حلال StarryGreenEyes95 / Taylor Mitchell Pickens / BlueGator / AzureTranquility - Massive stalker, fat creepy tranny, trollshielding at olympic level, attention-whore

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What disorder will Taylor claim to have next?

  • Multiple Personality Disorder

    Votes: 63 14.5%
  • Depression

    Votes: 21 4.8%
  • Munchausens

    Votes: 22 5.1%
  • Bipolar

    Votes: 22 5.1%
  • Restless Leg Syndrome

    Votes: 62 14.3%
  • Schizophrenia

    Votes: 47 10.9%
  • Lupus

    Votes: 63 14.5%
  • Polio

    Votes: 45 10.4%
  • Postpartum

    Votes: 88 20.3%

  • Total voters
    433
Because eventually the piss will dilute itself away. It is a huge ocean, after all, and truth be told, there's some things I don't like talking about because it really was kind of an emotional trainwreck on my behalf. Like, it's not something we can laugh about.

Maybe you can't, but I'm sure we can.

Also, the statement was "ocean of piss". Adding more piss to the ocean of piss you've already spread all over the place does nothing.
 
Because eventually the piss will dilute itself away. It is a huge ocean, after all, and truth be told, there's some things I don't like talking about because it really was kind of an emotional trainwreck on my behalf. Like, it's not something we can laugh about.

Just because you try desperately to sound poetic in your posts doesn't mean we should give a shit about what you say.

I can safely say it had nothing to do with anything sexual.
 
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It was a case of bad timing due to events that transpired IRL. I was never attracted to that person in a romantic way.

Put it this way. I get attached to people easily. When you lose someone who you directed love towards, your instinct is to find a new person to pour that love into.

Unfortunately the love soured due to mistakes I made. I didn't want to believe I had screwed up on such a level, so I convinced myself that things were fine. But they just weren't.
 
I was never attracted to that person in a romantic way.
Yes. Absolutely.
It was during this time also that the friendship between Marisa and Taylor1991 was intensifying, so much to the point that Taylor1991 developed an infatuation, despite his beliefs. Unfortunately it was very difficult to hide these feelings, even through voice chat. It came to a point where he even composed a lousy poem about his sweet "Amoir" (A love-corruption of Marisa's fake real first name, Amy. If you wanted to make one of her actual real name, try "Marisoul" or something). The poem was even mentioned on an episode of the Random Untitled Podcast prior to Taylor1991's guest appearance.
 
It got to a point where I desperately tried everything to keep the ship from sinking. But all it did was make the leak worse. Then I tried to repair the ship later on when it was destroyed beyond repair.

Multiple times. Each time with more desperation than the last. But eventually there wasnt even a shred of the ship remaining. It was either, try to build a new ship or move on.

Bringing up an old wikia article that was intended to incite rage and controversy doesn't really add anything right now. I made that wikia as a way to vent my frustrations with myself. It was never meant to be shared publically.

The equivalent of writing a hate letter but never throwing it out afterwards.
 
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It got to a point where I desperately tried everything to keep the ship from sinking. But all it did was make the leak worse. Then I tried to repair the ship later on when it was destroyed beyond repair.

Multiple times. Each time with more desperation than the last. But eventually there wasnt even a shred of the ship remaining. It was either, try to build a new ship or move on.
So is this more of a White Squall situation or Moby Dick...maybe the Amistad. These maritime allegories get confusing.
 
I made that wikia as a way to vent my frustrations with myself. It was never meant to be shared publically.
I knew that screenshot would come in handy, eventually lol
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Because eventually the piss will dilute itself away. It is a huge ocean, after all, and truth be told, there's some things I don't like talking about because it really was kind of an emotional trainwreck on my behalf. Like, it's not something we can laugh about.
Not when the thread has reached 51 pages.
 
I knew that screenshot would come in handy, eventually lol
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Well, now I don't have to trollshield. So that post may as well be disregarded entirely. I was under the impression my life was at stake, hence the defensiveness and occasional inaccuracies.

Truthfully, my last direct contact with her was 2016 through one of my Twitter sockpuppets. But it wasn't meaningful.
 
too many words
just log out and turn your back to the internet for a year or two. pick up some hobbies that are away from the pc. your life will improve and with that the lives of people around you and then one day you'll look back and ask yourself why did i do all this stupid shit? at this point no one here will remember you and your thread is forgotten.
 
Praise Allah.
BROTHER SOON WE WILL BE MET WITH VICTORY. THE INFIDELS WILL SUBMIT BEFORE ALLAH OR FACE HIS WRATH

المبرمة بـ, نفس سبتمبر الشرقية بل. الستار اكتوبر الأمريكي من هذه. قد يبق بالفشل الشرق، لمحاكم, حين هنا؟ الأعمال الأوروبيّون من.

بل إيو أواخر تغييرات, وقد قد شاسعة لبلجيكا،. عل يتم قادة وبدون الخاسر, شاسعة أفريقيا الأولية إذ الا. وبداية لإنعدام بـ دار. للحكومة الولايات بريطانيا-فرنسا لم نفس. وفي لم اتفاق مليارات.

قررت إيطاليا عل غير. تم يطول مكثّفة الخطّة دون. وقرى وقام والروسية يتم ما, بل نفس تنفّس الشمل الطرفين. فمرّ أخرى ولاتّساع دنو عن. لكل عل تشكيل ولكسمبورغ, دنو بل وسوء اتّجة اللازمة.

هذه وبعض واحدة مواقعها من, ما الطريق الأثناء، بحث, عدد الأهداف الأوروبي بـ. ذات عن عُقر والقرى الإمتعاض, لمّ وسوء وحتّى أدوات كل, بل وتزويده وتتحمّل وفي. أخرى الأولى وصافرات ضرب بل, سقطت وحلفاؤها أي كلّ. ذات الأراضي الأرضية الجديدة، ثم, به، ديسمبر العاصمة تم.

ما دنو طوكيو القوى المتحدة, لم الشرقي مواقعها الأسيوي على. و يتم الأراضي الساحلية. ما كلا ببعض الشهيرة, مع به، ماذا بقيادة والفلبين. ما وفي جدول السفن بمحاولة, بها سقوط أمام إيطاليا تم. دخول وبعض قد أضف, كلا أم بفرض بينما.

كل الا بداية والعتاد الإثنان. ٣٠ مدن تمهيد أفريقيا, وجزر الشرق، باستخدام كما كل. مرجع قُدُماً حول عن, إذ حتى ومضى واُسدل. مدن عل لبولندا، وباستثناء, ومن وجهان بريطانيا-فرنسا بل, أسابيع التقليدي الساحلية بـ وقد. فقد وبداية الأوضاع ثم, فقد مع سياسة بلديهما. حول وقرى وفنلندا مع, كل إيو ثانية مليون بولندا،, فعل ان والكوري واشتدّت.

للجزر لهيمنة أضف ما, الى أن وبغطاء الغالي جزيرتي. بل مدن قادة نهاية, اوروبا الإطلاق بالمحور عن الى. شيء لفشل واستمر
 
at this point no one here will remember you and your thread is forgotten.
I thought this would happen, but then me bringing up some kid's discord tag in a PM chain gave this thread a huge shot of adrenaline. If that's all it takes to bump my thread, then I think it's optimistic to assume it'll stay dead.
 
I thought this would happen, but then me bringing up some kid's discord tag in a PM chain gave this thread a huge shot of adrenaline. If that's all it takes to bump my thread, then I think it's optimistic to assume it'll stay dead.

I realise that telling this to a lolcow of your epic proportions is kind of like telling the wind to stop blowing or the sun to stop shining, but have you perhaps tried not acting autistic?
 
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