Community Munchausen's by Internet (Malingerers, Munchies, Spoonies, etc) - Feigning Illnesses for Attention

I have a newbie to introduce. Everybody, meet Chronically_ash.

Instagram: https://instagram.com/chronically_ash?igshid=174zw3bc67ped

Ashley Petersen. 24 year old master's of social work student in California. Diagnosed with POTS and depression. Hunting and hoping for a whole lot more.

Relatively new to Instagram, but based on the pill porn and doctor shopping, a lot of potential here. Sadly, not a very frequent poster.

I discovered her on July 25th thanks to her comment on Mary Frey's IG post about recording doctors wherein she complains about her doctors and her mom.

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From there I went spelunking.

Her Instagram starts on March 18th with a picture of her and an IV, talking about weekly saline IV infusions for POTS. Pretty generic.

That same day she talks about how she can't bathe.

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Next day she decides she should take a real shower because people at work are commenting on how greasy her hair is.
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Already on her hashtag game, tagging dysautonomia awareness, spoons, spoonie, spoontheory, and any tag for POTS she can think of.

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March 20th she shows us how she uses sugary, caffeinated beverages to stay hydrated. You'd have to be a Potsie to understand.

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March 21st brings her first mention of pain and her first medication picture.

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Also March 21st. Starting to collect medical accessories. Feeling "not too exhausted" from her heart rate of 108 in the shower. Her doctor says her body is elderly.

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March 25th. Showing off her awareness swag like a good chronic illness warrior.

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March 27th. 17 bands from the ER and urgent care, because that's where she goes for her infusions, because her doctor won't give them to her scheduled. Why are they kept? Fond memories? #jewelry

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March 30th. Showing off a normal blood pressure. It's usually normal. More medical gadgets. Everyone needs an on-the-go BP cuff to trend their normal blood pressures.

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Showing off her weighted blanket. Tagging anxiety and depression now. Still March 30th.

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March 31st. Proud of herself for standing for an hour. But going to the zoo and going to be a social worker. That should go well.

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April 1st. Bring on the pill porn.

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April 4th. Zofran, talk of nausea, and tagging GI problems. Hoping for a gastroparesis diagnosis?

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Also April 4th. Now flushing. #unknown. When will the barrage of symptoms end? Aiming for MCAS too?

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April 5th. Showing off her collection of Walmart leggings. I wonder if she learned this from Mary or Jacquie?

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April 12th. Not really included for any reason except being incredibly over the top and probably fishing for a port.

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April 14th. Spoonie Swag!

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April 15th. More pill porn. Featuring Prilosec, Prozac, some OTT meds, and other unidentified.

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April 17th. Can't finish driving home. Planning on going to the ER. Looking forward to going to Stanford for a consult.

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Still April 17th. Does indeed end up in the ER for a life saving IV.

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April 24th. Sharing her heart rate spikes that don't go above 122, calling it more tachycardia than usual. Stanford says she probably has POTS, but her orthostatics were normal and her symptoms aren't explained by POTS. They don't like her getting fluids.

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April 25th. Their approach to increasing salt intake? Fill a bunch of pills with sea salt.

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April 26th. In the ER getting IV fluids two days after she was told to lay off the fluids.

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May 9th. Getting a new doctor. Gotta keep those fluids.

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May 10th. Handing out with another IG spoonie. Tagging MCAS, presumably because of the SpoonieKat's diagnosis?

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May 27th. Posting more relatively normal heart rates, despite being outside at the county fair, in late May, in California.

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May 29th. In which the urgent care doctor calls her a hypochondriac, tells her that fluids are a placebo, she doesn't agree with the vitals they got, and the nurse recommends a port. Also, accusations of abusing urgent care. All in all, a great post.

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June 2nd. You might be over the top if you use 3 devices at a time to try and convince yourself you're orthostatic.


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June 5th. She threatens her doctor with going to the ER. He threatens her with insurance not covering them. A great working relationship they've got there.

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June 7th. Going to the ER for benadryl. Sound familiar? Tagging chronic fatigue symptoms because her doctor told her she's not severe enough for chronic fatigue syndrome.

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(This is the same post) June 11th. She's trying so hard for that MCAS diagnosis. The third picture is just another peripheral IV picture.

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June 14th. Can't get IV fluids any more because Stanford says that evidence doesn't support it. This makes her depression worse.

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June 16th. Obsessing over her BP and taking it every 3 minutes. I like her "not that my doctor would care any way" tag. Remember kids, when your doctor doesn't do what you want, it's always because they don't care.

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June 18th. More urgent care for fluids. Doctor tells her to drink instead and stop wasting their time. But posting pictures of Powerade is boring.

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June 19th. Gets a package from a Spoonie care package company like any good Spoonie Influencer would.

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July 2nd. More relatively normal heart rates. More pushing for an MCAS diagnosis.

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July 8th. Allergist won't diagnose MCAS. Keep shopping.

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July 10th. Worst episode she's ever had and she was only presyncopal? She's gotta up her game or she's never going to get a port!

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July 12th. As if it's any surprise, she went to the ER anyway where she managed to score a decent work up. Spoiler alert: her CT was normal along with everything else except her ferritin.

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July 22nd. Finally, what would any good chronic illness warrior be without an ill tempered therapy dog?
 
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I have a newbie to introduce. Everybody, meet Chronically_ash.

Instagram: https://instagram.com/chronically_ash?igshid=174zw3bc67ped

Ashley Petersen. 24 year old master's of social work student in California. Diagnosed with POTS and depression. Hunting and hoping for a whole lot more.

Relatively new to Instagram, but based on the pill porn and doctor shopping, a lot of potential here. Sadly, not a very frequent poster.

I discovered her on July 25th thanks to her comment on Mary Frey's IG post about recording doctors wherein she complains about her doctors and her mom.

vRskct0.jpg


From there I went spelunking.

Her Instagram starts on March 18th with a picture of her and an IV, talking about weekly saline IV infusions for POTS. Pretty generic.

That same day she talks about how she can't bathe.

Cb5D75I.jpg


Next day she decides she should take a real shower because people at work are commenting on how greasy her hair is.
jQsbVyx.jpg


Already on her hashtag game, tagging dysautonomia awareness, spoons, spoonie, spoontheory, and any tag for POTS she can think of.

RCwNNzO.jpg


March 20th she shows us how she uses sugary, caffeinated beverages to stay hydrated. You'd have to be a Potsie to understand.

jGUqjpA.jpg


March 21st brings her first mention of pain and her first medication picture.

0AQf9vs.jpg


Also March 21st. Starting to collect medical accessories. Feeling "not too exhausted" from her heart rate of 108 in the shower. Her doctor says her body is elderly.

bE2V7bk.jpg


March 25th. Showing off her awareness swag like a good chronic illness warrior.

jo7Y8Lg.jpg


eh4gXmv.jpg


March 27th. 17 bands from the ER and urgent care, because that's where she goes for her infusions, because her doctor won't give them to her scheduled. Why are they kept? Fond memories? #jewelry

ql2vcno.jpg


March 30th. Showing off a normal blood pressure. It's usually normal. More medical gadgets. Everyone needs an on-the-go BP cuff to trend their normal blood pressures.

upi4spU.jpg


Showing off her weighted blanket. Tagging anxiety and depression now. Still March 30th.

HivUDdJ.jpg


March 31st. Proud of herself for standing for an hour. But going to the zoo and going to be a social worker. That should go well.

d3YRapa.jpg


April 1st. Bring on the pill porn.

3e0LVZm.jpg


April 4th. Zofran, talk of nausea, and tagging GI problems. Hoping for a gastroparesis diagnosis?

7El7SSJ.jpg


Also April 4th. Now flushing. #unknown. When will the barrage of symptoms end? Aiming for MCAS too?

rvXRx1T.jpg


April 5th. Showing off her collection of Walmart leggings. I wonder if she learned this from Mary or Jacquie?

35q1jde.jpg


e6FWZwd.jpg


April 12th. Not really included for any reason except being incredibly over the top and probably fishing for a port.

34jtbYw.jpg


April 14th. Spoonie Swag!

6IRVEJd.jpg


April 15th. More pill porn. Featuring Prilosec, Prozac, some OTT meds, and other unidentified.

z4e7vqI.jpg


April 17th. Can't finish driving home. Planning on going to the ER. Looking forward to going to Stanford for a consult.

3BqIQBi.jpg


Still April 17th. Does indeed end up in the ER for a life saving IV.

0lsGvL0.jpg


gWmE3Bb.jpg

April 24th. Sharing her heart rate spikes that don't go above 122, calling it more tachycardia than usual. Stanford says she probably has POTS, but her orthostatics were normal and her symptoms aren't explained by POTS. They don't like her getting fluids.

F9TaoWy.jpg


April 25th. Their approach to increasing salt intake? Fill a bunch of pills with sea salt.

oXIeseN.jpg


April 26th. In the ER getting IV fluids two days after she was told to lay off the fluids.

xmSYQ85.jpg


May 9th. Getting a new doctor. Gotta keep those fluids.

2x6NJjZ.jpg


May 10th. Handing out with another IG spoonie. Tagging MCAS, presumably because of the SpoonieKat's diagnosis?

du8mo5X.jpg


xqlISY1.jpg


May 27th. Posting more relatively normal heart rates, despite being outside at the county fair, in late May, in California.

dstFcfb.jpg


May 29th. In which the urgent care doctor calls her a hypochondriac, tells her that fluids are a placebo, she doesn't agree with the vitals they got, and the nurse recommends a port. Also, accusations of abusing urgent care. All in all, a great post.

RyGqrlI.jpg


June 2nd. You might be over the top if you use 3 devices at a time to try and convince yourself you're orthostatic.


ATkMZy5.jpg


June 5th. She threatens her doctor with going to the ER. He threatens her with insurance not covering them. A great working relationship they've got there.

QdwpZKl.jpg


June 7th. Going to the ER for benadryl. Sound familiar? Tagging chronic fatigue symptoms because her doctor told her she's not severe enough for chronic fatigue syndrome.

IGTGMnf.jpg


cJ2WicN.jpg


(This is the same post) June 11th. She's trying so hard for that MCAS diagnosis. The third picture is just another peripheral IV picture.

ynUCwxM.jpg


1FCVOHO.jpg


June 14th. Can't get IV fluids any more because Stanford says that evidence doesn't support it. This makes her depression worse.

CeTI7b3.jpg


June 16th. Obsessing over her BP and taking it every 3 minutes. I like her "not that my doctor would care any way" tag. Remember kids, when your doctor doesn't do what you want, it's always because they don't care.

AVWkqE6.jpg


June 18th. More urgent care for fluids. Doctor tells her to drink instead and stop wasting their time. But posting pictures of Powerade is boring.

J0LOnHi.jpg


June 19th. Gets a package from a Spoonie care package company like any good Spoonie Influencer would.

eapuD6Y.jpg


July 2nd. More relatively normal heart rates. More pushing for an MCAS diagnosis.

BIiVADC.jpg


July 8th. Allergist won't diagnose MCAS. Keep shopping.

kScB8Xt.jpg


PVwS92A.jpg


July 10th. Worst episode she's ever had and she was only presyncopal? She's gotta up her game or she's never going to get a port!

eiL8v8g.png


July 12th. As if it's any surprise, she went to the ER anyway where she managed to score a decent work up. Spoiler alert: her CT was normal along with everything else except her ferritin.

eXsYke2.jpg


tIeZQVX.jpg


July 22nd. Finally, what would any good chronic illness warrior be without an ill tempered therapy dog?
Does she already has an undergraduate degree in social work and is an RSW? Pretty ballsy move to be a member of a regulated profession and drawing attention to yourself in a way that could call into question your mental health.

Her question to Mary Frey is confusing. If she has this burning desire to prove she is being treated poorly to her mom why wouldn't she just record and play it for her mom? She believes she is going to face criminal charges for doing this ? Just use a normal voice recorder app. If she asks Like MF suggested and they say no it is a perfect red herring. makes it seem like she is so law-abiding that she would never record without permission. I can think of numerous ways that her even bringing up the topic of the legality of her recording makes her sound like a moron. If MF made her realize how imperative recording is to her health then record for fucks sakes.

Is genetic Voltaren not pretty cheap? They don't have the generic where I live so I have no clue. I think she is from MD and paying out of state tuition in CA that sounds pricey. Not this gel.
 
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I have a newbie to introduce. Everybody, meet Chronically_ash.

Instagram: https://instagram.com/chronically_ash?igshid=174zw3bc67ped

Ashley Petersen. 24 year old master's of social work student in California. Diagnosed with POTS and depression. Hunting and hoping for a whole lot more.

Relatively new to Instagram, but based on the pill porn and doctor shopping, a lot of potential here. Sadly, not a very frequent poster.

I discovered her on July 25th thanks to her comment on Mary Frey's IG post about recording doctors wherein she complains about her doctors and her mom.

vRskct0.jpg


From there I went spelunking.

Her Instagram starts on March 18th with a picture of her and an IV, talking about weekly saline IV infusions for POTS. Pretty generic.

That same day she talks about how she can't bathe.

Cb5D75I.jpg


Next day she decides she should take a real shower because people at work are commenting on how greasy her hair is.
jQsbVyx.jpg


Already on her hashtag game, tagging dysautonomia awareness, spoons, spoonie, spoontheory, and any tag for POTS she can think of.

RCwNNzO.jpg


March 20th she shows us how she uses sugary, caffeinated beverages to stay hydrated. You'd have to be a Potsie to understand.

jGUqjpA.jpg


March 21st brings her first mention of pain and her first medication picture.

0AQf9vs.jpg


Also March 21st. Starting to collect medical accessories. Feeling "not too exhausted" from her heart rate of 108 in the shower. Her doctor says her body is elderly.

bE2V7bk.jpg


March 25th. Showing off her awareness swag like a good chronic illness warrior.

jo7Y8Lg.jpg


eh4gXmv.jpg


March 27th. 17 bands from the ER and urgent care, because that's where she goes for her infusions, because her doctor won't give them to her scheduled. Why are they kept? Fond memories? #jewelry

ql2vcno.jpg


March 30th. Showing off a normal blood pressure. It's usually normal. More medical gadgets. Everyone needs an on-the-go BP cuff to trend their normal blood pressures.

upi4spU.jpg


Showing off her weighted blanket. Tagging anxiety and depression now. Still March 30th.

HivUDdJ.jpg


March 31st. Proud of herself for standing for an hour. But going to the zoo and going to be a social worker. That should go well.

d3YRapa.jpg


April 1st. Bring on the pill porn.

3e0LVZm.jpg


April 4th. Zofran, talk of nausea, and tagging GI problems. Hoping for a gastroparesis diagnosis?

7El7SSJ.jpg


Also April 4th. Now flushing. #unknown. When will the barrage of symptoms end? Aiming for MCAS too?

rvXRx1T.jpg


April 5th. Showing off her collection of Walmart leggings. I wonder if she learned this from Mary or Jacquie?

35q1jde.jpg


e6FWZwd.jpg


April 12th. Not really included for any reason except being incredibly over the top and probably fishing for a port.

34jtbYw.jpg


April 14th. Spoonie Swag!

6IRVEJd.jpg


April 15th. More pill porn. Featuring Prilosec, Prozac, some OTT meds, and other unidentified.

z4e7vqI.jpg


April 17th. Can't finish driving home. Planning on going to the ER. Looking forward to going to Stanford for a consult.

3BqIQBi.jpg


Still April 17th. Does indeed end up in the ER for a life saving IV.

0lsGvL0.jpg


gWmE3Bb.jpg

April 24th. Sharing her heart rate spikes that don't go above 122, calling it more tachycardia than usual. Stanford says she probably has POTS, but her orthostatics were normal and her symptoms aren't explained by POTS. They don't like her getting fluids.

F9TaoWy.jpg


April 25th. Their approach to increasing salt intake? Fill a bunch of pills with sea salt.

oXIeseN.jpg


April 26th. In the ER getting IV fluids two days after she was told to lay off the fluids.

xmSYQ85.jpg


May 9th. Getting a new doctor. Gotta keep those fluids.

2x6NJjZ.jpg


May 10th. Handing out with another IG spoonie. Tagging MCAS, presumably because of the SpoonieKat's diagnosis?

du8mo5X.jpg


xqlISY1.jpg


May 27th. Posting more relatively normal heart rates, despite being outside at the county fair, in late May, in California.

dstFcfb.jpg


May 29th. In which the urgent care doctor calls her a hypochondriac, tells her that fluids are a placebo, she doesn't agree with the vitals they got, and the nurse recommends a port. Also, accusations of abusing urgent care. All in all, a great post.

RyGqrlI.jpg


June 2nd. You might be over the top if you use 3 devices at a time to try and convince yourself you're orthostatic.


ATkMZy5.jpg


June 5th. She threatens her doctor with going to the ER. He threatens her with insurance not covering them. A great working relationship they've got there.

QdwpZKl.jpg


June 7th. Going to the ER for benadryl. Sound familiar? Tagging chronic fatigue symptoms because her doctor told her she's not severe enough for chronic fatigue syndrome.

IGTGMnf.jpg


cJ2WicN.jpg


(This is the same post) June 11th. She's trying so hard for that MCAS diagnosis. The third picture is just another peripheral IV picture.

ynUCwxM.jpg


1FCVOHO.jpg


June 14th. Can't get IV fluids any more because Stanford says that evidence doesn't support it. This makes her depression worse.

CeTI7b3.jpg


June 16th. Obsessing over her BP and taking it every 3 minutes. I like her "not that my doctor would care any way" tag. Remember kids, when your doctor doesn't do what you want, it's always because they don't care.

AVWkqE6.jpg


June 18th. More urgent care for fluids. Doctor tells her to drink instead and stop wasting their time. But posting pictures of Powerade is boring.

J0LOnHi.jpg


June 19th. Gets a package from a Spoonie care package company like any good Spoonie Influencer would.

eapuD6Y.jpg


July 2nd. More relatively normal heart rates. More pushing for an MCAS diagnosis.

BIiVADC.jpg


July 8th. Allergist won't diagnose MCAS. Keep shopping.

kScB8Xt.jpg


PVwS92A.jpg


July 10th. Worst episode she's ever had and she was only presyncopal? She's gotta up her game or she's never going to get a port!

eiL8v8g.png


July 12th. As if it's any surprise, she went to the ER anyway where she managed to score a decent work up. Spoiler alert: her CT was normal along with everything else except her ferritin.

eXsYke2.jpg


tIeZQVX.jpg


July 22nd. Finally, what would any good chronic illness warrior be without an ill tempered therapy dog?
God, I love her. Thank you. I love that her coworkers told her to take a shower. I also love that she has two blood pressure cuffs and some type of heart monitoring device and they’re all normal. There is absolutely no reason for a POTS patient to need any of that. Lol. POTS is an autonomic condition caused by either too much laying about or a failure of the systems of the body not properly responding to stress. It frequently goes with EDS because fragile connective tissue means fragile nerves translating autonomic signals. The only time it might be necessary even in a person with POTS is when tweaking medications to control blood pressure and heart rate, which she clearly doesn’t need.

I love that her doctor shut down the Hypermobile discussion immediately and another doctor shut down MCAS as controversial.

My favorite FAVORITE part is the message to queen Mary about recording doctors. She wants to be sick so very badly but all she is is vitamin deficient. 😂
 
God, I love her. Thank you. I love that her coworkers told her to take a shower. I also love that she has two blood pressure cuffs and some type of heart monitoring device and they’re all normal. There is absolutely no reason for a POTS patient to need any of that. Lol. POTS is an autonomic condition caused by either too much laying about or a failure of the systems of the body not properly responding to stress. It frequently goes with EDS because fragile connective tissue means fragile nerves translating autonomic signals. The only time it might be necessary even in a person with POTS is when tweaking medications to control blood pressure and heart rate, which she clearly doesn’t need.

I love that her doctor shut down the Hypermobile discussion immediately and another doctor shut down MCAS as controversial.

My favorite FAVORITE part is the message to queen Mary about recording doctors. She wants to be sick so very badly but all she is is vitamin deficient. 😂
Not sure if you are including autonomic neuropathy in particular as a complication to diabetes. I bet statistically type 1 diabetics are the largest group of people with POTS.

She seems kind of slow to have been admitted to a masters program of any kind. She states she has POTS and fatigue. then states " I also have multiple other symptoms that are undiagnosed. " first of all fatigue is a symptom, not a dx. Second of all, I am pretty sure what she is trying to say is she has multiple other signs and symptoms that doctors have not been able to explain with a diagnosis. multiple other symptoms that are undiagnosed makes no sense. I have not read enough to know for sure but I am sure that some of her "symptoms" may actually be signs." Like swelling, and flushing are signs not symptoms.

She seems way too dumb to be in an MSW program.

Her question to Mary just seems like more proof that she is dumb. California is one of the few states that requires the consent of all parties present to record.









Also, I find her unattractive. Somehow that makes her less palatable to me.
 
Not sure if you are including autonomic neuropathy in particular as a complication to diabetes. I bet statistically type 1 diabetics are the largest group of people with POTS.

She seems kind of slow to have been admitted to a masters program of any kind. She states she has POTS and fatigue. then states " I also have multiple other symptoms that are undiagnosed. " first of all fatigue is a symptom, not a dx. Second of all, I am pretty sure what she is trying to say is she has multiple other signs and symptoms that doctors have not been able to explain with a diagnosis. multiple other symptoms that are undiagnosed makes no sense. I have not read enough to know for sure but I am sure that some of her "symptoms" may actually be signs." Like swelling, and flushing are signs not symptoms.

She seems way too dumb to be in an MSW program.

Her question to Mary just seems like more proof that she is dumb. California is one of the few states that requires the consent of all parties present to record.









Also, I find her unattractive. Somehow that makes her less palatable to me.
I didn’t mean to imply that POTS is not found absent EDS or the laying about group. I was just mentioning that because she was gunning for the Hypermobility. Anything that causes a break down in nerve function can cause POTS, which is why a physician investigated her for MS. In my research I believe the most common population of people with POTS are pregnant or postpartum patients who were on bed rest. But outside that I would not be surprised to find diabetics to be up there as well.
 
I didn’t mean to imply that POTS is not found absent EDS or the laying about group. I was just mentioning that because she was gunning for the Hypermobility. Anything that causes a break down in nerve function can cause POTS, which is why a physician investigated her for MS. In my research I believe the most common population of people with POTS are pregnant or postpartum patients who were on bed rest. But outside that I would not be surprised to find diabetics to be up there as well.
It is specifically type 1 diabetics. Type 1's also have a much higher rate of gastroparesis than type 2's. It is hypothesized that autonomic forms of neuropathy have an autoimmune component and T1 is an autoimmune disorder. I don't know the epidemiology I am just guessing this is the case. A lot of T1s would tend to have undiagnosed GP and POTS. Wouldn't the pregnant or postpartum patients have a transient form of POTS ?

Some things seem amiss though. She says she has fatigue but states she wakes up at 4am. She mentions waking up and vomiting up everything she eat the previous day. It kids of seems like she does believe she is unwell and has undiagnosed conditions, on top of that she does not seem to have good health literacy and seems a bit on the slow side in general. E.g. she posted "Cadbury cream eggs are my all time favorite candy of all time. "

she states her doctor was trying to find " a gabapentin type cream. " how the fuck could a topical cream work on neurotransmitters? and that they think she has nerve pain. don't they call that neuropathic pain ? can't that be diagnosed with Nerve Conduction Studies ? on the one hand she makes her doctor sound like she talks to her in really simplistic terms, which seems appropriate if that is the level she is at. yet she accuses her doctor of being mean to her.

How are these leggings? Does she not know what leggings are? I have seen plus size leggings in the store and they do not look big like that. https://www.instagram.com/p/Bv5U86nHOsw/
 
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I have a newbie to introduce. Everybody, meet Chronically_ash.

Instagram: https://instagram.com/chronically_ash?igshid=174zw3bc67ped

Ashley Petersen. 24 year old master's of social work student in California. Diagnosed with POTS and depression. Hunting and hoping for a whole lot more.

Relatively new to Instagram, but based on the pill porn and doctor shopping, a lot of potential here. Sadly, not a very frequent poster.

I discovered her on July 25th thanks to her comment on Mary Frey's IG post about recording doctors wherein she complains about her doctors and her mom.

vRskct0.jpg


From there I went spelunking.

Her Instagram starts on March 18th with a picture of her and an IV, talking about weekly saline IV infusions for POTS. Pretty generic.

That same day she talks about how she can't bathe.

Cb5D75I.jpg


Next day she decides she should take a real shower because people at work are commenting on how greasy her hair is.
jQsbVyx.jpg


Already on her hashtag game, tagging dysautonomia awareness, spoons, spoonie, spoontheory, and any tag for POTS she can think of.

RCwNNzO.jpg


March 20th she shows us how she uses sugary, caffeinated beverages to stay hydrated. You'd have to be a Potsie to understand.

jGUqjpA.jpg


March 21st brings her first mention of pain and her first medication picture.

0AQf9vs.jpg


Also March 21st. Starting to collect medical accessories. Feeling "not too exhausted" from her heart rate of 108 in the shower. Her doctor says her body is elderly.

bE2V7bk.jpg


March 25th. Showing off her awareness swag like a good chronic illness warrior.

jo7Y8Lg.jpg


eh4gXmv.jpg


March 27th. 17 bands from the ER and urgent care, because that's where she goes for her infusions, because her doctor won't give them to her scheduled. Why are they kept? Fond memories? #jewelry

ql2vcno.jpg


March 30th. Showing off a normal blood pressure. It's usually normal. More medical gadgets. Everyone needs an on-the-go BP cuff to trend their normal blood pressures.

upi4spU.jpg


Showing off her weighted blanket. Tagging anxiety and depression now. Still March 30th.

HivUDdJ.jpg


March 31st. Proud of herself for standing for an hour. But going to the zoo and going to be a social worker. That should go well.

d3YRapa.jpg


April 1st. Bring on the pill porn.

3e0LVZm.jpg


April 4th. Zofran, talk of nausea, and tagging GI problems. Hoping for a gastroparesis diagnosis?

7El7SSJ.jpg


Also April 4th. Now flushing. #unknown. When will the barrage of symptoms end? Aiming for MCAS too?

rvXRx1T.jpg


April 5th. Showing off her collection of Walmart leggings. I wonder if she learned this from Mary or Jacquie?

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April 12th. Not really included for any reason except being incredibly over the top and probably fishing for a port.

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April 14th. Spoonie Swag!

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April 15th. More pill porn. Featuring Prilosec, Prozac, some OTT meds, and other unidentified.

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April 17th. Can't finish driving home. Planning on going to the ER. Looking forward to going to Stanford for a consult.

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Still April 17th. Does indeed end up in the ER for a life saving IV.

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April 24th. Sharing her heart rate spikes that don't go above 122, calling it more tachycardia than usual. Stanford says she probably has POTS, but her orthostatics were normal and her symptoms aren't explained by POTS. They don't like her getting fluids.

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April 25th. Their approach to increasing salt intake? Fill a bunch of pills with sea salt.

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April 26th. In the ER getting IV fluids two days after she was told to lay off the fluids.

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May 9th. Getting a new doctor. Gotta keep those fluids.

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May 10th. Handing out with another IG spoonie. Tagging MCAS, presumably because of the SpoonieKat's diagnosis?

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May 27th. Posting more relatively normal heart rates, despite being outside at the county fair, in late May, in California.

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May 29th. In which the urgent care doctor calls her a hypochondriac, tells her that fluids are a placebo, she doesn't agree with the vitals they got, and the nurse recommends a port. Also, accusations of abusing urgent care. All in all, a great post.

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June 2nd. You might be over the top if you use 3 devices at a time to try and convince yourself you're orthostatic.


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June 5th. She threatens her doctor with going to the ER. He threatens her with insurance not covering them. A great working relationship they've got there.

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June 7th. Going to the ER for benadryl. Sound familiar? Tagging chronic fatigue symptoms because her doctor told her she's not severe enough for chronic fatigue syndrome.

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(This is the same post) June 11th. She's trying so hard for that MCAS diagnosis. The third picture is just another peripheral IV picture.

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June 14th. Can't get IV fluids any more because Stanford says that evidence doesn't support it. This makes her depression worse.

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June 16th. Obsessing over her BP and taking it every 3 minutes. I like her "not that my doctor would care any way" tag. Remember kids, when your doctor doesn't do what you want, it's always because they don't care.

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June 18th. More urgent care for fluids. Doctor tells her to drink instead and stop wasting their time. But posting pictures of Powerade is boring.

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June 19th. Gets a package from a Spoonie care package company like any good Spoonie Influencer would.

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July 2nd. More relatively normal heart rates. More pushing for an MCAS diagnosis.

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July 8th. Allergist won't diagnose MCAS. Keep shopping.

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July 10th. Worst episode she's ever had and she was only presyncopal? She's gotta up her game or she's never going to get a port!

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July 12th. As if it's any surprise, she went to the ER anyway where she managed to score a decent work up. Spoiler alert: her CT was normal along with everything else except her ferritin.

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July 22nd. Finally, what would any good chronic illness warrior be without an ill tempered therapy dog?
This is brilliant. I can't stop laughing at 'my coworkers convinced me it was time to shower' HOW EMBARRASSING! Her poor coworkers having to work with this smelly cow and how awkward having to actually say it to her.
 
new to this thread, I know I should lurk more, but THE FUCK!? this girl is 23 right? wants a parental line/ port for fluids? has I.V. fluids on a regular basis...this girl will end up with hypernutremia, will fuck up her heart with potassium overload, and she's probably screwing up her kidneys. jeez I thought I was a hypochondriac, but imma fucking old lol

I call ana-chan, that tube is bridled to prevent tampering.

Also wouldn't "two blown pupils" indicate major head trauma? Which she's now apparently fully recovered from.
yeah two blown pupils would indicate like end of fucking life head trauma! and this twat is fine ten mins later? and no wonder she had sepsis with all those lines 🤣😂😅. you know there will be a time when she will really need a good vein and they'll be all blown, necrosed to be used smh
 
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Some things seem amiss though. She says she has fatigue but states she wakes up at 4am.

Fatigue and sleepiness aren’t the same. Technically a person could have severe fatigue and not actually need more sleep than usual. (It’s weird and unintuitive, IMO. I don’t think most people pay attention to the difference and just lump it all in as “tired.”)
 
Autie first became known as a professional photographer and parent who had been taking pictures of her autistic son: https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-27142806 https://www.cheshire-live.co.uk/news/chester-cheshire-news/photographer-sara-dunn-launches-admiring-6862214 During that time there was no mention of her being autistic.

At the time going by the maiden name Dunn rather than Harvey (her husband Liam’s second name: they are recently separated, he has some type of muscular dystrophy(?)).

Non autistics are not easily accepted in the autistic community and are treated with suspicion. By identifying as autistic she went from being a parent treated with constant suspicion to becoming a near unchallengeable authority just by calling herself something different. People do challenge her but comments on her page are heavily moderated and as the ‘wading through treacle’ blog shows just a person saying they personally don’t like something is enough for a bombardment of death threats and the like from fans. Others have tried however.

I think obtaining money is a big factor in this one. In the comments of this post aimed at autistic children/young people a couple of days ago she’s asking for PayPal donations:

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On top of the numerous gofundme’s, Facebook fundraising and the patreon.
 
Autie first became known as a professional photographer and parent who had been taking pictures of her autistic son: https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-27142806 https://www.cheshire-live.co.uk/news/chester-cheshire-news/photographer-sara-dunn-launches-admiring-6862214 During that time there was no mention of her being autistic.

At the time going by the maiden name Dunn rather than Harvey (her husband Liam’s second name: they are recently separated, he has some type of muscular dystrophy(?)).

Non autistics are not easily accepted in the autistic community and are treated with suspicion. By identifying as autistic she went from being a parent treated with constant suspicion to becoming a near unchallengeable authority just by calling herself something different. People do challenge her but comments on her page are heavily moderated and as the ‘wading through treacle’ blog shows just a person saying they personally don’t like something is enough for a bombardment of death threats and the like from fans. Others have tried however.

I think obtaining money is a big factor in this one. In the comments of this post aimed at autistic children/young people a couple of days ago she’s asking for PayPal donations:

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On top of the numerous gofundme’s, Facebook fundraising and the patreon.
So she’s separated from her husband right now? And he has a type of Muscular Dystrophy?
 
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There you go, there were videos and posts about sharing the wheelchair and her showing off his lack of leg muscles, but quite a number of videos have been deleted.
Holeee Shit. So her husband and kid actually HAVE something that impacts their ability to work and the government basically came in and said to her, “nope. You’re able to work. Go to work, lady.”
 
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