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If you are a Mandated Reporter, public official, or law enforcement, your main interests will be marked with a " ** " in the below Index
Part 1: (You are here) Con Attendance / Fursuit History / **The Ryan Hill Saga / **Failed Marriage
**Part 2: (Scroll down) Pedo/Zoophilia / The Cub Room Incident / Alleged Animal Neglect/Abuse
Part 3: Early Life / Washington Heights / Media " Career " / Other Fandom Involvement
**Part 4: Potential Child & Spousal Abuse
**Part 5: Financials / Potential Fraud
**Part 6: Verifying Info / Pleading the 5th
Part 7: Alt-Right History / Trans Fail Dox Incident / General Hot Takes
Part 8: The Downfall
List of Telegram Groups Gabe is in
**Sex Offender Friend List
**About Nick
About Wade + The Van Incident
Misc. Summary (April 2020)
Due to Gabe's incessant need to wall-post, an astronomical amount of info has (& is still to this day) been collected. 8 separate posts were needed in addition to the OP in order to properly contain it all. This doesn't include individual write-ups on certain individuals (either done by myself or others). As a result, you'll find some info will be repeated in various parts due to crossover w/ multiple posts. I'd also like to make a note that the reason I feel compelled to document Gabe so religiously is due to the fact that young children, one of whom is on the spectrum, are involved in this neverending tidal wave of bullshit. Otherwise, I would not care nearly this much. Lastly, I'm aware there's a portion of my audience who will not have context for certain things as they are / were not part of the Furry Fandom previously. As such, I try to provide as much background info as I can manage so that no one's left out of the loop.
Bless you if you take the time to read all of the parts or have been here from the beginning. It's been a hell of a ride.
SYOTOS
Gabriel Sickel (DOB July 23, 1986) is best known by furries & to the Farms for:
A song written by Gabe himself to set the tone of this thread
Khord's origin story, cited from his Wikifur:
Con Attendance
NJFurBQ11
Most notable because 2 furries were caught having sex in a public park. Allegedly was a lie created by the mayor in order to have the event shut down. No proof of this so I doubt that's what happened. Gabe bragged about this event since he allegedly appeared in a Buzzfeed article
MFF 14
Infamous for being Chorline Bombed by a still-unknown suspect.
Gabe made some crazy conspiracy that it was actually someone making drugs
RF 15
Despite very openly associating w/ pedos & zoos, he raged at those responsible for " giving the fandom a bad name "
Also notable as he featured Growly in 2 skits during this con
Oh look. Spark is here too. Great /sneed

In fact, Growly wasn't just there, he was also on staff (as well as Deb). PDF of the Con Staff book at the bottom of the OP
2015 in general would just be a hell of a year for con attendances as he managed to milk his 6 roommates in a 4br/1b apartment for all the rent he could. Here's a video where he talks about it
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Vancoufur 16
He's responsible for the panel recording from ex RF staff explaining why the con collapsed. Along w/ that, he also participated in the fluff piece written about the event by playing w/ Syrian Refugees
The Shit Suit
The original maker he comm'd from was a scam artist. Suit was set to be made in 2013 but after little to no update, Gabe cancelled the order & requested a refund

It took 7 years to get that money back
After this, he would go on to commission the infamous " Smile Head " from Soapdish, which was near-completion on Jan 2, 2014. Unclear if Soapdish also provided the body suit but I'm going to assume so
The suit's first public outing would seem to be at AnthroCon 2014
However, it would make its 1st debut on stage in around August 15, 2014 at FA:U 2014
Small note: Crusader Cat was the one who recorded this video
Song performance at MFF 2014 about smelly fursuits
Best comment lol
It should come as little surprise to anyone that he bought a fursuit w/o doing any research on how to properly maintain it. Note: Everything should be organized chronologically.
TL;DR
On the Original Bodysuit
While it's likely that the original bodysuit was lost in the luggage due to mishandling from Greyhound, I do have to speculate about something very briefly. Given that we know the suit smelled & people claimed it had an odor from several ft away, one could postulate that the luggage holding his bodysuit wasn't lost but likely thrown out. I requested a statement from Greyhound about their luggage policy & this is what they had to say
So with that in mind, I personally think that the driver refused to take the bag, left it at 1 of the bus stops, someone failed to notify Gabe what was going on, & due to not being able to locate an owner for something that smelled like a landfill in time, it was eventually thrown out.
His slovenliness extends outside of his fursuit as well. Pictures emerged showing the inside of the RV that Gabe was living in when he first moved to CA + a journal documenting that he had multiple pest infestations in the NYC apt he resided in during the early 2010's
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The Ryan Hill Saga
On May 14th, 2015, Ryan Hill allegedly went to BLFC w/ a pellet gun & threatened to shoot furries. He was quickly detained but was released shortly after. Hill has had a record of infamy in the fandom for:
Most links are archived as well either through archive.is or WBM
1st mention of Hill I found on Gabe's Twitter was on the same day as the BLFC incident
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Two months later, Gabe announced he wrote & performed a song about Hill at Califur, & then sent it to him

Shortly after, Hill would appear on a podcast that Gabe hosts w/ a bunch of other furries. Interview starts at the 32:10 mark.

Not even a day after the podcast went up, Hill began to troll Gabe by trying to commission Age-Regression porn of him. The artist he was trying to commission refused as they knew Gabe & didn't have permission to use his character



Someone did successfully draw Ryan's commission. Not sure who though
Also appears to have set up a troll page on Facebook
Link to the page here
Below are the highlights of the group.
There's 1 exchange in particular that should be focused on. Keep in mind that this entire altercation is happening because Gabe antagonized Ryan, a legally classified Mentally Disabled young adult, first. Ryan, having been irritated by Gabe for several months, finally snapped and doxxed not ONLY Gabe, but Gabe's MOTHER. Now Gabe didn't take kindly to that and threatened Ryan by posting his dox to 4chan and TELLING THEM THAT RYAN IS A MEMBER OF ISIS
Just in that 1 threat you have:
Additional screencap of Hill doxing Gabe's mother's address. This also had the dox from the Washington Heights era as well. Keep in mind at this time, Gabe hasn't moved out of NY yet and wouldn't do so until the following December.
Hill then tried to have Gabe banned from con spaces for being a pedo

Change.org petition was removed (no archives)
I DID find a Quora page that I'm going to assume was also made by Hill. Funnily enough, it actually links back to KF

Over a year later in October 2016, 1 of his co-hosts would later voice his regrets, saying that the show was received poorly

Comment about Hill from Gabe in 2017

Hill impersonated RC Fox, a pedophile facing prison time who later committed suicide before his sentencing. Gabe was trying to encourage ppl to send him info about Hill's harassment so that he could take it to Hill's mom after Hill doxxed Gabe's mom.


Gabe alleges that the FB group was deleted, but as of May 20, 2022, I was still able to view it publicly. Really not a good idea to tell people that your mother's address was on this supposed Facebook page when it's still up...
Last notable mention
Marriage -> Divorce
(Will need to find more evidence on this later). Two met when Deb was looking for a pianist. Gabe sent her the Stinky Suit video from FA:U 15.

Relationship began around February 19th, 2015 when Gabe tweeted this (& Deb RT'd it)

Gabe was already joking about getting Deb pregnant less than 2 months after they started dating which I think is... weird.
He was living in NY at the time. Deb living in the Seattle area based on her Twitter history. Seems they arranged to meet each other at a con on April 25th that year as Bun tweeted this

I think the con in question would be Califur 2015 based on this tweet
Dunno why but Gabe has this weird & creepy trend of joking about fucking puppets / plushes. No evidence as of yet of him being a plushophile but I honestly wouldn't doubt it at this point
Tweet from RF 2015
Just 3 day later, Deb bought him an RV so he could move to CA
Must've been love at 1st sight as he proposed to her on March 26, 2016 at Furlandia. By then, she was also already pregnant
Not really important but the 2 of them did pop up in a news article on May 2, 2016 after birds made a nest in the RV
Some FB posts that will NOT age well
Apparently her family criticized her for rushing into marriage & motherhood. She didn't take that well

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Sadly, Deb's father would pass away shortly before the wedding on Oct 4, 2016 - meaning he would not live to see the hellfire this marriage ended in
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Wedding took place on Nov 5, 2016
Shortly before the divorce, things seemed fine on the surface
(Little sidenote but Deb's teeth fucking scare me)
However, the marriage was falling apart behind the scenes due to Gabe being a bum. He:


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She apparently slapped him at one point during an argument

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Didn't even drive by himself for nearly a full 2 months. I know when you get your permit as a minor, you have to have someone with a license drive with you for the 1st 6 months, but those rules do not apply if you get your license as an adult. Adults don't even have to get permits in the first place. Just find that weird is all

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This screenshot followed by the next one are so pathetic when you take context into the equation
Other reason is because (by Gabe's own admission) he had a cuckold fetish. In June 2019, he announced that he & his wife would be transitioning to an open marriage. This " open marriage " was mostly just Deb stepping out on him w/ his friend, Nick.

Riveting
Not long after, he tweeted this gem:
July 3, 2019: She filed for divorce. He claimed that Deb thought he cared more about his " music career " than his kids. This obviously isn't the entire reason why

There was another tweet, but he deleted it
This may go with it
Two weeks later from the initial announcement, he no longer cares about the divorce

Worth mentioning here that Deb did NOT get a pre-nup which Gabe admitted to working in his favor (i.e. pursuing alimony / child support because he's a fat fucking leech)

Gabe accused Deb of abusing him
He also accused her of deleting all the photos of the kids from their Telegram chat
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Oh they sure did, buddy, but that doesn't mean it was for the better
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Case # for Custody Dispute: FL-19-001996
Thanks to an update to the User Portal, case files now show who files each motion as well as dates
The reaction to having the court docket info published was also pretty funny, ngl
Attention-Seeking & Mental Illness
Should be worth noting that anyone who goes out of their way to contact a suspected terrorist to do an interview when they are NOT the police or a paid journalist is an attention whore. That being said, in the last year, his behavior is getting more & more lolworthy
The last note comes from a convo Gabe had w/ another user on March 16, 2020 - less than 24 hours after he showed up in his own thread. This is 1 of the sources for the evidence you'll see against Nick later on as well as self-incriminating shit against Gabe
Here is the rest of the conversation w/ a summary

Some Tidbits about Deb
Wade left Gabe in the middle of nowhere after agreeing to drive him to AnthroCon.

Vaguepost presumably about her ex

Not that lolworthy but this is just horrifying to look at.

I don't have anywhere to really put this right now but here is when she started posting to the thread
Social Media Links + Dox
Final note: Below are files that can't be directly input into the OP. These are spreadsheet exports with following / follower lists, Telegram chat exports which will be referenced in later portions of the thread, as well as the con book for RF 15. The chat exports will have missing pages / files due to upload limits. I've done what I can to preserve all necessary info while condensing down the file to as small of a size as possible so if you notice any holes, that's my bad.
If you are a Mandated Reporter, public official, or law enforcement, your main interests will be marked with a " ** " in the below Index
Part 1: (You are here) Con Attendance / Fursuit History / **The Ryan Hill Saga / **Failed Marriage
**Part 2: (Scroll down) Pedo/Zoophilia / The Cub Room Incident / Alleged Animal Neglect/Abuse
Part 3: Early Life / Washington Heights / Media " Career " / Other Fandom Involvement
**Part 4: Potential Child & Spousal Abuse
**Part 5: Financials / Potential Fraud
**Part 6: Verifying Info / Pleading the 5th
Part 7: Alt-Right History / Trans Fail Dox Incident / General Hot Takes
Part 8: The Downfall
List of Telegram Groups Gabe is in
**Sex Offender Friend List
**About Nick
About Wade + The Van Incident
New to the thread? Here's a (rough) visual timeline of everything so far
" Why is this thread so long? Why are there so many parts? "Due to Gabe's incessant need to wall-post, an astronomical amount of info has (& is still to this day) been collected. 8 separate posts were needed in addition to the OP in order to properly contain it all. This doesn't include individual write-ups on certain individuals (either done by myself or others). As a result, you'll find some info will be repeated in various parts due to crossover w/ multiple posts. I'd also like to make a note that the reason I feel compelled to document Gabe so religiously is due to the fact that young children, one of whom is on the spectrum, are involved in this neverending tidal wave of bullshit. Otherwise, I would not care nearly this much. Lastly, I'm aware there's a portion of my audience who will not have context for certain things as they are / were not part of the Furry Fandom previously. As such, I try to provide as much background info as I can manage so that no one's left out of the loop.
Bless you if you take the time to read all of the parts or have been here from the beginning. It's been a hell of a ride.
SYOTOS
Gabriel Sickel (DOB July 23, 1986) is best known by furries & to the Farms for:
- associating w/ Furry Raiders
- having a smelly suit
- trying to take his infant son to a Babyfur party
- & more!
A song written by Gabe himself to set the tone of this thread
Khord's origin story, cited from his Wikifur:
Khord Kitty was originally a male human named Chris. Chris was cursed when he ran over a cat during a drunken after-party drive. That unnamed cat had a karma spell which cursed Chris. The spell made Chris have to become Khord Kitty. W/ no memory of her previous human form, Khord's personality is playful, curious, cheeky, & sly
Con Attendance
NJFurBQ11
Most notable because 2 furries were caught having sex in a public park. Allegedly was a lie created by the mayor in order to have the event shut down. No proof of this so I doubt that's what happened. Gabe bragged about this event since he allegedly appeared in a Buzzfeed article
MFF 14
Infamous for being Chorline Bombed by a still-unknown suspect.
Gabe made some crazy conspiracy that it was actually someone making drugs
RF 15
Despite very openly associating w/ pedos & zoos, he raged at those responsible for " giving the fandom a bad name "
Also notable as he featured Growly in 2 skits during this con
Oh look. Spark is here too. Great /sneed

In fact, Growly wasn't just there, he was also on staff (as well as Deb). PDF of the Con Staff book at the bottom of the OP
2015 in general would just be a hell of a year for con attendances as he managed to milk his 6 roommates in a 4br/1b apartment for all the rent he could. Here's a video where he talks about it
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Vancoufur 16
He's responsible for the panel recording from ex RF staff explaining why the con collapsed. Along w/ that, he also participated in the fluff piece written about the event by playing w/ Syrian Refugees
The Shit Suit
The original maker he comm'd from was a scam artist. Suit was set to be made in 2013 but after little to no update, Gabe cancelled the order & requested a refund

It took 7 years to get that money back
After this, he would go on to commission the infamous " Smile Head " from Soapdish, which was near-completion on Jan 2, 2014. Unclear if Soapdish also provided the body suit but I'm going to assume so
The suit's first public outing would seem to be at AnthroCon 2014
However, it would make its 1st debut on stage in around August 15, 2014 at FA:U 2014
Small note: Crusader Cat was the one who recorded this video
Song performance at MFF 2014 about smelly fursuits
Best comment lol
It should come as little surprise to anyone that he bought a fursuit w/o doing any research on how to properly maintain it. Note: Everything should be organized chronologically.
TL;DR
- From the day he got his suit, he never knew how to take care of it nor did proper research on how to do so until it was too late
- In less than a year of getting the Smile suit, the whole thing was covered head-to-toe in dirt/grime
- He wound up commissioning a new head from Isoniku (which is his current head) at this time but couldn't afford it. Attempted to grift people into donating towards his monthly payments. Doesn't look like anyone contributed
- He submerged two of the fursuit heads he owned in water in order to clean them (something the makers advised to NEVER do) which explains why the padding in the heads were ruined. This gave him rugburn as a result anytime he wore those heads. It also may explain why the eyes on his Nekko Head have a fogging problem. The seal for the eyes more than likely deteriorated due to water damage
- The 1st callout on his suit condition came from Tumblr where OP mentioned that the Smile suit's crotch was stained yellow
- He was only taking ONE daily shower while fursuiting for several hours a day
- The 2nd callout on his suit was at FAU 2015 when someone left a note on his door calling him " stinky "
- Flipped out, spent the entire time worrying about his smell at the con, & then wrote multiple journals on it
- More people sent in anonymous comments in Jan 2016 about the condition of his suit to a Smelly Fursuit Tumblr blog
- He lost the original Smile bodysuit in July 2016 during a Greyhound trip following the Van Incident
- Posted a pic of the Smile Head in May 2017, which had massively deteriorated at this point, only to post again in the following month that the head had fallen out of the back of a pick-up truck (along with the replacement body suit)
- For some reason, he posted on his Wikifur that the original Smile bodysuit was stolen during AnthroCon 2017, but this was resolved in 2 ways
- 1. The date & time on his Wikifur article was wrong. The bodysuit itself was lost in 2016, something that Gabe even confirmed himself here on the Farms
- 2. No one would fucking dare steal such a shitty suit due to how it smelled.
- For some reason, he posted on his Wikifur that the original Smile bodysuit was stolen during AnthroCon 2017, but this was resolved in 2 ways
- Found a 3rd fursuit head that Gabe had commissioned back in 2014. It got little usage due to it more than likely making Gabe look fat. He would later give it away to a girl who he had been talking to since she was a minor (more than likely 16). She was just days after turning 18 when she received the head. Also notable because she was friends with Nacho Doggo (see part 2)
On the Original Bodysuit
While it's likely that the original bodysuit was lost in the luggage due to mishandling from Greyhound, I do have to speculate about something very briefly. Given that we know the suit smelled & people claimed it had an odor from several ft away, one could postulate that the luggage holding his bodysuit wasn't lost but likely thrown out. I requested a statement from Greyhound about their luggage policy & this is what they had to say
So with that in mind, I personally think that the driver refused to take the bag, left it at 1 of the bus stops, someone failed to notify Gabe what was going on, & due to not being able to locate an owner for something that smelled like a landfill in time, it was eventually thrown out.
Despite only owning the Smile Suit for less than a year at this point, he already was ordering a new head
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Jesus tap-dancing Christ
Look at the feet
I'll take " Tweets That Will Not Age Well " for 500, Trebek. I know some furries will argue that a white suit may just look dirty, but I can assure you, it is dirty.
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This YouTube comment is about the head pictured above
I reached out to someone who had been in contact w/ him at some point. Their take:

Someone posted to dirtygrimyfursuits that his crotch area was yellow. Original post was deleted but Gabe reblogged it w/ a response
Another response:
Dude, you weren't even MENTIONED in this tweet, wtf?
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While at FAU 2015, Gabe received multiple complaints due to his foul odor. It came in various forms, but the 1 that really salted his earth was a note on his door

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Several more blogs appeared in January 2016 about Gabe's suit
As you'll see in the replies, CosmicTheLynx makes another appearance. They previously repaired a zipper on Gabe's fursuit. After this tweet, Cosmic would take it upon themselves to provide a commission slot for a new bodysuit. Gabe didn't take the initial offer though until sometime around July 2016, which you'll see later
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He got rugburn from wearing the Smile Head
Poor bastard
July 9, 2016, he'd lose his 1st body suit after it was lost during the Van Incident w/ Wade (ref'd here)
Someone else did offer to make them a new body suit but Gabe didn't take them up on their offer. Good for them.
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Something kind of noteworthy: CosmicTheLynx also made the fursuit for Nacho Doggo around the same time Gabe's replacement body suit was made
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In May 2017, he was still complaining about that Tumblr blog even though he hadn't appeared on it in over a year
By 2017, the suit's condition had massively deteriorated.
Tweeted on June 25th, 2017 that the suit had fallen out of the back of his truck on the way home from a con

He also wrote this on FA

Deb's comment on the suit
There are contradictions to this story though. On Gabe's Wiki (which he edits himself) he claims the suit is stolen. Despite arguing against this claim here, it's still on his page as of May 29, 2021.
I've FINALLY figured out what happened here. This is literally just the issue of Gabe being a fat fingered COCK that can't fix simple fucking typos
Source
I STILL fucking doubt that it was stolen because given how many complaints there were about the smell. Just... There's no way. No way ANYONE in hell stole that suit. Especially a non-furry. I don't buy it.
Interestingly enough, there was a 3rd head that I found via this tweet. Originally made by BlueButterflyStudios in May 2014, it would later go on to be refurbished by CosmicTheLynx sometime near October 2016
Gabe did wear the suit for a time but I guess since he would soon have the Smile Suit, this partial was tossed to the wayside
Chime's refurbished suit comes in at the 3:26 mark
It's not exactly clear when she got the fursuit head, but the earliest photo I've seen so far was from around late May 2016
I normally wouldn't go into detail about this but there was confusion in the Zoosadism thread (which I'm partially responsible for) so I'm writing this out in order to clear up any further questions. The other thing that bothers me as well is that given the timeline, that would've made Chime just barely past the age of 18 when she received the suit from a nearly 30 year old Gabe. Something about that bothers me immensely, especially given Gabe's current history w/ interacting with the youth
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Late note on Gabe's suit, even after over a year had passed since he had that suit, he brings it the Smile Suit again by relating people complaining about his hygiene to Kero the Wolf's recent outing as a dog fucker

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Jesus tap-dancing Christ
Look at the feet

I'll take " Tweets That Will Not Age Well " for 500, Trebek. I know some furries will argue that a white suit may just look dirty, but I can assure you, it is dirty.
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This YouTube comment is about the head pictured above
I reached out to someone who had been in contact w/ him at some point. Their take:

Someone posted to dirtygrimyfursuits that his crotch area was yellow. Original post was deleted but Gabe reblogged it w/ a response
Another response:
Dude, you weren't even MENTIONED in this tweet, wtf?
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While at FAU 2015, Gabe received multiple complaints due to his foul odor. It came in various forms, but the 1 that really salted his earth was a note on his door

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Several more blogs appeared in January 2016 about Gabe's suit
As you'll see in the replies, CosmicTheLynx makes another appearance. They previously repaired a zipper on Gabe's fursuit. After this tweet, Cosmic would take it upon themselves to provide a commission slot for a new bodysuit. Gabe didn't take the initial offer though until sometime around July 2016, which you'll see later
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He got rugburn from wearing the Smile Head
Poor bastard
July 9, 2016, he'd lose his 1st body suit after it was lost during the Van Incident w/ Wade (ref'd here)
Someone else did offer to make them a new body suit but Gabe didn't take them up on their offer. Good for them.
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Something kind of noteworthy: CosmicTheLynx also made the fursuit for Nacho Doggo around the same time Gabe's replacement body suit was made
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In May 2017, he was still complaining about that Tumblr blog even though he hadn't appeared on it in over a year
By 2017, the suit's condition had massively deteriorated.
Tweeted on June 25th, 2017 that the suit had fallen out of the back of his truck on the way home from a con

He also wrote this on FA

Deb's comment on the suit
I've FINALLY figured out what happened here. This is literally just the issue of Gabe being a fat fingered COCK that can't fix simple fucking typos
Source
I STILL fucking doubt that it was stolen because given how many complaints there were about the smell. Just... There's no way. No way ANYONE in hell stole that suit. Especially a non-furry. I don't buy it.
Interestingly enough, there was a 3rd head that I found via this tweet. Originally made by BlueButterflyStudios in May 2014, it would later go on to be refurbished by CosmicTheLynx sometime near October 2016
Gabe did wear the suit for a time but I guess since he would soon have the Smile Suit, this partial was tossed to the wayside
Chime's refurbished suit comes in at the 3:26 mark
It's not exactly clear when she got the fursuit head, but the earliest photo I've seen so far was from around late May 2016
I normally wouldn't go into detail about this but there was confusion in the Zoosadism thread (which I'm partially responsible for) so I'm writing this out in order to clear up any further questions. The other thing that bothers me as well is that given the timeline, that would've made Chime just barely past the age of 18 when she received the suit from a nearly 30 year old Gabe. Something about that bothers me immensely, especially given Gabe's current history w/ interacting with the youth
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Late note on Gabe's suit, even after over a year had passed since he had that suit, he brings it the Smile Suit again by relating people complaining about his hygiene to Kero the Wolf's recent outing as a dog fucker

His slovenliness extends outside of his fursuit as well. Pictures emerged showing the inside of the RV that Gabe was living in when he first moved to CA + a journal documenting that he had multiple pest infestations in the NYC apt he resided in during the early 2010's
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The Ryan Hill Saga
On May 14th, 2015, Ryan Hill allegedly went to BLFC w/ a pellet gun & threatened to shoot furries. He was quickly detained but was released shortly after. Hill has had a record of infamy in the fandom for:
- Making SFW art NSFW
- Mocking Lemon Coyote, an EMT furry who died in a car accident
- Taking credit for the MFF Chlorine Gas attack
- Making a bomb threat to AnthroCon
Most links are archived as well either through archive.is or WBM
1st mention of Hill I found on Gabe's Twitter was on the same day as the BLFC incident
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Two months later, Gabe announced he wrote & performed a song about Hill at Califur, & then sent it to him

Shortly after, Hill would appear on a podcast that Gabe hosts w/ a bunch of other furries. Interview starts at the 32:10 mark.

- 33:12 Hill tries to blame Scrat for the con threats. Dunno who that is
- 37:10 His mom comes on to defend him. Apparently the FBI was on his ass from earlier threats he made so when the Gas Attack happened, he was 1 of the 1st people interrogated. The FBI cleared him after they investigated his home & found no evidence tying him to the attack.
- 37:50 This will become more ironic later but Gabe tells Ryan he's " not doing enough" to clear his (Ryan's) name as more and more people accuse him of committing the gas attack
- 38:00 Ryan was sending Gabe pics of scat porn every day leading up to the podcast
- 40:30 Mother says that Ryan may take credit for the attacks as a way of getting attention
- 48:50 Mom states that Ryan is " mentally delayed " & specifies that despite him technically living on his own, he has assistance from the family
- 49:10 She then called every furry mentally handicapped (including her own son for the 2nd time). Gabe got really fucking pissed at this insisting it's not a fetish
- 51:00 " gO dRiNk YoUr PrUnE jUiCe, MoM " lmao
- 53:12 Ryan was sending scat porn to Gabe because he wanted to be friends
- 53:48 " There's a lot more to the fandom than Scat Porn "
- 54:26 They try to send Ryan onto F-List & babyfur.me
- 55:50 His OWN MOTHER wanted the FBI to arrest Ryan but they didn't because he hadn't done anything wrong
- 57:30 A part 2 was discussed but as of the time of writing (May 28, 2022) no such part was ever made
Not even a day after the podcast went up, Hill began to troll Gabe by trying to commission Age-Regression porn of him. The artist he was trying to commission refused as they knew Gabe & didn't have permission to use his character



Someone did successfully draw Ryan's commission. Not sure who though
Also appears to have set up a troll page on Facebook
Link to the page here
Below are the highlights of the group.
There's 1 exchange in particular that should be focused on. Keep in mind that this entire altercation is happening because Gabe antagonized Ryan, a legally classified Mentally Disabled young adult, first. Ryan, having been irritated by Gabe for several months, finally snapped and doxxed not ONLY Gabe, but Gabe's MOTHER. Now Gabe didn't take kindly to that and threatened Ryan by posting his dox to 4chan and TELLING THEM THAT RYAN IS A MEMBER OF ISIS
Just in that 1 threat you have:
- Doxing
- Libel
- SWATTING threat
- Blackmail
Additional screencap of Hill doxing Gabe's mother's address. This also had the dox from the Washington Heights era as well. Keep in mind at this time, Gabe hasn't moved out of NY yet and wouldn't do so until the following December.
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Hill then tried to have Gabe banned from con spaces for being a pedo

Change.org petition was removed (no archives)
I DID find a Quora page that I'm going to assume was also made by Hill. Funnily enough, it actually links back to KF

Over a year later in October 2016, 1 of his co-hosts would later voice his regrets, saying that the show was received poorly

Comment about Hill from Gabe in 2017

Hill impersonated RC Fox, a pedophile facing prison time who later committed suicide before his sentencing. Gabe was trying to encourage ppl to send him info about Hill's harassment so that he could take it to Hill's mom after Hill doxxed Gabe's mom.


Gabe alleges that the FB group was deleted, but as of May 20, 2022, I was still able to view it publicly. Really not a good idea to tell people that your mother's address was on this supposed Facebook page when it's still up...
Last notable mention
Marriage -> Divorce
(Will need to find more evidence on this later). Two met when Deb was looking for a pianist. Gabe sent her the Stinky Suit video from FA:U 15.

Relationship began around February 19th, 2015 when Gabe tweeted this (& Deb RT'd it)

Gabe was already joking about getting Deb pregnant less than 2 months after they started dating which I think is... weird.
He was living in NY at the time. Deb living in the Seattle area based on her Twitter history. Seems they arranged to meet each other at a con on April 25th that year as Bun tweeted this

I think the con in question would be Califur 2015 based on this tweet
Dunno why but Gabe has this weird & creepy trend of joking about fucking puppets / plushes. No evidence as of yet of him being a plushophile but I honestly wouldn't doubt it at this point
Tweet from RF 2015
Just 3 day later, Deb bought him an RV so he could move to CA
Must've been love at 1st sight as he proposed to her on March 26, 2016 at Furlandia. By then, she was also already pregnant
Not really important but the 2 of them did pop up in a news article on May 2, 2016 after birds made a nest in the RV
Some FB posts that will NOT age well
Apparently her family criticized her for rushing into marriage & motherhood. She didn't take that well

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Sadly, Deb's father would pass away shortly before the wedding on Oct 4, 2016 - meaning he would not live to see the hellfire this marriage ended in
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Wedding took place on Nov 5, 2016
Shortly before the divorce, things seemed fine on the surface
(Little sidenote but Deb's teeth fucking scare me)
However, the marriage was falling apart behind the scenes due to Gabe being a bum. He:
- Couldn't hold down a stable job, making Deb the sole breadwinner
- She even sent him AN EMAIL in 2018 calling him a bum
- Didn't have a license until MONTHS before their divorce
- refused to allow Deb to hire a sitter & used the excuse that he didn't want to " damage their poor little minds "


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She apparently slapped him at one point during an argument

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Didn't even drive by himself for nearly a full 2 months. I know when you get your permit as a minor, you have to have someone with a license drive with you for the 1st 6 months, but those rules do not apply if you get your license as an adult. Adults don't even have to get permits in the first place. Just find that weird is all

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This screenshot followed by the next one are so pathetic when you take context into the equation
Other reason is because (by Gabe's own admission) he had a cuckold fetish. In June 2019, he announced that he & his wife would be transitioning to an open marriage. This " open marriage " was mostly just Deb stepping out on him w/ his friend, Nick.

Riveting
Not long after, he tweeted this gem:
July 3, 2019: She filed for divorce. He claimed that Deb thought he cared more about his " music career " than his kids. This obviously isn't the entire reason why

There was another tweet, but he deleted it
This may go with it
Two weeks later from the initial announcement, he no longer cares about the divorce

Worth mentioning here that Deb did NOT get a pre-nup which Gabe admitted to working in his favor (i.e. pursuing alimony / child support because he's a fat fucking leech)

Gabe accused Deb of abusing him
He also accused her of deleting all the photos of the kids from their Telegram chat
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Oh they sure did, buddy, but that doesn't mean it was for the better
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Case # for Custody Dispute: FL-19-001996
Thanks to an update to the User Portal, case files now show who files each motion as well as dates
The reaction to having the court docket info published was also pretty funny, ngl
Attention-Seeking & Mental Illness
Should be worth noting that anyone who goes out of their way to contact a suspected terrorist to do an interview when they are NOT the police or a paid journalist is an attention whore. That being said, in the last year, his behavior is getting more & more lolworthy
Someone wrote an Urban Dictionary entry which referenced him, as well as other Popufurs.
He wasn't too thrilled about it initially
That attitude would later change, as he tried to use it as some type of own while arguing with us on the Farms
One time when he asked, someone pointed out his association w/ Alt Furry & he played dumb as to why that would be an issue

The context for this tweet is funny. 1st, Author Niko, a good friend of Growly's called Gabe out on a tweet where he tagged something as #FurryDrama which has since been deleted
Gabe responds to that by saying he's an attention whore
Then Bandit Raccoon, another good friend of Growly's, claps back w/ this followed by more angry tweets from Gabe (that he also deleted)
I don't have much to go off of, but if I had to speculate what the initial tweet was about, it was probably about the Fullterton Triple Homicide as it was on the news the same day as the tweets
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If my memory serves me well, Deb actually forced the 2 to make amends at some point in May 2017
Most ppl wouldn't want to be associated w/ a twice-convicted pedophile but for some reason, Gabe needed you to know this

Here's another example of a bad association. This took place shortly after Steven Hopps / Simba Lion shot two cops


He doesn't take well to being criticized & labels it as " starting drama "
Dated Dec 30, 2019
He loves shoe-horning himself into things that doesn't even involve him just based on if he had some relationship w/ them in the past. Here he is trying to steal the spotlight from Timburrs, the dude who beat the shit out of a guy for assaulting his gf, just because they used to be roommates 4+ years ago


Worth noting Timburrs didn't get along w/ Gabe during their stay together

He even pulled this grift in his Telegram group by advocating for domestic violence victims to get support. That's funny considering he's been accused of Domestic Violence by Deb
Jan 26, 2020:
Gabe & SaphyKitten do NOT like each other since Gabe's convinced Saphy started the " rumor " about Gabe trying to bring Damian to a cub room party
Feb 1, 2020:
Yes, Gabe

Also Feb 3, 2020:
Mad no one likes him


His reputation by late 2020 has taken such a hit that most people acknowledge his attention seeking behavior as a nuisance at best
He wasn't too thrilled about it initially
That attitude would later change, as he tried to use it as some type of own while arguing with us on the Farms
One time when he asked, someone pointed out his association w/ Alt Furry & he played dumb as to why that would be an issue

The context for this tweet is funny. 1st, Author Niko, a good friend of Growly's called Gabe out on a tweet where he tagged something as #FurryDrama which has since been deleted
Gabe responds to that by saying he's an attention whore
Then Bandit Raccoon, another good friend of Growly's, claps back w/ this followed by more angry tweets from Gabe (that he also deleted)
I don't have much to go off of, but if I had to speculate what the initial tweet was about, it was probably about the Fullterton Triple Homicide as it was on the news the same day as the tweets
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If my memory serves me well, Deb actually forced the 2 to make amends at some point in May 2017
Most ppl wouldn't want to be associated w/ a twice-convicted pedophile but for some reason, Gabe needed you to know this

Here's another example of a bad association. This took place shortly after Steven Hopps / Simba Lion shot two cops


He doesn't take well to being criticized & labels it as " starting drama "
Dated Dec 30, 2019
He loves shoe-horning himself into things that doesn't even involve him just based on if he had some relationship w/ them in the past. Here he is trying to steal the spotlight from Timburrs, the dude who beat the shit out of a guy for assaulting his gf, just because they used to be roommates 4+ years ago


Worth noting Timburrs didn't get along w/ Gabe during their stay together

He even pulled this grift in his Telegram group by advocating for domestic violence victims to get support. That's funny considering he's been accused of Domestic Violence by Deb
Jan 26, 2020:
Gabe & SaphyKitten do NOT like each other since Gabe's convinced Saphy started the " rumor " about Gabe trying to bring Damian to a cub room party
Feb 1, 2020:
Yes, Gabe

Also Feb 3, 2020:
Mad no one likes him


His reputation by late 2020 has taken such a hit that most people acknowledge his attention seeking behavior as a nuisance at best
The last note comes from a convo Gabe had w/ another user on March 16, 2020 - less than 24 hours after he showed up in his own thread. This is 1 of the sources for the evidence you'll see against Nick later on as well as self-incriminating shit against Gabe
Here is the rest of the conversation w/ a summary
- G accused me of being Deb's sock as well as hinting he may have engaged in Gay Ops
- G's attorney & family (who are paying for said attorney told him to stfu
- Says D abused him & neglected the kids. He may or may not have tried to drown Damian
- Overshares his fetishes (which include snuff & gore)
- Admits to being friends with another Zoo, Crusader Cat
- Says D's Bipolar
- Nick bought Hagow (more on this later)
- G " worried " about us doxxing Deb but the idiot also released her private info
- G downplays the potential he may have raped D then talks shit about how gross she is " down there "
- Flip-flops on whether or not he'll leave the fandom
- Repeatedly has emotional outbursts when criticized on his parenting as well as any suggestion to seek therapy
- Admitted to financially abusing D

Some Tidbits about Deb
Wade left Gabe in the middle of nowhere after agreeing to drive him to AnthroCon.

Vaguepost presumably about her ex

Not that lolworthy but this is just horrifying to look at.

I don't have anywhere to really put this right now but here is when she started posting to the thread
Social Media Links + Dox
Normie Social Medias
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- Private FB Profile
- KhordKitty FB Profile (Public)
- PianoKat FB Page / (A)
- TheKhordKit FB Page (no archive)
- Twitter / (A)
- CuriousCat / (A)
- KhordKitty YouTube / (A)
- ThisIsGabe YT / (A)
- SanJoseFurry YT / (A)
- Reddit / (A)
- DeviantArt / (A)
- Steam
- Tumblr (A)
- Flickr
- Periscope / (A)
- AminoApps / (A)
- Google+ / (A)
- Myspace / (A)
- Vimeo / (A)
- Wikitree / (A)
- Geni / (A)
- Wikifur / (A)
- KhordKitty FA / (A)
- ThisIsGabe FA / (A)
- NYCFurries FA Page
- Sofurry / (A)
- Inkbunny / (A)
- Furspace Archive
- NYC Apt Marker
- Podbean / (A)
- Cometo / (A)
- Soundcloud / (A)
- Wblog / (A)
- News Flare / (A)
- Backstage / (A)
- Starnow / (A)
- IMDB / (A)
- Mandy / (A)
- FilmIFeed / (A)
- Google Homepage / (A)
- Skype: thisisgabe
- AIM: thisisgabe
- khordkitty@hotmail.com
- Yahoo: thisisgabe0
- Telegram: Khord
- Discord: Khord#1443
- @KhordKitty
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Final note: Below are files that can't be directly input into the OP. These are spreadsheet exports with following / follower lists, Telegram chat exports which will be referenced in later portions of the thread, as well as the con book for RF 15. The chat exports will have missing pages / files due to upload limits. I've done what I can to preserve all necessary info while condensing down the file to as small of a size as possible so if you notice any holes, that's my bad.
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