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Furry "Personal Army" Thread
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Baiken
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You didn't black out your @ in one of the caps, ToastystToaster. Not that it was needed considering the timing of this request is perfect.
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You've been sperging out about this complete rando for a couple days now, which is ironic as hell considering you follow Opa-Opa, who follows GlitchedPuppet whom has also been accused of doing the same things this Clara has. I have no idea who Clara is and I personally don't care, but if they are popular according to your words then they're better than Glip for at least owning up to being a degenerate, at least I would assume she would have to if she was a primarily cub artist.
You're an angry trollshield and I have no sympathy for you.
https://archive.li/7ORBV Apparently your deviantart was already archived a while ago, funny that.
For someone who told me earlier today when I denied your PA request and then responded saying you would "never" want a "kiwi page", you sure seemed awfully eager to post all this.
Before any of you sperg at me, I never follow or interact with a cow that's unaware of it's own thread, and I refuse to interact with any that are aware of their threads and contact me first unless I get explicit permission from staff to respond.
I mean, I don’t really care that you Saw that it was me?? I thought over it, and I realized that, while I hate this site, I kinda hate Clara more. Yes, I do currently follow Ash and their company, but I’m considering unfollowing them. Right now my main reason to continue to follow them is that I need to have easy access to a few of their replies to me, as I wanna bring up them during my next session of therapy. I don’t really need to follow Opa and Eevee, though, so I’ll prolly unfollow them sooner. I personally feel Clara is a bit more of a threat bc she’s, you know, both highly active and literally no one is talking about what kind of person she is. Ash has, or had I guess, notoriety in the larger art community. Clara doesn’t.
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Alright, I'll give you a second chance. Besides drawing cub, what else does she do? What has she done?
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But why not any other cub artist as well? The fact you are pushing (not so subtly) for Clara to be the focus makes me think someone is upset their commission idea was rejected or something
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Then why take the effort to black out your name if you're not going to care?
If you seriously care about what you are doing, give at least a reason other than, "she draws cubs and she's super big". Why is she even someone to pay attention to?
Baiken
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It’s not any commission or anything like that. I kinda talked about it here on this thread I made the other night. I deleted a few tweets that I felt were aggressive enough to potentially get my Twitter suspended or banned. I was a bit pissed after seeing her art randomly appear on my dash: https://twitter.com/toastysttoaster/status/1101380585816248320?s=21
I can’t quite explain it, but I feel genuine and pure hate for her, one strong enough to distract me. I’m typically fairly chill, I don’t bring internet drama out with me IRL, not to this extent. Seeing her art again genuinely triggered me, and I’m still riding that wave. I wouldn’t be here otherwise.
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There is no way you missed cub on Inkbunny for that long. Or loli/shota and cub on Pixiv. Get out of here with that lameass excuse
You clearly like cub and associating with people that are into it or draw it. Some of those people are also into shota/loli, kids in real life or both (not getting into arguement just putting this to cover all angles)
You attacked one specific artist you followed and got caught out being a hypocrite that continues to follow others that also have threads here on Kiwifarms. Quit lying while you are ahead
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If you can't explain why you seem to hate her, it's a good idea to just block and mute her twitter so you stop seeing her stuff appear. Screaming about it and trying to start callouts is just going to blow up in your face.
Especially trying to make fucking Kiwi Farms your personal army.
Baiken
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I’m not lying, if I wanted to, then I wouldn’t have brought that up, and I’m not ahead, I tend to be slow on the uptake. I really didn’t check the site much, i also had a Furaffinity, which I locked or whatever bc I didn’t use it at all. I couldn’t balance the amount of accounts I had, so anything other than dA tumblr and pixiv were pretty much left by the wayside.
I really don’t want a personal army, especially KF. I originally wanted to just leave the first post here and peace out, completely ignoring if you pointed out who I was, but then i let curiosity get the better of me and I checked this thread again. I need to stop doing that.
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You literally posted your info in a thread with "Personal Army" in the title.
And no, it's not actually that, the term is in quotes for a fucking reason. I'm done with you.
Frogasm
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so looking between here and glancing at the gp/pk thread, toastysttoaster has other accounts... ikpoke for DA and ik-sue for tumblr
this is their deviantart, and on this deviantart account submission (yikes lol) it links to an inkbunny account
https://www.deviantart.com/ikpoke/art/I-LOVE-PAIN-579007151 (archive)
and that inkbunny account, iriskrane (there's the I and K again) is deactivated
I googled "iriskrane" and "inkbunny" together to see if toastysttoaster left a footprint around and one of the google hits is for some work by this clara person, but I can't view the work or the comment because it is only visible to friends of clara, meaning that they either posted when it was visible to the public, or they were friends of clara
then here, on a more public thing, clara asks why people unwatch artist, and iriskrane makes a post in response. control f their username https://inkbunny.net/j/258246-ClaraLaine-what-are-some-reasons-you-unwatch-an-artist (archive)
this is their deviantart, and on this deviantart account submission (yikes lol) it links to an inkbunny account
https://www.deviantart.com/ikpoke/art/I-LOVE-PAIN-579007151 (archive)
and that inkbunny account, iriskrane (there's the I and K again) is deactivated
I googled "iriskrane" and "inkbunny" together to see if toastysttoaster left a footprint around and one of the google hits is for some work by this clara person, but I can't view the work or the comment because it is only visible to friends of clara, meaning that they either posted when it was visible to the public, or they were friends of clara
then here, on a more public thing, clara asks why people unwatch artist, and iriskrane makes a post in response. control f their username https://inkbunny.net/j/258246-ClaraLaine-what-are-some-reasons-you-unwatch-an-artist (archive)
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Wow they really are a massive hypocrite.so looking between here and glancing at the gp/pk thread, toastysttoaster has other accounts... ikpoke for DA and ik-sue for tumblr
this is their deviantart, and on this deviantart account submission (yikes lol) it links to an inkbunny account
https://www.deviantart.com/ikpoke/art/I-LOVE-PAIN-579007151 (archive)
and that inkbunny account, iriskrane (there's the I and K again) is deactivated
I googled "iriskrane" and "inkbunny" together to see if toastysttoaster left a footprint around and one of the google hits is for some work by this clara person, but I can't view the work or the comment because it is only visible to friends of clara, meaning that they either posted when it was visible to the public, or they were friends of clara
then here, on a more public thing, clara asks why people unwatch artist, and iriskrane makes a post in response. control f their username https://inkbunny.net/j/258246-ClaraLaine-what-are-some-reasons-you-unwatch-an-artist (archive)
Frogasm
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I knew theyd be good for something down the line when they showed up in the glitchedpuppet thread a while back with some choice victim blaming and derailed the thread then. for anyone looking to do their own digging, their old username was @HihihihihiWow they really are a massive hypocrite.
Baiken
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Finally! Ever since I heard about KF, I’ve been trying to get y’all to look into me. I’ve felt so much disgust about myself and the things I said and people I followed when I was 18 that I wanted to apologize and try to make peace with my past, but I couldn’t bring myself to go back. I had hoped I could get KF irritated just enough to dig and find something, and finally it’s happened.
Allow me to explain: back when I was 18, I ended up following some people and saying some things that I haven’t been able to forgive myself for. I’ve wanted to talk about my experiences with he cub community for a while but I couldn’t bring myself to remember much or dig anything up. Now, I’m going to leave anything that pertains to Ash (glip) for another time, as their a very different story. I want to talk about what I’m most ashamed of, so Ash can be talked about separately.
It started on pixiv, like I said previously. I had discovered Clara Laine and her art, and I really liked it a the time. I’m a sucker for cute things, and her art was cute. My mind, especially at the time, was very innocent, so I never thought anyone would draw underaged characters like that, so the thought that they were underaged never crossed my mind- I just thought it was a cute, almost chibi style.
I learned she had more art on a site called inkbunny, and I was trying to get a wider audience by making a Furaffinity, so I made a IB account. I followed Clara and a few others, and I first came across the term “cub” though, and I’m serious, I misread it as “club.” Yes, that sounds dumb, but it’s the truth. I said I didn’t check the site all too much, and that’s true. I really couldn’t keep track of all the accounts I had, so I didn’t check it too frequently. I kinda wish I did check it more often back then, bc I missed a lot of red flags.
I had came accross the term cub again, obviously, and that time I learned it’s definition. It was due to a character sheet or something like that, featuring a elementary school character and it included some really disgusting shit. I was sent into a spiral. I didn’t know what to do, I was scared, I didn’t want to be anywhere near that kinda stuff. I looked for something to help, but I unfortunately looked in IB. To say that the information I got was biased would be putting it lightly. I saw the “it’s only drawn so nobody gets hurt” argument and I latched on to it. I had gotten out of an out patient program through a very rough way before this due to a major failure in medication, so I was just hoping for something to give myself peace and that was it. I didn’t think about it, I didn’t question it, I just accepted it.
I don’t remember when, though I think it might have been whe tacklebawrks was outted, though I feel like it was sometime in 2017. That’s prolly bc 2018 felt like an eternity. Regardless, that’s when I heard it.
I had been struggling to justify continuing to be anywhere near cub stuff, i had almost completely ignored my IB by then. I finally heard the counter argument against cub and I couldn’t have been more grateful. I liked the art, but it never sat right in my stomach, but I played along regardless. But after hearing about how it can perpetuate and/or normalize actual pedo shit. I wish I could have realized it by myself or found it sooner, but that just didn’t happen. After hearing it, I stepped back, and I looked at myself. At who I was, and who I wanted to be. I simply couldn’t be anywhere near cub anything. I deactivated, I did what I could to cut all ties, I up and left. I didn’t want to be that, I never wanted to be that.
The way I rationalize it is that I was lured in by the cute art then I was stuffed with pro cub propaganda. I know thats not accepting for the fact that I could have left if I wanted to, though I was too down then to really face that. Clara and her art was what got me in, but I couldn’t muster the energy to get out. She has become the person I hate the most, I feel betrayed and tricked by her. Is that rational? Prolly not, but that’s that.
I never drew any cub stuff. I simply couldn’t.
I’ve felt nothing but shame from that. I’ve tried to make amends with myself by taking a hard line stance against all of it. I don’t want anything from anyone in regards to it, I just want to make others feel the same shame I do, if not more.
After I learned about KF, I felt that y’all could possibly find some of the stuff I said back then, and that I could use it to better come to terms with what I said back then. I’m not looking for a pity party or anything. I just want to know what I said. I remember I wrote like a journal or something about cub stuff on IB, and that’s what I want. My thought process back then. How I tried to keep myself there. I want to know it so I can learn from it and use that lesson moving forward.
I have a hard time separating myself from things. I’m working on that. For now, I must apologize for the long ass post. If anyone can find that journal, please send me it via Twitter. I think my DMs should be open. Thank you.
Allow me to explain: back when I was 18, I ended up following some people and saying some things that I haven’t been able to forgive myself for. I’ve wanted to talk about my experiences with he cub community for a while but I couldn’t bring myself to remember much or dig anything up. Now, I’m going to leave anything that pertains to Ash (glip) for another time, as their a very different story. I want to talk about what I’m most ashamed of, so Ash can be talked about separately.
It started on pixiv, like I said previously. I had discovered Clara Laine and her art, and I really liked it a the time. I’m a sucker for cute things, and her art was cute. My mind, especially at the time, was very innocent, so I never thought anyone would draw underaged characters like that, so the thought that they were underaged never crossed my mind- I just thought it was a cute, almost chibi style.
I learned she had more art on a site called inkbunny, and I was trying to get a wider audience by making a Furaffinity, so I made a IB account. I followed Clara and a few others, and I first came across the term “cub” though, and I’m serious, I misread it as “club.” Yes, that sounds dumb, but it’s the truth. I said I didn’t check the site all too much, and that’s true. I really couldn’t keep track of all the accounts I had, so I didn’t check it too frequently. I kinda wish I did check it more often back then, bc I missed a lot of red flags.
I had came accross the term cub again, obviously, and that time I learned it’s definition. It was due to a character sheet or something like that, featuring a elementary school character and it included some really disgusting shit. I was sent into a spiral. I didn’t know what to do, I was scared, I didn’t want to be anywhere near that kinda stuff. I looked for something to help, but I unfortunately looked in IB. To say that the information I got was biased would be putting it lightly. I saw the “it’s only drawn so nobody gets hurt” argument and I latched on to it. I had gotten out of an out patient program through a very rough way before this due to a major failure in medication, so I was just hoping for something to give myself peace and that was it. I didn’t think about it, I didn’t question it, I just accepted it.
I don’t remember when, though I think it might have been whe tacklebawrks was outted, though I feel like it was sometime in 2017. That’s prolly bc 2018 felt like an eternity. Regardless, that’s when I heard it.
I had been struggling to justify continuing to be anywhere near cub stuff, i had almost completely ignored my IB by then. I finally heard the counter argument against cub and I couldn’t have been more grateful. I liked the art, but it never sat right in my stomach, but I played along regardless. But after hearing about how it can perpetuate and/or normalize actual pedo shit. I wish I could have realized it by myself or found it sooner, but that just didn’t happen. After hearing it, I stepped back, and I looked at myself. At who I was, and who I wanted to be. I simply couldn’t be anywhere near cub anything. I deactivated, I did what I could to cut all ties, I up and left. I didn’t want to be that, I never wanted to be that.
The way I rationalize it is that I was lured in by the cute art then I was stuffed with pro cub propaganda. I know thats not accepting for the fact that I could have left if I wanted to, though I was too down then to really face that. Clara and her art was what got me in, but I couldn’t muster the energy to get out. She has become the person I hate the most, I feel betrayed and tricked by her. Is that rational? Prolly not, but that’s that.
I never drew any cub stuff. I simply couldn’t.
I’ve felt nothing but shame from that. I’ve tried to make amends with myself by taking a hard line stance against all of it. I don’t want anything from anyone in regards to it, I just want to make others feel the same shame I do, if not more.
After I learned about KF, I felt that y’all could possibly find some of the stuff I said back then, and that I could use it to better come to terms with what I said back then. I’m not looking for a pity party or anything. I just want to know what I said. I remember I wrote like a journal or something about cub stuff on IB, and that’s what I want. My thought process back then. How I tried to keep myself there. I want to know it so I can learn from it and use that lesson moving forward.
I have a hard time separating myself from things. I’m working on that. For now, I must apologize for the long ass post. If anyone can find that journal, please send me it via Twitter. I think my DMs should be open. Thank you.
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There are much easier ways to get a group of online speds to look into you, y'know.
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This was a really stupid fucking idea, lol.
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Your life story is shit and no one cares lol
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Tldr you fucked up and are still trying to make out this was part of some plan. Just stop
Baiken
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You don’t gotta tell me it’s shit. Ya want spicy deets, I give the spicy deets
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I literally messaged you, "you're shooting yourself with a cannon" as a warning, and you do this?
It'll be interesting if you had a thread now.