Snowflake StraySheep / Kayla Marie Waller / morinokunikara / blankshadesgame / vividkiss / VTuber Amour Amandine - Thread #2: The Return of the Transtrender Sperglord Who Tried To Delete Her Thread and Listened to an Adult Have Sex With a Minor. Now With A Baby in the Mix!

Kayla's aunt killed herself because Kayla is so annoying. If Kayla had killed herself like she sould have her aunt would be alive, and her mom would be happier. My guess is her aunt didn't use fish oil pills.

If my options were to live related to Kayla or die free, I would choose to die free every time. Imagine how draining she must be in real life. I can feel stress wrinkles growing on my face just thinking about it.
 
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Someone's getting a little cranky... Maybe if she fucked a horse she'd feel a little better.
 
Never thought I'd make an account here but Kayla is infuriating to a point that I couldn't help myself.

I've been following her for years (we were mutuals at one point) and I guess I'm enough of a masochist to continue subjecting myself to this shit day in and day out. The constant whining, the daily guilt trips, the monkey shrieks for attention and the subsequent meltdowns when multiple people taking the time out of their day to attempt to cheer her up isn't enough... She's the nastiest, greediest, most self-centred little pig I've ever had the displeasure of knowing.

The fanfiction bitching gets to me the most. I'm enough of a sad autist to have a 30+ chapter story up on AO3 with 1000+ comments (cue Kayla screeching about how I'm one of those big evil popular writers who definitely didn't work my ass off or whatever) and I'm extremely grateful that people were kind enough to leave a couple words behind. Begging and guilt tripping people into leaving comments and messaging you? How empty must those words of praise feel? I used to be confused as to why no amount of praise ever seemed to be enough for her, but it becomes a little more clear like this- she knows deep down she didn't earn half the comments and asks she's gotten.

Kayla, you are a bad person. I'd say to get help, but... You probably won't, will you? You'll find an excuse to avoid this new therapist and continue to bitch about how unfair your life is. I'd love for you to prove me wrong, but I know you well enough.
 
I'd like to know what exactly set off her constant badgering for attention and goal-shifting, from a third party preferably.
 
Goddamn, it's like she's doing everything in her power to make herself seem completely irredeemable to normal people. That fiance she emotionally abuses, whose parents she's mooching off of? Yeah, let's publicly declare how she's going to cheat on him, because ~polyamory~ says it's okay.
 
Nick's apparently poly too, so it's fine, her words.

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"Poly" is once again being used as shorthand for "I'm not a catch, unwilling to put in the work needed for a committed relationship, and need constant validation. I will get this by trying to ensnare as many short-term partners as possible."
This kind of has me hoping Kayla does end up bringing another partner. I miss The Guvking.
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Nick's apparently poly too, so it's fine, her words.

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Intense platonic feelings is a new one on me tbh. Each to their own I suppose.

Also, I appreciate BPD makes interpreting relationships hard but I think that's one reason you shouldn't be fucking poly. When you have a condition like that, you need to stop putting yourself in situations that will trigger it, and being poly is one big fucking bad idea when someone just smiling at you on a bad day makes your brain think they're the best person on the planet.

I know you read this Kayla. Advice from one nutcase to another. If you seriously have BPD, everything you are doing right now is just a surefire way to make this worse for yourself. Constantly fishing for attention from your followers to fill the empty hole in your heart won't make you feel any better. Having multiple partners won't make you feel any better. You need a stable social life and people you can actually rely on to talk to. If you can't do that with the person you are going to MARRY, you need to do some serious thinking about how your relationship is going to go.

Get a diary, write your shit in private instead of online, have a proper sit down with your therapist and talk about how hard you find it not to spill your guts on the internet etc and get started on actually working towards recovery. You have access to shit that so many people trying to get through similar brain fuckery would kill to get (try living somewhere that has services so strained that only those actively suicidal get access to psychiatric therapy and even then there's a 6+ month waiting list in some areas), don't waste it Kayla, please :c
 
So the infant that regularly cried at night and disturbed everyone, required care from the entire family including Kayla, and "aggravated Nick's cat's PTSD" is about to be out of the house for good - but omg yall she's gonna miss her little nephew so much she's so sad now! :(
 
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