Emily Rose Youcis / @realemilyyoucis / "Pistachio Girl", creator of Alfred Alfer - e-famous animator, neo-nazi sperg who wants to be raped by Aryan men, peanut vendor

[ProgKing of the North]

Bro why do you
Jump
Your lines at
random points?

 

[AnOminous]

Bro why do you
Jump
Your lines at
random points?

For some reason he's using 60 column width and pasting it from whatever document he's editing into his post.

He's a weirdo.

 

[instythot]

For some reason he's using 60 column width and pasting it from whatever document he's editing into his post.

He's a weirdo.

Linux user. Weirdo. Either way

 

[Null]

For some reason he's using 60 column width and pasting it from whatever document he's editing into his post.

He's a weirdo.

He's definitely using some sort of weird 1990s text editor for these posts which is the most insane thing about them.

 

[ddlloo]

His posts are both wildly entertaining and unsettling. It's quite something tbh. I wonder if he was one of the people that avidly stalked her on Gab.

I feel really bad for her to be honest. Dealt a pretty shit hand in life, seemed to have attained some reasonable level of contentment and security in what she was doing, and then it all went to shit when she got outed. Personally I have my doubts that she is even in the relationship she mentioned; it could just be a way to get people to stop attacking her for being 'trad' and not living the life. Has she ever talked about having her own kids? Given her own experience as one I would assume there would be some serious emotional blocks in that regard that might be holding her back.

 

[Dropped Burner]

Reading this thread from front to back has been quite the experience. Like a stock chart, full of ups and downs.

"Will Emily appear in this thread?" ...no.
"Will Emily get married?" ...no.
"Will titty pictures get posted?" ...depends on how generous you are with your definition of titty pictures.

From time to time autistic individuals emerge, like earthworms after the storm. Helplessly wriggling on the sidewalk, we are nonetheless captivated. We're drawn to a world we can never inhabit. We long to understand something we can never understand.

Anyway, hope this beautiful Nazi pig turns out okay. She deserves to be the queen of someone's double wide trailer. I'd hook her up with my cousin but he already married some fat spic.

 

[Pumpkin_Spice_Bastard]

Wait a second. The full movie was never released or was it never finished? Null said nothing in the stream and I got better shit to do right now than reading 46 pages of forums.
Now I will go back to lurking /tech/

 

[BrunoMattei]

Wait a second. The full movie was never released or was it never finished? Null said nothing in the stream and I got better shit to do right now than reading 46 pages of forums.
Now I will go back to lurking /tech/

It never got finished. This is the last Alfred Alfer short she completed that was part of the movie:

https://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/683082

The description is pretty telling:

Alfred Alfer leaves his decaying, degenerate reality behind and memes his way into Pixelated Immortality, achieving the power and love he's always craved.

 

[George Cuckzunian]

I didn't plan on commenting on this thread originally. I saw Null's video about Youcis and actually agreed with most of what he said.
I looked up a little more, she's an attractive big tittied chick with edgy humor and a medium dash of GOTIS, and for the most part I actually dug a lot of her stuff.

Then by chance I was talking to people on of whom knew Emily IRL. Normally I'd doubt but the way it came up in conversation made it seem legit (but take with a grain of salt). What was said was genuinely interesting and I feel explains a shit ton about her:

- As if it wasn't obvious, Emily loves her creation Alfred. She has a lot more she wants to do with Alfred, however her bf (who I think was Canadian or something) did the lions share of animating. She actually has a mural of Alfred on one of her walls.
- Emily had a nasty break up with her ex and it broke her heart. According to the rando, this is when she made a heel turn to the alt right. Her ex was a bleeding heart liberal (as I said, Canadian if I'm not mistaken). The person wasn't 100% if she even really believes everything she says or is just keeping with being edgy and trendy.
- If it's not already obvious, Emily doesn't think things through 100%. It may seem like she's fucking up her jobs by going full 1488, but she had a history of this before. Kinda chick that goes too far with stuff.

Funny thing is I feel in the right setting and a bit of training when to ramp it up and when to dial it back, she could be as big as Sh0eonhead.

 

[debatelimination]

I find it fascinating that her face isn't as chubby, her arms are pretty skinny yet her body resembles the shape of a pear. It's no doubt that she's a chubby fat woman, but her face isn't showing it.

Here's her belly hanging:

Little did she know that her belly will get immortalised on the internet. This is her belly looking way bigger than she probably expected. Perhaps she injected too many drugs into her system and that completely overshadowed her thoughts about her round belly. Imagine her shock when she saw that beast of her uploaded on internet:

The video where she gets out of breath due to her weight:

 

[ddlloo]

I find it fascinating that her face isn't as chubby, her arms are pretty skinny yet her body resembles the shape of a pear. It's no doubt that she's a chubby fat woman, but her face isn't showing it.

Here's her belly hanging:

Little did she know that her belly will get immortalised on the internet. This is her belly looking way bigger than she probably expected. Perhaps she injected too many drugs into her system and that completely overshadowed her thoughts about her round belly. Imagine her shock when she saw that beast of her uploaded on internet:

The video where she gets out of breath due to her weight:

Congratulations on not being the most annoyingly autistic person in *this* thread.

Also she's still cute even if she is chubby.

 

[George Cuckzunian]

So I started reading this thread from both the begining as well as backwards to see whats going on in this thread reading the last posts I started seeing the stuff from Gorka and Claire Muncaster... It's weird to say the least but what seems like autistic gibberish seems to check out with what I was told.

This is me thinking outloud trying to put stuff together:
-Clause and Emily dated. I have no clue if this is the boyfriend I was told about but this would make a lot of sense
- It seems to be implied Emily ripped of some of Clauses stuff?? I dunno, I'm new to this lore. For those who didn't bother to look it up Clause made a movie called "Where the dead go to die" with that black dog character in Claire's avatar.

Spoiler: Mini Review of "Where the dead go to die"

The movie is actually pretty good, however the animation is beyond shit, the voice acting is unbearable, but the story is so well done if you can look past its massive flaws (and these are deal breaking flaws for 99% of people) you can enjoy it. It's developed a small cult following (myself included). It's 3 seemingly unrelated fucked up stories that tie together at the end in kinda a cool way. If someone with even an indie budget remade the movie it could be an indie darling

- Emily's Dad is a convicted Pedo. Emily was most likely abused by him. This is just kinda sad.
- Clause was really mean to Emily after the break up and this fucked her up. This explains going polar opposite politically.
- Gorka is refferencing Emily being kicked off JF's show for going to far with her stuff... It's a lot of trying to shame her but she kinda always goes too far with stuff from what I was Told

- Emily takes bi polar meds that have caused her to gain weight (in my opinion even heavier she's still fairly doable even after, but my taste in women is shit)
- The emails(?) Gorka posted show how bad things got for Emily after the break up. If legit she also has pretty out there Manic episodes and has problem getting laid? I'm unsure. I wish these weren't weird esoteric posts. There is a later post saying she's engaged though so who fucking knows.

This explains a lot. Emily still seems pretty cool IMO, just kinda fucked up for rough stuff in her life.

 

[Colonel J]

So I started reading this thread from both the begining as well as backwards to see whats going on in this thread reading the last posts I started seeing the stuff from Gorka and Claire Muncaster... It's weird to say the least but what seems like autistic gibberish seems to check out with what I was told.

This is me thinking outloud trying to put stuff together:
-Clause and Emily dated. I have no clue if this is the boyfriend I was told about but this would make a lot of sense
- It seems to be implied Emily ripped of some of Clauses stuff?? I dunno, I'm new to this lore. For those who didn't bother to look it up Clause made a movie called "Where the dead go to die" with that black dog character in Claire's avatar.

Spoiler: Mini Review of "Where the dead go to die"

The movie is actually pretty good, however the animation is beyond shit, the voice acting is unbearable, but the story is so well done if you can look past its massive flaws (and these are deal breaking flaws for 99% of people) you can enjoy it. It's developed a small cult following (myself included). It's 3 seemingly unrelated fucked up stories that tie together at the end in kinda a cool way. If someone with even an indie budget remade the movie it could be an indie darling

- Emily's Dad is a convicted Pedo. Emily was most likely abused by him. This is just kinda sad.
- Clause was really mean to Emily after the break up and this fucked her up. This explains going polar opposite politically.
- Gorka is refferencing Emily being kicked off JF's show for going to far with her stuff... It's a lot of trying to shame her but she kinda always goes too far with stuff from what I was Told

- Emily takes bi polar meds that have caused her to gain weight (in my opinion even heavier she's still fairly doable even after, but my taste in women is shit)
- The emails(?) Gorka posted show how bad things got for Emily after the break up. If legit she also has pretty out there Manic episodes and has problem getting laid? I'm unsure. I wish these weren't weird esoteric posts. There is a later post saying she's engaged though so who fucking knows.

This explains a lot. Emily still seems pretty cool IMO, just kinda fucked up for rough stuff in her life.

I know some birth-control pills cause weight gain.

 

[Ma_Hooty]

Jesus Christ, this ride was both austically nauseating and emotionally taxing...dunno if my time was wasted or not. Anyway, thanks to Viceroy Null for sharing Emily's animations, I was able to watch it before it got shoa'd and was glad I did.
Also fuck you, Viceroy Null for sharing Emily's animations, the last minute or two of 3rd one hit my feels real hard.

Now I don't know if it's due to a life long artistic background or me just being in a...familiar ballpark, so to speak (but her ballpark is 3rd world Africa compared to mine), but it was really easy to see that all of the horrors pelted at the viewer were sexual in nature and she was on the receiving end of it. And recent evidence suggests it to be true.

It's just...really depressing and sad how her monster of a father destroyed her life. Can she blame herself for the hole she's in today? Well yeah, but not a lot of us were abused by a loved one, right?

Spoiler: Uh, symbolism sperging?

I know DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder, I think?) is a very contested topic, but it begs to question whether it has some merit in how a mind - a child's mind - can survive something as destructive as sexual abuse.
Not to say I believe it should be a disorder, because then what I'm about to put together just makes it worse:

See, the thing that hit me hard at the end was that, throughout the cartoon, you weren't seeing Innocent Alfred being assaulted by nightmarish things. It was Dictator Alfred, who was created by Innocent Alfred as a shield to keep his psyche from shattering the first time such nightmarish things happened - hence why Dictator Alfred asked Innocent Alfred if he'd rather stay in a happy place where no one could ever hurt him again.

Why keep a part of yourself separate if the other part is the stronger you? When the other you can keep you safe?
When the other you can fare better in the fucked-up world that hurt you?

So it begs to question whether the Emily we see today - with all bridges of her old life burned - is still the Emily who created Alfred. And whether this outcome is a bad thing or not...

TL;DR - Considering the shit she's been through (if true), I'd rather see this outcome as something that could actually make Emily happy and maybe even stabilize her life. Hopefully, the guy she's marrying is actually a good guy and will be able to be what she really needed for a long time: someone to help keep her safe.

Regardless, I hope she gets the help she really, really needs.

 

[Bob Barker]

So it begs to question whether the Emily we see today - with all bridges of her old life burned - is still the Emily who created Alfred. And whether this outcome is a bad thing or not....

I've wondered the same thing, if the Emily we see going around doing alt-right stuff and talking about how jews rape kids might be a different identity than the "real" Emily, a identity that was created to help her cope with her abuse. If alfer is really just a self insert of Emily I do see this as being a real possibility.

 

[George Cuckzunian]

TL;DR - Considering the shit she's been through (if true), I'd rather see this outcome as something that could actually make Emily happy and maybe even stabilize her life. Hopefully, the guy she's marrying is actually a good guy and will be able to be what she really needed for a long time: someone to help keep her safe.

Regardless, I hope she gets the help she really, really needs.

I deep dived a bit more and despite shit being strange, this may be the best outcome for her. I also see why she's stayed full 1488 since watching her interview

White nationalism gave her a community of non degenerates that enforce moral behavior in her (but in an edgy taboo way that makes sense to her darker sensibilities) and as a result she is engaged, she's taking care of her health, and found a real support structure. It kinda reminds me of when someone who finds religion actually betters themselves.

Sadly, I dunno if she will make any more Alfred Alfer stuff

 

[Claire Muncaster]

you might be right re autism. me having it that is they put each other's characters in their films. sorry, some of her stuff really affected me xx

 

[pwincess fwuffypants]

You could understand someone being a victim of degeneracy supporting a political philosophy that is diametrically opposed to degeneracy in all its forms. It's actually fairly rational, having interests and aligning with those who support your interests. Maybe she's less crazy than she looks. Maybe.

 

[KimCoppolaAficionado]

You could understand someone being a victim of degeneracy supporting a political philosophy that is diametrically opposed to degeneracy in all its forms. It's actually fairly rational, having interests and aligning with those who support your interests. Maybe she's less crazy than she looks. Maybe.

That theory sort of falls apart when you hit the whole "kill everyone who fails the brown paper bag test" part.

 

[Gorka]

Patience. The real work continues.

There has been an issue with the GPU farm used
to "train" the DeepFake machine learning used to
create video diagrams for the Youcis body type
analysis (Two cards failed due to extreme age
and inadequate cooling). The setback is being
resolved, cheaply, thanks to a recent informative
edition of Linus Tech Tips that links to Chinese
sellers of retired crypto mining cards which can be
adapted to gaming and deep learning at a third or
less of the usual retail price for equivalent GeForce
GPUs!

Meanwhile....
Not long ago the subject of this thread saw fit to
point, on Gab, to a time-stamp in a recent podcast
"Murdoch Murdoch - AMA 2 Having A Good Time"
(Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5V-KAHU3zYo&bpctr=1550006398)


At the time-stamp, Youcis is mentioned for about ten
seconds as part of a brief discussion of "e-celebs".
That is the entirety of the recognition. Youcis is so
starved for attention she is calling out brief flickers
of her name being dropped on podcasts that are
listened to by seventeen people. The Kiwi Farming
is getting more difficult. The fields grow barren.


Back to the tasks at hand......