Secret Gamer Girl / SecretGamerGrrl / Googleshng / "Violet Hargrave" / Jacob Lawrence (Jake) Alley / Violet Cassandra Ocean - Delusional Zoe Quinn Stalker, Libelous Tweeter, Thirsty Gnome, Faux-Tranny Neckbeard Incel, Micropenis, "Known Troubled Person", Creator of "Massive vs the Masses", Self-Described "Noise Making Thing"; Lives in Niantic, CT

You might recall in that March he had what we thought was an extended bout of suicide baiting. It turns out that was actually his therapist trying to get him to kick social media:

That sure worked like a charm. He was back on Twitter in, max, three weeks IIRC, and on Tumblr even sooner.

His therapist gave him up as beyond help six weeks later.

Yeah, his therapist evidently told him to take a social media break because it was clearly making him more paranoid and anxious. He didn't really take a break, considered the Discord to be "not really social media," and was back on all his other haunts before the month was up.

His therapist ditched him when, a month after this "social media break," Jake came to her and said he was being stalked by multiple celebrities (I'm guessing William Shatner figured prominently into this). Imagine being the poor shrink who got saddled with Jake, and hearing that Captain Kirk was now a transphobic Nazi hunting Violet down.
 
Jake confirms that his weight was around 300 lbs towards the end of last year.

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Thinking it over, it's very possible that he might have been speaking roughly when he said "half", and he actually weighed 350. According to his Twitter, the surgeon actually wanted him to hit a certain BMI: https://archive.md/mdbXL#selection-5439.0-5439.238

If, as is likely, the BMI he's supposed to hit is 25 (i.e. "not overweight"), that would be a weight of 205, and if he was 150 pounds above that, his current weight would be more like 355.

Actually weighing 150 at 6'4" would be like the beach wimp from those Charles Atlas ads, I doubt any surgeon really required that.
 
He says at another point that the surgeon required you to tell if you were over 215 lbs for an evaluation of fitness, and wouldn't accept anyone of any height or fitness level who was 235 or above. So we can assume either 365 or 385 lbs was probably Jake's starting number, and that doesn't sound too far off.
 
Thinking it over, it's very possible that he might have been speaking roughly when he said "half", and he actually weighed 350. According to his Twitter, the surgeon actually wanted him to hit a certain BMI: https://archive.md/mdbXL#selection-5439.0-5439.238

If, as is likely, the BMI he's supposed to hit is 25 (i.e. "not overweight"), that would be a weight of 205, and if he was 150 pounds above that, his current weight would be more like 355.

Actually weighing 150 at 6'4" would be like the beach wimp from those Charles Atlas ads, I doubt any surgeon really required that.
Well, yes. Jake lies through exaggeration in everything he says. Medicab went past his house? He chased it down for half an hour. It was raining? A torrential downpour - and him only in a 'pretty dress'.

Him bitching about the insurance agent is classic Jake as well. 20 minutes of health advice when he least needs it from someone who has no medical training! Except when someone asks him about it, turns out they're his nurse whose job it is to try and help him with these things. But still! It's the last thing he needs to hear! He's just been told he's too fat, why would anyone think he needs to be told how he could lose weight?

I also like him working himself into a paranoid frenzy over someone doing what he claims he wants them to do - that is, spend time with him without him having to lift a finger to make it happen. But they know his middle initial, which is literally impossible!

Another sign his current model for femininity is Becky (sorry, Becky, even Jake knows you're not really a man) - it is almost exactly what she did involving someone sending her a gift a couple of years back. Nice gesture? Not at all, because she didn't see the card so thought the evil Riot gamer Nazis wanted her dead as no one else could know where she lives!

Turning people's kindness into acts of malice is a classic cunt move. Thinking they're sympathetic for doing so is a true delusion. It's unsurprising Jake can't even be original in his idiocy.
 
One other thing that seems to have gotten lost in the shuffle: @zedkissed60 did some additional superdoxing to prove that Violet is currently living right where the voter files have him, at 35 Union Street 315 in New London, Connecticut 06320-6136.
The view from Jake's window:
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And Google Street View of the area immediately outside his address - note the matching windows of the MVNICIPAL BVILDING. "The Crocker House" is his building.

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Nearly every time Jake references a specific temperature measurement while waiting for a cab or walking in the rain, he's lying to the tune of 10-20 degrees. Historical temperature data is not difficult to find. He's a compulsive exaggerator, he can't help but say it's 35 degrees when it's 50. He just has to get a little extra sympathy.

He also makes the same "mistake" repeatedly with only wearing a thin skirt and shirt with no appropriate seasonal clothing in hopes of "showing off" his new feminine ensembles, only to end up cold and rained on. I wonder if this is some kind of fantasy projection of his, maybe he's hoping someone takes pity on him and invites him into their car and it turns into Heart's "All I Wanna Do (Is Make Love To You)."
 
He says at another point that the surgeon required you to tell if you were over 215 lbs for an evaluation of fitness, and wouldn't accept anyone of any height or fitness level who was 235 or above. So we can assume either 365 or 385 lbs was probably Jake's starting number, and that doesn't sound too far off.
Yeah, the height is the factor there. To be Jake's width at six foot four, you're talking a lot of mass. 215-235 is a range where you're probably overweight unless you're approaching college basketball height or bodybuilder muscles, so it makes sense a doc would use that as a rule of thumb.

The above whining comes from November 14, 2018. Not sure if that's the earliest allusion to shopping for bottom surgery, but it's earlier than I had thought it would be. He's being very cagey about what he wants, oddly: it's obvious from context that he's talking about a cock chop, but he still uses guarded language like "a couple specialists in a thing."
 
Jake was born just a smidge too late. He would have been right at home with all the hambeast White Wolf LARPers of the '90s.

ETA: Here's a moment: Jake gets taken out for oysters and lobster, and complains.

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What a complete dick. Does Jake ever pass up an opportunity to be an utter asshole?
 
Trying again: reposting the Discord CSV files. Escaped messages starting with funny characters with a ' so Excel won't complain.

EDIT: by the way, when you import it into Excel, choose the UTF-8 character encoding ("File origin"). That should help with the quotes, Japanese, and emoji characters.

EDIT2: reposted these one more time (in this post), so take them again if you happened to download it before seeing this note.
 

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Jake gets a ride to the bank from his mom, and is grateful.

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The surgery saga from earlier this year: turns out what he had was a colonoscopy.

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There are some other comments on the same subject if you go to that general time frame, but they are not extra illuminating, and they're fucking gross.
 
Jake gets a ride to the bank from his mom, and is grateful.

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The surgery saga from earlier this year: turns out what he had was a colonoscopy.

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There are some other comments on the same subject if you go to that general time frame, but they are not extra illuminating, and they're fucking gross.

Amazingly, he shared something even more disgusting about this later, as if people really want to know the state of his bowels.


6/4/2020 9:32:00 AM Violet#6360 '249441349839880194 Violet '718140200559181856 and 3 days of hell later... the awfuk bio draino didn't do the thing right and I have to start from scratch with this in a few months

So get this, Jake is so LITERALLY FULL OF SHIT that the blowout laxative they give you for a colonoscopy didn't even work on him. You can't make this stuff up.
 
Amazingly, he shared something even more disgusting about this later, as if people really want to know the state of his bowels.
dude I left that part out of my post for a reason.

Jake is in an interesting age range for the procedure, by the by, because he's past the age where ulcerative colitis usually sets in and still some years from the point where diverticulosis or colon cancer is likely. On the other hand, we see the kind of abuse he subjects his digestion to, so I guess all bets are off.
 
Fedora tipping in Ironhold, Jake quickly gets out of his depth when discussing religion.

5/8/2019 14:47troll_waresomeone I used to be able to call a cousin went off the deep end of baptist belief system after he retired. smart cool guy before. dumb sexist homophobic asshat afterwards. (edited)
5/8/2019 14:50VioletMeanwhile I'm sitting there fighting the urge to respond to "we can't comprehend why God makes us suffer, it's like explaining to a dog why he has to get a shot" with "OK, but I don't want another dog trying to give mine a rabies shot, so shut your admittedly ignorant mouth?"
5/8/2019 15:03Bailey Wolfe (she/her)Heh
5/8/2019 16:55VioletAlso is it me or is it really just kinda blasphemous for someone going the whole "God is all powerful and all knowing and perfect" route to also say "but he can't actually communicate what he wants for us or why"
5/8/2019 16:56P4riah (they/he)its always amazed me how most religions insult their own god by cramming them into flawed human understanding
5/8/2019 16:57VioletSee I wouldn't say this is something "most religions" do
5/8/2019 16:57P4riah (they/he)i guess i mean mostly the abrahamic ones
5/8/2019 16:57P4riah (they/he)which are the ones im familiar with
5/8/2019 16:57P4riah (they/he)they tend to make god so small and frankly evil
5/8/2019 16:58VioletNo, you literally just mean Evangelical Christianity.
5/8/2019 17:03P4riah (they/he)well i was catholic for 25 years and they do it too
5/8/2019 17:04Violetwell fair yeah
5/8/2019 17:04P4riah (they/he)various islamic theology from some sects in some places also echo things i find familiar from the dogma of my own upbringing
5/8/2019 17:04P4riah (they/he)its like....
5/8/2019 17:04P4riah (they/he)many tend to try and take the holy writings of their faith as the be all and end all of their god, all encompassing
5/8/2019 17:06Violeteh, are you personally recounting stuff you've actually heard in a mosque there?

From the "covid19" channel on 3/22/2020: Mom tells Jake to go outside.
My mother keeps calling me and saying I should go take a walk outside
Like, to the theater, or major transit hub

From "roleplaying" on 8/7/2018:
I totally tried to sign up to run 8 slots this year to get a hotel covered and got shut down for lack of experience
8 slots of DMing for Starfinder at GenCon I think is what's being referred to.

Oh yes, and has anyone already mentioned that Jake's mom changed the locks?

From "cats" on 2/19/2020:
oh yeah, cats get all freaked out when other cats come back after a while smelling like the vet
which is also the excuse my mother is currently using to... intercept and abduct one of my cats on his discharge from the vet
but again, being a scent thing, they should be fine after she's been home long enough to smell familiar again
that's a very good question at this point
it's been 2 months of her saying "oh well I just have him here for a little bit before his followup" and she recently slipped up and told me how perfectly healthy he is
but... the LAST time he had to go to the vet and she pulled this same stunt, she changed the locks so I couldn't just show up and take him back, so... it's a thing.
yeah have I mentioned that my mother is a horrible person?
 
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Our boy is currently busy with "please stop posting things Jake does not like" version 17.45:
The Undoxed Violet Cassandra Ocean said:
This is a very random thing to throw out there and I assume most people's response is going to be "what no don't tell me what to do" but, hey, just a suggestion here-

Could we maybe try and pull off some kind of de-4chan-ification project around here?

Like, we collectively took a big important step towards this a few years back when everyone kinda came to this unspoken agreement that Pepe the Frog had officially become a clear nazi symbol.

More to the point, nazis were tossing it around so constantly that the safe assumption was if you saw someone post it, and you didn't know who that person was, that person being a nazi was the safe bet.

And there was this whole period where that was definitely the case but a whole bunch of people for whatever reason got real stubborn about not dropping it, so you had to do this super awkward is this a nazi, or is this just some asshole continuing to use this thing that's a nazi symbol?" and stopping at any point in your day and having to make a call like that sucks a lot, particularly when really, there was no particular reason to splash it around beyond self-identifying as a nazi, or self-identifying as a person-who-used-to-frequent-4chan-a-lot-or-at-least-be-kind-of-adjacent-and-still-feels-a-sense-of-community-despite-all-the-nazis which, you know, also isn't the greatest thing to be identifying as.

The thing is though, there's a hell of a lot of other stuff like that that has that same "odds are better than average the person posting this is a 4chan nazi" that people keep muddying the waters with.

The most obvious example of course is just straight up screenshots of 4chan posts.

Like, if it's a quick little pithy block of text, you can just copy and paste the text. Nobody's gonna stop ya, or know you were on some nazi-infested site when you saw something that gave you a chuckle. And if it's too long or already trapped in screenshot form, then...

I mean, maybe skip it? It's an old joke everyone's already familiar with and/or too long for people to read for a quick chuckle. Or maybe you're trying to highlight bigotry or other terribleness, but like, it's 2020. We all know the nazi site is full of awful stuff, you're not doing any groundbreaking research here, just exposing the targets of hate to hate they'd otherwise get to avoid.

This also applies to reddit posts by the way. Reddit is just 4chan wearing a necktie, and that's especially true of those AITA posts I see screenshots of constantly.
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