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Heartmoth

Heartmoth

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I dunno where to shitpost so imma do it here

Two thoughts
One, has anybody else had any- intense near unconscious awareness experiences-....? If that makes any sense. There have been times in my life when I have passed out or fallen asleep- and suddenly there's a terrible period of feeling where all your senses shut off one by one. Everything deafens, there's a silent heartbeat, and then its like depths of gray wash out of you, and then fall out of focus...

Two, I love this one girl so much... She's my whole world. Every time I see her it's like a sunset. I just need her.
Some years ago I was once meditating when an angel touched my shoulder, gave me all these visions.... I want to fulfill these visions with this amazing woman.
A lantern-lit midnight in the rain....
 
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Heartmoth said:
I dunno where to shitpost so imma do it here

Two thoughts
One, has anybody else had any- intense near unconscious awareness experiences-....? If that makes any sense. There have been times in my life when I have passed out or fallen asleep- and suddenly there's a terrible period of feeling where all your senses shut off one by one. Everything deafens, there's a silent heartbeat, and then its like depths of gray wash out of you, and then fall out of focus...

Two, I love this one girl so much... She's my whole world. Every time I see her it's like a sunset. I just need her.
Some years ago I was once meditating when an angel touched my shoulder, gave me all these visions.... I want to fulfill these visions with this amazing woman.
A lantern-lit midnight in the rain....
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Heartmoth said:
ne, has anybody else had any- intense near unconscious awareness experiences-....? If that makes any sense. There have been times in my life when I have passed out or fallen asleep- and suddenly there's a terrible period of feeling where all your senses shut off one by one. Everything deafens, there's a silent heartbeat, and then its like depths of gray wash out of you, and then fall out of focus...
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Heartmoth said:
I dunno where to shitpost so imma do it here

Two thoughts
One, has anybody else had any- intense near unconscious awareness experiences-....? If that makes any sense. There have been times in my life when I have passed out or fallen asleep- and suddenly there's a terrible period of feeling where all your senses shut off one by one. Everything deafens, there's a silent heartbeat, and then its like depths of gray wash out of you, and then fall out of focus...

Two, I love this one girl so much... She's my whole world. Every time I see her it's like a sunset. I just need her.
Some years ago I was once meditating when an angel touched my shoulder, gave me all these visions.... I want to fulfill these visions with this amazing woman.
A lantern-lit midnight in the rain....
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A couple of tips.

One: never announce that you're desperate for attention. It's better to hide that shit. You're basicly inviting people to think "What the hell is wrong with this person."

Two: never announce a shitpost, they work best when you do them unapologetically.

Three: This isn't a shitpost, it's a shit post. Or worse yet, it's a blog post. Nobody cares.

Four: Someone once told me they saw me as an angel, because I did something nice for that person. Telling me that was the worst reward that person could give me, because it was obviously overladen with sexual desire. Remember. Angels are asexual and there is more than a 99.99% chance that person will always be asexual as far as you are concerned. Find a more realistic partner.

Five: I numbered this advice because I expect autists to like numbered lists.

Six: Yes, there are other people who have fallen asleep step by step. I don't find it terrible, but soothing. It's just sleep.

Seven: I hear reddit really likes shitposting, have you tried them?
 
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Heartmoth said:
One, has anybody else had any- intense near unconscious awareness experiences-....? If that makes any sense. There have been times in my life when I have passed out or fallen asleep- and suddenly there's a terrible period of feeling where all your senses shut off one by one. Everything deafens, there's a silent heartbeat, and then its like depths of gray wash out of you, and then fall out of focus...
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Oh yeah, I experience that every night I fall asleep or drink Vodka with my meds.
Weird ain't it?
 
Heartmoth said:
I dunno where to shitpost so imma do it here

Two thoughts
One, has anybody else had any- intense near unconscious awareness experiences-....? If that makes any sense. There have been times in my life when I have passed out or fallen asleep- and suddenly there's a terrible period of feeling where all your senses shut off one by one. Everything deafens, there's a silent heartbeat, and then its like depths of gray wash out of you, and then fall out of focus...

Two, I love this one girl so much... She's my whole world. Every time I see her it's like a sunset. I just need her.
Some years ago I was once meditating when an angel touched my shoulder, gave me all these visions.... I want to fulfill these visions with this amazing woman.
A lantern-lit midnight in the rain....
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1) WTF are you talking about

2) WTF are you talking about
 
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I'm not as in touch with my body, or my 'spiritual side' as I was when I was 17-18 (I'm in my late 20's now), but one thing I would do is:
Well, really there were two ways to go about it, but the end result was that, if I was dreaming, my dream would go black and I would feel this strong mixture of pure intensity and mild fear. Fear, like I was on a rollercoaster. And I'd here a constant Vrooom Vrooom Vrooom sound.
If I wasn't dreaming, all of that would still happen, except for the dream going black obviously.

I'd get there during a dream, by intentionally making my dream so creepy that I jump out of it and into that state. I'd get there while awake - and this is more interesting - by laying down with my eyes closed in a silent room and listening. If you really listen, you can hear a ringing in silence, then I'd listen a layer deeper and get pulled into it.

You can get to a feeling like that, and other interesting and intense feelings, by essentially hyper-focusing on any one thing. It's not easy to do if you're not in the mindset. I haven't done it in so long for that reason. I'm afraid I can't do it anymore, to be honest.
I still remember the steps though. If anyone is interested in trying, let me know. When I was 18, I coached a friend into doing something like that.

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I don't know what you're on about, but go for it.

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Edit: I like how anything outside the norm on this website gets downvoted to shit. But I think this thread would've done better in Deep Thoughts
 
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