Could just be dissociated as fuck tbh. Severe childhood abuse will make a kid zonk right out as a defense mechanism. The whole floating-above-your-body, nothing-is-real bit, all the time.
I think you're underestimating the level of venom activists direct at "their own" who refuse to toe the party line. They might get fired, they might get beat up. It's happened before. You'd be surprised at how quickly woke activists will flip a switch and start spewing the most vile homophobic shit you could imagine once a card-carrying gay reveals themselves to be "one the wrong side," with shit like death and rape threats thrown in on top. I suspect they get so angry at unwoke gays because it hurts their narrative. They can't just scream straight white male and dismiss them. They'd have to actually address their arguments, and they can't, and it rattles their fragile, dyed purple egos.