Snowflake Christine Milneaux - Munchie who came here to sperg [PM sneasel if you wanna do a proper OP on this tard]

[roblox gay nazi sex club]

i dont know about you but my five lupuses gave me super strength and now i can suplex a minivan with ease

 

[Cryin RN]

That lil' effort to brag about her nearly 30 year old boyfriend bringing her to England where wowie, the age of consent happens to be 16 flat and not 18, is really something. Something only an upstanding, truly decent gentleman would do, no doubt about it. Also lol @ this:

Kratom helps too.

Of course. Kratom needs its own thread. Not even scabby track marks say "heroin addict in denial" louder.

 

[cow4prez2024]

See a psychiatrist and get some CBT and an SSRI and you will feel all better.

She should do DBT too since she clearly has borderline personality disorder whether she’s going to admit it or not (like many of these munchies). It’d help her with her suicidal ideation, self-harming, and attention seeking behaviors. It could maybe even make her less of a conniving little manipulator. Overall, I think DBT might reduce the likelihood of her continuing to munch.

 

[AT 903]

She should do DBT too since she clearly has borderline personality disorder whether she’s going to admit it or not (like many of these munchies). It’d help her with her suicidal ideation, self-harming, and attention seeking behaviors. It could maybe even make her less of a conniving little manipulator. Overall, I think DBT might reduce the likelihood of her continuing to munch.

I follow some mental health vloggers for the craic too. From what I’ve seen they say it’s really hard. I’m sure that’s why someone verging into munchie territory would avoid cause they are usually snowflakes aswell.

 

[Kate Farms Shill]

Had to google. Jesus Christ I didn't even know this was a thing. These people are truly fucked up.

Yep. This is beyond munchausen. This is giving yourself a potentially fatal illness for the sexual gratification. From what I understand a lot of the thrill is in having sex with someone who is HIV+ and not contracting the virus from it.

Like Russian Roulette except it's buttsex.

That said, it's nowhere near as suicidal as it actually sounds.

Spoiler: hiv/aids sperg

These days HIV is no longer the sure-fire death sentence it used to be. Back in the 80s we just simply didn't know WTF we were up against (and the government was dragging its heels w/r/t research because ew gay people) and in the 90s the biggest problem was that the medications were so brutal that people essentially chose to die of AIDS and AIDS-related conditions rather than live in constant misery from the side effects and complications of anti-retroviral drugs. Nowadays, HAART side effects are on par with "normal" medications, like nausea and diarrhea, headaches, and fatigue, and QOL on the drugs is much, much better than off. If you are having a serious complication like bone marrow suppression from one drug, there are alternative HAART combos you can switch to.

HIV is now considered a chronic condition rather than a terminal one in first world countries, and as long as you take your medication on time every day and properly suppress the virus, you can live a completely normal life, including having unprotected sex and giving birth without passing it on. Even if you sex partner is not suppressed fully you can use pre- and/or post-exposure drugs to minimize the risk that you're going to become infected. That's why you don't see HIV/AIDS fakers very often. Besides the fact that there's the whole stigma of sexual deviancy, intravenous drug use, and homosexuality that surrounds the disease, it's just nowhere near as dangerous to be HIV+ now as it was a decade ago. Even AIDS can be reversed and your T-cell levels can be brought up to normal levels now.

She should do DBT too since she clearly has borderline personality disorder whether she’s going to admit it or not (like many of these munchies). It’d help her with her suicidal ideation, self-harming, and attention seeking behaviors. It could maybe even make her less of a conniving little manipulator. Overall, I think DBT might reduce the likelihood of her continuing to munch.

According to her Reddit she was misdiagnosed BPD and is now dxd Bipolar II, only shows BPD symptoms when hypomanic.

Not saying it's true, just the story from the horse's ass.

 

[Christine Milneaux]

But I could say that about anything - until I’m diagnosed it’s conjecture.

Why do you think it’s lupus? Just looking at the video you don’t seem to have any of the skin features. If you also have no immunology findings, Ok blood counts, and good kidney and cardiac function then it’s unlikely to be lupus - rheumatologists don’t deny diagnoses to be cruel, they do genuinely want to pin a code on you and treat, because that’s their job (vocation even.)

Photosensitivity can be caused by many drugs and conditions (including herpes simplex, so if you get cold sores do lather on the sun cream) but again the photo sensitivity rash for SLE is quite distinctive.

Core strengthening excercises hugely improve the QoL for most people with mild hypermobility - find a PT who is used to working with patients and consider talking about DBT with your primary care provider. Cannabis is not good for anyone with mental health issues as a rule.

I appreciate your having taken a look at that video for me-- I presume you're a physician?-- but it was uploaded, I think, several weeks before my first symptoms began to show up, so I didn't have the rash then. I had a bit of a flushed appearance a few days ago but it's mostly gone now. Not at all detectable on a camera. A med student friend of mine (who does think it's lupus, although he hasn't studied autoimmune diseases yet) said my face looks fine and not at all malar-y. So that's good. I saw a picture of a Victorian woman with lupus once; Virginia Poe she was not. Anyway, I know I don't have the rash at present; I credit religious sunscreen, hat, and mask use.

I'm not sure I'd even call myself hypermobile; can one be hypermobile when one has cerebral palsy and therefore has far less range of motion than one ought? I suppose one could but I wonder what that range of motion would look like. I suppose like mine. But yes, I know the benefits of exercise. I do stretches and yoga and all that but I seldom film my body doing anything kinetic.

Of course. Kratom needs its own thread. Not even scabby track marks say "heroin addict in denial" louder.

I learned about Kratom from a family friend/cousin who was coming off drugs. I've never seen heroin or any of its more pharmaceutical derivatives. I'll need them at some point, at the end of the world, or when a tornado or a nuke destroys my home, etc. I decided ages ago I was only ever going to use opiates to die; if I ever used them recreationally, they probably wouldn't actually work the one time I need them to. So no, just MMJ here.

She should do DBT too since she clearly has borderline personality disorder whether she’s going to admit it or not (like many of these munchies). It’d help her with her suicidal ideation, self-harming, and attention seeking behaviors. It could maybe even make her less of a conniving little manipulator. Overall, I think DBT might reduce the likelihood of her continuing to munch.

I admit to having BPD "traits." That's what my last therapist said. Chances are that means I have BPD, because for some reason therapists are not always forthcoming with patients about these types of diagnoses. I lied about being bipolar/not being BPD to r/BPDlovedones because if I admitted to having BPD they'd ban me. I loathe that subreddit and believe they don't deserve to exist. I also don't really have a cousin with BPD; I was talking about myself. In hindsight, I should have used a throwaway and removed all of that misleading info once I became a "topic," but I suppose one must own up to one's mistakes at one time or another as a public figure. I formally apologize for having tarnished my image and I vow to be more wholesome and spoonielike in future. Also, I believe I've done DBT in the past. The therapist who said I had Borderline "traits" introduced me to it. The idea of "tolerating distress"-- so just sitting there and letting your mind torment you until you realize it's all in your head-- to be at once soothing and appalling.

So, do you think I have BPD or not? Now I'm confused. Anyway, I'm pretty sure I do. And the chasm between "self-aware enough to know that others dislike you and to be able to list the reasons why" and "self-aware enough to incentivize yourself to want to live your life 100% normally without unusual coping mechanisms" is astonishingly vast. I don't know why people don't get this.

 

[Frazzle]

I appreciate your having taken a look at that video for me-- I presume you're a physician?-- but it was uploaded, I think, several weeks before my first symptoms began to show up, so I didn't have the rash then. I had a bit of a flushed appearance a few days ago but it's mostly gone now. Not at all detectable on a camera. A med student friend of mine (who does think it's lupus, although he hasn't studied autoimmune diseases yet) said my face looks fine and not at all malar-y. So that's good. I saw a picture of a Victorian woman with lupus once; Virginia Poe she was not. Anyway, I know I don't have the rash at present; I credit religious sunscreen, hat, and mask use.

I'm not sure I'd even call myself hypermobile; can one be hypermobile when one has cerebral palsy and therefore has far less range of motion than one ought? I suppose one could but I wonder what that range of motion would look like. I suppose like mine. But yes, I know the benefits of exercise. I do stretches and yoga and all that but I seldom film my body doing anything kinetic.



I learned about Kratom from a family friend/cousin who was coming off drugs. I've never seen heroin or any of its more pharmaceutical derivatives. I'll need them at some point, at the end of the world, or when a tornado or a nuke destroys my home, etc. I decided ages ago I was only ever going to use opiates to die; if I ever used them recreationally, they probably wouldn't actually work the one time I need them to. So no, just MMJ here.



I admit to having BPD "traits." That's what my last therapist said. Chances are that means I have BPD, because for some reason therapists are not always forthcoming with patients about these types of diagnoses. I lied about being bipolar/not being BPD to r/BPDlovedones because if I admitted to having BPD they'd ban me. I loathe that subreddit and believe they don't deserve to exist. I also don't really have a cousin with BPD; I was talking about myself. In hindsight, I should have used a throwaway and removed all of that misleading info once I became a "topic," but I suppose one must own up to one's mistakes at one time or another as a public figure. I formally apologize for having tarnished my image and I vow to be more wholesome and spoonielike in future. Also, I believe I've done DBT in the past. The therapist who said I had Borderline "traits" introduced me to it. The idea of "tolerating distress"-- so just sitting there and letting your mind torment you until you realize it's all in your head-- to be at once soothing and appalling.

How long does it take you to write these philosophical posts while also having cerebral palsy

 

[AT 903]

So, do you think I have BPD or not? Now I'm confused. Anyway, I'm pretty sure I do. And the chasm between "self-aware enough to know that others dislike you and to be able to list the reasons why" and "self-aware enough to incentivize yourself to want to live your life 100% normally without unusual coping mechanisms" is astonishingly vast. I don't know why people don't get this.

I don’t know if you noticed but people got bored of you and started talking about other things.

 

[roblox gay nazi sex club]

well you definitely have munchies, dunno about anything else!

y'know, apart from the stuff you already got called out on.

 

[Army Burger]

So, do you think I have BPD or not? Now I'm confused. Anyway, I'm pretty sure I do. And the chasm between "self-aware enough to know that others dislike you and to be able to list the reasons why" and "self-aware enough to incentivize yourself to want to live your life 100% normally without unusual coping mechanisms" is astonishingly vast. I don't know why people don't get this.

One thing I know for sure is that you have autism.

 

[Munchie_Minder]

Being a shut-in who never sees the sun will also make you burn up and blister once you go out in it unprotected.

By the way, Christine, since you're into kinks and want to be dying of something slowly and tragically, have you considered bug chasing?

It can also make you horridly vitamin D deficient which can make one feel as though they’re dying. Per webmd, symptoms of D deficiency: Extreme Fatigue. Bone and Back Pain. Depression. Impaired Wound Healing. Bone Loss. Hair Loss. Muscle Pain.

Christine, thanks for coming to visit. We are all dying, some of us more quickly than others. 1.) has anyone in your family had a sudden death prior to 45? 2.) Do you realize that 50% of people quote is from countries without medical care and access to treatments? 3.) This website is not dedicated to mocking the infirm. There are no actual cancer patients as subjects. Very few of them have any actual diagnoses. If your daily thoughts and social media constantly reflect thinking about your medical ills, then you’re not that sick.

People actually currently dying of diagnosed cancer would probably like to kick your ass right now and tell you to get on with life, take some vitamins and get some sun and get the fuck over the very normal problem that you are aging and no longer a child bride.

 

[AnOminous]

I admit to having BPD "traits." That's what my last therapist said. Chances are that means I have BPD, because for some reason therapists are not always forthcoming with patients about these types of diagnoses.

People with BPD are worthless and should top themselves tbh fam.

 

[cow4prez2024]

So, do you think I have BPD or not? Now I'm confused. Anyway, I'm pretty sure I do. And the chasm between "self-aware enough to know that others dislike you and to be able to list the reasons why" and "self-aware enough to incentivize yourself to want to live your life 100% normally without unusual coping mechanisms" is astonishingly vast. I don't know why people don't get this.

I’m not your therapist or doctor and those are the only two people whose opinion on whether or not you have BPD you should care about. That said, any clinician or other DSM-literate person who reads something like this from someone:

I absolutely hate admitting to myself that I'm not going to kill myself, because it means that A) people around me probably won't be able to understand just how awful I feel when faced with a trying circumstance unless I take it to 11, and B) it means I have to come out of shutdown mode eventually and attempt to live with whatever circumstance is making me desperate to escape.

Yes. I admit it, yes. I also fantasize about my friends and family "catching me" self-harming so they finally understand how much pain I'm inevery waking moment. I'm sure I'd be beyond mortified if it ever happened in real life, but I also kind of want it to happen.

would think it’s basically a no-brainer that they have BPD.

BPD isn’t a diagnosis that anyone wants to get and comes with a lot of stigma, but is pretty treatable with DBT and attachment-focused therapies like schema and transference-focused therapies, and a large percentage of patients can go into remission. But you have to work for it and sadly many people with BPD don’t want to work and just stay stuck in their unhealthy and manipulative (and lolcow) ways.

 

[Christine Milneaux]

How long does it take you to write these philosophical posts while also having cerebral palsy

Does it shock you that I can type at around 50 WPM? Not astonishing, but we don't all have arthritic-looking hands. At least, I usually don't when I'm not flaring. My actual penmanship is so godawful that I fake it in Photoshop for "handwritten" letters that I post online and/or send people. But I can type.

1.) has anyone in your family had a sudden death prior to 45? 2.) Do you realize that 50% of people quote is from countries without medical care and access to treatments?
People actually currently dying of diagnosed cancer would probably like to kick your ass right now and tell you to get on with life, take some vitamins and get some sun and get the fuck over the very normal problem that you are aging and no longer a child bride.

1) No.
2) Yes. Do you realize that it doesn't matter whether I live in the US or Uganda if I can't get plaquenil? Life expectancy isn't a function of the globe, at least not solely; it's about access to care and resources and preventative screening and such.

If there are people with cancer who want to kick my ass, which I very much doubt, I would tell them to stay in their lane; I'm not appropriating cancer. Cancer patients are not in opposition to AI disease patients, and people with diagnosed AI diseases do not have a rivalry with the undiagnosed. If there's a cancer patient out there that would actually hate me for having autoimmune disease, the guy has worse problems going on than cancer.

The thing about not being a child bride anymore is very insightful. That actually stung a little. I'm going to look into that. There's a connection between my feelings on dying younger than I "should" and my feelings on getting older than I expected to. I'll be discussing that in therapy tomorrow; thank you.

 

[Sooper Speshul Southerner]

Can you imagine your life being so boring and empty that you have to come to a KF forum to goad people into talking shit about you? I'd off myself if my life sucked that bad. Hey Christine, just from reading your posts here I can tell you with 100% certainty....you are as borderline as they fucking come.

 

[WarpedTourWasFun]

Does it shock you that I can type at around 50 WPM? Not astonishing, but we don't all have arthritic-looking hands. At least, I usually don't when I'm not flaring.

Cerebral palsy doesn't "flare".

 

[Christine Milneaux]

I meant my lupus, but it still stands that your fingers don't have to point in 10 different directions to have CP

 

[Otterly]

Is your CP confirmed as a diagnosis?

 

[Larry David's Opera Cape]

Cerebral palsy is typically present at or immediately after birth. It's not something you can "come down with" in your 20s, and it's not something that "flares" though obviously all humans have good days and bad days as far as physical functioning and comfort. It doesn't always cause spasticity either, sometimes it causes hypotonia. Depends on what happened to exactly which part of the brain. But it is caused by brain injury when you're still developing, and it is permanent and pretty much not something you just up and figure out you have when you're a teen or young adult.

 

[Video Games]

You need to verify your identity with a mod, @Christine Milneaux.