-She is talking about what she wants to do for her bday tomorrow, a whole day of self love.
-Driving to a really isolated place for a walk for her self love Birthday, not abuse her body in anyway
-In her earlier video, that she hated, she was wearing shorts and her butt stuck to the leather, she realizes she looked ridiculous at the end of her video, apologizes for it
-She feels crappy and sorry for herself, her "fat me" that eats everything in sight, then she feels sad and pitiful
- Had no energy after consuming all that McD's so she laid down instead of finishing her bedroom
- She is sitting in the dark because she doesn't like the light when she feels depressed
-Grunts and groans and cries and OH MY GODS her way out of her chair again to get some candles
-She knows shes out of breath!!!
- Candle Lit Beauty
-She doesn't like wearing pants in the house!!!
-Bibi and her have been checking their temperatures all day, Bibi's has gone down and he just has a congested nose
-Call out to the haydurs
This is so boring, its just her saying Hiiiiiii to people and trying to remember some song from the 90s
-She doesn't think she can move into her new place early as they're renovating
-She binged on something? Doesn't say what, gets distracted
-She has been watching Meghan Mcullum, who gives herself a cheat day and cant have certain foods in the house to help with her binging
-She binged on Stove Top stuffing mix, she cant keep it around
-She will binge on margarine, ANYTHING, potatoes even! Or any bread in the house
- Shes going to be honest with what she ate today - McD's was the first thing, then one of the pastries she was going to give to BiBi, SHE FIGURES OUT THE FUCKING SONG, then stovetop stuffing, the whole box, then a canister of pringles, can of soda ( I think its grape crush), she is planning on eating on two cans of ravioli later when she gets hungry
- Shes fixated on ravioli right now
Thanks Joe
-Her mind feels like she has to eat everything bad all at once then to deprive herself tomorrow/the next day, she cant spread it out
-She believes in water fasting even though people tell her not to do it
-She makes herself feel SO sick and SO terrible to make herself feel bad? She is so difficult to follow
-Talks about her food withdrawals and being headachey
-She mostly cleaned her room so Squalor Sham has no where to sleep anymore
-SHAM SHAAAAMMM SHAM!!!!! SQUALOR SHAM HAHAHA
-Drinks from her coldest water bottle and is immediately out of breath
- I have a big audience with the same issues as me and when I do an unhealthy mukbong, I'm letting those people down!
-Cant watch MSHPL anymore, its too depressing
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BURPS
-Letting her diehard fans down! The people who are most critical could be the ones going through the same things themselves!
-She doesn't watch videos where people make of her, she has seen them around but doesn't watch them ([X] DOUBT)
-Keeps forgetting to do a Q&A
-Doesn't like how Vyvanse makes her feel
- Doesn't remember a time she ever had a healthy relationship with food, shes always been obsessed with food even as a kid
-Someone asks her if shes ever had a healthy relationship at all and she proceeds to read the comment out loud but not answer, she definitely read this out and thanked the person
- She watched Invisible Man last night
Here is this fucking weirdo again
"What is this stream about?"
- Uhhh sitting in the dark talking about StoveTop
So boring, I am out and its 38mins in. She is so hard to follow because she is incapable of finishing a thought or sentence and when shes not grasping for something to say shes saying hello to someone and interrupting her own flow.
