Conrad Aaron Collins / Diginée / Digibro / Digibrony / Otaku Gonzo Journalism & the Pro Crastinators Podcast - Pedophile, Two-Faced Weeaboo Ponyfag Youtube Analyst Who Wants to be a Loli + Drama, Friends & Enemies

In other news, while the PCP channel struggles with its fucked up channel issues, the podcast has been continuing on the feeds, with the last two episodes only having Ben Saint and Hippocrit on. A nice, steady decline.

Nate is behind it all. Ben Saint got too strong through the powers of Socialism. Nate tried to stop him with his soundboard but Ben had gotten too powerful already. So he chose the nuclear option. He contacted John Youtube himself (when you have 100k subs he gives you his private number) and let him kill the channel.
 
I'd say that the chances of Digi (or any autogynephallic male actually) of finding a psychiatrist/therapist who gives him an objective look and accurately diagnoses his condition is basically zero at this point.

not only has the trans movement (or rather, their political puppeteers) managed to chase away every gender critical voice from academia, the therapists themselves are scared shitless of being called transphobes and losing their jobs because of it, as has happened many times.

and this is digi we are talking about, he's going to go out of his way to find someone who 100% validates his views and pumps his body full of hormones if he and may decide that this is what they want.
I wish we could return to cooler times when people just did Coke and LSD if they wanted to be a little different. At least you'd have some cool stories and maybe a new perspective on life. Now it's just hormones and mood stabilizers, and all you get is perogy titties and depressing vlogs.

We need some cool new drugs to spice our culture back up again imo. The more psychedelic the better at this point, you can't get anymore fucked up than shit currently is anyways. Might as well just go all in and turn shit into a kaleidoscope because that's basically what it is at this point.
 
I cant believe he trooned out
before he was just autistic as fuck, but now hes a fucking delusional tranny and keeps saying "ya'll"
I cant even look any more. Even Nate has just given in and accepted it. Even Nate.
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Digi went back to posting more music on their channel. It's pretty bad and getting ratio'd.
TRANNY RAP TRAIN NEVER STOPS. Is he mass-nuking negative comments now because all I see is shit like this
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Ugh that's so fucking weird.

I remember my brother listening to Digi's videos while I played Dark Souls on our Ps3, now Digi's gone the route of so many other crazies.
Fuckin Chris Chan, Cosmo Wright, Tommy Tooter, etc. They all just troon out and their brains turn to static while their pay pigs buy them more dumb shit. Well maybe not Tommy but you get my point.

Is the internet really just this sodden abyss that people fall into to forget their problems, distracting their synapses with flashing colors and word vomit?
 
I wish we could return to cooler times when people just did Coke and LSD if they wanted to be a little different. At least you'd have some cool stories and maybe a new perspective on life. Now it's just hormones and mood stabilizers, and all you get is perogy titties and depressing vlogs.

We need some cool new drugs to spice our culture back up again imo. The more psychedelic the better at this point, you can't get anymore fucked up than shit currently is anyways. Might as well just go all in and turn shit into a kaleidoscope because that's basically what it is at this point.

I just want to go back to a time were being a feminime man or a masculine woman was just a personality trait and not a grand statement on your "gender".

but super drugs are fine too.
 
Is he mass-nuking negative comments now because all I see is shit like this

I just stumbled over a fresh one and the first comments are ... not kind. Maybe they're gone tomorrow.

Believe it or not this is the first one of these recent ramblings (anything after parts of the Gosick one) I'm listening to. I'm trying to be as serious I can. This is unironically incoherent, crazy talk. As in Charles Manson just with less charisma.
 

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I just stumbled over a fresh one and the first comments are ... not kind. Maybe they're gone tomorrow.
In case anyone was wondering, it seems that turning a channel with over 300K subs into a nonsensical autobiography with garbage music isn't a very good idea.

Maybe Digi could go back to making... you know... good videos.
 
Maybe Digi could go back to making... you know... good videos.
I don't think he knows how to anymore lol

He's driven by those often rare flashes of inspiration few of us get the chance to explore. But those flashes for anime, especially current anime, are basically non-existent at this point.

And the flashes of inspiration he does get now are gay and stupid.

Like anybody nearing their 30s, you're just kind of ready to move on from anime. Either you move on and really hunker down into a career or family, or you troon out like Cosmo and try to relive your youth a second time so you can continue to live in the delusion anime affords.

Digi is now a walking corpse. Hideaki Anno would be disgusted by someone like Digi, and it would only make evangelion rebuild 4 take even longer to produce but Anno would need like a decade to process whether it's even worth producing shit for people like Digi at this point.

He'd probably take up novel writing instead that would focus on the importance of the nuclear family unit, and to avoid degeneracy at all costs.

And then Digi would cut his dick off.
 
He's driven by those often rare flashes of inspiration few of us get the chance to explore. But those flashes for anime, especially current anime, are basically non-existent at this point.

And the flashes of inspiration he does get now are gay and stupid.
I remember Digi comparing herself to Kanye some time ago. IDK if she still feels that way today, but it actually holds up in a funny way. Both of them make drastic changes to their career sporadically, acting impulsively based on whatever it is they find interesting in the moment (such as Kanye's big Trump phase and his current Jesus phase) and are currently in a place where they've gotten more mysterious while simultaneously yelling about how no one understands them.
 
This is pure speculation, but I always wonder whether Digi's last few years on youtube would have played out differently if the currently airing seasonal anime had been different, i.e. better. The bread and butter of an anituber is discussing seasonal shows, but when those shows are soulless, low quality, and leave nothing to be discussed, what is to be done in its place? I know Digi has always been the "human content machine" and explores different fields/genres to evolve his "art." While I do agree with previous sentiments that coronavirus probably played a part in his descent into madness because of the increased amount of time spent indoors on the internet, I think the other side of that is the anime production aspect. A lot of seasonal shows were either delayed weeks, ran into issues, or postponed to future seasons entirely, which makes the material he works from even more scarce and low quality. Personally as an anime fan I noticed that I started losing interest in anime around the time Digi stopped producing as much content, and I think that's no coincidence. I think older anime fans are probably really jaded. For a casual watcher this just means finding a new hobby, but for Digi, who relies on flashes of inspiration from the shows he watches to produce content, this requires an entire restructuring of your livelihood, which he clearly can't handle.
 
This is pure speculation, but I always wonder whether Digi's last few years on youtube would have played out differently if the currently airing seasonal anime had been different, i.e. better. The bread and butter of an anituber is discussing seasonal shows, but when those shows are soulless, low quality, and leave nothing to be discussed, what is to be done in its place? I know Digi has always been the "human content machine" and explores different fields/genres to evolve his "art." While I do agree with previous sentiments that coronavirus probably played a part in his descent into madness because of the increased amount of time spent indoors on the internet, I think the other side of that is the anime production aspect. A lot of seasonal shows were either delayed weeks, ran into issues, or postponed to future seasons entirely, which makes the material he works from even more scarce and low quality. Personally as an anime fan I noticed that I started losing interest in anime around the time Digi stopped producing as much content, and I think that's no coincidence. I think older anime fans are probably really jaded. For a casual watcher this just means finding a new hobby, but for Digi, who relies on flashes of inspiration from the shows he watches to produce content, this requires an entire restructuring of your livelihood, which he clearly can't handle.
I still think Digi would have transitioned, just at a later time. There were signs of it like: wearing her mom's clothes (if her cousin is to be believed); being conscious of looking like a girl when she was younger; Digi being very impulsive with a very laissez-faire support network etc...
 
Digi has been flooding their channel today with hot garbagio consisting of:
- Two half baked think pieces
- An analysis video script
- a chapter from a book
- a random podcast consisting of typical high ramblings
- A excerpt audio log from a Digi light novel
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An audio log titled ENTER BY THE NARROW was uploaded and i genuinely couldn't stop laughing. This is like one of the cringiest/worst things Digi has done. I guess this is supposed to be written from the perspective of the character from Digi's light novel? Through all this effort Digi has managed to get rid of 2k subs today.

Audio Log:
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Also side note:

Nice Hair Tenleid 2.0.

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Digi has been flooding their channel today with hot garbagio consisting of:
- Two half baked think pieces
- An analysis video script
- a chapter from a book
- a random podcast consisting of typical high ramblings
- A excerpt audio log from a Digi light novel
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An audio log titled ENTER BY THE NARROW was uploaded and i genuinely couldn't stop laughing. This is like one of the cringiest/worst things Digi has done. I guess this is supposed to be written from the perspective of the character from Digi's light novel? Through all this effort Digi has managed to get rid of 2k subs today.

Audio Log:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EICRSjxOWSI&t=19s

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Also side note:

Nice Hair Tenleid 2.0.

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You know it's sad when the nicest thing one could possibly say about her is that at least she has real breasts compared to the original Tenleid.
Is it fun to be an ethot? Do they genuinely enjoy it? Not the attention, the activities themselves.
 
This is pure speculation, but I always wonder whether Digi's last few years on youtube would have played out differently if the currently airing seasonal anime had been different, i.e. better. The bread and butter of an anituber is discussing seasonal shows, but when those shows are soulless, low quality, and leave nothing to be discussed, what is to be done in its place? I know Digi has always been the "human content machine" and explores different fields/genres to evolve his "art." While I do agree with previous sentiments that coronavirus probably played a part in his descent into madness because of the increased amount of time spent indoors on the internet, I think the other side of that is the anime production aspect. A lot of seasonal shows were either delayed weeks, ran into issues, or postponed to future seasons entirely, which makes the material he works from even more scarce and low quality. Personally as an anime fan I noticed that I started losing interest in anime around the time Digi stopped producing as much content, and I think that's no coincidence. I think older anime fans are probably really jaded. For a casual watcher this just means finding a new hobby, but for Digi, who relies on flashes of inspiration from the shows he watches to produce content, this requires an entire restructuring of your livelihood, which he clearly can't handle.

I have to disagree. I'm the last person you would call a recency fag and I think anime had several ups and downs over the span of decades but I don't think anime is any more "soulless" today than few years ago.

Weebs are typically young (teenagers to early 20s), easy to impress and fickle. Today anime is the best shit of all times and the universe and all other universes but tomorrow they lose interest. That evolution happens over a span of two years typically. And that gives you a constant stream of people whose narrative is "anime isn't as good as it was in the olden days" ("olden days" then being 2018 or something).

Now funny enough Digibro's recent anime phase didn't last much longer than 2 years either. He was all into MLP for some time until his fallout with the brony community. That must have been around mid 2015 when Jeff's Horseshoe Finale came out. And I'd argue by the time Digibro left VB he had already mostly lost interest again. Maybe I'm a bit to strict with the dates here but the phase really wasn't that long. And it was all long, long before the coronavirus for sure. His patreon has been in decline for a long time already.

What rightfully gave Digibro his anime guru creds btw (compared to the average weeb) was his autistic focus on anime for the time he was into it and even more so the fact he had a first anime phase before the MLP arc giving him a somewhat broader time horizon.

Anyway, starting with his roadtrip there was less and less talking about anime and more and more let's plays, ramble streams and personality cult. His decent into madenss began back than at the latest. Tragically, his loss in interest coincides with his breakthough on patreon. I guess his line of thought then went "anime is boring ... those people must be here for me and only me". Wrong, I think. They were there for SAO and K-On and whatnot because they had found out about his content up to that point only recently. What makes his content worse is that Digibro knows demonstrably less about non-anime things than the average person living in the real world. He doesn't even have the internet skills he boasts about as you can seen from how he erratically follows conspiracy theories he stumbles across or some "you are 14 and I am deep" pop philosophers and aphorists.

And it doesn't even matter if anime suddenly turned to shit last Friday or in 2017. There is always a stream of young weebs who gobble up anything. He could've just catered to them. He could also just have impressed his audience with his actual knowledge about the field and the revelation that there is anime older than a year. He could have talked about the 2000s and early 2010s. Kenny Lauderdale makes much, much more views than Digibro by infrequently talking about obscure 80s OVAs for heaven's sake.

So, rant over. This might sound like a career advice but I'm convinced that ship has sailed. It's more like a post mortem analysis.
 
Is it fun to be an ethot? Do they genuinely enjoy it? Not the attention, the activities themselves.
I would say only a few actually enjoy doing it, and even then i would imagine it's not as exciting after doing it so much. Most just do it because it's easy money with barely any work besides maybe buying cheap clothes from some Chinese website and showing off your breasts.
 
It's been a while since we had any patreon updates, so let's talk about it.

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In just over a month since his great announcement, he has lost over 1200$ from his patreon.

Now, let's put ourselves on his shoes. imagine making such terrible decisions and being so lazy that your boss takes 1200 bucks from your monthly payment, that'll be enough to make most of us want to kill ourselves or at least reconsider those decisions that ruined our lives. Not for digi, he just doubles down on every shit take and takes every bit of fake validation points from twitter as proof that he is right and the critics are just haters or transphobes.


Some people like to compare him to Cosmo wright, but I disagree with this. Cosmo had real talent, a great personality and his fall from grace was truly spectacular. Digi's only "talent" was having a lifestyle so out of the norm that many autists related to him enough to give him a cult following. but over time people stopped caring, most realized that he was just a mess that couldn't finish even a single project and someone who's every self destructive and hedonistic life decision was not worth supporting. his pseudo-intellectualism and constant change of personality and opinions were not appealing anymore.
And then he trooned... but no one cared. even as a lolcow he is not even funny, he's just a sadcow who can't figure out what he's doing wrong with his life.
 
In just over a month since his great announcement, he has lost over 1200$ from his patreon.

That's three months we're looking at. You don't even have to look at the time axis. Three distinct drops in money and patreons (or rather 1/2 + 1 + 1 + 1/2 drops since the July 1st data point isn't out yet.) Digbro might not be a woman but he for sure bleeds a lot once a month.

In any case it's worse enough. If it goes on like this we won't be talking about his patreon anymore in 2021. But maybe he hits a bottom of followers who eat up everything he does even ... what ever it is he does now.

1 - 1.5 years or so ago when his patreon was still gently going down and not in free fall I pittied him. The constant depression finally getting the better of him. Losing interest in everything. His "friends" don't care, society doesn't care, no marketable skills I'd know about. Going into full denial. Compensating his insecurities with delusions of grandeur.

The tragic rise and fall of an anitube celebrity. You could totally make movie out of that guy. Because what happend to him is not totally out of this world. It's still relatable (If you're not an autist or sociopath. Digibro is both.), just dialed up to 11.

But at some point he just became harmful not only to himself but to his audience. He might have been a sadcow a while ago. Now he just needs to stop.
 
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