Lola basically had 2 different expressions. One was DERP with her wall eyed blank stare with drool trickling everywhere or this nasty seizure grimace/howling in pain and fear. There was nothing else to its personality as much as gwen would pretend otherwise.
And boy, did she pretend.
Every one of the videos I've been able to stomach watching shows Lola just derping into nowhere with her barely-sighted eyes (although I believe what sight she and Claire had couldn't be interpreted by the brain as it wasn't developed enough ever to sort through the signals from the eyeballs so they were functionally blind) while Gwen SHOUTED her emotions at her. "Are you MAD? Hee hee!! *Loal derps into nowhere* "Oh, she's smiling!" *cut to Lola derping into nowhere, not a single flicker of what you be interpreted as a smile on her face* .. on and on.
Then there's Scott, acting like a mad puppeteer flinging the girls up and down or dancing their limbs for the camera while Gwen SHOUTS EMOTIONS.
It's literally scenes from a horror movie. Or the Twilight Zone. I don't know fucking what. Stygian, neo-Kurtzian, Lovecraftian, call it what you want, they all apply. Legit horror.
Why starve it to death also? Why not give her a feeding tube? Its so fucking sickening that she was basically allowed to starve this creature for all 13 years of its life. If you look at lola in comparison to claire its so obvious that shes being starved. I really wish I could force gwen to trade places with her goblin baby teen.
Yeah, she was half Claire's size, and Claire was stunted, but Claire at least had a tube. Why didn't Lola, does anyone know? She looked like jerky, no normal fat on her at all, especially in her later years, clearly she never ever got the nutrition ever a totally sedentary vegetable needs. Why was this tolerated? Too much for anyone to begin to fight the delusional fundie mommy army that aurrounds this type? Doctors etc figured she can't feel pain like a normal kid or even a normal disabled one so they let this kind of neglect go?
Honestly, in terms of dignity, privacy and actual physical care, Lola clearly may have been better off in an institution of some kind dedicated to her kind of ultra-severe issues.