Trashfire Adam Kovic & Ryan Haywood (The Dead Pixel / Koko / Pikovic, and James Ryan Haywoood / Iron Ryan / The Mad King / Vagabond) - Rooster Teeth associates who've sent horrifying nudes behind their families' backs in what looks like a gay catfish

[Alcatraz]

Just when you thought things can't get worse, they do, and it keeps going. This oughta be the motto for KF at this point, because holy shit.

 

[Goofy Logic]

This has probably been said more than once, but Ryan is the surreal part of this shitshow.

The leak did not even feature him, it just had him as a small part, yet it led to him getting #metoo'd on a nuclear scale. I don't think even Channel Awesome's implosion featured this many claims of perversion.

 

[Quintex96]

Okay, that's seven accusers. Do we get a wish, or how does this work?

You need to gather them all in one location first.

 

[PomegranateKing]

This has probably been said more than once, but Ryan is the surreal part of this shitshow.

The leak did not even feature him, it just had him as a small part, yet it led to him getting #metoo'd on a nuclear scale. I don't think even Channel Awesome's implosion featured this many claims of perversion.

A keg packed with powder only needs a spark.

 

[alreadyhome]

consluts.

As in "convention"?

 

[frozenrunner]

And we're at 7 ! Honestly, I'll take 10 by the end of the week for 200 Alex.

https://tw.tinf.io/MegaShiny/status/1316092377673719809

He absoutetly has a lot more people waiting in the woods and I truly belive that he's continuing to contact people in hopes that he can silence them, which honestly will probably work too.

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To Ryan,

I feel taken advantage of. You were my boss. I was your YouTube mod / manager. For the past couple of years, I felt I couldn’t say no without repercussions. What would happen if I did? Would you take YouTube away from me? Would it be some awkward working relationship?

Maybe that’s why you “trusted” me. That’s what you said. You said I was your friend.

You sent me a sexual comment after I made a height joke. That was at lunch time on a Sunday in Sept 2017. By that evening you were sending me nudes.

I didn’t ask for it. I didn’t want it. But yeah I did it. I played along with it because I thought it was harmless fun.

Then you told me bout your wife and how you didn’t get any sex and you were basically celibate. I went through the same thing in a prior relationship. I knew what that was like. I didn’t want you to have to experience it too.

So I slept with you.

I felt guilty doing it. I wanted to stop. But then it was like what would happen. I worked for you. So I pushed it aside. I repressed it. I focused on trying to have fun even when I was anxious as hell.

I struggled with adhd and anxiety and you knew it. I told you about it. I told you when I had really good days and things were great. I told you when I couldn’t get anything done and adhd was making my life hell. You and I talked about social anxiety.

I left something important to me because of something you said. Was that a lie Ryan? Was it the truth? It hurts. I miss it everyday. I want to go back but I don’t know if I can.

My feelings have fluctuated over the past couple of days. I’ve told people. Starting with someone I knew I could trust. Then I told another. And another. They’ve helped.

Now, I’m just numb. I had asked you how many people. You said 1 or 2. This isn’t 1 or 2 Ryan. This is a helluva lot more than that.

The post on Thursday is what pushed me. On Tuesday and Wednesday you asked me, begged me not to say anything. Because you know what I have. But that post on Thursday resonated with me. It was exactly like you treated me. I cried while reading it.

Because of you, I have trust issues. I know you pitted me against your other mods. And for what? Your own pleasure and amusement? Or was it to keep me from telling them what was happening? Was it ultimately to keep your secret?

I lost friends because I trusted you. I don’t know if what you’ve told me is a truth or a lie. I have a lot of doubts right now.

Want to know how I’m doing, Ryan? I weigh in the double digits now. I was 104 last Sunday. I’m 97 now.

I tried telling you no to something, clearly hesitant and uncomfortable. But you said you know how to make me say yes.

I’ve been scared to come out and say anything, in fear of what you would do. I kept my mouth shut.

I will not be silent now.




10/13 Update

Here is a bit more that is not “addressed to him”.

He regularly did not use condoms. Even though I was under the impression that it was me and another woman who I knew. I asked him about this, made references to it, gave him chances to say if there were more. He still always said it was me and her.

I know there are others he wanted. Sadly, I helped. He asked me to do him a favor and I helped. I am ashamed of that. Thankfully though, the other person was dense and nothing ever came of it. I’m glad for that. They’re doing well and they don’t know. He asked other favors but that one stood out to me. It felt wrong to me then and it feels worse now.

He would throw all this attention and praise at you, make you feel special, and I ate it up. I fell for it. I liked it. It was kind of like a drug. Then he would basically ghost you. And I’d wonder what happened. And if you asked what was wrong, or what happened, he would tell you nothing was wrong or that what you had experienced was not the truth. I’ve never fully looked back at the snap chat records before this, but yeah, he was lying on that one too.

I look back at my messages and cringe. I sound desperate and anxious. It wasn’t healthy. I’m glad to have met others who had a similar experience. It’s a relief.

As to the lack of screenshots, I’m still scared of him. I didn’t want him to know that I was sharing this. Last week, he had begged and pleaded with me not to say anything. He had told me about downing a bottle of pills and when I asked because I was scared for him, he told me no, he wouldn’t do that. I didn’t want him to have any warning because otherwise he might try and stop me.

If you’re wondering about me not fitting the age profile. Look at me. I regularly get mistaken for an 18 year old. He made several allusions to innocence too. I think he was under the impression that I was around that age. He never asked but I did tell him my age because I thought that would be something he would be concerned with.

He thought it was all between consenting adults. It’s hard to have consent when the person is your boss. How exactly do you tell them no? So I pushed through the anxiety. I pushed through the hesitations. Forced myself to have fun and focus on that. And as he said, he knew how to get me to say yes.

I can't be the only one who rolled his eyes at parts of this, can I?

 

[RA-5C Vigilante]

Fuck it this is Centralia, PA levels of absolute disaster

 

[Captain Manning]

Let's not get too hasty here. Ryan still hasn't uploaded his sex tapes to own the trolls yet.

Yet. Maybe.

As disgusting as Ralph is, grooming one retard 18 year girl, filming a sex tape, and then knocking her up (possibly in the course of filming the sex tape), isn't quite as bad as what Ryan has done.

With Ryan, he's basically fucking every retard virgin in sight. Some of whom were underage. I think the quantity and underage aspect trumps the sex tape aspect.

I agree with whomever said there might have been cameras in that hotel room. He might have checked pretty much all the boxes Ralph checked, plus all the additional ones.

This guy is something else.

Edit: Typo.

 

[FreeHugsCheap]

As in "convention"?

Yes.

Also Ryan can now cosplay a hentai character, because he's getting fucked.

 

[Mason Verger]

Think about my family, my children

I hoped he wouldn't die on this hill, being a whiny little bitch and blaming girls half his age for his fucked up choices. What a pathetic piece of shit.

The fucked up part is, he probably has managed to guilt a few into silence. Likely the ones that nobody connected the dots to yet, so he could divide and conquer.

 

[alreadyhome]

Yes.

Also Ryan can now cosplay a hentai character, because he's getting fucked.

Ah, thank you.

 

[nerd bullier]

i defended the younger girls but the 7th girl.. being santa's little helper? i can't defend that. that's actually really fucked up.

that being said, i'd be interested to know what the other girls think of her.

 

[Bunny B]

Um...This is unrelated to most of this but...Caiti just said on IG live that she has a disorder that causes vaginal pain so she can't have sex. wasn't expecting that. So...Jack ain't getting any.

 

[Garm]

A miserable little pile of secrets consluts.

The consluts will reach 9000 at this rate.

Um...This is unrelated to most of this but...Caiti just said on IG live that she has a disorder that causes vaginal pain so she can't have sex. wasn't expecting that. So...Jack ain't getting any.

Oh dear God. A Jack thread. Oh no no no.

 

[Chan the Wizard]

Back in the day, underage groupies were banging people like David Bowie. Now they’re banging slobs that play Minecraft. No wonder they have buyer’s remorse.

 

[Jigglyjogglers]

i defended the younger girls but the 7th girl.. being santa's little helper? i can't defend that. that's actually really fucked up.

that being said, i'd be interested to know what the other girls think of her.

They're not gonna be able to say anything about it, especially now that she's declared herself a victim. The rules of a #MeToo-ing are very clear: Never, ever, ever directly cast blame on another woman by name, no matter how connected she was to whatever the guy was doing. You can at the most very vaguely imply that a woman maybe kinda-sorta helped him but you cannot name names or issue receipts on a woman. Doing so basically invalidates your claims because then you're "giving oxygen" to misogynists or whatever. Look how fast any criticism of any of the numerous women who assisted Weinstein gets shut down... that whole thing is basically the pattern by which all these "lesser" #MeTooings work.

 

[Big Bad Wart]

Just replace "High-school" with "Convention" an you got Ryan

 

[Roccosmoderndeath1]

Just thinking about Adam, who did indeed mess up and does indeed have gross nudes. But, he made a commendable statement and completely fucked off the internet. In two years, after some therapy, a few stiff drinks, and a relatively low drama divorce settlement, he'll be employable and might even quietly chuckle about being catfished into buttfucking himself on camera.

Ryan, on the other hand, is completely irredeemable at this point, and he just keeps doubling down and digging down deeper. I have no idea how far this will go, but I doubt he will ever get past this. If I were his wife, I would take the kids and go join the Bruderhof or some shit.

 

[Truly Rural]

As to the lack of screenshots, I’m still scared of him. I didn’t want him to know that I was sharing this.... I didn’t want him to have any warning because otherwise he might try and stop me.

Guess he knew exactly to call before she posted it to delay her posting them, uh no wait, .... Or it was 20 min after she posted. This last tweet "i was gonna do it sooner but" makes no sense. Cos she is referring to the tweets she made before he called, so call couldn't delay them? Am I having a stroke?

 

[Mason Verger]

Yet. Maybe.

As disgusting as Ralph is, grooming one retard 18 year gold, filming a sex tape, and then knocking her up (possibly in the course of filming the sex tape), isn't quite as bad as what Ryan has done.

With Ryan, he's basically fucking every retard virgin in sight. Some of whom were underage. I think the quantity and underage aspect trumps the sex tape aspect.

I agree with whomever said there might have been cameras in that hotel room. He might have checked pretty much all the boxes Ralph checked, plus all the additional ones.

This guy is something else.

To me it’s me almost a forgone conclusion. Tech nerd that works in multi media production, likes to “collect” young girls, is incredibly self absorbed and has thousands of dollars of high end video recording equipment at home.

Nigga making “cherry poppers vol. 8” for sure. And.. I bet he’s still got them saved somewhere.