TGWTG The Spoony One / Spoony / Noah Antwiler and Rachel Baker / @RaeAngel07 - The touching romance between a washed-up videogame reviewer throwing a decade-long pity party and his delusional Canuck stalker. #weaknotsick #donttellmehowtosulk

Godwinson is back with an hour long Spoony Documentary. It's kino.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P03bO_0zHiM

The one thing I would say is that he didn't mention that Spoony was already doing "angry reviews" before he started on Youtube in the form of forum posts on Rotten Tomatoes and Knights of the dinner table. Also wtf is going on with Godwinson, why is he posting on a random Youtube channel, is he back, is he gone, does he exist?
 
Also wtf is going on with Godwinson, why is he posting on a random Youtube channel, is he back, is he gone, does he exist?

PPP? He is a lolcow Godwinson stores at his barn. He recently punched some cop and went to jail for it. Godwinson is like a bear, he emerges from hibernation and disappears depending if there is any real drama going on.
 
If you haven't seen it, it's a fun watch.

Oh, I've seen it, and I agree; it's a great documentary and I enjoyed it a lot.

My memory of the scene is that the main characters showed up on the doorstep of someone they worked with for a month or so a few decades ago, and asked her to come with them to another city. If that happened to me, I'd probably blow them off too, even if I remembered them. Heck, I have to go to work, y'know?
 
PPP? He is a lolcow Godwinson stores at his barn. He recently punched some cop and went to jail for it. Godwinson is like a bear, he emerges from hibernation and disappears depending if there is any real drama going on.

That was a random clip of someone who looked like PPP. I think PPP has demonstrated himself to be too self aware to be a lolcow.
 
Peeped Rachel's Twitter and found some gems from the past few days:
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Yes, she recorded a ten minute monologue for Spoony.



Hi, Spoony. It's actually been a long time, and I'm recording this just to let you know that as much as I really do care about you and... like, when I first started this on my birthday, I'm not gonna lie, I honestly didn't think you would reply to my post, I honestly didn't. Of course, I was happy that you did, and little did I know that in a few weeks from now it was gonna come to the point where I just became a mess, mentally. Because I was trying to help you to try and convince you that there is a better way of trying to recover from depression, of trying to rebuild your life or trying to just... just to know that you're not alone. And honestly I thought that by trying to do all that, that it could help me too. But I realized that by trying to help you, to try to convince you that there was a better way, I was literally destroying myself. Just the last week or so has been, I'm not gonna lie, it was the hardest two weeks of my life. And I'm not blaming that all on you cause it's not just you, but other factors came to play with it.

Anyway I just recorded this to let you know that there really is a better way. There is a better way of trying to live, and I'm still struggling to find my way even in the midst of trying to convince you, to help you understand that yes, life is hard even with depression, but there's also a better way of trying to do things and, like... [gets agitated] being all alone in that house, just being absolutely miserable, that's not a life. How could you even stand to live such a life, cause God knows I can't. I couldn't. but anyway, in your tweet when you said that you had time... you have time, Spoony, you have time. There is still hope for you. There is still hope for you. And I know you don't have much of it now, God knows. I have hope and I think that's what makes you different from me. But am I gonna claim that everything's gonna get easier? Of course not, that's ridiculous, cause I'd be bullshitting you if that was the case, and that is not me. That is not me.

Did you know that the last few days, I wake up crying because [stutters] of the fact that I'm terrified that the next tweet I'm going to find on my phone is your obituary, saying that you took your own life? Yeah. That is my biggest fear and it's scaring the crap out of me, more than anything. [sighs] So, and. Just looking back at those few days, I realized something. As much as I want to help you, I can't do it with [stuttering] the mentality that I have. otherwise I'd be putting my recovery in jeopardy, and that's what's happening now. So I made a decision to step back. Something has got to give. So this is me telling you that as much as I want to help you, I have to help myself.
That doesn't mean that I'm giving up on you, not by a long shot. What it does mean though, is that I'm just merely stepping away. I'm not walking away, I'm just stepping aside and trying to focus on my own recovery. Cause I can't help you if A. you're unwilling to accept the help and B. if my mentality is like it is now. I can't do it. But that also doesn't mean that if you're willing to talk to somebody, that doesn't mean that I'm gonna retract my offer because I'm not. So ... so this is it. Offer's gonna remain as it stands, if you ever need to talk you know where to find me. And I'm not giving up on you, ever. Like, if you ever want to talk just find me on Facebook or on Skype. I think my [gets confused, stutters] Skype name is the same as my main Twitter page handle. [wipes her nose?] Excuse me. But I'm still gonna look in on you and let you know that I care, okay? That's it. Just remember, Spoony, your fans love you. And so do I. [pauses] As a fellow human being, [laughs], not like an actual... well, you know. But anyway. [sighs, wipes her nose] That's all. And I'll talk to you soon, and God bless.

8 hours later:
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So much for putting her own wellbeing first... as laughable as her antics are I really hope she can free herself from Spoony's orbit or it won't end well for her. :(
 
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At this point, Spoony needs to be on anti-depressants. Even the really shitty ones like buspar or paxil would be better than nothing at this point. Or maybe he's already on anti-depressants and that's the real problem.

Honestly, taking a hit of acid would probably do him a world of wonders.


Anti-depressants for Bipolar disorder is actually really bad news. It actually makes things worse, especially for bipolar II.
 
Maaaaaaan that is such a drag on so many, many levels. Holy shit. But she seems much happier wasting her time & psychic energy into that hapless twat & it doesn't really look like she has anyone around to smack any sense into her. Not in real life or on the internet.

And I don't usually have pity for grown ass people who champion demonstratively lost-ass causes, but yeah.. this one.. I do feel icky about. :roll:
 
Watched the Godwinson vid on Spoony. Its really good, though I find it weird that Scarlett was completely omitted from the video.

Actually, alot of these video accounts of Spoony's downfall seems to either gloss over her or leave her out entirely, and I feel like she was a pretty big part of the story. She helped design the site, she wasn't well liked by the fans (wasn't she responsible for a lot of the bans on Spoony's forums?), and Spoony handled the breakup so poorly, that it was the first time alot of people saw Spoony's fragile state on display.

I'm not saying she deserves the blame for Spoony's downfall (he needs to look in the mirror for that) but I feel like she's a big component of the story that seems to be mentioned in passing.
 
Spoony peaked almost a full decade ago. When he was at least peripherally regarded as an industry professional, or enough to get passes to E3.

Until he ruined it all and embarrassed Angry Joe and LordKat.

Ten years later, people are still optimistically thinking he will be back in 2020.

People thinking this will be the year of Spoony are more optimistic about this being the year Barb dies for real.

Spoony isnt coming back. And if you read between his tweets, it's clear he is sick of being beaten. The dead horse just wants to be left alone to rot away.

Spoony even has his hair grown out like a horses mane.

Leave the dead horse alone.
 
...Until he ruined it all and embarrassed Angry Joe and LordKat.
Joe was acting just as spergy at that E3 if not more so, it just usually gets downplayed next to "BETRAYAL!"

As for LordKat, I take his story about Spoony costing him an interview with Notch with a grain of salt.
 
Spoony peaked almost a full decade ago. When he was at least peripherally regarded as an industry professional, or enough to get passes to E3.

Until he ruined it all and embarrassed Angry Joe and LordKat.

Ten years later, people are still optimistically thinking he will be back in 2020.

People thinking this will be the year of Spoony are more optimistic about this being the year Barb dies for real.

Spoony isnt coming back. And if you read between his tweets, it's clear he is sick of being beaten. The dead horse just wants to be left alone to rot away.

Spoony even has his hair grown out like a horses mane.

Leave the dead horse alone.

You post this here every two weeks. Don't read the thread if you don't like it fag.
 
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