Zinnia Jones / Satana Kennedy / Zachary Antolak / Zack Sklar / Lauren McNamara/Soersdal / @zjemptv - Queen of the Horse Dildos and Defender of Rapists; Transtrender Posing as a Transmedicalist; Dropped out of College after Falling in a Shallow River; Balls-free since 2024

"depersonalization" is just a buzzword for anxiety. Snowflakes can't have depression or anxiety like we all plebs, no. They're too special, they have a very special kind that is called "depersonalization".

Zach, you're stressed, like anyone in your situation. Like, 99.99% of the population when something bad happens, it's not some complicated psychological issue. It's like normal humans react.

The odd thing would be if you were feeling like nothing's happen becuase you'd be either in denial or you're a sociopath and that is the real issue..

So, congratulations, you're like everybody else.
 
Morning update
Screenshot_2020-06-25-07-13-23-1.png
 
My take is that he stuck things so far up his ass he's given himself brain damage.
They meant Zin's dad, I think.

He was retweeting a lot of random bullshit this morning. Some sex pest tranny drama shit, I dunno. Not important.

20200625_100531.jpg
c7c21726fc3a7ad6d6cda0a339975cd6.jpg
20200625_100554.jpg
Ironically, I too know a lot of trans women who know jack shit.

20200625_100654.jpg
20200625_100719.jpg
Are you sure they just didn't want to/couldn't legally talk to you? 🤔

20200625_100734.jpg
I also want the answer to this.

EDIT: ninja'd by two goddamn minutes.
 
They meant Zin's dad, I think.

Yes- it's been a long year but Zin was gloating over the holidays about his dad
dadantolak.png
Non-Clown-Dad looked like this just 3 years before that picture:

dadant2.png


Zach's dad looked more youthful and healthy at 56 than Zach does in his early 30s, so my best guess is that the worst is pretty recent. Getting a DUI somewhere with taxis/rideshare 24/7 is pretty fucking dumb, something you'd only do if you're impaired enough of the time that it's your normal. He's aging in deathfat years, but looks to be losing weight, not putting it on, so he's likely into the bottle pretty deep.

I think his wife left him, but he could have just seen Zach's Twitter.
 

This isn’t out of the realm of possibility but Zach is definitely overestimating how well Heather actually is. Just from personal experience, I knew someone who had a stroke, appeared to be doing better, then had another massive stroke that killed them as they were starting physical therapy. The total time was less than a week.
 
Zach said:
what they did for her merits a gratitude that I’m not even sure how to express.

Want to express gratitude? Let them do their fucking jobs. Stop busybodying around medical professionals and “reminding” them about what is going on.

I can appreciate that this is unchartered waters for him, and he’s reacting from a place of anxiety but seriously Zach, leave the staff alone.
 
I call bullshit. Zinnia can't be double and triple-checking everything and be a lazy, malicious, little shit.
I can see him bothering and badgering everyone who ever laid eye on Heather though, from the Neurology consultant to the lunch lady. Relatives like him are the worst: they overcompensate their lack of concern of the patient by displaying concern aggressively towards health care people. An hour spent with health care professionals means one fewer hour spending with the patient.

"I'm reminding every staff member about what is going on," for chrissake Heather can speak!

That's what I'm saying. He has already changed his story several on how functional Heather is.
I haven't read many Twitters of patient relatives, but I suspect running commentaries that last for days are unusual. When your life is topsy-turvy because someone had an emergency and you need to take care of her, Twitter would be very far from your mind.
 
Last edited:

Zach, later today: OMG HEATHER JUST LEVITATED OFF THE BED, THEN HEALED EVERYONE IN THE HOSPITAL! YAY! I DON'T HAVE TO GET A JO....I MEAN, I MISSED HEATHER SO MUCH! LUV U!

I call bullshit. Zinnia can't be double and triple-checking everything and be a lazy, malicious, little shit.

This is more of Zin-zin doing his I'M BETTER THAN EVERYONE AT THIS THING! Larping. He's SAYING this on Twitter, all while he sits on his ass fucking around on Twitter and waiting for Heather to die so he can cash in on the life insurance and find a new paypig.
 
Want to express gratitude? Let them do their fucking jobs. Stop busybodying around medical professionals and “reminding” them about what is going on.

I can appreciate that this is unchartered waters for him, and he’s reacting from a place of anxiety but seriously Zach, leave the staff alone.
Uh, excuse you, don't you mean "acting from a place of depersonalization?"

Too bad depersonalized ZJ is just as much of an insufferable know-it-all as the personalized one.
 
This is an extreme situation so perhaps I'm being uncharitable but his expressions of positivity seem a little.. much? I'm wondering who he is trying to convince and of what exactly. Is he afraid and bullying through it with aggressive positivity, or is he just trying to look good by being such a loving, concerned "wife"?

Maybe he thinks that if he lays it on thick now he'll be excused later when he continues to mysteriously fail job interviews crackhead felons have no issues fucking up. Bottom line for this fuck is that if he continues to shirk his responsibilities to support his family and allows his cuck wife to "allow" him to pursue a vanity degree so that he can flex on twitter... well, I'll be curious to see what the fallout of that will be.

Not that we need convincing, but a future where Migraine Zach lays on the couch with a phone glued to his face while Strokey McStroke continues to work herself to the bone might reveal to everyone else how much of a selfish piece of shit he is. I'll take my rainbows now.
 
This is an extreme situation so perhaps I'm being uncharitable but his expressions of positivity seem a little.. much? I'm wondering who he is trying to convince and of what exactly. Is he afraid and bullying through it with aggressive positivity, or is he just trying to look good by being such a loving, concerned "wife"?

Part of it I chalk up to denial, especially since Zach and reality have a strained relationship. He doesn't want to face the possibility that his meal ticket might cash out and his days of NEETing are over.

The other part is Zach playing it up for Twitter. OH LOOK AT WHAT A GOOD PERSON I AM! I'M HELPING!

The final part is Zach trying to make himself look good to Heather's family, in hopes that if Heather's mom steps in, she'll see Zach as the dutiful, concerned wife, and let him leech off of her instead of kicking the parasite to the curb.
 
Part of it I chalk up to denial, especially since Zach and reality have a strained relationship. He doesn't want to face the possibility that his meal ticket might cash out and his days of NEETing are over.

The other part is Zach playing it up for Twitter. OH LOOK AT WHAT A GOOD PERSON I AM! I'M HELPING!

The final part is Zach trying to make himself look good to Heather's family, in hopes that if Heather's mom steps in, she'll see Zach as the dutiful, concerned wife, and let him leech off of her instead of kicking the parasite to the curb.

This. I think staying at the hospital, if true, is part of his act so that if Heather ends up a vegetable, he can leech off her mom. Part of it is his brand of narcissism and having to be the smartest man in the room. He’s going to show those brain surgeons he isn’t just a high school drop out and son of a clownfucker.

A lot of it’s just a show for his twitter followers too. Needs to butter them up for the medical bills/on-going care/funeral gofundme.
 
Back