You linked them together yourself by mentioning the 2004 phobia attack to WHY you assaulted your parents.
"They never helped me with my LS phobia. In 2004 I had chances of meeting at least 5 girls IRL. I could have fucked a teenage model. She asked me to fuck her. But thanks to my phobia I never got the chance to meet any.
I first met a girl in 2006, when it was already too late.
It had nothing to do with my mother not giving me sex."
Can you see where an idiot like me would make the connection?
So you're terrified of women, after a lifetime of this you grow resentful of your parents and start to blame them for it, so in 2011 you attack them for supposedly being bad parents. Is that correct or am I missing something?