I commented this on another thread before I saw this. I tried to take a transcript of her live, lasted 30 minutes before I got bored of her saying the same things over and over again.
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“This is my life. What has gone on for the past 3-4 years, I will never call a lie, ever. You have ruined something for many people that could have been helpful. SO if you are one of those people you should hang your head in shame. You should be ashamed. I’m a person who is trying to do good for other people”
“For the safety for me and my family, this page will be deleted. If you’re on reddit, I’m sure you already know what you think you know." (so that she's faking?)
David comes into the Live “This is Bee's Feed. This is Bee’s medicine. She has 16 different medicines a day. This is a hoist because she’s unable to stand or walk”. Then says it’s their last live while Bee looks smugly in the camera.
D – Do you think we want this?
B – Dad, I want you to stop now please.
B- “The point is this: there are people out there with genuine illnesses like me who are being targeted, treated like shit, and hated on by people out there genuinely faking. So if you’re a faker, stop faking. You’re wasting your life and potential”
B – I know who the people who really love me are. And I love you guys from the bottom of my heart. I really do. Starts crying and wiping tears away.
There’s no point in reasoning with any of the haters. All I’d say is watch what you say because words hurt. And because of this and the safety of my family, this whole page will be shutting down immediately. This is my last live. I’ve tried everything I can to help the world, but it’s very clear there are people out there who don’t want me to do it. If you think the world is that bad, then sort it out yourself. I’m not going to stop doing what I do, but nobody is going to hear about it anymore…My life is going to be completely private.
(somebody commented on the live saying people are upset about her lying about CP)
B - I didn’t lie about it. So on the reddit page…so this hating started in September the year before last year. I’ve been dealing with this for awhile now. Trust me, I’m never going to stop fighting for the rights of disabled people and one day this hate will end. You’re going to hear nothing from me.
I know exactly what CP is, I have been tested for CP, and no, I don’t have it. But on the reddit page and on Kiwi farms (which is another type of hate forum) people have been saying here goes the CP girl (tells David to get out).
While you’re sitting judging people, I’m sitting trying to change the world. I’m having to go for the safety of my family and the safety of my safety. (starts crying again – has good motor control to wipe tears/nose) Disabled people deserve better in society. Some people are trying to figure other things out…I have to be safe. Nobody is going to know what I’ve done. I never, ever wanted this life. Ever. You are now about to learn everything I’ve been through. I’m not leaving the earth, I still will exist, but on social media platform, I won’t. I will still be doing what I do, but I won’t be doing it publicly anymore. Because people are blaming me and my family for things that have gone out of control. The CP thing is because of people who have tried to diagnose me on a hate forum. And these haters got into a private chat, pretended to be my friends..I had a private chat…turns out at least 7 of them, I couldn’t trust (pushes hair back from face with fine motor control)
There have been people, and I’m not kidding, that have tried to kill themselves because of hate sites. and it’s appalling, disgusting, and these people should be ashamed of themselves. So many disabled people in life are called fakers because somebody doesn’t understand it. People have said horrible things about my religion, so many people go on with this and the government hasn’t given a shit. Things should have been taken in account way before but nobody listened and now people are dying. Disabled people have stopped trying to campaign to help people because people feel like they are more worthy of other people. Yes I have a speech right now, but my speech is very, very complicated. My whole life is complicated. (brushes hair behind ear)
I’ve been in hospital multiple times, If I could show you my Dr’s notes I would, but I’m not gonna show you that because it’s none of your business.
Um…I’ve ended up in may comas, I’ve tried videos, I’ve tried OT’s, I’ve tried therapy, every single time I get worse. But I know where my head is at, I know my goals, my future. I’m gonna live my seconds/hours/days like it’s my last. People that have known me for years will probably be upset because they think “oh what did she say about the CP”. I said because I had to catch them all. And this person screenshotted my information, private family chats, pictures, videos, conversations talking about dr appointments, everything that should not be put in the public view. And that is why I had to do what I had to do. I may have hurt some people in the process but I had to keep my family safe. It is time that this ends. And it will end. One Day.
They pretended to be my friends, lied to me for months to get into a private chat, and then they screenshotted it all and put it all over the internet. Videos of me, pictures of me, conversations of me and my family. (crying, wiping away tears and snot again). No, I’m not going to leave this life. and I may do a part 2 tonight, who knows. There’s no way in hell people are going to do this to any more people. It stops now. I want to cheer up, I do, but I have to be serious. Lives are being put at risk here. People are threatening horrible things, threatening to call services on me. How dare they. You don’t know my life, you don’t know me, you have no idea of the sheer hell I go through to get up in the morning. Some days I can’t even wake up. There was a day I couldn’t wake up for 24 hours and doctors had to put me on a coma scale.
No matter the pain I have, I may not show the pain, but I am in agony in my body 24/7. Spasms, seizures, so many problems. If you all came here, you’d be shocked to see the Bee that you would see. I’ve been trying to enjoy the day today. As soon as I turned my iPad back on, I instantly regretted it. I’m not saying I’m giving up on my mission, but this page will be taken down. People who know me and are friends with me, you can stay in my life. For everybody else, you won’t be a part of it. Those people have ruined it. There’s so many sides of me that you will never see. Ever. I don’t care what other people think of me. Okay? But I do care what people say about my family. My family are the greatest family ever, they’ve been with me through so many hard times.
I have medical notes, a folder up to here…two of them. I have so many people that support me, medical professionals, friends, and family. This has probably been the hardest day of my life. Nobody attacks my family. I’ve seen every single vile comment about my family and about me. Everything hurts. Words can hurt more than actions. If you’ve been here from the start you know my disabilities and my story. It is all written down on documents and notes. I have something degenerative and I wanted to spend whatever time I have on the earth helping others. I wanted to dedicate my life to others. I’m still gonna do that, just not in a public platform.
And then I exited out because she's saying the same thing over and over again.
