Kyle Lee Biddle / kyle2252 / p6274940 / Twilight Kyle / likykee1 / dinoman / soft kitty - Pedo Brony, Kothorix fan, Fedora-tipper, too dumb to live, managed nine days without fucking up.

[Clown Baby]

Because that's not what the ban message said, retard. And I haven't been 'pestering' null. I have contacted him through different means to get this resolved, and he replied in my pm earlier that he doesn't resolve that kind of stuff in private and just to make a talk to staff thread, so I've done that now.

I'm a lolcow and a kiwi farmer. A hybrid.

Hey look, another mind reader. I come here and reply because it's fun. It's my thread, it's about me, so I'm going to participate in it, and if you don't like it you can fuck off.

So are you. that's what you don't get. That's the hybrid theory.

Um no, that's not what happened, you weren't there. When I said they were kiwis I wasn't making that up. The guy asked if I had a thread and he said yeah, and he recognized my name, he must have saw my thread at one point. Considering how notorious the kiwi farms are, it actually isn't that unlikely that you'll meet another kiwi. Also I was not actually insane at the time, I went ballistic when they said I couldn't leave. I was put in restraints several times.

But you're free to believe whatever you want if you think I'm just pulling this out of my ass.

I don't think they would do that but I also have no idea who they are. I caught one of them browsing the forums on their phone while I was waiting for my room. They were security guys at the hospital.

Then one of them told you you're not bald, and everyone clapped and cheered.

 

[kyle2252]

What about the nurse calling you Josh, is that another coincidence? Have you mentioned that to the therapist as a possible hallucination?

She was doing an assessment. I had mentioned Josh at one point as one of my friends, even though we barely speak I like to consider him a friend, he's a cool guy, and his livestreams crack me up. I'd like to go on at some point if he ever has guests again.

So is Tommy Tooter, your point?

That's not really a fair comparison. but I see where you're going with this.

How long did you wait for Null to come and break you out of the mental institution?

I wasn't worried about that at the time. I was just pissed I couldn't leave and was in restraints. I was also annoyed because I had completely forgotten it was election day and I was going to vote for Trump. But whatever, shit happens.

If I missed anyone feel free to PM me. I don't bite.

 

[Just A Butt]

That's not really a fair comparison

explain in detail why it is unfair.

 

[SIGSEGV]

I had mentioned Josh at one point as one of my friends, even though we barely speak I like to consider him a friend, he's a cool guy, and his livestreams crack me up. I'd like to go on at some point if he ever has guests again.

Yeah that doesn't sound creepy at all lol

 

[Kirito]

retard

You have no right to call anyone else retarded

 

[Zeke Von Genbu]

That's not really a fair comparison. but I see where you're going with this.

Why is it not fair? They are by definition a Kiwi Farmer and a Lolcow. People on this site have threads that might as well be lolcow threads about them like Webby or Boxershorts47. What makes you so special? Besides that you bumped your own thread 2 years later because you are desperate for company.

 

[kyle2252]

Why is it not fair? They are by definition a Kiwi Farmer and a Lolcow. People on this site have threads that might as well be lolcow threads about them like Webby or Boxershorts47. What makes you so special? Besides that you bumped your own thread 2 years later because you are desperate for company.

By definition maybe but I'm not like them. I bumped the thread for my own amusement. Once soft kitty got banned for socking the jig was up so I figured I'd just own it.

You have no right to call anyone else retarded

Calling out retards is always funny, even if you're retarded yourself.

Yeah that doesn't sound creepy at all lol

What's creepy about wanting to hang out with a cool guy?

 

[SIGSEGV]

What's creepy about wanting to hang out with a cool guy?

You're obsessed, bro.

 

[Vexillology]

By definition maybe but I'm not like them. I bumped the thread for my own amusement. Once soft kitty got banned for socking the jig was up so I figured I'd just own it.

Calling out retards is always funny, even if you're retarded yourself.

What's creepy about wanting to hang out with a cool guy?

This entire thread is just you trying to bask in the attention and then manically going from acceptance to delusional rejection. You like the thread, then you don't, then it's about posting privs. It's like you need closure or some shit. Stop dwelling on this part of your life and move the fuck on.

 

[Zeke Von Genbu]

By definition maybe but I'm not like them. I bumped the thread for my own amusement. Once soft kitty got banned for socking the jig was up so I figured I'd just own it.

"I'm not like them"

In your own words how are you not like them? Sure your thread is small, but it has developed in the past couple of days. You think it'll just stop growing? That you won't make a colossal ass out of yourself even further? Again what makes you so special besides your subjective denial? You have yet to answer my question.

 

[SIGSEGV]

Once soft kitty got banned for socking the jig was up so I figured I'd just own it.

Nobody outside of staff knew that you were banned for socking lol. Thanks for telling us that you're even more of a retard than we believed you to be.

 

[Just A Butt]

iirc his appointment is starting soon.

imagine slapfighting with people making fun of your fat and insanity right before your psych appointment.

 

[kyle2252]

You're obsessed, bro.

Whatever you say, mind reader.

This entire thread is just you trying to bask in the attention and then manically going from acceptance to delusional rejection. You like the thread, then you don't, then it's about posting privs. It's like you need closure or some shit. Stop dwelling on this part of your life and move the fuck on.

Whatever.

"I'm not like them"

In your own words how are you not like them? Sure your thread is small, but it has developed in the past couple of days. You think it'll just stop growing? That you won't make a colossal ass out of yourself even further? Again what makes you so special besides your subjective denial? You have yet to answer my question.

As long as people keep commenting here i'll probably still reply to them unless I magically get my privs back. How am I not like them well I'm not insane for one, I'm getting treatment, I'm being chill rather than angry, and the fact that I have a thread doesn't bother me. the only thing I really care about is getting my privs back to normal. Do I strike you as an insane person, as you sit here talking to me? Do I sound crazy, unhinged, do the things I say make sense?

Mental illness is a temporary thing, you aren't just crazy forever, at least I certainly hope not because that means I won't ever be able to go back to work,and that would be a shame because I like working.

Nobody outside of staff knew that you were banned for socking lol. Thanks for telling us that you're even more of a retard than we believed you to be.

Someone in staff knew and they would have said something to someone at some point, regardless of that, however, there's no reason I think to keep it a secret.

 

[Just A Butt]

well I'm not insane for one

that's what they all say, sweetie.

 

[Vexillology]

iirc his appointment is starting soon.

@kyle2252 show your therapist this thread

 

[Jumbo Gay Threat]

Whatever you say, mind reader.

Whatever.

As long as people keep commenting here i'll probably still reply to them unless I magically get my privs back. How am I not like them well I'm not insane for one, I'm getting treatment, I'm being chill rather than angry, and the fact that I have a thread doesn't bother me. the only thing I really care about is getting my privs back to normal. Do I strike you as an insane person, as you sit here talking to me? Do I sound crazy, unhinged, do the things I say make sense?

Mental illness is a temporary thing, you aren't just crazy forever, at least I certainly hope not because that means I won't ever be able to go back to work,and that would be a shame because I like working.

Someone in staff knew and they would have said something to someone at some point, regardless of that, however, there's no reason I think to keep it a secret.

Mental illness ain’t forever huh? Well coming off your meds and acting like jack ass sure is’t going to help you in the long run.

 

[kyle2252]

@kyle2252 show your therapist this thread

I don't have a therapist. I hate therapy. I prefer psychiatry, or just no meds at all and smoke weed and drink, that works, too.

Mental illness ain’t forever huh? Well coming off your meds and acting like jack ass sure is’t going to help you in the long run.

You're right about that. I'm not off my meds. I stopped taking haldol because of the side effects, that's it. I'm waiting for my doctor to show up right now. My doctor's appointment is right now.

 

[Vexillology]

I'm not off my meds. I stopped taking haldol because of the side effects

 

[Zeke Von Genbu]

As long as people keep commenting here i'll probably still reply to them unless I magically get my privs back. How am I not like them well I'm not insane for one, I'm getting treatment, I'm being chill rather than angry, and the fact that I have a thread doesn't bother me. the only thing I really care about is getting my privs back to normal. Do I strike you as an insane person, as you sit here talking to me? Do I sound crazy, unhinged, do the things I say make sense?

Considering your past, yes you are prone to becoming insane and unhinged because you keep need treatment. You'll say "I'm not mentally ill now" until you are again because you are off your meds and you have obvious attachment issues considering you couldn't stand being banned that you cried to Null. I fully believe you'll become unhinged again and you should have that caution in your mind if you know what is good for you. But hey Dunning Kruger can strike you like every other Lolcow and maybe you'll schizo post and then go get sent to the psych ward for the 4th time.

Make sure to take photos for us next time.

 

[(((Obar Lazcano Kamz)))]

I'm not talking about spiderman, i'm talking about the spiderman thread in supporters you fucking idiot, where we make fun of other kiwis who say dumb shit, you can't see it because you're not a donator.

I am not staying off the internet. I grew up steeped in internet culture and there's no going back, this is my favorite thing to do and there is no way in hell I'm giving it up. Ever. I will follow through with my healthcare plan with my doctor, that is my plan for getting back to normal.

I've already stopped the furry shit and I've lost 15 pounds. I fasted for 3 days while I was manic. I'm not going to log off because frankly I like it here, even in my own lolcow thread. But thanks for the advice, Brother. I look forward to your posts in the spiderman thread, I'll be there in a couple of days. I've thought about going to a gym but I can't do that until I get new headphones, I broke my old ones while I was manic, along with my glasses. Dude I was fucking nuts. I had a waking nightmare involving Hillary Clinton's sex dungeon. It was wild.

I take a multivitamin daily, it seems to help. I keep all that stuff organized in a nice pill case, this is it right here:

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do you have dementia as well? why do you need a day of the week pill box at 30?