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Jerry Peet / Lily Orchard / Lily Peet / Valkyrstudios / Bhaalspawn / Tara Callie / "Mod Ebara" - Sociopath writer of pedophile fanfiction and cartoon reviews, faked getting raped to force a divorce, then mobbed and gaslit their ex off Tumblr, satanist neoliberal of the MovieSlob variety, also wants to fuck dogs and/or pokemon
The conclusion of this story is that Jerry is so desperate to be a victim that he's fabricated a scenario where Null autistically spammed him on Tumblr for some reason
And, to the lurkers, don't think I'm just taking Null's word for it. He runs a forum where doing this exact thing is frowned upon (there was an entire thread in the Chris Chan section dedicated to forum users interacting with Chris on Twitter, and there was an ENTIRE saga on this very thread about someone trying to interact with Jerry using their actual username), and we're talking about Jerry, someone who isn't above using sockpuppets to make himself look good.
Someone would have to go through the mountains of pages of people unironically asking if we should draw Jerry porn, having serious debates about whether MLP is good or not, asstons of A--Logging, and autistic lurkers-turned-posters who spend a lot of time regurgitating shit and derailing the thread.
I love shit-posting about Jerry, but the thread has had quite a few lows in it's lifetime.
Someone would have to go through the mountains of pages of people unironically asking if we should draw Jerry porn, having serious debates about whether MLP is good or not, asstons of A--Logging, and autistic lurkers-turned-posters who spend a lot of time regurgitating shit and derailing the thread.
I love shit-posting about Jerry, but the thread has had quite a few lows in it's lifetime.
Someone would have to go through the mountains of pages of people unironically asking if we should draw Jerry porn, having serious debates about whether MLP is good or not, asstons of A--Logging, and autistic lurkers-turned-posters who spend a lot of time regurgitating shit and derailing the thread.
I love shit-posting about Jerry, but the thread has had quite a few lows in it's lifetime.
Yeah, but they would have to go through tons of pages of people asking if we should draw Jerry porn seriously, having important debates about whether MLP is of quality or not, shittons of A-logging, and autistic lurkers turned Kiwis who spend a lot of time copying shit and fucking with the thread.
I love lolling at Jerry, but this thread hasn't been through the best of times.
EDIT: Also, Null doesn't read his own offspring's threads? LOL.
As a little invitational gift, he'll call you a Nazi for the hell of it if you disagree with any of his far-left rhetoric. Like Lily always says, being on the left is the bare minimum for being a good human being. He's a man of high standards, you don't think?
I never heard of this dude until I read this thread a couple of days ago, and here I thought Digibro was the worst person to come out of this cursed fandom.
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I'm not sure if we can point out any hypocrisies with this one, namely because I've yet to watch it, but what can we get from this?
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I'm not sure if we can point out any hypocrisies with this one, namely because I've yet to watch it, but what can we get from this?
Please don’t post links to videos under the assumption there’s something hypocritical in there. If it’s been up for 6 days and no one here has brought it to anyone’s attention then it’s probably just pretty mundane.
Considering you haven’t watched it yourself beforehand to see if it was even worth sharing, it sounds like you just want to create a conversation about it for the sake of having a conversation.
Please don’t post links to videos under the assumption there’s something hypocritical in there. If it’s been up for 6 days and no one here has brought it to anyone’s attention then it’s probably just pretty mundane.
Considering you haven’t watched it yourself beforehand to see if it was even worth sharing, it sounds like you just want to create a conversation about it for the sake of having a conversation.
This may or may not have been a terrible idea.
I took the audio from his recent Q&A video and ran it through this speech to text demo.
Obviously this is by no means an accurate transcript, but it's better than nothing I guess? I'll experiment more later.
By the way, swears are auto-censored, so that explains the bold text and asterisks.
Hey everyone it's been a long time since we've got a queue in a style that he owned the old one is pretty outdated so I figured it was time to do another to factor in all the things that have changed since then like my critical style my pet peeves with you ** and tonight you know gender anyway let's get going and get the really generic questions out of the way first my favorite movie tangled my favorite TV show family guy my favorite video game kingdom hearts my favorite food tacos my favorite song monster my favorite king of hearts character Sora I favor Warcraft character salons when runner my favorite Pokemon guard of our least favorite of all those things the matrix the walking dead dark souls seafood literally anything by the,nd AJ rocks this barracks are paying and delayed what's going on with your voice why does it sound so different in live streams that in your videos I'm a trans woman I've been doing vocal training for about a year now the reasons you hear my voice sounding so loud and deep in my script videos like now is because I'm deliberately putting on a more authoritative affectation in order to retain the attention of the viewer doesn't deliver nest in my town that I prefer to have an at my audience appreciates that I just can't see with my regular speaking voice one of the most frequently praise aspects of my work is the fact that I speak with a great deal of finality in confidence in that I issue the usual mealy mouth double speak that a lot of YouTubers do this often gets me tone police by performing of allies because nothing makes them angry than a marginalized woman who's allowed but it's a major selling one of my work to people who aren't sensitive little brats my regular speaking voice is a lot softer and less clear in final sounding it makes me some more like an LPN else's channels with their me can submissive tone they used to suck up to the viewer and that's an attitude I really hate and don't want put into my work maybe my vocal training is coming along better and I get better control my feminine voice I might switch them but for now I'll stick with the dissidents I want to stop doing cartoon reviews on yelp too but I don't want to step on anybody else's toes do you have any advice for this that's not how this works you too works like this survival of the fittest the way you get noticed is you make a better video than the other guy individual you 2 communities will try to operate on some imaginary code of honor when they try to carve out their own territories but if you really want to get noticed yet to disregard those imaginary rules I got into doing an LPN Alice's videos because I hated every single analysis be. I never seen I just think the recall the first real scripted became glass of water was provoked because doctor Wolfe made a video about why do we care about an LP and one of those really big Y. awfully self important screed about the closeness of the community and how it's a big family and I thought that was such complete and total bullshit so I made a video about the real merits of the show in that it was just a funny show this is why 10 a laugh when people like wolf and so we're cool whine about how I become so toxic over the years because some of the first videos I ever made were about how other people in the community sucking here's why so if you want to get noticed and growing stand out your to make a better video than the other guy if the other guy sucks in the process the Natchez means you're doing it right why do you have ratings disabled and comments filter down all of your videos the rating system is obsolete as both likes and dislikes have the same effect of bolstering your search rankings and for community feedback it's always been completely useless a thumbs up or thumbs down doesn't tell me anything about what people liked or had problems with its just a contact list yea or nay in a video that had a lot of different things and it's and when compared with the audience retention metric it's often easy to see how little a dislike spree actually matters if you're the kind of person who was celebrating the fact that 20 eighteens you to rewind was aggressively dislike to your an idiot because all you've done is make it trend harder as for the comment section I like to engage the viewer is that something that gives me a great deal of enjoyment even though a lot of you are extremely thick and ask the same questions over and over again but that can't happen without comment moderation leaving the comment section on moderated will mean that she gets buried under every single dumb brain fart someone had the comment section especially when a video first goes up so I enforce a certain degree of intellectual bare minimum on people to encourage that kind of discussion over just fishing for likes by offering the best sound bites the comment section should be a place to get clarification and follow ups on a given video and that can't happen if both you and I have to sit through so much garbage to find it I'd rather it be useful than just leave a completely on filtered out of the misguided idea that not having standards is somehow better how do you feel about your collaboration on over a barrel with Josh now that the 2 of you hate each other in addition how do you feel about your friendship deteriorating in the first place I wasn't happy when it first came out an even less half. With that now I didn't have as much of a say in the writing of the videos I would have liked otherwise I wouldn't have been playing devil's advocate for as much or saying half the I said in that video Josh even flat out admitted years later that I was only invited to be a native American yes girl to deflect any accusations of racism which is ironic because doing that is extremely racist and so I ended up making most of Josh's worst jokes for him I would have agreed to any of this I had been hoping to make a torrent of death threats from Josh's alright cult actually stop and so I was in a position where Josh was able to twist my arm more than he would have been able to otherwise a mistake I spent the next 3 years not allowing him to repeat much to his chagrin I rather the video be deleted entirely as I don't think very highly of it and I'd rather not be associated with the all right man child who brought me into it as reference of deteriorating it ultimately turned out to be a good thing Josh required way too much coddling to keep them happy and he was so emotionally stunted delicate and selfish that half the time he was just making me miserable Josh's complete lack of empathy for other human beings is not something anybody should force themselves to tolerate and Josh only hung around with me because I was this token liberal minority an L. G. B. T. friend he only want to be around for the sake of his ego and didn't like it when I didn't quietly accept all of its horrible opinions and actually thought politics was important he's a toxic inviolate person anybody who doesn't tell his line all they're ready you out of those that influence your work and on the flip side all there any out of those you just like watching in general my biggest influences are movie Bob engine sterling when it comes to how I like to frame my content but in general I also like to watch primitive technology the Killian experience jokes of Anderson in you into studios in Casper I used to watch all of H. bomber guy in Lindsay Ellis is work multiple times but both of them been rather dormant on actual content in the last year and what they have been putting out his just been rather drab and uninteresting and honestly it's just not worth sitting through the aggressive sponsorships these days like I get IT skill share you really want my money will you go away now also Lindsay Ellis insists on using the Q. slur which is a deal breaker especially when the rest of your content just isn't that interesting preach gaming is also someone I watched a lot of but as time went on he stopped doing things like class guys legacy videos and other videos I was turning out for in favor of the daily preach and drama time over and over and over again we. His moves just boring what would you say has been the biggest change in how you critique shows and movies I tend to skip right to the meat of a review in laser focus on the story characters and themes this is what separates my content with a lot of similar channels and that I care about what a story is saying I know how much a war is dumped into the wiki over the years I've double triple and quadruple down on this idea more than half of the Steven universe videos taken up by the terrible themes the terrible characterization and the myopia of its creator and very little on the lower or animation and I only include those things because I like the big videos to be complete I know too much about the animation industry to really care about the animation itself people often fight for 2 D. animation but they keep forgetting that to the animation died due to the terrible writing it was subjected to for over a decade the Disney renaissance is rather short lived in Disney's output quickly nose dive in the quality of writing think about it the Disney renaissance had the Little Mermaid beauty and the beast Aladdin and The Lion King as massive mega hits almost immediately afterward there were Pocahontas hunchback in Hercules they were okay movies except conoce but they weren't as memorable as the big 4 and whenever people try to bring back 2 D. animation they always try to bring it back by making another treasure planet instead of another lion king and will treasure planet looks nice it was the writing that made people not want to watch movies like that anymore I always remember that when I'm criticizing animation as if the writing that will always make or break the success of a working often times the quality a lot of animation snobs stubbornly reject this idea with paper marks like here in the mission is an important meeting show yeah that is the case think about it when was the last time a live action TV show or movie had its cinematography talked about over the writing story themes or even performances of the actors the simple basic principle guys just pull your head out of your is there any reason that your videos on his elaborately edited as other people in the analysis community like self acquittal firebrand I always ask myself is this making the video better a big problem the silver call had been his videos for a long time and what made them take so long to come out was that they were overly entity but a lot of skits many of which one either funny or connected to what he was reviewing taking too seriously with the same way in an attempt to follow the leader when I was at. Thing for them a lot of the skits and gags really added nothing to the review and just made the editing take longer I actually found out why both of them were doing as a dog Walker triple down on sketches and the 2 of them were just copying whatever he does Walker doesn't because he sincerely thinks it's funny to clog up a video with skits and build so we're cool and Josh hacks cloning their favorite you to work it's something I don't like it I'd rather critics just get to the damn point so I set a rule for myself that unless something is absolutely necessary to the video it's not going in avoiding bloating avoiding clogging up videos of self indulgent flop is a high priority for me never be too proud to cut something it's not crucial to the video and setting myself deadlines as one of the ways I insure the my videos are content rich and not padded with nonsense accepts along a screening for the horde. No the missing internal fight you this is actually why have 8 the framework of the gym position with a pop and ensure the meat of the video on the outro is it serves an ideal framework if I want to include a little bit of self indulgent tomfoolery so it stays at the start and end of the video in the actual contents remains uninterrupted what do you think about the discussions going on about click bait and it's over use complaining about click bait is a few tall effort if you still clicking on click bait I remember that cracked once explained while their articles are numbered lists in the explanation was pretty direct and simple cracked why are you complaining about quick fate when all your articles are lists about mind blowing whatever well I'll tell you why we on the right list because you don't click on anything else a large portion of the reader base is easily distracted and attracted the sensationalism it's what they want out of their media hence why there's so much click bait the only way to really stop click bait is to become better consumers and stop clicking on a drawing attention to click bait and treating it like something that outlets at the stop on their own despite its overwhelming success is quite frankly ridiculous a similar thing happens when a teenager does something impressive in the title so something like 16 year old that's something really cool there's no shortage of charity cases whining about their race the kids name what's a Larry so that the kids names in the article and when confronted with this the people complaining or Pete the sentiment of marking executives and say well most people only read the titles of your information should be there no you need to learn to read if you don't already know that the information you want is in the article that's a failing on yourself and you need to correct it not expect other people to compensate for just because you're too proud and stubborn to admit you're wrong be a better consumer and click bait will go away is there a troop that you would get rid of if you could and is it snapshot redemptions snapshot redemptions aren't a trope they're just a bad redemption ark a snapshot redemption happens when someone wants half redemption ark because they run a tumblr post about how great Zucco was and they want to do one of those but they don't understand what makes a redemption ark work and so they just hastily rush to the end if I could get rid of a trope it will be the romantic relationship that starts on the story ends if we stop doing that and start having a romantic relationship start in the first act most of the things you guys hate from romantic subplots will go away you would need to worry about which characters have chemistry would be to use for an entire season with a ship you would have any of that crap. Bose running starburst the forces of evil I would appeared star Marco halfway through season one and had them stay together for the rest of the series I know some people start sulking when I suggest that because they're tired of the typical cliche of 2 main characters getting together but that hasn't actually been omnipresent cliche for 12 years so I think I'll live what is your favorite genre my favorite genres romance I love a good story about a cute relationship which is the reason I tend to get irritated by stories that end with a couple getting together it's like a video game ending after the tutorial is over but I promised myself I wouldn't complain about poke mon sun and moon today if you could pinpoint the moment that friendship is magic turned into hot garbage what would it be I would say would be the point were Hasbro copy the starlight story into 4 other characters that was the point where it became clear the writers become too proud to admit that a bad idea isn't working they have stubbornly resisted all criticism of starlight either painting her critics as reactionary or infantile and they continue pushing such a garbage character into the face of the viewers has Rosen doubling down in this where an idea that doesn't work like the map of the school of friendship is pushed really hard in the writers try so hard to justify it not only to the viewer but to themselves because they're too proud to admit when they up what would you say is the most annoying thing about interacting with your community I know you complain about Monday in questions along but is that the extent of it if I had to pick one it would have to be just how terminally clueless a lot of my viewers are I get no shortage of people in the comments of every video asking what's going on with the difference between the voice the puppet and name and a lot of them will include a question asking if I'm trans gender despite being able to pick out trans gender as their first gas they still ask the question anyway although I do get a chuckle when someone ads in so could you use like ** who do you think you're fooling you think the name would eventually clue people in but apparently not some people seem to really need their hands held through everything the amount of times okay a questioner asked to clarify something that I've already clarified is astounding only comes in the fact that a lot of viewers don't pay attention to half of what they consume and they're too lazy to find the answers themselves it's easier for them to constantly nag me than it is to just go watch the videos you are probably going to watch anyway and actually pay attention to them this time it bothers me because I make so many videos teaching people to discern information on their own and yet the inability or. Rather on the willingness of a lot of my viewers to actually do that doesn't gel with that theme do you accept found it and if so what kinds so I accept all kinds of fan arts with relatively few restrictions of the submission email in the description is the only reliable way to be sure that I see whatever you're sending me my only real request is that if you're going to draw fan are please restrict yourself to only the most current integration of the public I actually started doing a fan are reeling glass of water and only fan art sense to the email address will be allowed in lewd fan art will be black barter omitted entirely if the content is particularly extreme and please be sure to include an artist handle in case your email give me your real name or just tell me you don't want to be included what are the rules regarding the submission email there are none I filter the email of my own discretion and as a result you pretty much send me anything you likely won't hear a word of complaint for me and yes people have tested this resolved before I get no shortage of people asking me for personal feedback on their writing or personal advice in their life despite the fact that is not my job to do either of those things generally I don't respond email sent to me as depicted Lee a PO box so if you send me something I find objectionable either delete it or have similar content already filtered this is different from the comments section or other forms of interacting with me because I've explicitly put myself in this position and I accepted going in that I tell people there are no restrictions they're gonna act like there are no restrictions I've already sent the email up so that I don't get surprised by anything because everything is filtered into individual folders based on key words in the subject line are you straight bi or lesbian I'm a lesbian I am also a trans woman and how long can I expect to be on HRT before they're already affects that depends on your dosage in your own hormone levels I've been on HRT for less than a year but already it's had some pretty significant effects on me but it's also important to realize that you probably won't notice them out a side by side comparison because the change the slowing up to slip by you on notice this is why you see some trains people do that thing where they take a picture themselves every day for a year in order to document the changes themselves in the time lapse but more than just HRT is how much work you actually put into your transition while you're on it I've seen significant changes but only part of that is because of HRT I've also been styling in treating my hair in learning to do my make up which all had a cumulative affect my ability to pass. Also the effects of HRT Qemali differ based on your own healthy fat redistribution is a big one having more estrogen in your system will change how your body stores fat but it won't move the fact that's already there so if you have high estrogen from HRT your body will store excess fat on your thighs hips and breasts rather than your stomach but it won't move the fat that's already on your stomach you have to burn it off yourself and if you really want to develop those parts your body you have to do new kinds of exercises and changes to your diet to emphasize that ultimately you get out of HRT what you put into it HRT makes it easier to develop a more feminine or masculine body type depending on which way you're going but you have to do the things that develop that body anyway you're not gonna get a curvy frame just from taking some estrogen pills just like says winning your figure will vary depending on your metabolism and lifestyle how difficult is it to process the preferred Jenda fully nothing depends on the weather it's easier for me to pass in the winter than it is in the summer because a long winter coat is gonna cloaking the armies of my body so most people will recognize my gender based on my face and hair which is why doing my make up and styling my hair is so important but in the summer I can't do that without getting heat stroke so I have to wear shapewear under my clothes in order to compensate one thing that really helps regardless of the season is wearing heels boots because they alter the way you balance yourself and you end up with a much more feminine stride and you have to stand up straight to keep balance also the clocking associated with heels is itself associated with women so it's a lot easier to guide people to work viewing you as a woman most people won't pay you any mind if they do it'll be a passing glance get it passing so while imperfections might stand out to you in the bathroom mirror because that's how dysphoria works it doesn't stand out to most other people this is why despite almost every make up tutorial jumping right to it you don't really need to worry about contouring unless you intend for people to be looking closely at your face which is weird since so many trans makeup guides focus on it above all else ultimately the most important things are going to be your silhouettes and how you carry yourself because that's what most people are going to notice first and likely all they're going to notice the bone structure of your face probably won't even be given a passing glance are you single or in a relationship I am now when I started writing this Q. and a I was actually engaged to a woman I've been with for 3 years but since then the relationship fell completely apart so now I'm singling. What happened to you in 2000 and 182018 so I previously diligence schedule fall apart as the year continue to beat me into the ground a lot of really horrible things happen to me which I detailed in not good enough and which I'd rather not get into here but suffice to say that I've been doing much better and I've been getting back on track and right now I'm the happiest I've been in the last 3 years anyway thanks for joining me today everyone I hope this was an enlightening experience for you all and I hope you have a fantastic day.
This may or may not have been a terrible idea.
I took the audio from his recent Q&A video and ran it through this speech to text demo.
Obviously this is by no means an accurate transcript, but it's better than nothing I guess? I'll experiment more later.
By the way, swears are auto-censored, so that explains the bold text and asterisks.
Hey everyone it's been a long time since we've got a queue in a style that he owned the old one is pretty outdated so I figured it was time to do another to factor in all the things that have changed since then like my critical style my pet peeves with you ** and tonight you know gender anyway let's get going and get the really generic questions out of the way first my favorite movie tangled my favorite TV show family guy my favorite video game kingdom hearts my favorite food tacos my favorite song monster my favorite king of hearts character Sora I favor Warcraft character salons when runner my favorite Pokemon guard of our least favorite of all those things the matrix the walking dead dark souls seafood literally anything by the,nd AJ rocks this barracks are paying and delayed what's going on with your voice why does it sound so different in live streams that in your videos I'm a trans woman I've been doing vocal training for about a year now the reasons you hear my voice sounding so loud and deep in my script videos like now is because I'm deliberately putting on a more authoritative affectation in order to retain the attention of the viewer doesn't deliver nest in my town that I prefer to have an at my audience appreciates that I just can't see with my regular speaking voice one of the most frequently praise aspects of my work is the fact that I speak with a great deal of finality in confidence in that I issue the usual mealy mouth double speak that a lot of YouTubers do this often gets me tone police by performing of allies because nothing makes them angry than a marginalized woman who's allowed but it's a major selling one of my work to people who aren't sensitive little brats my regular speaking voice is a lot softer and less clear in final sounding it makes me some more like an LPN else's channels with their me can submissive tone they used to suck up to the viewer and that's an attitude I really hate and don't want put into my work maybe my vocal training is coming along better and I get better control my feminine voice I might switch them but for now I'll stick with the dissidents I want to stop doing cartoon reviews on yelp too but I don't want to step on anybody else's toes do you have any advice for this that's not how this works you too works like this survival of the fittest the way you get noticed is you make a better video than the other guy individual you 2 communities will try to operate on some imaginary code of honor when they try to carve out their own territories but if you really want to get noticed yet to disregard those imaginary rules I got into doing an LPN Alice's videos because I hated every single analysis be. I never seen I just think the recall the first real scripted became glass of water was provoked because doctor Wolfe made a video about why do we care about an LP and one of those really big Y. awfully self important screed about the closeness of the community and how it's a big family and I thought that was such complete and total bullshit so I made a video about the real merits of the show in that it was just a funny show this is why 10 a laugh when people like wolf and so we're cool whine about how I become so toxic over the years because some of the first videos I ever made were about how other people in the community sucking here's why so if you want to get noticed and growing stand out your to make a better video than the other guy if the other guy sucks in the process the Natchez means you're doing it right why do you have ratings disabled and comments filter down all of your videos the rating system is obsolete as both likes and dislikes have the same effect of bolstering your search rankings and for community feedback it's always been completely useless a thumbs up or thumbs down doesn't tell me anything about what people liked or had problems with its just a contact list yea or nay in a video that had a lot of different things and it's and when compared with the audience retention metric it's often easy to see how little a dislike spree actually matters if you're the kind of person who was celebrating the fact that 20 eighteens you to rewind was aggressively dislike to your an idiot because all you've done is make it trend harder as for the comment section I like to engage the viewer is that something that gives me a great deal of enjoyment even though a lot of you are extremely thick and ask the same questions over and over again but that can't happen without comment moderation leaving the comment section on moderated will mean that she gets buried under every single dumb brain fart someone had the comment section especially when a video first goes up so I enforce a certain degree of intellectual bare minimum on people to encourage that kind of discussion over just fishing for likes by offering the best sound bites the comment section should be a place to get clarification and follow ups on a given video and that can't happen if both you and I have to sit through so much garbage to find it I'd rather it be useful than just leave a completely on filtered out of the misguided idea that not having standards is somehow better how do you feel about your collaboration on over a barrel with Josh now that the 2 of you hate each other in addition how do you feel about your friendship deteriorating in the first place I wasn't happy when it first came out an even less half. With that now I didn't have as much of a say in the writing of the videos I would have liked otherwise I wouldn't have been playing devil's advocate for as much or saying half the I said in that video Josh even flat out admitted years later that I was only invited to be a native American yes girl to deflect any accusations of racism which is ironic because doing that is extremely racist and so I ended up making most of Josh's worst jokes for him I would have agreed to any of this I had been hoping to make a torrent of death threats from Josh's alright cult actually stop and so I was in a position where Josh was able to twist my arm more than he would have been able to otherwise a mistake I spent the next 3 years not allowing him to repeat much to his chagrin I rather the video be deleted entirely as I don't think very highly of it and I'd rather not be associated with the all right man child who brought me into it as reference of deteriorating it ultimately turned out to be a good thing Josh required way too much coddling to keep them happy and he was so emotionally stunted delicate and selfish that half the time he was just making me miserable Josh's complete lack of empathy for other human beings is not something anybody should force themselves to tolerate and Josh only hung around with me because I was this token liberal minority an L. G. B. T. friend he only want to be around for the sake of his ego and didn't like it when I didn't quietly accept all of its horrible opinions and actually thought politics was important he's a toxic inviolate person anybody who doesn't tell his line all they're ready you out of those that influence your work and on the flip side all there any out of those you just like watching in general my biggest influences are movie Bob engine sterling when it comes to how I like to frame my content but in general I also like to watch primitive technology the Killian experience jokes of Anderson in you into studios in Casper I used to watch all of H. bomber guy in Lindsay Ellis is work multiple times but both of them been rather dormant on actual content in the last year and what they have been putting out his just been rather drab and uninteresting and honestly it's just not worth sitting through the aggressive sponsorships these days like I get IT skill share you really want my money will you go away now also Lindsay Ellis insists on using the Q. slur which is a deal breaker especially when the rest of your content just isn't that interesting preach gaming is also someone I watched a lot of but as time went on he stopped doing things like class guys legacy videos and other videos I was turning out for in favor of the daily preach and drama time over and over and over again we. His moves just boring what would you say has been the biggest change in how you critique shows and movies I tend to skip right to the meat of a review in laser focus on the story characters and themes this is what separates my content with a lot of similar channels and that I care about what a story is saying I know how much a war is dumped into the wiki over the years I've double triple and quadruple down on this idea more than half of the Steven universe videos taken up by the terrible themes the terrible characterization and the myopia of its creator and very little on the lower or animation and I only include those things because I like the big videos to be complete I know too much about the animation industry to really care about the animation itself people often fight for 2 D. animation but they keep forgetting that to the animation died due to the terrible writing it was subjected to for over a decade the Disney renaissance is rather short lived in Disney's output quickly nose dive in the quality of writing think about it the Disney renaissance had the Little Mermaid beauty and the beast Aladdin and The Lion King as massive mega hits almost immediately afterward there were Pocahontas hunchback in Hercules they were okay movies except conoce but they weren't as memorable as the big 4 and whenever people try to bring back 2 D. animation they always try to bring it back by making another treasure planet instead of another lion king and will treasure planet looks nice it was the writing that made people not want to watch movies like that anymore I always remember that when I'm criticizing animation as if the writing that will always make or break the success of a working often times the quality a lot of animation snobs stubbornly reject this idea with paper marks like here in the mission is an important meeting show yeah that is the case think about it when was the last time a live action TV show or movie had its cinematography talked about over the writing story themes or even performances of the actors the simple basic principle guys just pull your head out of your is there any reason that your videos on his elaborately edited as other people in the analysis community like self acquittal firebrand I always ask myself is this making the video better a big problem the silver call had been his videos for a long time and what made them take so long to come out was that they were overly entity but a lot of skits many of which one either funny or connected to what he was reviewing taking too seriously with the same way in an attempt to follow the leader when I was at. Thing for them a lot of the skits and gags really added nothing to the review and just made the editing take longer I actually found out why both of them were doing as a dog Walker triple down on sketches and the 2 of them were just copying whatever he does Walker doesn't because he sincerely thinks it's funny to clog up a video with skits and build so we're cool and Josh hacks cloning their favorite you to work it's something I don't like it I'd rather critics just get to the damn point so I set a rule for myself that unless something is absolutely necessary to the video it's not going in avoiding bloating avoiding clogging up videos of self indulgent flop is a high priority for me never be too proud to cut something it's not crucial to the video and setting myself deadlines as one of the ways I insure the my videos are content rich and not padded with nonsense accepts along a screening for the horde. No the missing internal fight you this is actually why have 8 the framework of the gym position with a pop and ensure the meat of the video on the outro is it serves an ideal framework if I want to include a little bit of self indulgent tomfoolery so it stays at the start and end of the video in the actual contents remains uninterrupted what do you think about the discussions going on about click bait and it's over use complaining about click bait is a few tall effort if you still clicking on click bait I remember that cracked once explained while their articles are numbered lists in the explanation was pretty direct and simple cracked why are you complaining about quick fate when all your articles are lists about mind blowing whatever well I'll tell you why we on the right list because you don't click on anything else a large portion of the reader base is easily distracted and attracted the sensationalism it's what they want out of their media hence why there's so much click bait the only way to really stop click bait is to become better consumers and stop clicking on a drawing attention to click bait and treating it like something that outlets at the stop on their own despite its overwhelming success is quite frankly ridiculous a similar thing happens when a teenager does something impressive in the title so something like 16 year old that's something really cool there's no shortage of charity cases whining about their race the kids name what's a Larry so that the kids names in the article and when confronted with this the people complaining or Pete the sentiment of marking executives and say well most people only read the titles of your information should be there no you need to learn to read if you don't already know that the information you want is in the article that's a failing on yourself and you need to correct it not expect other people to compensate for just because you're too proud and stubborn to admit you're wrong be a better consumer and click bait will go away is there a troop that you would get rid of if you could and is it snapshot redemptions snapshot redemptions aren't a trope they're just a bad redemption ark a snapshot redemption happens when someone wants half redemption ark because they run a tumblr post about how great Zucco was and they want to do one of those but they don't understand what makes a redemption ark work and so they just hastily rush to the end if I could get rid of a trope it will be the romantic relationship that starts on the story ends if we stop doing that and start having a romantic relationship start in the first act most of the things you guys hate from romantic subplots will go away you would need to worry about which characters have chemistry would be to use for an entire season with a ship you would have any of that crap. Bose running starburst the forces of evil I would appeared star Marco halfway through season one and had them stay together for the rest of the series I know some people start sulking when I suggest that because they're tired of the typical cliche of 2 main characters getting together but that hasn't actually been omnipresent cliche for 12 years so I think I'll live what is your favorite genre my favorite genres romance I love a good story about a cute relationship which is the reason I tend to get irritated by stories that end with a couple getting together it's like a video game ending after the tutorial is over but I promised myself I wouldn't complain about poke mon sun and moon today if you could pinpoint the moment that friendship is magic turned into hot garbage what would it be I would say would be the point were Hasbro copy the starlight story into 4 other characters that was the point where it became clear the writers become too proud to admit that a bad idea isn't working they have stubbornly resisted all criticism of starlight either painting her critics as reactionary or infantile and they continue pushing such a garbage character into the face of the viewers has Rosen doubling down in this where an idea that doesn't work like the map of the school of friendship is pushed really hard in the writers try so hard to justify it not only to the viewer but to themselves because they're too proud to admit when they up what would you say is the most annoying thing about interacting with your community I know you complain about Monday in questions along but is that the extent of it if I had to pick one it would have to be just how terminally clueless a lot of my viewers are I get no shortage of people in the comments of every video asking what's going on with the difference between the voice the puppet and name and a lot of them will include a question asking if I'm trans gender despite being able to pick out trans gender as their first gas they still ask the question anyway although I do get a chuckle when someone ads in so could you use like ** who do you think you're fooling you think the name would eventually clue people in but apparently not some people seem to really need their hands held through everything the amount of times okay a questioner asked to clarify something that I've already clarified is astounding only comes in the fact that a lot of viewers don't pay attention to half of what they consume and they're too lazy to find the answers themselves it's easier for them to constantly nag me than it is to just go watch the videos you are probably going to watch anyway and actually pay attention to them this time it bothers me because I make so many videos teaching people to discern information on their own and yet the inability or. Rather on the willingness of a lot of my viewers to actually do that doesn't gel with that theme do you accept found it and if so what kinds so I accept all kinds of fan arts with relatively few restrictions of the submission email in the description is the only reliable way to be sure that I see whatever you're sending me my only real request is that if you're going to draw fan are please restrict yourself to only the most current integration of the public I actually started doing a fan are reeling glass of water and only fan art sense to the email address will be allowed in lewd fan art will be black barter omitted entirely if the content is particularly extreme and please be sure to include an artist handle in case your email give me your real name or just tell me you don't want to be included what are the rules regarding the submission email there are none I filter the email of my own discretion and as a result you pretty much send me anything you likely won't hear a word of complaint for me and yes people have tested this resolved before I get no shortage of people asking me for personal feedback on their writing or personal advice in their life despite the fact that is not my job to do either of those things generally I don't respond email sent to me as depicted Lee a PO box so if you send me something I find objectionable either delete it or have similar content already filtered this is different from the comments section or other forms of interacting with me because I've explicitly put myself in this position and I accepted going in that I tell people there are no restrictions they're gonna act like there are no restrictions I've already sent the email up so that I don't get surprised by anything because everything is filtered into individual folders based on key words in the subject line are you straight bi or lesbian I'm a lesbian I am also a trans woman and how long can I expect to be on HRT before they're already affects that depends on your dosage in your own hormone levels I've been on HRT for less than a year but already it's had some pretty significant effects on me but it's also important to realize that you probably won't notice them out a side by side comparison because the change the slowing up to slip by you on notice this is why you see some trains people do that thing where they take a picture themselves every day for a year in order to document the changes themselves in the time lapse but more than just HRT is how much work you actually put into your transition while you're on it I've seen significant changes but only part of that is because of HRT I've also been styling in treating my hair in learning to do my make up which all had a cumulative affect my ability to pass. Also the effects of HRT Qemali differ based on your own healthy fat redistribution is a big one having more estrogen in your system will change how your body stores fat but it won't move the fact that's already there so if you have high estrogen from HRT your body will store excess fat on your thighs hips and breasts rather than your stomach but it won't move the fat that's already on your stomach you have to burn it off yourself and if you really want to develop those parts your body you have to do new kinds of exercises and changes to your diet to emphasize that ultimately you get out of HRT what you put into it HRT makes it easier to develop a more feminine or masculine body type depending on which way you're going but you have to do the things that develop that body anyway you're not gonna get a curvy frame just from taking some estrogen pills just like says winning your figure will vary depending on your metabolism and lifestyle how difficult is it to process the preferred Jenda fully nothing depends on the weather it's easier for me to pass in the winter than it is in the summer because a long winter coat is gonna cloaking the armies of my body so most people will recognize my gender based on my face and hair which is why doing my make up and styling my hair is so important but in the summer I can't do that without getting heat stroke so I have to wear shapewear under my clothes in order to compensate one thing that really helps regardless of the season is wearing heels boots because they alter the way you balance yourself and you end up with a much more feminine stride and you have to stand up straight to keep balance also the clocking associated with heels is itself associated with women so it's a lot easier to guide people to work viewing you as a woman most people won't pay you any mind if they do it'll be a passing glance get it passing so while imperfections might stand out to you in the bathroom mirror because that's how dysphoria works it doesn't stand out to most other people this is why despite almost every make up tutorial jumping right to it you don't really need to worry about contouring unless you intend for people to be looking closely at your face which is weird since so many trans makeup guides focus on it above all else ultimately the most important things are going to be your silhouettes and how you carry yourself because that's what most people are going to notice first and likely all they're going to notice the bone structure of your face probably won't even be given a passing glance are you single or in a relationship I am now when I started writing this Q. and a I was actually engaged to a woman I've been with for 3 years but since then the relationship fell completely apart so now I'm singling. What happened to you in 2000 and 182018 so I previously diligence schedule fall apart as the year continue to beat me into the ground a lot of really horrible things happen to me which I detailed in not good enough and which I'd rather not get into here but suffice to say that I've been doing much better and I've been getting back on track and right now I'm the happiest I've been in the last 3 years anyway thanks for joining me today everyone I hope this was an enlightening experience for you all and I hope you have a fantastic day.
There’s far too much to digest here, and a lot of things have already been talked about, so I’m just gonna touch on this
it's often easy to see how little a dislike spree actually matters if you're the kind of person who was celebrating the fact that 20 eighteens you to rewind was aggressively dislike to your an idiot because all you've done is make it trend harder
I’m not sure if Jerry’s purposefully being obtuse and disguising it as an “alternative view” or if he’s just that much disconnected
Sure, people were incited to dislike YT rewind, because they were told that it was doing a terrible job of representing their community (it did), but I still think it sent a message, especially considering YouTube responded to it becoming the most disliked video on YouTube and said they’d try to do better by the community on Twitter
But whether or not they’d actually DO that is another case entirely, I’ll believe it when I see it
how do you feel about your collaboration on over a barrel with Josh now that the 2 of you hate each other
in addition how do you feel about your friendship deteriorating in the first place I wasn't happy when it first came out an even less half. With that now I didn't have as much of a say in the writing of the videos I would have liked otherwise I wouldn't have been playing devil's advocate for as much or saying half the I said in that video Josh even flat out admitted years later that I was only invited to be a native American yes girl to deflect any accusations of racism which is ironic because doing that is extremely racist and so I ended up making most of Josh's worst jokes for him I would have agreed to any of this I had been hoping to make a torrent of death threats from Josh's alright cult actually stop and so I was in a position where Josh was able to twist my arm more than he would have been able to otherwise a mistake I spent the next 3 years not allowing him to repeat much to his chagrin I rather the video be deleted entirely as I don't think very highly of it and I'd rather not be associated with the all right man child who brought me into it as reference of deteriorating it ultimately turned out to be a good thing Josh required way too much coddling to keep them happy and he was so emotionally stunted delicate and selfish that half the time he was just making me miserable Josh's complete lack of empathy for other human beings is not something anybody should force themselves to tolerate and Josh only hung around with me because I was this token liberal minority an L. G. B. T. friend he only want to be around for the sake of his ego and didn't like it when I didn't quietly accept all of its horrible opinions and actually thought politics was important he's a toxic inviolate person anybody who doesn't tell his line all they're ready you
I am now when I started writing this Q. and a I was actually engaged to a woman I've been with for 3 years but since then the relationship fell completely apart so now I'm singling.
I just skimmed it real quick to try to find something. Suddenly I see a lot of "Josh, Josh, Josh" and oooooooooooweeeee that's a lot of lies. Biggest one I'm seeing is that Josh took Jerry as his token liberal and LGBT friend but correct me if I'm wrong: Jerry was still Jerry at the moment of that collab, wasn't he?
I just skimmed it real quick to try to find something. Suddenly I see a lot of "Josh, Josh, Josh" and oooooooooooweeeee that's a lot of lies. Biggest one I'm seeing is that Josh took Jerry as his token liberal and LGBT friend but correct me if I'm wrong: Jerry was still Jerry at the moment of that collab, wasn't he?
"I would have agreed to any of this I had been hoping to make a torrent of death threats from Josh's alright cult actually stop and so I was in a position where Josh was able to twist my arm more than he would have been able to" She's still going with that narrative that Josh and his fans shit on her constantly. I only did the collab to appease the evil Nazis who also like Mlp and Kingdom hearts. What bullshit.