The only person here who suggested you get therapy was
@Big Bad Brat to try and prevent you from downshifting and redlining into a full on halal thread. He's not here right now, but he was basically giving you an out. One I see you've kindly disregarded and continue to shit up this Cosmo thread by trying to make it about you now.
So from this point you really have two routes laid ahead of you at this junction. (At least that make sense to me)
A) You go away and fade into obscurity until Cosmo lifts his radio silence and then we remember you exist when you start orbiting him again.
B) You continue to trollshield and attention whore yourself on this thread and then someone will make you a thread all for your own to shit up.