sperging about chantal's psychopathology

[Botchy Galoop]

She just wanted to let everyone know, that she will be taking us on a tour through town in an hour or so. Looking for creepy places blablabla..
Just needs to shower, because she hasn´t in like 5 days..

Can´t keep her fat ass at home.

Oppositional Defiance Disorder is her thing. Chantal has never shown a bit of interest in going out and doing much of anything other than fast food and grocery runs. (other than the short lived dumpster diving). But let anyone tell her to stay home and WuFlu be damned, she gonna flout authority. Whether it's Dr's, nutritionists, the gov't, her fan club; if she thinks someone is limiting her, she's gonna beez. I'm here for it.

 

[PatTraverse]

Oppositional Defiance Disorder is her thing. Chantal has never shown a bit of interest in going out and doing much of anything other than fast food and grocery runs. (other than the short lived dumpster diving). But let anyone tell her to stay home and WuFlu be damned, she gonna flout authority. Whether it's Dr's, nutritionists, the gov't, her fan club; if she thinks someone is limiting her, she's gonna beez. I'm here for it.

Too bad that the person that is limiting her the most is herself and that is the only thing she refuses to go against.

 

[Earthworm Foucault]

I think the ODD (Oppositional Defiant Disorder) claims about Chantal are very interesting and might have something to them. Chantal definitely seems to have a thanatotic disregard for even the simplest and easiest advice from any authority figure.

But, I think there's an even more disturbing possibility, what if Chantal actually isn't doing anything extra to defy orders? We've all speculated about her off-camera eating habits and even Chinny herself, when she's in the "I can't do this anymore" part of her cycle, has admitted her problem is mostly what she isn't showing.

It's entirely possible the only actual increase going on here is how much Cuntal is showing us, this isn't a 'death spiral' or 'blaze of glory', this is her standard diet.

Ordinarily, she'd sneak food when Bibi is at work, but he's off sick. So, now that the house is never free and she's lost all her social outlets (broke up with Bibi, her family and friends are in isolation and Peetz is too busy dealing with the move), she's sharing her life with the only "friend" left, the feeder pit that is her youtube channel. Plus, I think when she's on camera she rationalises to herself and those around her that her binges are "business" and therefore, those calories magically don't count.

 

[Free the Pedos]

This is such a great video so proud of you Chantal keeping these businesses open. might have missed this because I haven't caught up yet but why of all time is Chantal choosing to go out WAY more when we're at a time when you if you stay at home you are literally heralded as a hero? She can literally get uber eats as much as she wants, she can gain the weight(not too many people are doing rigorous exercises) and she can do as many cat videos/creepypasta mukbangs as much as she wants. No instead she chooses to go outside, get crabby at drive-thru attendants and goes out pissing in the bushes of Ottawa at 3AM.

I'm guessing this is more proof that she has Oppositional Defiant Disorder.

"Adults with oppositional defiant disorder (ODD) display a pattern of negative, hostile, and defiant behavior that lasts at least six months and includes four (or more) of the following symptoms:

1. Often loses temper
2. Often argues with family and coworkers
3. Actively defies or refuses to comply with rules and laws
4. Deliberately annoys people
5. Blames others for his or her mistakes or misbehavior
6. Easily annoyed by others
7. Angry and resentful
8. Spiteful or vindictive"

I'd say she has at least #3, #5, #6, #7, & #8 down pat.

 

[BoobooKitty]

I'm guessing this is more proof that she has Oppositional Defiant Disorder.

"Adults with oppositional defiant disorder (ODD) display a pattern of negative, hostile, and defiant behavior that lasts at least six months and includes four (or more) of the following symptoms:

1. Often loses temper
2. Often argues with family and coworkers
3. Actively defies or refuses to comply with rules and laws
4. Deliberately annoys people
5. Blames others for his or her mistakes or misbehavior
6. Easily annoyed by others
7. Angry and resentful
8. Spiteful or vindictive"

I'd say she has at least #3, #5, #6, #7, & #8 down pat.

She has #4 down too, just replace "people" with cats.

 

[Fascist Ferret]

Chantal fakes tics so the real ones are harder to discern. If saying 'shh I said shh' is a catchphrase of sorts like 'beauty bite', she can insist the tics are part of her brand. She's embarrassed by it, which is understandable, though people would be more gracious with her if she just acknowledged it. Chantal is capable of embarrassement, like when she hid those takeaway boxes from Bibi because she was ashamed of the amount she was eating. She just doesn't seem to extend that thinking to bodily functions or to social norms.

She's not as slick as she thinks she is either, the fake tics are very obvious because they involve lots of additional motion. She'll put her finger over her mouth when doing the 'shh', or she'll have lots of hand motion or make a facial expression. Her actual tics are sudden, involuntary, and usually target one part of the face. When Peetz told her they were out of root beer, and she did multiple shh tics, you can see that just her mouth moves. In the one posted just now you can see how quick the tics come in, and she clearly has very little control and is just closing her eyes and letting it pass. This is unlike her faked tics where she's visibly more relaxed and often gesticulates.

The only other thing I'd say is that the tics are onset by stimuli, they're not totally random. The whole root beer thing is followed by a bitchy 'well are you gonna give me some of your sprite?!' and a lot of the videos with the tics are during the most stressful parts of her cycles, that and she often has tics on the first bite of a meal because she's getting that first hit of the food high.

Chantals weird tics are such an underrated part of the Chantal experience - and someone should make proper a compilation of them with the fake tics removed.

Why does this happen? Is it a stereotype induced by long term stress?

 

[SituationTypeThing]

Why does this happen? Is it a stereotype induced by long term stress?

Since she hasn't addressed the authentic issue, there's no way for us to know for sure. It could be tourette's, it could be some form of stimming developed from trauma in childhood, it could be 'tism-spectrum related stimming. I know this is extreme, but it could be some sort of schizoaffective disorder. The "shh" in regard to stress or doing something she knows she shouldn't almost seems like she's trying to quiet a voice, maybe not a hallucination, but maybe her conscience?

I don't know much about schizoaffective disorders, borderline personality, bipolar disorder or any of those issues, but I imaging that sort of tic might just be a product of mania (or what seems to be mania but really part of some other mental disorder).

Do we have any neurology or psychiatry farmers?

 

[Banworld]

Why does this happen? Is it a stereotype induced by long term stress?

From what I've read (which isn't much) there's no real known cause of them, and they're fairly common. Most people have innocuous ones you would probably not even call a tic, and when people notice they have one they can learn to do things to combat them. Once that becomes second nature, their anxiety about the tic is brought down and they become infrequent and often even go away completely.

This is just speculation, but Chantal has been unemployed and left alone in an apartment every day for a few years now. She probably could count the people she sees regularly on one hand. Considering her propensity for online dating in the past, and her endless string of 'lovers', she's clearly quite lonely. Personally, I think Chantal has spent a lot of time alone and those weird things that you or I may indulge in when we finally get a moment to ourselves are her norm. With few people around her, there's little in the way of social incentive to iron out those tics, and that clip at the end of one of her videos where she struggles to get up and acts weird towards the camera is a good example of how she probably acts quite frequently.

 

[Dog Prom 3D]

Are the claims of coprophagia because of the fact she doesn't wash her talons after shitting and slurps on them or has she openly admitted to eating shit? Just curious

I don't think anyone has accused her of coprophagia. She falls into the "philia" category. She doesn't eat shit or want to eat shit so much as she loves talking about shit and farts and other topics of the butt with such enthusiasm that it's unnerving. Like right at the beginning of the pandemic and she shat on mic at Farm Boy, didn't wash her hands and then sniffed her fingers with relish once she was back in her car. She speaks of, laughs at, thinks about and evidently dreams of shit, farts and diarrhea but she doesn't eat it, not to anyone's knowledge.

Why does this happen? Is it a stereotype induced by long term stress?

We all have intrusive thoughts. All of us. We all remember that time when we did something stupid and everyone laughed, or we feel shame at some gaffe that hurt someone's feelings. But when you have a job, an active social life, hobbies and a family you interact with often, those thoughts, when they surface, are not the whole of what we think of in a day. We've got deadlines, plans, papers to finish, kids to pick up, etc. So when we have those thoughts, we may cringe for a second, but eventually they are crowded out by the minutia of an active life. We also build up a reservoir of positive action that helps numb the blows when our psyches dredge up negativity.

Without structure and the stimuli of an active life, without any accomplishments, Chantal experiences more intrusive thoughts than the average person. She's also led a completely shameful life so she has a lot more to relive than the average person. Without anyone around her to curb the voice she uses to quell that inner voice of remembrance and shame, she makes sounds and blurts out nonsense when alone and now does it so much she can't control it. She was likely ticcing to a degree long before she quit her job and became a whatever the fuck she says she is doing on YouTube. Solitude wherein she has nothing to do but relive bad moments and eat combined with more solitude wherein she has no external need to control her weird expressions of misery, she's become worse.

So in a sense, the absence of stress is causing it to become so much worse. The stressors of a regular office job and a social life would quell a lot of the drama in her head. And now that she's basically a shut-in, any tiny stressor is enormous. She's degenerating at such a clip that not even food soothes her - she's gorging at a rate never before seen by God and man and she's anxious and miserable because she's afraid she won't be able to get the food she needs to eat to prevent her from becoming more anxious and miserable. When the move comes something profoundly awful is going to happen to her. Beyond just Mr. Creosoting herself into the sunset. Like driving her car into a church.

She likely had some low-level psychological issue - possibly even neurological though less likely than it being reactive - but being alone and without healthy stimuli ramped it up.

This is super common among extremely obese women whose lives shut down as they get fatter. I called it a couple of years ago - she needed to get a job or she was going to get weirder and buggier.

 

[THOTto]

Since she hasn't addressed the authentic issue, there's no way for us to know for sure. It could be tourette's, it could be some form of stimming developed from trauma in childhood, it could be 'tism-spectrum related stimming. I know this is extreme, but it could be some sort of schizoaffective disorder. The "shh" in regard to stress or doing something she knows she shouldn't almost seems like she's trying to quiet a voice, maybe not a hallucination, but maybe her conscience?

I don't know much about schizoaffective disorders, borderline personality, bipolar disorder or any of those issues, but I imaging that sort of tic might just be a product of mania (or what seems to be mania but really part of some other mental disorder).

Do we have any neurology or psychiatry farmers?

Schizoaffective is improbable because her thinking isn’t disorganized and her speech while dumb doesn’t have the hallmark signs. She isn’t changing topics mid sentence nor does she seem to display the paranoia- outside of thinking someone wants her food. @BOLDYSPICY! can expand on the subject then I can. I don’t suggest giving her a list of mental illnesses as she’s more likely to use them as an excuse or self diagnose.

Hallucinations tend to be something many people with psychosis while in an episode can’t tell is real or not, being able to discern this is a huge factor. She’s not autistic either as much as we like to joke about that. Mania doesn’t cause tics on the whole and she has them whether she’s manic or not. More that she feels society needs to fit her instead of realizing she doesn’t fit in.

It’s more in line with antisocial personality disorder, whose brains are hardwired differently to the point kids with it doesn’t respond to pain or shock the same way other kids would. I’m not sure on the comorbid aspect of tics with it and it’s hard to find study’s but I’ll do what I can to see if there’s anything. Also ODD as mentioned earlier is an adolescent diagnosis that usually preludes antisocial or narcissistic personality disorder.

 

[Logical Fallacies]

Peetz isn't a Leftist, exactly. He's a pseudo-Marxist authoritarian. SJW failures of his ilk want free speech censored and outlawed in the service of their sentimental utopian vision: it makes him feel good about himself. That's the bottom line with the Peetzs of the world. Their "politics" are about feeling good about themselves because they think they have the correct opinions. They don't know anything about actual politics, history, economics, or even the origins of their infantile belief system (Marx, Foucault, Millet, etc). Peetz chimps out day and night over his "politics", and if someone vehemently argues political views and hasn't even done five minutes of Wikipedia browsing to find out the history and source of them, or even what political movement they actually belong to, they are a zealot and a rètard. Peetz sucks ass.

Someone should introduce Peetz to Otto von Bismarck.

I would love to know what "falling apart" means to someone as low down as Chantal. Like what happened that is worse than what she considers to be a triumphant life of being an unemployed, balding, barren, talentless, uneducated, morbidly obese, diseased and impoverished person? I really really wanted to know.

My guess is that since she's a narc, as we all well know, she has a fragile ego and no authentic sense of self. Her self-esteem is bound to external things, like her relationships. Her relationship with Bibi coming to a definite end in a few days is a severe blow to her ego and her (modified) identity. A crushed ego is pretty much worse than anything else for a narc. She must feel like falling with no end in sight. Until she finds a new external source of identity and ego validation she's going to continue to spiral out of control. And by external source of validation I mean boyfriends and Peetz won't do because we know she thinks he's a sad loser and only good for bringing food and paying rent.

 

[Dutch Courage]

Honestly when this bitch made a video on Amberlynn a while back I just kept thinking "Why not Chantal instead? She's a much better and more disgusting example than Amberlynn."

As far as these things go, this is one of the more intelligent and insightful ones I have seen.

However, she fails to address what I believe is the root of it all: her low intelligence and her determination to learn nothing about anything.

Knowing Clotso, I imagine her high school years as full of as much truancy and malingering as she could get away with. When actually in a classroom, she probably resented being taught to a pathological degree; her resentment of authority and people telling her what to do (on full display all month) means not only did she learn nothing, she actively made an effort to not learn.

Therefore, she has no curiosity. She thinks there is weather on the moon because she cannot be bothered to learn about it, to pick a real life example out of many.

This lack of curiosity manifests in everything in her life. She has no interest to learn a recipe. She has no interest to understand the coronavirus. She has no interest in business, politics, history, science, the arts, skills, languages, crafts, hobbies, or anything. Zero. She could not tell you the first thing from those broad categories. In yesterday's video, she called a rainstorm a blizzard, called a balcony a patio, and called "60 degrees" a cozy, warm, temperature. There are honest and true retardos who would have done better.

She has one interest: mayhem, murder, autopsy photos, and gore. That's her scope of knowledge, and she doesn't even have any actual thoughts or insights about the topic at all. Just something for her to consume and regurgitate.

So, the end result is a void beyond a normal human being's ability to comprehend. There is a lifetime of willful ignorance and nothing else. Imagine the variety of thoughts and knowledge in your own mind, and imagine it all completely erased, except for the basest reptilian impulses.

I truly wonder if she has a damaged pre-frontal cortex (the part of the brain that regulates almost every impulse; it sets mammals apart from reptiles)...

So: the void must be filled, and she fills it with an uncompromising obsession with filling herself with high sodium and sugary and fatty foods, and an obsession with shitting it out, with horror movies and murder videos filling the time in between. There literally is nothing else to her.

The maker of this video is intelligent and makes some insightful points about addiction and breaking it. But while it is all true and does apply to Clotso, it fails to take into account The Void. Unless fatso starts filling herself with knowledge, curiosity, ideas, and legitimate things to do unrelated to her never pausing quest to fill her belly, none of the solutions offered in the video are attainable or even comprehensible to our fat eating and shitting sociopath.

Worth viewing for the rest of us, but Clotso is on that highway to hell, and she is pulling over for nobody.

 

[TrainWreckSpotter]

It's typical of narcs to be stupid-impulsive. They think that every new situation is going to work out oh so perfectly for them without considering the bigger picture/potential downsides, in an "If I WANT it, that's the way it will be" kind of a way. The fact that she didn't consider even ONE of the blatantly obvious problems she's going to have living in a place like that (so many of which have been pointed out here) is just beyond comprehension.

 

[RadioEnochian]

Registered to ask a stupid question.

Has it been discussed that Chantal probably has Narcissistic Personaliy Disorder? Because in my inexpert opinion, she's got NPD in spades. She's got the False Self (sunbathing in Jamaica, currently), the overwhelming self hatred, the pickup/discard cycle and the tendency to keep exes on strings. I've been following the current stuff and it very much looks like a typical (albeit very late stage) reaction to a narcissistic injury. Her eating disorder is obviously going to kill her, but she's using food to medicate the RAPIDLY increasing cognitive dissonance between her false self and reality. And she's hit the point where it's her own internal monologue doing the damage, which means this ain't gonna stop until somebody dies.

Like, if she were a cult leader she'd be doing daily drills on how her followers should line up for the grape flavor-aid.

I apologize if this has already been covered (I checked. I really did. Just...2140 pages. I've been on the Chantal show for two months) but I find it very striking how fucking textbook a narc she appears to be.

Also: of course she doesn't like home cooked food. She never bothered to learn how flavors work and her palate is shot. She can't replicate a professional's work because that would require insight and correction and for her to spend a couple weeks on the line with a professional chef. The only difference she can grok is that fast food makes her happy and her own food does not. The fact is that she is a talentless hack in the kitchen, it shows in her food, and a narcissist's weird simultaneous need to be THE BEST EVER while also being hypercritical as fuck has her struggling desperately to pretend that she likes the flavor balance that she actually missed by multiple orders of magnitude. If a restaurant is Ecco Homo, Chantal is the woman who turned it into monkey face, and she's pretending for all she's worth that she's davinci because she fucking knows she hasn't just screwed the pooch, she's fucked John Wick's dog.

They say "never trust a skinny cook" for a reason. If Chantal can't cook a single dish that rings her bells at least as well as McD's, or Sonic's *we tried* chili fries, she's a shit cook.

 

[THOTto]

Registered to ask a stupid question.

Has it been discussed that Chantal probably has Narcissistic Personaliy Disorder? Because in my inexpert opinion, she's got NPD in spades. She's got the False Self (sunbathing in Jamaica, currently), the overwhelming self hatred, the pickup/discard cycle and the tendency to keep exes on strings. I've been following the current stuff and it very much looks like a typical (albeit very late stage) reaction to a narcissistic injury. Her eating disorder is obviously going to kill her, but she's using food to medicate the RAPIDLY increasing cognitive dissonance between her false self and reality. And she's hit the point where it's her own internal monologue doing the damage, which means this ain't gonna stop until somebody dies.

Like, if she were a cult leader she'd be doing daily drills on how her followers should line up for the grape flavor-aid.

I apologize if this has already been covered (I checked. I really did. Just...2140 pages. I've been on the Chantal show for two months) but I find it very striking how fucking textbook a narc she appears to be.

Also: of course she doesn't like home cooked food. She never bothered to learn how flavors work and her palate is shot. She can't replicate a professional's work because that would require insight and correction and for her to spend a couple weeks on the line with a professional chef. The only difference she can grok is that fast food makes her happy and her own food does not. The fact is that she is a talentless hack in the kitchen, it shows in her food, and a narcissist's weird simultaneous need to be THE BEST EVER while also being hypercritical as fuck has her struggling desperately to pretend that she likes the flavor balance that she actually missed by multiple orders of magnitude. If a restaurant is Ecco Homo, Chantal is the woman who turned it into monkey face, and she's pretending for all she's worth that she's davinci because she fucking knows she hasn't just screwed the pooch, she's fucked John Wick's dog.

They say "never trust a skinny cook" for a reason. If Chantal can't cook a single dish that rings her bells at least as well as McD's, or Sonic's *we tried* chili fries, she's a shit cook.

No one here is your nigger we have a search bar that works perfectly. Narcs are quick to use anything as an excuse for their behavior. Instead of handing her a bunch of shit she can self diagnose with since you’re by your own admission new to her, try reading what the people who followed her have been saying for years now and read the thread. Or neck yourself I don’t really care either way.

 

[Strawberry Pocky]

A person with real BED would never, ever, film themselves binging and upload it for millions of people to watch.

Chantal doesn't have an eating disorder. She's just lazy and likes fatty food.

This is what I've been saying about both Chantal and AmberLynn for ages - they don't have clinical, diagnosed Eating Disorders, but it would be insane NOT to call what they do "disordered eating"
There's a clear difference between the two.

Cheers tho for your post cause I feel like not enough people make the distinction. Technically Chantal doesn't even "binge" because binges are marked by being a significant amount of food/calories higher than normal, consumed quickly within a very short/discrete period of time.
This is also nothing like Chantal (or Amber) because she eats constantly, massive amounts, non-stop, forever. She's just a consistent and constant glutton, not a 'binger'

But making that argument or pointing that issue out every time anyone uses the term 'binge' would be tiring and pointless lol

 

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This is what I've been saying about both Chantal and AmberLynn for ages - they don't have clinical, diagnosed Eating Disorders, but it would be insane NOT to call what they do "disordered eating"
There's a clear difference between the two.

Cheers tho for your post cause I feel like not enough people make the distinction. Technically Chantal doesn't even "binge" because binges are marked by being a significant amount of food/calories higher than normal, consumed quickly within a very short/discrete period of time.
This is also nothing like Chantal (or Amber) because she eats constantly, massive amounts, non-stop, forever. She's just a consistent and constant glutton, not a 'binger'

But making that argument or pointing that issue out every time anyone uses the term 'binge' would be tiring and pointless lol

There's also a large correlation between actual binging and not consuming enough food to sustain yourself at a healthy weight. Binging IMO is pretty uncontrollable, and is correlated with a large sense of shame, filming yourself smiling and eating and feeling very little guilt for your actions is pretty divorced from what someone who typically binges because of an ED experiences. I wouldn't argue against Cuntal and Hamber having an addiction to food, but personally I feel that the way they view eating is a lot different from someone with a serious ED possesses. This is all speculation- sorry for slightly OT and sperging

 

[RadioEnochian]

No one here is your nigger we have a search bar that works perfectly. Narcs are quick to use anything as an excuse for their behavior. Instead of handing her a bunch of shit she can self diagnose with since you’re by your own admission new to her, try reading what the people who followed her have been saying for years now and read the thread. Or neck yourself I don’t really care either way.

Um. I have been reading it. For two months. Since I found the Farms back in march.

I would absolutely say that her eating disorder is at best comorbid, if not secondary to NPD--which IMHO completely and comprehensively excludes anything resembling a hope for recovery. Eating disorders can be treated. NPD is untreatable. We do not have any why to uncouple the narc train from the shitstorm caboose. The food is the drug her NPD requires to medicate the ever growing cognitive dissonance between her reality (basically this entire thread) and her False Self, combined with her spiralling and ever growing sense of self hatred.

Chantal NEEDS that sunbathing-in-jamaca fantasy. She needs it the way most of us need social contact. Because that fantasy is the only thing standing between herself and reality. I say this because I see a LOT of people saying that she loves herself and using the term "narcissistic" in a sense of self adoration to the exclusion of all else. But the root cause of narcissism is not self-obsession, but self-hatred. A narcissist hates themselves on a degree that makes No Exit look like a three way. Hell, to a narc, is themselves alone with themself. Every single negative on this thread is something Chantal (if she is NPD) says to herself every single minute. She isn't obsessed with her haters because they hate her. She is obsessed because they externalize her inner Greek choir and give her a chance to present for two seconds that these thoughts are not her thoughts.

If Chantal is NPD, then there is not a single human on this earth, the Farms included, who hates Chantal as much as Chantal does. Chantal hates herself so much that she will eat herself into an overly-made-up grave so that she can pretend to her narc supply that she does not absolutely despise every single thing about her existence.

And if Chantal wants to admit to being NPD? Fan fucking tactic. She has admitted to knowing that she is obese, a slob, stinky, and a failure, and, instead of doing fuck-all to fix it, to sacrificing the entirety to her life on the fantasy altar of who she could have been, maybe, because ever actually doing one single thing to solve her problem would require actually facing the reality of her existence, which she has chosen not to do to the point of it being pathological.

Chantal could somehow magically give up food and diet herself down to a toothpick. It's really doubtful but it could maybe, during a famine or true apocalypse, happen. But Skinny Chantal would be no more capable of joy or function as fat Chantal, because The core problem will always remain. And that is that Chantal hates Chantal.

 

[Malagor the dank omen]

And that is that Chantal hates Chantal.

It always boils down to this. It doesn't matter if she finally diets and she's thin and sorts her life out. She would always be Chantal bethin or fat.

 

[Dutch Courage]

So, I have been sitting here in the pre-dawn hours, autistic and true, contemplating some of the things she has said or done with her food. Her lust for Chef Boyardee. Her refusal to eat Cream of Wheat because she forgot to buy jelly to add to it. Her weird half-ounce of coffee. Her Coldest Fatso Sippy Cup. Her highchair mobile mukbang tray...

Clotso's most secure era was probably from age 2 to 6 or so. I believe she was 2 (correct me if I'm wrong) when her mom passed her off full-time to grandma. Grandma had her until adolescence, but insecurities (which ultimately would become traumas causing truancy and brief institutionalization) would have started appearing at school, probably in kindergarten and first grade. From her perspective, life has only gotten worse since then; there really are no halcyon years. So around age five or six is as good as is ever got for her.

We've noted many times (so many that I hesitate to bring it up again, although it is one of her most compelling characteristics to me) how absolutely infantile Clotso's behavior is. Along with everything else, I think her relationship to food is stunted and cemented in that 2 to 6 age range.

Never again has she enjoyed as happy and carefree days as she did when Grandma plopped her in front of the TV with a bowl of Spaghetti-O's. How warm and content she felt as beams of morning sunlight heralded another day of blissful childhood ignorance, as grandma lovingly sweetened the bland Cream of Wheat with tablespoons of jelly! Sometimes, Grandma would treat her like a big girl, and let her have a little tiny sip of coffee with lots of mil k added... Those rapturous days when she had no cute baby sibling, no mean girl classmates, no demands on her time, no schedule or routine to follow... This is why she tics in a three year old's voice, this is why she throws tantrums, and this is why she knows nothing an older child would know.

I guess there are people like this who are not deathfats; terminal nostalgia for one's childhood is definitely a little screwy, but it doesn't seem to result in constant face stuffing. So she definitely has something wrong with her on top of just this desire to be a little kid forever. But this is a big part of it.

I also think she has been regressing; she is more child-like and more vocal about her childhood foods than ever before. Maybe if she fully regresses to age six, she can die fulfilled.