Official Physical Health Speculation & Cancer Discussion - hulthy just big

[Twinkie]

If the ER thought she had blood clot they would run diagnostics for that as it would be a life threatening condition.

 

[FlamingoNuggets]

If they thought that. She says in one video she doesn't have the symptoms of a blood clot and then in another video says she does. So who knows what her actual symptoms are? Lol. I sure don't.

 

[Masta]

If they thought that. She says in one video she doesn't have the symptoms of a blood clot and then in another video says she does. So who knows what her actual symptoms are? Lol. I sure don't.

I've just made the assumption that she lied about a doctor's appointment because she wants to deny hearing about her health. She probably is just trying to get us to stop talking about her leg.

 

[Malibougie]

13 days of non-themed, minimal effort, and minimally editted content put her in such a dark place, you guys. I will be incredibly generous and give Amber the benefit of the doubt and say that it takes her an absolute maximum of 3 hours of "work" per vlog.

3 hours of work in a sea of absolutely nothing else. She said it herself best in this video, she can't even leave her house of her own volition. Absolutely nothing occurs in her life aside from sitting, eating, and sleeping. She has constructed a situation for herself where she cannot handle giving even the barest of minimums. Most people would find solace in 3 precious hours of some type of half-stimulation that her "job" might provide. Not to mention the absolute oodles of cash she claims to be getting for her small time spent.

I believe her when she says she's depressed and anxious. How could she not be? When she looks around all she can see is a body that is so disfigured from her abuse towards it that it is a literal prison. She won't take herself to the doctor because she knows that she is gambling with her remaining time on this Earth. She can only feel happiness when she is bringing her hand to her mouth. She sees "friends" that can, at best, merely tolerate her existance. She lives in a reality of her own creation in which the rest of the world gawks at her like an animal in the zoo.

Amber has done all of this to herself and refuses to do anything to change, but complains as if somebody else is to blame, as if God himself has taken up a personal grudge against her and a fulfilling life.

She is in every way the definition of morbid.

armchair psych here, but I think she could have major depressive disorder with psychotic features. She definitely ticks a lot of the criteria https://www.healthline.com/health/depression/psychotic-depression

For clarity's sake , UberX is the normal cheapo Ford Fusion Honda Civic Kia pickup
UberXL is like small to large non luxury SUVs and UberBlack is towncars to Escalades.

In this instance*, even UberXL or UberBlack may not provide a backseat door she could fit into easily . It would be an awkward front seat uber ride .

I believe that Uber has the right to refuse service to someone that could damage their car.

Our gorl chickened out on her appointment, no surprise there. I wonder if she realizes how afraid she is of finding out the truth about her health, or if her denial is so deep she seriously buys her own shit "Oh, it's just a pulled muscle." I think it's the latter, her lack of self-awareness is off the charts. Although I don't think it's even that she passively lacks introspection, she would have to actively suppress reality in her mind to function the way she does, like a self-lobotomy. Maybe the anxiety and depreshuun show up when there are cracks in the active denial and reality catches up for a brief moment.

this goes with the major depressive disorder. I got their by reading about Delisions of grandure.

She thinks she is a big star. She also believes that she is living life like Trisha Paytas. AL has little connection to reality, denial about her size and health. She also thinks that she is smarter than everyone- especially doctors if you look at every hospital ER vlog that she has done. She has also boisterously claimed to know more than dieticians and nutritionists.

 

[alpro slut]

There is no fucking way her blood tests would be alright. She just never has them. Trust me, she has body parts giving out and failing but refuses to get help. She refuses to take 30 mins a day to excercise. She doesn't have depression, and her anxiety is all because she is no longer in the human scale for weight.

Any depression she has is actually withdrawls. She literally eats processed crap 20/7. She likely wakes up to binge because her body craves the chemicals in the food she eats. This is an actual thing and is documented. It's why Americans have such fucked up diets. Once you start to heavily eat processed foods, you crave the preservative chemicals used.

i was reading through one of the amber threads yesterday and she /claimed/ that she'd had a blood test and it was fine, she was probably around 500 elbees at the time - come to think of it now, there's a 98% chance that that the blood test was more of her made up bullshit.

that's just an awful life. essentially living to eat, and of course posting inane videos on youtube

She hasn't done a blood panel in a few years...

i'm sure i was reading something from when she was about 500 elbees (late 2017/early 2018 maybe?) that she'd had her bloods done but it didn't cross me at the time that that was most likely, complete and utter shite. it's hard to talk about amber when there's a strong chance that anything that comes out of her mouth is a lie

I do not believe for 1 damn second her bloodwork comes back okay, no way.



If she did show the results on cam she found a way to cheat or manipulate the test somehow.

the 'blood test' i was talking about was from a year ago and probably a lie lmao.

 

[Malibougie]

I think she has to have degenerative arthritis, fatty liver, pcos, Cushing’s Syndrome, lipo Lipedema, thyroid issues, pancreatic disease, heart failure, and severe mental disorders.

All of these can get better with exercise and diet.

 

[WeDon'tNeedToWhisper]

Recently, you can see and hear the sheer panic in Amber's voice whenever she's had to repeat the words "congestive heart failure", "blood clot" and "stroke". And frankly, it's quite satisfying seeing someone who's been such a nasty, smug, lying leech to have to finally face her reality.

I say it's 50/50 if she went to the doctor or not. I'm leaning towards not because what she doesn't know can't hurt her!!

AL is comparable to an already shitty car that hasn't had it's oil changed in two years. If she keeps refusing a major medical intervention/lifestyle change, her body will break down and die like that damn car!

 

[Twinkie]

Just... no.

She doesn't even have the symptoms of basic-bitch depression, much less MDD and certainly not psychosis. Her interests are shopping, eating, and youtube and she hasn't lost interest in any of those. The other things on that list can be attributed to her poor sleep habits and her being a fucking asshole.

She can't have Cushings, her arms and legs are WAY too fat.

I'd believe she has the rest of that shit, though.

 

[NQ 952]

and her being a fucking asshole.

Quoted for truth. If you watch some of her other videos, she does this "woe is me" act over and over again, only this time she's gotten to the point where she'll blame literally the only people in her life for her poor choices inste4ad of owning up to the terrible life decisions that she's made.

She's not psychotic, she's just extremely selfish, and probably a little developmentally disabled.

 

[Malibougie]

The symptoms of major depression include:

• fatigue
• irritability
• difficulty concentrating
• feelings of hopelessness or helplessness
• feelings of worthlessness or self-hate
• social isolation
• loss of interest in activities once found pleasurable
• sleeping too little or too much
• changes in appetite
• sudden weight loss or weight gain
• talks or threats of suicide

Ok, I’ll admit I could be wrong, but she claims to have almost all of these- perhaps aside from the suicide talks. She is DEFINITELY delusional. Which IS a symptom of psychosis- she just isn’t hallucinating...

She can't have Cushings, her arms and legs are WAY too fat.

I'd believe she has the rest of that shit, though.

Yes they are huge, but I think a lot of that upper arm girth is from Lipedema in her arms https://wellroundedmama.blogspot.com/2015/06/lipedema-part-3-types-of-fat.html?m=1

 

[ans1a]

Quoted for truth. If you watch some of her other videos, she does this "woe is me" act over and over again, only this time she's gotten to the point where she'll blame literally the only people in her life for her poor choices inste4ad of owning up to the terrible life decisions that she's made.

She's not psychotic, she's just extremely selfish, and probably a little developmentally disabled.

That's generous, lol. I always pegged her as a combination of addiction and low IQ (maybe FAS?). Put together, those two are as deadly as Borderline PD. She probably has situational depression too.

tl;dr She may be too cognitively impaired to plan for the future, take and delegate responsibility, etc. Add a raging addiction, and the lack of empathy that comes with it, and you've got trouble.

 

[Twinkie]

For further reference, there is a Health Speculation thread that includes psych shit. All of our posts are likely to be moved there (or deleted) later today. My last post on this...

• fatigue - she's 600 pounds
• irritability - she's a bitch and sleep deprived
• difficulty concentrating - as obsessed as she is with social media, I don't agree with this. just because she's not concentrating on the right things doesn't mean she can't concentrate
• feelings of hopelessness - her life is garbage and she loves playing a helpless victim
• feelings of self-hate - this is expected because she's 600 pounds
• social isolation - not really, she spends almost every waking moment with her s/o and spends tons of time with her roomates
• loss of interest in activities - only insofar as she's 600 fucking pounds and finally feeling self-conscious about her weight. Then again, she's still stuffing her face in restaurants and spending thousands each month on Torrid and junk purchases. She seems pretty involved in her interests.
• sleeping too little or too much - poor sleep hygeine, untreated sleep apnea
• changes in appetite - nope she's still eating, constantly
• sudden weight gain - it's not sudden, she's been gaining for five years
• talks or threats of suicide - not that we know of

 

[89elbees]

The fact that we have increased visibility/awareness of mental health issues nowadays is a good thing, don't get me wrong, but one of the few drawbacks is that it can make everyone and their mother think they have clinical depression. Real, no shit, medically diagnosable depression is a vastly different thing from situational depression, which is what (from my armchair) I believe AL has. Anyone would be fucking depressed if they lived a pointless existence on pillow mountain eating themselves to death, gorl.

 

[a834604]

Amber probably hasn't felt her legs for few years. That is maybe why she drags them instead of lifting them and taking a step. And wears those tourniquet flats. Also she seems like she isn't able to feel where she is stepping so she has to step down from a 4 inch stair like she is jumping from a plane and fell in the lake. She has complained for years that her back is fucked up, slipped/bulged disk (tho I believe she already has a slipped vertebrae, seen a few MRIs of death fats and their spine is like a game of tetris) , often the nerves traveling to legs through the lower back get compromised and the legs go numb and hurt like a bitch if you ever feel something.

 

[L. Ron Hubbard's Cat]

She has complained for years that her back is fucked up, slipped/bulged disk (tho I believe she already has a slipped vertebrae, seen a few MRIs of death fats and their spine is like a game of tetris) , often the nerves traveling to legs through the lower back get compromised and the legs go numb and hurt like a bitch if you ever feel something.

Yeah, I'd be willing to bet that's the cause of her leg pain. That, and no one was worried about her for ten seconds.

As for her "mental," she could have clinical depression -- what do I know? -- and I wouldn't be surprised if she had FAS or something similar, but her real problem is some sorta Cluster B personality disorder. Most people think it's Narcissistic, but I'm gonna go ahead and call it Borderline. She does a lot of black-and-white thinking (even the "I'm just gonna eat healthy and ignore calories!" vs "I'm gonna eat whatever and just stay under [ridiculous amount] of calories a day!" qualifies, I think).

Spoiler: She checks all the boxes, really

1. Fear of abandonment. People with BPD are often terrified of being abandoned or left alone. Even something as innocuous as a loved one getting home late from work or going away for the weekend can trigger intense fear. This leads to frantic efforts to keep the other person close. You may beg, cling, start fights, jealously track your loved one’s movements, or even physically block the other person from leaving. Unfortunately, this behavior tends to have the opposite effect—driving others away.
2. Unstable relationships. People with BPD tend to have relationships that are intense and short-lived. You may fall in love quickly, believing each new person is the one who will make you feel whole, only to be quickly disappointed. Your relationships either seem perfect or horrible, with nothing in between. Your lovers, friends, or family members may feel like they have emotional whiplash from your rapid swings between idealization and devaluation, anger, and hate.
3. Unclear or unstable self-image. When you have BPD, your sense of self is typically unstable. Sometimes you may feel good about yourself, but other times you hate yourself, or even view yourself as evil. You probably don’t have a clear idea of who you are or what you want in life. As a result, you may frequently change jobs, friends, lovers, religion, values, goals, and even sexual identity.
4. Impulsive, self-destructive behaviors. If you have BPD, you may engage in harmful, sensation-seeking behaviors, especially when you’re upset. You may impulsively spend money you can’t afford, binge eat, drive recklessly, shoplift, engage in risky sex, or overdo it with drugs or alcohol. These risky behaviors may help you feel better in the moment, but they hurt you and those around you over the long-term.
5. Self-harm. Suicidal behavior and deliberate self-harm is common in people with BPD. Suicidal behavior includes thinking about suicide, making suicidal gestures or threats, or actually carrying out a suicide attempt. Self-harm includes all other attempts to hurt yourself without suicidal intent. Common forms of self-harm include cutting and burning.
6. Extreme emotional swings. Unstable emotions and moods are common with BPD. One moment, you may feel happy, and the next, despondent. Little things that other people brush off can send you into an emotional tailspin. These mood swings are intense, but they tend to pass fairly quickly (unlike the emotional swings of depression or bipolar disorder), usually lasting just a few minutes or hours.
7. Chronic feelings of emptiness. People with BPD often talk about feeling empty, as if there’s a hole or a void inside them. At the extreme, you may feel as if you’re “nothing” or “nobody.” This feeling is uncomfortable, so you may try to fill the hole with things like drugs, food, or sex. But nothing feels truly satisfying.
8. Explosive anger. If you have BPD, you may struggle with intense anger and a short temper. You may also have trouble controlling yourself once the fuse is lit—yelling, throwing things, or becoming completely consumed by rage. It’s important to note that this anger isn’t always directed outwards. You may spend a lot of time being angry at yourself.
9. Feeling suspicious or out of touch with reality. People with BPD often struggle with paranoia or suspicious thoughts about others’ motives. When under stress, you may even lose touch with reality—an experience known as dissociation. You may feel foggy, spaced out, or as if you’re outside your own body.

Common co-occurring disorders
Borderline personality disorder is rarely diagnosed on its own. Common co-occurring disorders include:

• depression or bipolar disorder
• substance abuse
• eating disorders
• anxiety disorders

When BPD is successfully treated, the other disorders often get better, too. But the reverse isn’t always true. For example, you may successfully treat symptoms of depression and still struggle with BPD.
Most mental health professionals believe that borderline personality disorder (BPD) is caused by a combination of inherited or internal biological factors and external environmental factors, such as traumatic experiences in childhood.

And she does this thing I've seen a lot of white trash/idiots do where they think consumer goods are some sort of magical talismans that will make all their dreams come true. Someone told her a Fitbit would help her lose weight, so she bought one. Of course, it didn't help because she made no effort. So she bought the newer model. In the meantime, she has no concept of quality vs quantity. If you're poor and you're hungry, you eat what you can afford and crap like Burger King is a treat. If you suddenly have money, you can either buy better food (not even necessarily healthier food) or you can buy three times as much Burger King. You could buy one or two nice pieces of jewelry, or you could indulge every fleeting impulse to buy as much Wal-Mart garbage as you can. Etc.

 

[Twinkie]

You can be a narcissist and borderline. Childhood trauma is indicated with BOLTH

 

[L. Ron Hubbard's Cat]

Yeah, fair enough. I think that's why they moved to just referring to these things as Cluster B rather than trying to precisely differentiate the flavors.

Regardless, I don't think her core problem is a "disease" so much as "shitty mindset you could probably work on fixing if you really wanted to, but why would you when it's easier to just be a raging nutcase and never confront your own issues".

 

[FlamingoNuggets]

Omg. BPD sounds like almost every teenager on the internet. Lol. JK. I'm getting old if that was my first thought. Could be why we all think she's very immature for her age. She has been accused of acting like a spoiled twelve year old.

 

[plastic holic]

Omg. BPD sounds like almost every teenager on the internet. Lol. JK. I'm getting old if that was my first thought. Could be why we all think she's very immature for her age. She has been accused of acting like a spoiled twelve year old.

When ever she brings up mental health, she acts like it’s an impossible hurdle. But literally thousands of adults deal with it just fine everyday. You’re not getting old, you’re right, only teenagers are incapable of handling mental unwellness to this degree.

 

[Tiamat]

Man where do I even start? Body wise, her physical health is a mess. Untreated diabetes type 2, lipidema in the extremities, a heart encrusted in more fat than pork rind, fatty liver disease, sleep apnea, etc. Mental wise she's a delusional, manipulative bastard that won't face the fact she'll be dead by 50