Conrad Aaron Collins / Diginée / Digibro / Digibrony / Otaku Gonzo Journalism & the Pro Crastinators Podcast - Pedophile, Two-Faced Weeaboo Ponyfag Youtube Analyst Who Wants to be a Loli + Drama, Friends & Enemies

God I almost feel bad for doing weed, even though I use it very responsibly. What an utter degenerate cesspool. I've been watching some older radcon funstuff back when Digi wasn't high 24/7 and to see genuine fun the PCP had together turn to a race to the grave is disturbing to say the least. Even though it had to do with Mumkey in the time, I think Jess made the best decision of his life to leave the PCP when he did. Yeah he also had patreons waiting for over a year before finally finishing rewards, but the man did it. Digi always looked up to Jess and I can see why.
You know, I love Jess, I think he's the most effortlessly funny and sometimes insightful of the bunch.
But Digi always overplayed his talent, like he was some kind of genius. Particularly about the pony stuff which, really, who the fuck but these degenerates would care about?
I always got this feeling that Digi kinda wanted to fuck Jess, but knew Jess didn't play that shit, so he was figuratively sucking his dick all along.

And given the current saga, I think I was more right than I could possibly know at the time.
 
I ve know people who like psychedelics and have seen first had people change for the better saying the trip was like 10 years worth of therapy at once.

I dont get how these people like digi and dax can trip soo fucking hard and it just makes them retarded
As far as I have seen, just taking psychedelics to "get high" won't really change you unless you happen upon some significant emotional experience.

Psychedelics are very powerful but your intent and correct dosage matter a lot if you wish to use them in a therapeutic way.

Less is often more. A more powerful and chaotic turbulent trip where the drug "twists your senses thoroughly around" can certainly change how you feel about being in this world, even in profound and beautiful ways at times, but you're obviously way less in control of making it a productive experience. Even if you don't bad-trip, it can leave you feeling just emotionally confused and baffled at the jumbled and scattered experience. Often this grey amorphous hangover has its own sinister and looney quality to it, even if you didn't seem particularly uncomfortable during the trip itself.

A milder dose where you set your intentions for getting to a peaceful and interesting place can very often be more productive if you wish to consciously steer your mental health towards or away from something. Then, even if you encounter difficulty, you have more wiggle-room to overcome and conquer it in a sensible way, and coming down from the drug isn't such an abrupt affair.
 
FWIW, I once tripped so hard, it turned me into an atheist. You can trip hard and become smart too
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M'retard
 
Society needs the modern equivalent of the Shaman imo
I wholeheartedly agree. After trying a lot of stuff myself, I wish I had a trip sitter for any new drug I tried for the first 10 sessions. Drugs are so easy to obtain for it's hard to find people that want to share their experience with new users. I know it takes a lot of trust not for that person to fuck with you under influence, but damn is it valuable to be able to converse with a more experienced user. Now I have not tried the more destructive/addictive drugs which sport the heavy withdrawal aside from morphine in the hospital, but it might help people use responsibly and within limits.
 
As far as I have seen, just taking psychedelics to "get high" won't really change you unless you happen upon some significant emotional experience.

Psychedelics are very powerful but your intent and correct dosage matter a lot if you wish to use them in a therapeutic way.

Less is often more. A more powerful and chaotic turbulent trip where the drug "twists your senses thoroughly around" can certainly change how you feel about being in this world, even in profound and beautiful ways at times, but you're obviously way less in control of making it a productive experience. Even if you don't bad-trip, it can leave you feeling just emotionally confused and baffled at the jumbled and scattered experience. Often this grey amorphous hangover has its own sinister and looney quality to it, even if you didn't seem particularly uncomfortable during the trip itself.

A milder dose where you set your intentions for getting to a peaceful and interesting place can very often be more productive if you wish to consciously steer your mental health towards or away from something. Then, even if you encounter difficulty, you have more wiggle-room to overcome and conquer it in a sensible way, and coming down from the drug isn't such an abrupt affair.

To keep the power levels to a minimum the one person I know who experienced a major break through was an abuse survivor and was sooo angry and crazy. their family had tried to help him and he would just explode and behave in a very very antagonistic manor. The dissociation hit him hard but when he re associated he realized how much of his identity had been his trama and he saw how his siblings and biological father loved him and tried to help him.

Another lady was abused by a family member when she was little and said it really helped put it behind her.

I never got anything so profound and when you have a real job and responsibilities there are better things to do with my free time.
 
To keep the power levels to a minimum the one person I know who experienced a major break through was an abuse survivor and was sooo angry and crazy. their family had tried to help him and he would just explode and behave in a very very antagonistic manor. The dissociation hit him hard but when he re associated he realized how much of his identity had been his trama and he saw how his siblings and biological father loved him and tried to help him.

Another lady was abused by a family member when she was little and said it really helped put it behind her.

I never got anything so profound and when you have a real job and responsibilities there are better things to do with my free time.
That's always been the strength of the introspective nature of Psychedelics. It's the benefit of the outsiders perspective. Aldous Huxley called this "The mind at large".

Kids don't experiment with drugs anymore. If they do their friends record them and they get ridiculed online and they are stained professionally for it, so it's not something they chance. And I think this is going to have a detrimental effect on society.

One of the most common sentiments almost everyone experiences when taking a journey through the mind is a sense of harmony, a sense of putting one's own ego into perspective, an acceptance of the things we can't change (something the Trans would benefit from the most imo), and a recognition of a sort of universal perspective.

The experience is not only sobering, but has utilitaristic value, in the same way that Cognitive Behavioural Therapy has, or even SSRI's in my opinion.

In our current environment people like Digi are left to the wolves.

You see these shit for brain losers like Riley, almost attempting to embody the spirit of the Shaman for someone like Digi; providing him with the connections for Drugs (whilst taking all of Digis money), fueling his ego (the one thing a Shaman should never do), and driving him down a destructive path.

If Digi had had someone positive in his life; who was Psychonautic in nature like Huxley but still grounded in reality through the pursuit of competence, it's very likely that he could have explored his gender issues constructively and come out of the experience as a more whole individual, much more in harmony with who he is, what he can do, and where he should go next. But the destructive types are everywhere, ready to jump on the next mark right away if they sniff the fuel that is money for their addictions, and will tell someone like Digi everything they need to hear just to keep the party going.

The West has slowly been waking up to the utility of these substances, and personally I can't fault any nation for being cautious, but as much as my psychopathic side loves to watch a lolcow fall, the maternal side of me does feel pity for the fodder who get lost in the transition.

Even still, I want to see him go on HRT for the lawls
 
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