In a moment of complete honesty, the sound of Kevin's voice in that video haunts me like the memory of a car accident. I've been on the internet since last Tuesday, seen some pretty wild shit. But that voice, and the image of that kiss, the unbelievable man on man gayness of the whole thing, and then the transparently false pretense both of them say out loud for their devotionals every day that somehow, one or maybe even both of them is a girl. And one just, like, fucked the medical incision of the other? For some reason? You can see that neither of them believe any part of it. You can witness the truth in their facial expressions and in the unbelievable awkwardness. Neither of them can get out of there fast enough, but they're trying to make the other person go for the out first. If you've been a participant in any culture, you've ended up in a bed you shouldn't be in, and you know the atmosphere in that room. It's classic shame. They look like cult members who were looking off in the distance, and suddenly they saw the dust cloud from the ATF vans. They're praying for the misery to end, but hoping the charade continues and everybody keeps faking it just a little longer, just a little bit longer, and it'll magically get better.
