I think I've figured it out. If Boxy's story is true (big

), then I figured out why Boxy hates the world and wants to just deport his problems away.
Boxy during his NEET years after he couldn't get a job he became too fat from eating 1,000 pounds of friend chicken. Now he can't even indulge in his heritage's past times. His stomach is too weak to down vodka without having a heart attack for the 7th time this year, he can't dance hardbass because he has two left feet, he can't squat because his ankles can't handle his lard ass so he falls to the floor and can't get up. He is a failure of a Slav, a failure as an American, a failure as a man, and just plain a failure in general.
If he could dance hard bass and handle his vodka, maybe Boxy wouldn't be try to enact his pedo fantasies into law under the guise of white nationalism.
What Boxy wishes he could be again