- Joined
- Jun 30, 2019
Hey everybody. Today I just wanted to admit to you that I fucked up.
Big time.
I sincerely apologize to everyone I have offended, along with Null, and the mods. I am sorry for acting like an autistic fuck and being a jackass and a jerkish creep. It was my fault that I did that and that I put myself into that situation. I am sincerely sorry and I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me for what I have done but I won't blame you if I don't.
Confused? Need some context? Okay.
I first joined here as @WingsOfDepression. I made the stupid decision to post my fetish art. I did that because I hated myself and I thought that I needed scorn and insults for being an inferior faggot for liking that stuff. But I eventually stopped doing it because it was pretty clear that people were weirded out by the whole thing.
The account was never banned I just abandoned it because of its shitty reputation and people leaving me a lot of comments.
I then rejoined as @El Cid and while things were fine at first, I unfortunately got into some arguments over people about Etika last month and I eventually just could not take the comments anymore and I started to have a freakout and mental breakdown, partly because I really related to Etika and how he felt during his shitty situation. Now to be honest I was not really a big fan of him or anything, but I did sometimes watch him back in 2015-16 before the Switch came out.
Now with people like Mumkey Jones and Projared, I can see how situations can just spiral out of control and get really shitty really fast. I don't wanna see myself becoming someone let Jared or Mumkey who gets BTFO'd and eventually homeless and shooting yourself, and I really love Kiwifarms and I think you guys are the best and I don't wanna lose that warm feeling I get.
So please, I would like for you to find it in your heart for you to forgive me, for all the nasty fucked up shit I did and said.
Big time.
I sincerely apologize to everyone I have offended, along with Null, and the mods. I am sorry for acting like an autistic fuck and being a jackass and a jerkish creep. It was my fault that I did that and that I put myself into that situation. I am sincerely sorry and I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me for what I have done but I won't blame you if I don't.
Confused? Need some context? Okay.
I first joined here as @WingsOfDepression. I made the stupid decision to post my fetish art. I did that because I hated myself and I thought that I needed scorn and insults for being an inferior faggot for liking that stuff. But I eventually stopped doing it because it was pretty clear that people were weirded out by the whole thing.
The account was never banned I just abandoned it because of its shitty reputation and people leaving me a lot of comments.
I then rejoined as @El Cid and while things were fine at first, I unfortunately got into some arguments over people about Etika last month and I eventually just could not take the comments anymore and I started to have a freakout and mental breakdown, partly because I really related to Etika and how he felt during his shitty situation. Now to be honest I was not really a big fan of him or anything, but I did sometimes watch him back in 2015-16 before the Switch came out.
Now with people like Mumkey Jones and Projared, I can see how situations can just spiral out of control and get really shitty really fast. I don't wanna see myself becoming someone let Jared or Mumkey who gets BTFO'd and eventually homeless and shooting yourself, and I really love Kiwifarms and I think you guys are the best and I don't wanna lose that warm feeling I get.
So please, I would like for you to find it in your heart for you to forgive me, for all the nasty fucked up shit I did and said.
