Snowflake Christine Milneaux - Munchie who came here to sperg [PM sneasel if you wanna do a proper OP on this tard]

[Christine Milneaux]

I may not be diagnosed with lupus, but I do have something. I believe we agreed that I would begin tagging #uctd from now on? Did you still want me to change my bio? I still will.

 

[Recoil]

<lies>

You eek out your existence in the spiritual equivalent of Death Row, and you do so by choice.
All you have to do is step up and take responsibility, participate in the world. Then you'll win the game. For a while, at least.
You could wake up from all of this, look back on it in years like just another bad dream.

But you won't ever do that. You still think this is about whatever condition you claim.
@Late Night Munchies was right.
Millions of years of human evolution - all spent striving for the unnameable - have reached a cul-de-sac in your personality because you can't let yourself surrender.

 

[Late Night Munchies]

I may not be diagnosed with lupus, but I do have something. I believe we agreed that I would begin tagging #uctd from now on? Did you still want me to change my bio? I still will.

I don't understand why you act like there's some transactional thing between us; you change your bio from undiagnosed lupus to uctd and suddenly everything is okay. No.

I suggested uctd so that you would understand that lupus and somatoform disorders are not the only illnesses that could be causing your symptoms.

I don't give a fuck if you change your bio, because either way, you're still intentionally trying to become a 'chronic illness instagrammer' and 'social climb' in that community.

 

[Christine Milneaux]

If I experience symptoms of illness in a chronic fashion and I like Instagram, where is the issue with being a chronic illness instagrammer?

 

[thejackal]

I may not be diagnosed with lupus, but I do have something. I believe we agreed that I would begin tagging #uctd from now on? Did you still want me to change my bio? I still will.

While I gotta give you a little respect for continuing to treat this thread on you as a positive development in your life and generally being well humored about the whole thing I'm here to tell you that's a huge mistake. This will likely fall on deaf ears (or else you wouldn't have a thread here) but we are here to laugh at you.

There's not some grand conclusion where you graduate with honors from the Farms and everybody claps. If you do somehow manage to stay off the radar your thread will get tagged with "inactive" in hopes you'll one day sperg again.

That's it. Nobody is gonna migrate to your "Insta" and start ass patting you into a spoonie influencer.

 

[Munchie_Minder]

Oh, right, that. You're still assuming I'm lying about the lupus. I'm not.

I may not be diagnosed with lupus, but I do have something. I believe we agreed that I would begin tagging #uctd from now on? Did you still want me to change my bio? I still will.

Stop fucking ignoring the questions I asked you. Did the doctor test you for the flu or not?

 

[Christine Milneaux]

I know; I actually know the one poster from outside KF, though, and we spoke, and contrary to popular belief my heart is not made of frozen tar, so I really did feel for her saying I was somehow personally causing her pain, much the same as I do towards a couple of you have complained. If I could assuage the nerves everybody who's genuinely upset over my actions, thoughts, and behaviors, without actually compromising on them, I would. It's not the most socially adept thing to admit to, as nobody likes to be told, "I feel bad for you but not enough to go out of my way for it," but as I keep saying, I'm not a liar. Histrionic, yes, but not a liar. Anyway, I don't much like that people are getting really hurt. End rant.

Not to my recollection. I wasn't tested for the flu. I might be wrong, as I was tested for A LOT, but I don't think the flu was one of them. In fact, I got my flu shot the day I came in to my PCP about the joint pain, I think.

ETA, If I was tested, I didn't have it.

 

[Recoil]

I know; I actually know the one poster from outside KF, though, and we spoke, and contrary to popular belief my heart is not made of frozen tar, so I really did feel for her saying I was somehow personally causing her pain, much the same as I do towards a couple of you have complained. If I could assuage the nerves everybody who's genuinely upset over my actions, thoughts, and behaviors, without actually compromising on them, I would. It's not the most socially adept thing to admit to, as nobody likes to be told, "I feel bad for you but not enough to go out of my way for it," but as I keep saying, I'm not a liar. Histrionic, yes, but not a liar. Anyway, I don't much like that people are getting really hurt. End rant.

If you don't want to hurt people but seem to be unable to stop, maybe you should cease any activity that involves outputting text, opinions or feelings into the aether and just stay silent, listening and watching until you've got enough data to proceed without being a cunt. Just lay low until shit makes more sense.

Of course, that requires being receptive and keeping your shitposts to yourself.
I don't think you're strong enough to do that.
Prove me wrong.

 

[Whatthefuck]

Not to my recollection. I wasn't tested for the flu. I might be wrong, as I was tested for A LOT, but I don't think the flu was one of them. In fact, I got my flu shot the day I came in to my PCP about the joint pain, I think.

Sweetpea, I have joint pain. I'd dare say the majority of us have joint pain. I'd dare say that most of us occasionally run low grade fevers as that's a sign of a healthy immune system fighting something off. You aren't sick. I mean, you're sick, but not in the way you want to be. Come back to us when you have a Lupus diagnosis. It's not that terribly hard to diagnose these days. I think you're just lonely and bored and living in a fantasy land, but can't you just cosplay at cons or be a furry or something? This munchie shit just sucks. It's not cool and it makes things so much harder for folks who are actually sick. I'm sorry you got married to a gnome when you were a child. No one can fix that for you, but you. Or perhaps he'll fix it when you seriously start showing your age and become more of a burden than you're worth to him.
Look, you don't come to KF for sympathy. If you're a cow, our sympathy is little to none. We don't coddle, we don't take it easy on you. We tell you what we think and allow you to make a fool of yourself for our amusement. It's really that simple. We come from all walks of life, many different countries, many different cultures and if we decide you're a cow, well, sis, you're a cow. Are you interesting enough to keep, eh. We'll see.

 

[horridtorrid]

Not to my recollection. I wasn't tested for the flu. I might be wrong, as I was tested for A LOT, but I don't think the flu was one of them. In fact, I got my flu shot the day I came in to my PCP about the joint pain, I think.

Giving someone they suspect has an autoimmune disease that attacks the immune system a flu shot seems like its asking for a lawsuit. @billaboing you're a doctor, if you could, did she just admit how much her doctors don't suspect lupus?

 

[Christine Milneaux]

I actually asked her if it would be dangerous, given that I was having joint pain and low grade fever and had two fingers wrapped up. She must have said it wasn't because we went through with the flu shot. I don't get it. If My PCP didn't think it was lupus or RA why would she be concerned and send me to rheumatology? Or why on earth did she let me have the flu shot?

 

[thejackal]

I actually asked her if it would be dangerous, given that I was having joint pain and low grade fever and had two fingers wrapped up. She must have said it wasn't because we went through with the flu shot. I don't get it. If My PCP didn't think it was lupus or RA why would she be concerned and send me to rheumatology? Or why on earth did she let me have the flu shot?

Hey we all got Instagrams to promote.

 

[ADHD]

Joint pain is very common among sedentary people. Maybe get off your ass and exercise once in a while.

 

[Recoil]

Stop shirking your responsibilities as a human being on planet earth, Christine. You need to do shit and work while you are here. You can lay around after you pass. No matter what problems you have, you have obligations as a human being. If you do not fulfill them, you will suffer in torment. All the energy you spend on your fantasies is wasted.

don't even acknowledge medical shit at all, don't talk about it, that just feeds her delusions. The mechanism driving this loop is her insisting she has medical problems. Denying that won't solve anything, she has that loop running full time. Even mentioning medical shit fuels her delusion.

Step up, Christine. This is not a dress rehearsal for the apocalypse. This is it.
Illness or no, you have to face reality. That's what truly makes a tragic heroine heroic anyway.

 

[horridtorrid]

I actually asked her if it would be dangerous, given that I was having joint pain and low grade fever and had two fingers wrapped up. She must have said it wasn't because we went through with the flu shot. I don't get it. If My PCP didn't think it was lupus or RA why would she be concerned and send me to rheumatology? Or why on earth did she let me have the flu shot?

She sent you to a rheumatologist because of the joint pain. A rheumatologist treats joint pain, not just lupus. She let you have the flu shot because you do not have lupus. It is possible she may have considered RA, a flu shot is not dangerous with RA. However, this, if nothing else about this goddamn thread, likely proves just how off the table lupus is for you. You don't have lupus, no one believes you have lupus, your doctor does not even remotely consider it a possibility that you have lupus, you do not have lupus.

Edit: @Recon you have a point and I'm sorry, neg ninja'd. Just remember that you can't think ill of me or yell at me or be mad because I'm dying faster than most people

 

[TurboNAS]

Apart from your husband, do you have any friends offline? Do you ever go out for coffee (or absinthe) with a group of people that you know in the offline world? Are you a member of any historical cosplay clubs or steam punk fanciers or anything like that?

What do you do during the day, other than post here for a bit and get mad bombed on high grade weed?

 

[Christine Milneaux]

I go out on the weekends to Ren Faires and shopping around the city with my husband. I've a fairly active social life on discord, but no friends irl outside of my family, husband, and a few internet friends who occasionally come to visit.

 

[Recoil]

Apart from your husband, do you have any friends offline? Do you ever go out for coffee (or absinthe) with a group of people that you know in the offline world? Are you a member of any historical cosplay clubs or steam punk fanciers or anything like that?

What do you do during the day, other than post here for a bit and get mad bombed on high grade weed?

Her delusion cycle renders any such activity pointless. If we can see through her bullshit as easily as we do and react accordingly, imagine how normies view her. The priority that her delusions enjoy insures that she will never come to contact with positive level-headed folks who enjoy the same things.
it's kind of funny, because if she just put the delusional bullshit down for a minute she could find a clique and flourish in it quite easily.

 

[Whatthefuck]

Her delusion cycle renders any such activity pointless. If we can see through her bullshit as easily as we do and react accordingly, imagine how normies view her. The priority that her delusions enjoy insures that she will never come to contact with positive level-headed folks who enjoy the same things.
it's kind of funny, because if she just put the delusional bullshit down for a minute she could find a clique and flourish in it quite easily.

Seriously, she could find a nice fit with some Ren faire fags. All sorts go to those and they would be happy to feed into her delusion about being transtemporal or whatever faggotry. It may get her off this chronic illness munchie kick.

 

[Munchie_Minder]

Not to my recollection. I wasn't tested for the flu. I might be wrong, as I was tested for A LOT, but I don't think the flu was one of them. In fact, I got my flu shot the day I came in to my PCP about the joint pain, I think.

ETA, If I was tested, I didn't have it.

Your doctor did WHAT? You got a fucking flu shot when you’ve been complaining of joint pain and fevers in the middle of flu season? And you weren’t tested for the flu?! I stand by all of my original diagnoses. There are three different flu strains, and it takes about 2 weeks to get immunity from the flu shot. You had the fucking flu, maybe even twice. You have anxiety, hypochondria, and possibly NPD or BPD.

Like I said before, fucking cancer patients who are dying want to beat your ass. You are so fucking clueless or careless that you have failed to let ANY of that sink in and right your wrong.

My grandmother insisted she was dying for 30-40 years until she finally succumbed to cancer, veritably alone, in her 90’s. We are all fucking dying. Holy hell... get on with your life. People with actual disabilities endure more pain and illness and still go to work, have families, and live entire lives barely mentioning their struggles. But many people have already fucking told you that.

You’re so butthurt and embarrassed over tripping in a ball gown that you’ve decided you’re too ill to ever participate in society again? You had some reaction after a procedure as a kid, likely a reaction to nausea meds, that you’re convinced you’re suffering from PTSD and some trauma survivor? You are unbelievable. You, untastefully, mention you are romanticizing having chronic illness instead of letting it “rape” you. You do that with gnomie, too?

I would tell you to go volunteer with some people who are actually dying, but I don’t think that would cure you of this. I think you’re legitimately incapable of empathy and realizing how much of an asshole you’re making yourself out to be.