5:35:12 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: :\ hugs
[01/01/2015, 5:35:24 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: if it's an emergency don't be afraid to reach out to people there
[01/01/2015, 5:42:30 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: Eh, just an issue of hey, I was already having a lousy night, didn't really need to feel physically unsafe, emotionally gut-punched, and concerned about someone's possible drinking problem on top of that.
[01/01/2015, 5:48:05 PM] SF: No kidding...I'm really sorry to hear.
[01/01/2015, 5:54:37 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: And it's extra awkward because I can't really head into the other room and go "Hey, could you not start blubbering about ______ not living to see 20 while I'm shaken up about some trans girl killing herself over stuff I'm also kinda dealing with in part due to transphobia being your one big character flaw?"
[01/01/2015, 6:04:01 PM] Charloppe: urg that profile
[01/01/2015, 6:04:09 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: ?
[01/01/2015, 6:04:36 PM] Charloppe: that fake leelah account
[01/01/2015, 6:05:02 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: ah. That's pretty damn terrible yes
[01/01/2015, 6:05:20 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: and I'd wager done by the same person as the thing with Bri's dog
[01/01/2015, 6:05:35 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: and/or Chobitcoin
[01/01/2015, 6:06:25 PM] Charloppe: yeah I can see chobit doing that
[01/01/2015, 6:34:07 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: OK
[01/01/2015, 6:35:01 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: One of the night's problems seems to have run its course at least... but I'm still not big on the unconscious creep in my house.
[01/01/2015, 7:17:07 PM] Rob: gooood morning
[01/01/2015, 7:17:28 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: not on my end
[01/01/2015, 7:17:32 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: hi though
[01/01/2015, 7:18:00 PM] Rob: hiii
[01/01/2015, 7:18:25 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Hey!
[01/01/2015, 7:23:12 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: hi veerender
[01/01/2015, 7:23:15 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: how goes
[01/01/2015, 7:24:51 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Oh, you know--making people livid at me.
[01/01/2015, 7:24:57 PM] Veerender Jubbal: What about yourself?
[01/01/2015, 7:26:18 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: alternating between panicking over dumb things and shrugging it off
[01/01/2015, 7:26:21 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: ^__^
[01/01/2015, 7:26:34 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: they got mad at me for RTing a die cis scum cake and that amused me
[01/01/2015, 7:26:40 PM] Veerender Jubbal: hugs
[01/01/2015, 7:26:46 PM] Veerender Jubbal: sniggers
[01/01/2015, 7:27:32 PM] Rob: im hung over whee
[01/01/2015, 7:27:52 PM] Veerender Jubbal: I know. That is why I am not running around on the Internet. winks
[01/01/2015, 7:28:40 PM] Rob: haha
[01/01/2015, 7:30:34 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Rob, did you hear whom the TFYC targeted yesterday?
[01/01/2015, 7:31:22 PM] Rob: you?
[01/01/2015, 7:31:37 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Yep.
[01/01/2015, 7:31:39 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: ding ding ding
[01/01/2015, 7:31:41 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: https://twitter.com/AnAnonIsFineToo/status/550579702482882560 they got SO MAD over that cake haha
[01/01/2015, 7:31:43 PM] Rob: Yeah I saw some of it
[01/01/2015, 7:31:55 PM] Rob: fucking shitbags
[01/01/2015, 7:32:06 PM] Veerender Jubbal: You know it.
[01/01/2015, 7:33:30 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Oh, my God.
[01/01/2015, 7:33:39 PM] Veerender Jubbal: TB said he was patient these four months?
[01/01/2015, 7:33:56 PM] Veerender Jubbal: "inordinately patient".
[01/01/2015, 7:34:27 PM] Rob: Total Biscuit is the leaky anus of the internet
[01/01/2015, 7:34:32 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Just catching up, since I missed everything.
[01/01/2015, 7:34:37 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Hahaha!
[01/01/2015, 7:35:55 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Oh, my God! Someone wrote a poem about me! I will tweet it out later!
[01/01/2015, 7:36:00 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Supr amazing, and cute!
[01/01/2015, 7:37:40 PM] Rob: Aw, that’s awesome
[01/01/2015, 7:37:43 PM] Veerender Jubbal: I am reading his timeline!
[01/01/2015, 7:37:44 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Oh, my God.
[01/01/2015, 7:37:57 PM] Veerender Jubbal: TB went full gater.
[01/01/2015, 7:38:07 PM] Rob: did he say something after he blocked me?
[01/01/2015, 7:38:12 PM] Rob: OH VEERENDER DID YOU SEE MY AWESOME TWEET AT HIM
[01/01/2015, 7:38:22 PM] Veerender Jubbal: No! Show me!
[01/01/2015, 7:38:27 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Show me, Rob!
[01/01/2015, 7:38:52 PM] Rob: https://twitter.com/UnseenPerfidy/status/550408964752826369
[01/01/2015, 7:39:39 PM] Randi Harper: people from gamergate have legit issues. https://twitter.com/_shemmie_/status/550573752564875265
[01/01/2015, 7:40:37 PM] Rob: who is the ‘him’?
[01/01/2015, 7:40:38 PM] Rob: tb?
[01/01/2015, 7:41:01 PM] Randi Harper: yes
[01/01/2015, 7:41:40 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Oh, my God, Rob.
[01/01/2015, 7:41:40 PM] Rob: I really like how TB does all this awful shit and then he or his fan boys are like
[01/01/2015, 7:41:45 PM] Rob: “cancer so be nice!”
[01/01/2015, 7:41:59 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: But Randi, he makes a solid point- "HEY! HEY! PAY ATTENTION TO ME! I NEED TO FEEL MORE SPECIAL!"
[01/01/2015, 7:42:26 PM] Rob: :D <3 veerender
[01/01/2015, 7:43:37 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: Also ugh.......... I have things to do tomorrow but I don't want to sleep with a dangerous creep in my house.
[01/01/2015, 7:44:01 PM] Veerender Jubbal: He lauds himself for patience--like, come on.
[01/01/2015, 7:44:03 PM] Rob: why is there a dangerous creep in your house?
[01/01/2015, 7:44:16 PM] Veerender Jubbal: You were never even kind to your harassers.
[01/01/2015, 7:45:42 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: Because someone with her judgement impared by new year's drinking invited her here and she immediately passed out before I could comment on the matter.
[01/01/2015, 7:45:50 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Rob, you bodied him.
[01/01/2015, 7:46:04 PM] Rob: I’m really, really good at being mean, veerender
[01/01/2015, 7:46:06 PM] Rob: Oh god, SGG :C
[01/01/2015, 7:46:28 PM] Veerender Jubbal: We balance each other out perfectly.
[01/01/2015, 7:46:31 PM] Rob: I also called him a racist, sexist poltroon who purposefully profits off of death threats to women
[01/01/2015, 7:47:39 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: Which is... really not a cool thing to do. Particularly given the last time I was in the same room as this person, violence nearly ensued.
[01/01/2015, 7:48:12 PM] Rob: Hey izzy, when you’re around let me know, i have an Amazon question for you
[01/01/2015, 7:48:15 PM] Rob: :\ hug
[01/01/2015, 7:48:20 PM] Rob: I’m sorry, SGG
[01/01/2015, 7:48:25 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: ... oddly enough, due to my insistance that she not be allowed in my home.
[01/01/2015, 7:48:34 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: https://twitter.com/srhbutts/status/550619178906841088 how do they not get the difference ;-;;
[01/01/2015, 7:48:37 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts hugs SGG :(
[01/01/2015, 7:48:54 PM] Veerender Jubbal: hugs SGG
[01/01/2015, 7:49:31 PM] Charloppe: bwhaahahahahaha
[01/01/2015, 7:49:39 PM] Charloppe: the cake
[01/01/2015, 7:50:41 PM] Veerender Jubbal: "Wow, @CaptainWeeab00, I'm sorry you're mad that I made fun of your favorite tween boy band's lead singer."
[01/01/2015, 7:50:44 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Damn, Rob.
[01/01/2015, 7:50:49 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Fucking bodied.
[01/01/2015, 7:51:09 PM] Charloppe: <3 rob
[01/01/2015, 7:51:22 PM] Rob: :D
[01/01/2015, 7:51:24 PM] Rob: <3
[01/01/2015, 7:53:21 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Rob bodying scrubs like I do in DotA.
[01/01/2015, 7:53:24 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: Like, it should really go without saying, if you bring someone to my house, and I have to keep between her and the knife block until she backs off and leaves to keep her from trying to stab me, no, you do not under any circumstances extend them an invitation to return
[01/01/2015, 7:53:33 PM] Rob: :D veerender
[01/01/2015, 7:53:38 PM] Rob: Holy fuck, sgg :C hug
[01/01/2015, 7:53:40 PM] Rob: Like
[01/01/2015, 7:53:42 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: but, you know, happy new year and all that?
[01/01/2015, 7:53:49 PM] Rob: In what fucking universe would someone invite someone like that over?
[01/01/2015, 7:53:55 PM] Rob: is there anyone there you know and trust?
[01/01/2015, 7:54:05 PM] Rob: b/c if so i’d wake them up, hand them a 20, and be like ‘give this to that fucker and tell her to get out’
[01/01/2015, 7:54:45 PM] Veerender Jubbal: So, why did TB snap, finally?
 
While this is obviously infuriating behavior on Jake's part, it fits into how Gamergate was the most important thing that happened to him in his entire life. Imagine thinking some online bunfight was more important than spending time remembering a family member who recently died. While certainly Jake regards Gamergate as an era he treasures for the fact that he finally received attention from people and made friends, it seems he really did think it was the most important thing ever. You can probably rest assured that Zinnia Jones and Katherine Cross likely prioritized their family (and jobs) over Gamergate, but Jake just didn't "get" that this wasn't The Great Civil Rights Issue Of Our Time To Be Fought On The Internet.

I spent fucking several years meticulously analyzing and putting together the pieces of that Autism firestorm, mostly so everyone else here wouldn't have to sacrifice their own brain cells to do it, I wrote a gigantic article on the subject, I've done multiple analysis pieces on its purpose, point, and relevance, and fucking I have not put any more of a fraction of importance into it than Jake has.

That both fascinates me, and terrifies me.
 
Jesus Christ, Jake is such an egotistical asshole.

On the more fun side of things: I went to the con logs to read the context of that quote and it's kinda hilarious. Maybe I'm retrospectively reading too much into it but but it just comes off like, even back then, the other people in the chat can't be bothered with Jake's tales of woe apart from the usual 'oh I'm so sorry' thing you say when you don't know what else to say.

And Jake referring to his place of residence as MY house :story:

[01/01/2015, 4:40:24 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: also gee, the worst person I've ever met is passed out on my couch. I sure do love holidays where people get drunk and wander around
[01/01/2015, 4:42:36 PM] Ian Cheong: Hey, how many of you folks received private messages from friends and strangers thanking you for speaking up about GG?
[01/01/2015, 4:42:55 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: i get a decent number yeah
[01/01/2015, 4:43:24 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: none from strangers
[01/01/2015, 4:43:29 PM] Izzy (@iglvzx): I've gotten a handful. not many,
[01/01/2015, 4:48:06 PM] Ian Cheong: I wonder how much it will cost to buy tobacco online.
[01/01/2015, 4:48:09 PM] Ian Cheong: The tax will probably kill me.
[01/01/2015, 5:00:53 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: https://twitter.com/cosmicvirgin/status/550565966489616384 oh god i'm going to get so much GG flack for RTing that
[01/01/2015, 5:01:07 PM] Ian Cheong: hahaha
[01/01/2015, 5:21:54 PM] SF: Happy new year!
[01/01/2015, 5:27:51 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: OK, this is really, really not a good night on my end.
[01/01/2015, 5:30:32 PM] SF: Any way we can help?
[01/01/2015, 5:32:13 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: what's going on, SGG?
[01/01/2015, 5:32:57 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: Can you end GG overnight, somehow get a passed out violent psycho out of my house, or make a member of my family stop crying and loudly discussing every little detail of another member of my family?
[01/01/2015, 5:33:27 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: :\ is there a friend you could stay with temporarily?
[01/01/2015, 5:33:32 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: 's death, a bit over 10 years ago
[01/01/2015, 5:33:41 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: cut myself off in a weird place there
[01/01/2015, 5:33:49 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: and... it's 4:30 AM so not really?
[01/01/2015, 5:35:12 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: :\ hugs
[01/01/2015, 5:35:24 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: if it's an emergency don't be afraid to reach out to people there
[01/01/2015, 5:42:30 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: Eh, just an issue of hey, I was already having a lousy night, didn't really need to feel physically unsafe, emotionally gut-punched, and concerned about someone's possible drinking problem on top of that.
[01/01/2015, 5:48:05 PM] SF: No kidding...I'm really sorry to hear.
[01/01/2015, 5:54:37 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: And it's extra awkward because I can't really head into the other room and go "Hey, could you not start blubbering about ______ not living to see 20 while I'm shaken up about some trans girl killing herself over stuff I'm also kinda dealing with in part due to transphobia being your one big character flaw?"
[01/01/2015, 6:04:01 PM] Charloppe: urg that profile
[01/01/2015, 6:04:09 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: ?
[01/01/2015, 6:04:36 PM] Charloppe: that fake leelah account
[01/01/2015, 6:05:02 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: ah. That's pretty damn terrible yes
[01/01/2015, 6:05:20 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: and I'd wager done by the same person as the thing with Bri's dog
[01/01/2015, 6:05:35 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: and/or Chobitcoin
[01/01/2015, 6:06:25 PM] Charloppe: yeah I can see chobit doing that
[01/01/2015, 6:34:07 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: OK
[01/01/2015, 6:35:01 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: One of the night's problems seems to have run its course at least... but I'm still not big on the unconscious creep in my house.
[01/01/2015, 7:17:07 PM] Rob: gooood morning
[01/01/2015, 7:17:28 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: not on my end
[01/01/2015, 7:17:32 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: hi though
[01/01/2015, 7:18:00 PM] Rob: hiii
[01/01/2015, 7:18:25 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Hey!
[01/01/2015, 7:23:12 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: hi veerender
[01/01/2015, 7:23:15 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: how goes
[01/01/2015, 7:24:51 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Oh, you know--making people livid at me.
[01/01/2015, 7:24:57 PM] Veerender Jubbal: What about yourself?
[01/01/2015, 7:26:18 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: alternating between panicking over dumb things and shrugging it off
[01/01/2015, 7:26:21 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: ^__^
[01/01/2015, 7:26:34 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: they got mad at me for RTing a die cis scum cake and that amused me
[01/01/2015, 7:26:40 PM] Veerender Jubbal: hugs
[01/01/2015, 7:26:46 PM] Veerender Jubbal: sniggers
[01/01/2015, 7:27:32 PM] Rob: im hung over whee
[01/01/2015, 7:27:52 PM] Veerender Jubbal: I know. That is why I am not running around on the Internet. winks
[01/01/2015, 7:28:40 PM] Rob: haha
[01/01/2015, 7:30:34 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Rob, did you hear whom the TFYC targeted yesterday?
[01/01/2015, 7:31:22 PM] Rob: you?
[01/01/2015, 7:31:37 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Yep.
[01/01/2015, 7:31:39 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: ding ding ding
[01/01/2015, 7:31:41 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: https://twitter.com/AnAnonIsFineToo/status/550579702482882560 they got SO MAD over that cake haha
[01/01/2015, 7:31:43 PM] Rob: Yeah I saw some of it
[01/01/2015, 7:31:55 PM] Rob: fucking shitbags
[01/01/2015, 7:32:06 PM] Veerender Jubbal: You know it.
[01/01/2015, 7:33:30 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Oh, my God.
[01/01/2015, 7:33:39 PM] Veerender Jubbal: TB said he was patient these four months?
[01/01/2015, 7:33:56 PM] Veerender Jubbal: "inordinately patient".
[01/01/2015, 7:34:27 PM] Rob: Total Biscuit is the leaky anus of the internet
[01/01/2015, 7:34:32 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Just catching up, since I missed everything.
[01/01/2015, 7:34:37 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Hahaha!
[01/01/2015, 7:35:55 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Oh, my God! Someone wrote a poem about me! I will tweet it out later!
[01/01/2015, 7:36:00 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Supr amazing, and cute!
[01/01/2015, 7:37:40 PM] Rob: Aw, that’s awesome
[01/01/2015, 7:37:43 PM] Veerender Jubbal: I am reading his timeline!
[01/01/2015, 7:37:44 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Oh, my God.
[01/01/2015, 7:37:57 PM] Veerender Jubbal: TB went full gater.
[01/01/2015, 7:38:07 PM] Rob: did he say something after he blocked me?
[01/01/2015, 7:38:12 PM] Rob: OH VEERENDER DID YOU SEE MY AWESOME TWEET AT HIM
[01/01/2015, 7:38:22 PM] Veerender Jubbal: No! Show me!
[01/01/2015, 7:38:27 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Show me, Rob!
[01/01/2015, 7:38:52 PM] Rob: https://twitter.com/UnseenPerfidy/status/550408964752826369
[01/01/2015, 7:39:39 PM] Randi Harper: people from gamergate have legit issues. https://twitter.com/_shemmie_/status/550573752564875265
[01/01/2015, 7:40:37 PM] Rob: who is the ‘him’?
[01/01/2015, 7:40:38 PM] Rob: tb?
[01/01/2015, 7:41:01 PM] Randi Harper: yes
[01/01/2015, 7:41:40 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Oh, my God, Rob.
[01/01/2015, 7:41:40 PM] Rob: I really like how TB does all this awful shit and then he or his fan boys are like
[01/01/2015, 7:41:45 PM] Rob: “cancer so be nice!”
[01/01/2015, 7:41:59 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: But Randi, he makes a solid point- "HEY! HEY! PAY ATTENTION TO ME! I NEED TO FEEL MORE SPECIAL!"
[01/01/2015, 7:42:26 PM] Rob: :biggrin: <3 veerender
[01/01/2015, 7:43:37 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: Also ugh.......... I have things to do tomorrow but I don't want to sleep with a dangerous creep in my house.
[01/01/2015, 7:44:01 PM] Veerender Jubbal: He lauds himself for patience--like, come on.
[01/01/2015, 7:44:03 PM] Rob: why is there a dangerous creep in your house?
[01/01/2015, 7:44:16 PM] Veerender Jubbal: You were never even kind to your harassers.
[01/01/2015, 7:45:42 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: Because someone with her judgement impared by new year's drinking invited her here and she immediately passed out before I could comment on the matter.
[01/01/2015, 7:45:50 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Rob, you bodied him.
[01/01/2015, 7:46:04 PM] Rob: I’m really, really good at being mean, veerender
[01/01/2015, 7:46:06 PM] Rob: Oh god, SGG :c
[01/01/2015, 7:46:28 PM] Veerender Jubbal: We balance each other out perfectly.
[01/01/2015, 7:46:31 PM] Rob: I also called him a racist, sexist poltroon who purposefully profits off of death threats to women
[01/01/2015, 7:47:39 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: Which is... really not a cool thing to do. Particularly given the last time I was in the same room as this person, violence nearly ensued.
[01/01/2015, 7:48:12 PM] Rob: Hey izzy, when you’re around let me know, i have an Amazon question for you
[01/01/2015, 7:48:15 PM] Rob: :\ hug
[01/01/2015, 7:48:20 PM] Rob: I’m sorry, SGG
[01/01/2015, 7:48:25 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: ... oddly enough, due to my insistance that she not be allowed in my home.
[01/01/2015, 7:48:34 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: https://twitter.com/srhbutts/status/550619178906841088 how do they not get the difference ;-;;
[01/01/2015, 7:48:37 PM] Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts: Sarah, Butt-er of the Butts hugs SGG :(
[01/01/2015, 7:48:54 PM] Veerender Jubbal: hugs SGG
[01/01/2015, 7:49:31 PM] Charloppe: bwhaahahahahaha
[01/01/2015, 7:49:39 PM] Charloppe: the cake
[01/01/2015, 7:50:41 PM] Veerender Jubbal: "Wow, @CaptainWeeab00, I'm sorry you're mad that I made fun of your favorite tween boy band's lead singer."
[01/01/2015, 7:50:44 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Damn, Rob.
[01/01/2015, 7:50:49 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Fucking bodied.
[01/01/2015, 7:51:09 PM] Charloppe: <3 rob
[01/01/2015, 7:51:22 PM] Rob: :biggrin:
[01/01/2015, 7:51:24 PM] Rob: <3
[01/01/2015, 7:53:21 PM] Veerender Jubbal: Rob bodying scrubs like I do in DotA.
[01/01/2015, 7:53:24 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: Like, it should really go without saying, if you bring someone to my house, and I have to keep between her and the knife block until she backs off and leaves to keep her from trying to stab me, no, you do not under any circumstances extend them an invitation to return
[01/01/2015, 7:53:33 PM] Rob: :biggrin: veerender
[01/01/2015, 7:53:38 PM] Rob: Holy fuck, sgg :c hug
[01/01/2015, 7:53:40 PM] Rob: Like
[01/01/2015, 7:53:42 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: but, you know, happy new year and all that?
[01/01/2015, 7:53:49 PM] Rob: In what fucking universe would someone invite someone like that over?
[01/01/2015, 7:53:55 PM] Rob: is there anyone there you know and trust?
[01/01/2015, 7:54:05 PM] Rob: b/c if so i’d wake them up, hand them a 20, and be like ‘give this to that fucker and tell her to get out’
[01/01/2015, 7:54:45 PM] Veerender Jubbal: So, why did TB snap, finally?

Lol, that is so painfully awkward to read. Jake is trying so damn hard to get all the attention and convo centered around him and repeatedly fails and gets polite brush offs, but keeps going at it like some autistic dog with a bone.

He’s too dense to get all the polite stfu cues. He finally resorts to hysterical lying that his relative tried to stab him to death to force people to pay attention to him.

No wonder he got the cold shoulder from the anti-GG peeps and troon SJW circles, no one will put up with that hysterical attention seeking for very long. Jake really thinks all these online contacts want to be his person therapists. It just demonstrates he has no IRL friends and is so desperate for human communication and attention that he’s lost any and all sense of boundaries. He probably pulls the same shit during online RPG games, which is why he has no one to play with.

It’s wonderful that the few online “friends” he has now are BPD psychos like Bex and Sarah Butts, people who are far better manipulative attention seekers than Jake. They would have turned that silly “aunt tried to shank me” bullshit story from Jake into a convo about how their uncle did actually rape and stab them under the Christmas tree last year while their entire family cheered him on. Jake has burnt through everyone but other narcissistic liars who will never hear a word he says and demand his attention not vice versa
 
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From what I've seen on the family's social media accounts, the "Bobby's Day" celebrations are anything but morbid. I suspect Jake is just jealous that a dead person gets more attention and accolades than he does. Bobby lived a busy 19 years, and any recounting of his life only highlights what Jake has failed to do with his own.

My brothers and I go out to eat on my Mom's birthday. I don't think it's "morbid", just a way to remember someone and be around family.

I couldn't imagine being so self-centered that you'd be upset that your Aunt is mourning the loss of her child.
 
My brothers and I go out to eat on my Mom's birthday. I don't think it's "morbid", just a way to remember someone and be around family.

I couldn't imagine being so self-centered that you'd be upset that your Aunt is mourning the loss of her child.

Jake is a narcissist and autistic. I don’t think he understands empathy as a concept.
 
He definitely has a history of being an asshole regarding this, on New Year's 2015 Jake was whining in the anti-Gamergate/future Crash Override Network chat group because his aunt, mom, and possibly others were "blubbering about [Bobby] not living to see 20" while Jake was trying to sperg out over Twitter bullshit.

[01/01/2015, 5:54:37 PM] Secret Gamer Girl: And it's extra awkward because I can't really head into the other room and go "Hey, could you not start blubbering about ______ not living to see 20 while I'm shaken up about some trans girl killing herself over stuff I'm also kinda dealing with in part due to transphobia being your one big character flaw?
Jesus, that goes beyond simply being an asshole and into outright sociopathy. “How dare you mourn your child, can’t you see I’m pretending to be upset about the death of someone I never met? When did it become all about you?”
 
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