In the latest vid, she claims that "diet and exercise" won't work for her, yet again. Of course, she has never stuck to a diet and exercise plan long enough for them to work. So, she'll put the responsibility on the doctor. She has returned to eating anything all times of day, and she'll "just let him take control" Presumably, it is too much trouble for her to take control of anything herself; she is just too weak. I notice she said the magic words "400 pounds"; she usually says 370. But that's as far as taking responsibility will go.
She then talks about the cysts, which sound huge and dangerous. Yet, her fear of surgery and of her heart stopping isn't enough to get her to put down the cheeseburgers. This is when I realize we are dealing with severe mental illness; it simply boggles my mind. She laments the loss of her womanhood and a big part of her body, and yet doesn't seem to make the connection that she has done it to herself.
Honestly, I believe the problems that both she and Amberlynn have could be mitigated if they would simply develop an interest, any interest at all, in life. I have never seen people so disinterested in any facet of being alive; how can you be 34 and never have an interest that requires you to be somewhere or do something? How can food occupy someone's thoughts so many waking hours out of a day?
I know I am simply regurgitating things that have been said here a million times already. But it still boggles my mind freshly every time, and I can't help but blurt out the same things again and again.
The circular reasoning merry-go-round of the mentally ill sure is frustrating to listen to.
