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- Aug 24, 2019
If I was someone important in a past life, karma is kicking my ass right now.There is a greater likelihood that you would discover that you were an insignificant peasant in bumfuck nowhere, who was born to insignificant peasants, married an insignificant peasant, popped out several to be peasants, lived your life day in and day out, and died one day without having ever left bumfuck nowhere.
That's how You know this whole past life bullshit is simply that, because everyone had some dramatic life or was some higher ranking person. The only thing you may father from these sessions is what kind of shitty history novel they may currently read, or what tv-show they may watch. Or that they are in fact a gay dude trapped in the mangled body of a transwoman.
Poor Jazz was just a gay boy with a crazy mom who desperately wanted a girly girl to dress up. I do feel bad for him because he wasn't old enough to make any of these decisions. Accepting they were mistakes would be too much for him mentally to handle. I think he knows this deep down, but it is in denial for survival purposes. If Jazz ever acknowledges the reality of what has happened to him, I think he'll kill himself. So, he's trying to put on a brave face because he's trying to survive.
Sadly, I absolutely think Jazz will kill himself eventually. If the surgery hadn't gone that badly and he wasn't in pain (which I'm sure must be pretty constant at this point), maybe he could have found a way to make peace with all of it. But I really don't have much hope that his situation is even fixable at this point. Poor kid. It's a shame his mom won't be charged with child abuse for what she's done.