Jaron Seth Bloshinsky / Jazz Jennings / I Am Jazz - Puberty Blockers: Not Even Once

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Jazz doesn't strike me as particularly intelligent, though that could be due to the hormones and blockers. But he has a perky personality that would have been helpful. He also could have done well continuing soccer or even pursuing theater for Broadway. He's a decent singer.

He had a lot of options. Now he has none.
 
"They just have this long, beautiful tail to replace that body part that dictates who we are so often.”
The "body part" only dictated who Jazz is because he and his mom are fucking stupid. I'm sorry you didn't like having a dick kiddo, but maybe you should have tried more therapy instead of going straight for chopping it off.

Also The Little Mermaid is a horrible story. She gives up her talent for a guy she doesn't even know. What kind of bullshit is that?

And that's in the happy sanitized Disney version. In the original, every step feels like she's walking on knives yet she dances whenever her beloved prince asks her to. Then he marries someone else anyway! Her sisters bring her a dagger and tell her that if she kills him she can return to the sea, but instead she martyrs herself for him AGAIN and just as she's about to turn into seafoam she gets lifted up... not to Heaven though! First she has to do good deeds for humans for 300 years to EARN her soul and THEN she can go to Heaven FINALLY.

Oof that turned into a rant. Sorry.

Anyway, fuck the Little Mermaid and fuck troons who claim to be feminists while wearing their dumb mermaid tails.
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Yes Jazz, those mythical creatures who are clearly conventionally attractive adult women with big titties and who wear nothing but a bikini bra and have a reputation for using their beauty to drown sailors are very sexless, can't tell their gender at all!

I know hormones make your IQ drop, but if Jazz was attracted to mermaids as a kid because he truly couldn't see how sexual mermaids inherently are, he was just born a fucking idiot.
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Jazz doesn't strike me as particularly intelligent, though that could be due to the hormones and blockers.

It likely is because of that, yes. TRAs only tend to talk about how it stops the physical development to take puberty blockers (which is bad enough), but obviously it also stunts mental development too. Who knows what then happens when you experiment by trying to kick start puberty by a hormone that doesn't belong in that body? In Jazz's case it seems to have only made him develop tube tits, but his other sexual organs remained undeveloped and he has the logic of a child.

I mean, it's horrifying because they've basically made this kid a medical experiment. I doubt they'll ever properly try to evaluate how this all messed up his mental development because the TRAs would likely REEEEEEEE endlessly about the results since I don't think they'll end up being what they want it to be (ie he TOTALLY developed adult female brainzzz).
 
The "body part" only dictated who Jazz is because he and his mom are fucking stupid. I'm sorry you didn't like having a dick kiddo, but maybe you should have tried more therapy instead of going straight for chopping it off.

Also The Little Mermaid is a horrible story. She gives up her talent for a guy she doesn't even know. What kind of bullshit is that?

And that's in the happy sanitized Disney version. In the original, every step feels like she's walking on knives yet she dances whenever her beloved prince asks her to. Then he marries someone else anyway! Her sisters bring her a dagger and tell her that if she kills him she can return to the sea, but instead she martyrs herself for him AGAIN and just as she's about to turn into seafoam she gets lifted up... not to Heaven though! First she has to do good deeds for humans for 300 years to EARN her soul and THEN she can go to Heaven FINALLY.

Oof that turned into a rant. Sorry.

Anyway, fuck the Little Mermaid and fuck troons who claim to be feminists while wearing their dumb mermaid tails.
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The original was written by Hans Christian Andersen, who was a gay man. A lot of people think he wrote it as an allegory for how he felt like a nonhuman freak and wanted to fit in and to be with men, but the pressures were so difficult, and in the end the church would demand penance for being gay. It reminds me of Jazz's "past life regression" where he said he was a homeless gay man whose family had shunned him. It's scary how close the stories are, if you look at it with that interpretation of The Little Mermaid.
 
who was a gay man
No, he was bisexual (there was a woman he loved so much that he died with a letter from her on his chest ) but but it's true that he wrote the little Mermaid because he also fell in love with a man. Jazz is also bisexual (well he claims to be pan but pan is just a woke term for bi) but the girl he liked rejected him after the first date. And Amir...well we know how that turned out.

Neither Andersen nor Jazz had any luck when it comes to relationships. I doubt it's going to change for Jazz.

But ironically Andersen never wanted sexual relationships (neither with men nor women even tho he could) and Jazz wants to have sex but can't.
 
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This family's attempt to keep Jazz innocent of sex is borderline abusive. Like how Carrie's mom didn't tell her about her period and everybody bullied her and she thought she was dying. Were they just so awkward about giving him the talk™ that they ended up fucking up his notions of sexuality? Looks like.
It IS abusive! No borderline about it!
Kind of funny though (in a deeply tragic kind of way), to think all these shenanigans was just Jazz's parents being to embarrassed to tell him where babies come from. :story:
 
That, and it will prolapse before he even finishes.
Don't worry, Jeanette already told him about that.

You see, when a man and a troon are in love. The man has to put his little fish tail into the mermaids deep sea canyon. And a toxic chemical explosion happens that allows for a new flesh spawn ready to be groomed into a mermaid so it can swim amongst the rest of the diverse, and colourful predators.
 
It's impossible for Jazz to have sex.

Sorry for the image, but vaginas, or rather the entrance to them, are narrow and closed until they need to open (sex or birth). Jazz's hole is either permanently closed in a fixed diameter or permanently open. Either way, it won't adapt to an hypothetical penis's movement or size and either it won't get in or gets in and breaks it.
 
It's impossible for Jazz to have sex.

Sorry for the image, but vaginas, or rather the entrance to them, are narrow and closed until they need to open (sex or birth). Jazz's hole is either permanently closed in a fixed diameter or permanently open. Either way, it won't adapt to an hypothetical penis's movement or size and either it won't get in or gets in and breaks it.
She still has an asshole:christine:
 
Been lurking/reading this thread for a while, finally signed up. The depth of this shit is heartbreaking, I really don’t think folks realize how many kids have gone through this, are going through this still, who can never turn back from it. This is a minority generation of experimented-on children, that are dying from suicide, complications and violence.

A lot of y’all seem to think there will be this coming wave of memoirs, suicides, documentaries and attention given to this. Sorry in advance if this counts as a power level, but I spent ages 11-17 as FTM and so, so many people have already detransitioned. Desistors are silenced, censored and largely ignored, and unfortunately some of us continue buying into this crap.

The folks who would’ve had the most riveting stories— blockers as children, abuse in support programs, crippling financial obligations going into adulthood — are dead. 41% seems low. Nobody anywhere gave a fuck when my friends died, one by one, like we were on a fucking schedule. Those of us still here often have varying degrees of medical issues. That shit kills people too. There is rampant sexual abuse, often of preteens, in lgbt+ youth & support groups (mostly by AGP counselors) and it was hell. This is in a non-conversion therapy state. The TRA, trans movement, etc are all fine things to call it but nothing is more accurate than trans cult. It’s an endless sea of empty affirmations and narcissistic self-worship.

Proposal to research 'trans regret' rejected by university for fear of backlash, claims psychotherapist
My battle with the transgender thoughtpolice
(Good luck finding any substantial statistics for us, though!)

Jazz is a particularly upsetting example and his notoriety absolutely affected the minds of some parents. My mom watched I am Jazz for ages, it is pure propaganda, inspiration porn. It’s generally way harder to desist as a mtf in general, but as many of you have said, he has nothing to go back to. I truly hope he doesn’t ever resort to suicide or violence though, because there are men fighting really hard to make life worth living after having gone through similar abuses. Forced sterilization is fucking abhorrent but there truly are other ways to life.

There is no wave coming atm, at least not like that. It’s possible one big thing may come out that shifts the climate of this, but it won’t be permanent: it’s simply more interesting to ‘support’ (gawk) at the brave, inspiring individuals living outside the box than to bother with those of us crawling back inside the box of conformity. Speak a wrong word and you’ve got a hashtag against you. This shit makes me so mad, sorry again if powerlevel/blogging!
 
Been lurking/reading this thread for a while, finally signed up. The depth of this shit is heartbreaking, I really don’t think folks realize how many kids have gone through this, are going through this still, who can never turn back from it. This is a minority generation of experimented-on children, that are dying from suicide, complications and violence.

A lot of y’all seem to think there will be this coming wave of memoirs, suicides, documentaries and attention given to this. Sorry in advance if this counts as a power level, but I spent ages 11-17 as FTM and so, so many people have already detransitioned. Desistors are silenced, censored and largely ignored, and unfortunately some of us continue buying into this crap.

The folks who would’ve had the most riveting stories— blockers as children, abuse in support programs, crippling financial obligations going into adulthood — are dead. 41% seems low. Nobody anywhere gave a fuck when my friends died, one by one, like we were on a fucking schedule. Those of us still here often have varying degrees of medical issues. That shit kills people too. There is rampant sexual abuse, often of preteens, in lgbt+ youth & support groups (mostly by AGP counselors) and it was hell. This is in a non-conversion therapy state. The TRA, trans movement, etc are all fine things to call it but nothing is more accurate than trans cult. It’s an endless sea of empty affirmations and narcissistic self-worship.

Proposal to research 'trans regret' rejected by university for fear of backlash, claims psychotherapist
My battle with the transgender thoughtpolice
(Good luck finding any substantial statistics for us, though!)

Jazz is a particularly upsetting example and his notoriety absolutely affected the minds of some parents. My mom watched I am Jazz for ages, it is pure propaganda, inspiration porn. It’s generally way harder to desist as a mtf in general, but as many of you have said, he has nothing to go back to. I truly hope he doesn’t ever resort to suicide or violence though, because there are men fighting really hard to make life worth living after having gone through similar abuses. Forced sterilization is fucking abhorrent but there truly are other ways to life.

There is no wave coming atm, at least not like that. It’s possible one big thing may come out that shifts the climate of this, but it won’t be permanent: it’s simply more interesting to ‘support’ (gawk) at the brave, inspiring individuals living outside the box than to bother with those of us crawling back inside the box of conformity. Speak a wrong word and you’ve got a hashtag against you. This shit makes me so mad, sorry again if powerlevel/blogging!
That's incredibly fucked up and I'm sorry you had to deal with that.
 
The folks who would’ve had the most riveting stories— blockers as children, abuse in support programs, crippling financial obligations going into adulthood — are dead. 41% seems low. Nobody anywhere gave a fuck when my friends died, one by one, like we were on a fucking schedule. Those of us still here often have varying degrees of medical issues. That shit kills people too. There is rampant sexual abuse, often of preteens, in lgbt+ youth & support groups (mostly by AGP counselors) and it was hell. This is in a non-conversion therapy state. The TRA, trans movement, etc are all fine things to call it but nothing is more accurate than trans cult. It’s an endless sea of empty affirmations and narcissistic self-worship.

Proposal to research 'trans regret' rejected by university for fear of backlash, claims psychotherapist
My battle with the transgender thoughtpolice
(Good luck finding any substantial statistics for us, though!)

Jazz is a particularly upsetting example and his notoriety absolutely affected the minds of some parents. My mom watched I am Jazz for ages, it is pure propaganda, inspiration porn. It’s generally way harder to desist as a mtf in general, but as many of you have said, he has nothing to go back to. I truly hope he doesn’t ever resort to suicide or violence though, because there are men fighting really hard to make life worth living after having gone through similar abuses. Forced sterilization is fucking abhorrent but there truly are other ways to life.

There is no wave coming atm, at least not like that. It’s possible one big thing may come out that shifts the climate of this, but it won’t be permanent: it’s simply more interesting to ‘support’ (gawk) at the brave, inspiring individuals living outside the box than to bother with those of us crawling back inside the box of conformity. Speak a wrong word and you’ve got a hashtag against you. This shit makes me so mad, sorry again if powerlevel/blogging!

Welcome to KiwiFarms Freemale. I am horrified at what you have been through, but I am not surprised, I have watched Youtube videos of FTMs who then detransitioned and their stories are terrible, with adult MTFs forming 'queer' relationships with much younger females...

I am interested in what you mean by living in a 'non-conversion therapy state'. I know what conversion therapy is with regards to homosexuals, but what is it when dealing with trans people?
 
Been lurking/reading this thread for a while, finally signed up. The depth of this shit is heartbreaking, I really don’t think folks realize how many kids have gone through this, are going through this still, who can never turn back from it. This is a minority generation of experimented-on children, that are dying from suicide, complications and violence.

A lot of y’all seem to think there will be this coming wave of memoirs, suicides, documentaries and attention given to this. Sorry in advance if this counts as a power level, but I spent ages 11-17 as FTM and so, so many people have already detransitioned. Desistors are silenced, censored and largely ignored, and unfortunately some of us continue buying into this crap.

The folks who would’ve had the most riveting stories— blockers as children, abuse in support programs, crippling financial obligations going into adulthood — are dead. 41% seems low. Nobody anywhere gave a fuck when my friends died, one by one, like we were on a fucking schedule. Those of us still here often have varying degrees of medical issues. That shit kills people too. There is rampant sexual abuse, often of preteens, in lgbt+ youth & support groups (mostly by AGP counselors) and it was hell. This is in a non-conversion therapy state. The TRA, trans movement, etc are all fine things to call it but nothing is more accurate than trans cult. It’s an endless sea of empty affirmations and narcissistic self-worship.

Proposal to research 'trans regret' rejected by university for fear of backlash, claims psychotherapist
My battle with the transgender thoughtpolice
(Good luck finding any substantial statistics for us, though!)

Jazz is a particularly upsetting example and his notoriety absolutely affected the minds of some parents. My mom watched I am Jazz for ages, it is pure propaganda, inspiration porn. It’s generally way harder to desist as a mtf in general, but as many of you have said, he has nothing to go back to. I truly hope he doesn’t ever resort to suicide or violence though, because there are men fighting really hard to make life worth living after having gone through similar abuses. Forced sterilization is fucking abhorrent but there truly are other ways to life.

There is no wave coming atm, at least not like that. It’s possible one big thing may come out that shifts the climate of this, but it won’t be permanent: it’s simply more interesting to ‘support’ (gawk) at the brave, inspiring individuals living outside the box than to bother with those of us crawling back inside the box of conformity. Speak a wrong word and you’ve got a hashtag against you. This shit makes me so mad, sorry again if powerlevel/blogging!

While I generally find the body mutilation cult disgusting and inhuman, as well as inhumane, I don't usually go out of my way to humanize these people to myself because I've always been of the opinion that they do it solely for attention or some kind of fucked up fetish.

I'm sorry you have gone through all that, I can only imagine the physical as well as mental toll it takes on someone.
 
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