Inactive Richard "Lowtax" Kyanka - Deadbeat (emphasis on "Dead") founder of Something Awful, forced out of his own community, on his second divorce, stuck his dick in crazy, "Birth Giver"

hello police? Yes hi. This guy I know... is weird, and does weird stuff... I haven't actually SEEEEN him commit a crime, but like hes probably up to something.
Why didn't she leave after he asked her to wear a diaper or saw his stash of underage porno

I'm starting to think the neo-nazi shmorky dated isn't being forthright with details

methinks
 
The fact he could Co host and work with a guy as absolutely unbearable as shmorky speaks volumes about lowtax. That gaming garbage upthread was unfunny and unbearable. The creators, like the content, are annoying and tedious.
 
Why didn't she leave after he asked her to wear a diaper or saw his stash of underage porno

I'm starting to think the neo-nazi shmorky dated isn't being forthright with details

methinks
Yes yes yes, everything is the woman's responsibility. If only women would just step up and stop men from doing bad things, the world would be a much better place.

Sounds legit. Want to be the first one to go into the underground bunker?
 
He doesn't realise his situation is completely pitiful and a tearful breakdown would actually be an understandable human response.

I'm going to have to declare bancruptcy and sell my business? Boohoo! Sob sob! I'm so upset!! Pfft, losers.

My kids are being taken away and I'm going to jail for domestic abuse? Waaah! That's so saddening to me!! NOT. Suck it, haters.

Oh, I guess you're a detective. If I did something wrong, why wasn't I convicted in a court of law, smart guy? :smug: You're not very good at detective work, much like the bible
 
Why didn't you report his pedo stash if you were worried about him being around kids?

Like "I found my boyfriend drawing a bunch of little kids pissing themselves" that never occurred to you?

btw mandy have you seen one of the articles on the guy who owns this website? https://www.kiwifarmswiki.com/index.php?title=Joshua_Conner_Moon

Hello Richard. w/e if not:

Because relationships are complicated. Because relationships are not always between two non-mentally ill, stable people. I'm glad life has been so kind to you, but you're looking at this from the outside in, where it's easy to say "why doesn't she/he just leave?" Again - relationships are complicated, you can simultaneously be living the best and worst times of your life with someone. That's how it was with me and Shmorky. People who come from abusive family backgrounds really don't have a frame of reference of what normal, sane, non-abusive behavior is. That was also the case with me and Shmorky. People dealing with schizophrenia before they really have a handle on it with reliable medication aren't always firmly grounded in reality. There are always multiple factors at work, and the only people who really know exactly what goes on in a relationship are those two people.

The drawings - You cannot report someone drawing things in notebooks depicting non-human, (despite being humanoid and anthropomorphized looking) cartoon characters. It's a law that's been challenged many times, and a law I personally disagree with, but there's no getting around the '300 year old witch' clause. So if I report that, I look like the crazy lady. It honestly does haunt me in hindsight that I didn't do more, and I apologize for that. Like I said earlier, I'm vehemently against invading a partners privacy, I don't go through phones or rifle through belongings, but I just had to see what was in that room that was so off limits I wasn't even allowed to clean it. He had his personal laptop in there, but it was password protected, so I left it alone. To this day I don't know what the fuck is on there, nor do I want to.

I didn't engage in his fetishes in real life, that's why we slept in separate bedrooms, so I just turned a blind eye to that whole part of his life. I didn't think he was capable of physically harming someone in real life, since we were together virtually all the time, both at the office and at home (I didn't just blast Pink Floyd and research Jonbenet Ramsey and 9/11 conspiracies as Lowtax claims, I actually did use the computer to apply for jobs), and Shmorky never interacted with anyone in real life outside of Lowtax and his family, and Andrew "Garbage Day" Miller. He never brought a single local friend to our house. So I didn't make the jump that Shmorky was grooming/preying upon young women because he never had contact with another girl the entire time we were together.

The crux of the issue here though, is that when I got to Missouri I had known Shmorky for 6 months. Lowtax had known him for 10 years. I figured they must have had some kind of understanding for Lowtax to trust him for 10 years. It wasn't my place to start badmouthing the private business of one of his best friends that I had only known for 6 months. I was in the building the same time Lowtax was when the kids were over, and I regret not keeping a closer eye on what was going on in the game room (again, I was actually using the computer for work), BUT - at the end of the day - they were Lowtax's kids. It was his responsibility, not the rando hanging out at his office.

Sorry for the wall of text, but I'm not seeing how responsibility falls on my shoulders for not volunteering to sabotage their 10 year friendship, or watching over the kids of a man I met 3 weeks ago. I know, it's always in everyone's mind whenever something like this happens, blaming yourself and others for not 'seeing the signs' and intervening in hindsight, but if life worked like that in that perfect world scenario than these things never would happen.

But in Lowtax's case, it's pretty much the embodiment of "If everyone you meet is an asshole, the problem might be you." YOU burned bridges with every good person you knew and kept yourself surrounded by degenerate assholes who you blindly placed your trust in again and again. You put E-girl strange over the welfare of your children. You sought out mentally ill women over and over so you could control them, and then retaliated with physical violence when you lost control. The difference between me and Lowtax was he had kids that would face the collateral damage from every irresponsible, ludicrous decision he made. And he never seems to care every single time it happens. Not to mention the fact he, you know, goes out of his way to ruin the life of every woman he gets involved with.

Lowtax's married life is basically one those videos you'd see in the 90s self-help VHS craze about 'what not to do to your children while going through a divorce.'
 
Hello Richard. w/e if not:

Because relationships are complicated. Because relationships are not always between two non-mentally ill, stable people. I'm glad life has been so kind to you, but you're looking at this from the outside in, where it's easy to say "why doesn't she/he just leave?" Again - relationships are complicated, you can simultaneously be living the best and worst times of your life with someone. That's how it was with me and Shmorky. People who come from abusive family backgrounds really don't have a frame of reference of what normal, sane, non-abusive behavior is. That was also the case with me and Shmorky. People dealing with schizophrenia before they really have a handle on it with reliable medication aren't always firmly grounded in reality. There are always multiple factors at work, and the only people who really know exactly what goes on in a relationship are those two people.

The drawings - You cannot report someone drawing things in notebooks depicting non-human, (despite being humanoid and anthropomorphized looking) cartoon characters. It's a law that's been challenged many times, and a law I personally disagree with, but there's no getting around the '300 year old witch' clause. So if I report that, I look like the crazy lady. It honestly does haunt me in hindsight that I didn't do more, and I apologize for that. Like I said earlier, I'm vehemently against invading a partners privacy, I don't go through phones or rifle through belongings, but I just had to see what was in that room that was so off limits I wasn't even allowed to clean it. He had his personal laptop in there, but it was password protected, so I left it alone. To this day I don't know what the fuck is on there, nor do I want to.

I didn't engage in his fetishes in real life, that's why we slept in separate bedrooms, so I just turned a blind eye to that whole part of his life. I didn't think he was capable of physically harming someone in real life, since we were together virtually all the time, both at the office and at home (I didn't just blast Pink Floyd and research Jonbenet Ramsey and 9/11 conspiracies as Lowtax claims, I actually did use the computer to apply for jobs), and Shmorky never interacted with anyone in real life outside of Lowtax and his family, and Andrew "Garbage Day" Miller. He never brought a single local friend to our house. So I didn't make the jump that Shmorky was grooming/preying upon young women because he never had contact with another girl the entire time we were together.

The crux of the issue here though, is that when I got to Missouri I had known Shmorky for 6 months. Lowtax had known him for 10 years. I figured they must have had some kind of understanding for Lowtax to trust him for 10 years. It wasn't my place to start badmouthing the private business of one of his best friends that I had only known for 6 months. I was in the building the same time Lowtax was when the kids were over, and I regret not keeping a closer eye on what was going on in the game room (again, I was actually using the computer for work), BUT - at the end of the day - they were Lowtax's kids. It was his responsibility, not the rando hanging out at his office.

Sorry for the wall of text, but I'm not seeing how responsibility falls on my shoulders for not volunteering to sabotage their 10 year friendship, or watching over the kids of a man I met 3 weeks ago. I know, it's always in everyone's mind whenever something like this happens, blaming yourself and others for not 'seeing the signs' and intervening in hindsight, but if life worked like that in that perfect world scenario than these things never would happen.

But in Lowtax's case, it's pretty much the embodiment of "If everyone you meet is an asshole, the problem might be you." YOU burned bridges with every good person you knew and kept yourself surrounded by degenerate assholes who you blindly placed your trust in again and again. You put E-girl strange over the welfare of your children. You sought out mentally ill women over and over so you could control them, and then retaliated with physical violence when you lost control. The difference between me and Lowtax was he had kids that would face the collateral damage from every irresponsible, ludicrous decision he made. And he never seems to care every single time it happens. Not to mention the fact he, you know, goes out of his way to ruin the life of every woman he gets involved with.

Lowtax's married life is basically one those videos you'd see in the 90s self-help VHS craze about 'what not to do to your children while going through a divorce.'
You could have just left it at: "I'm a psychotic paranoid schizo"
 
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