I'm sorry if this is late, but her STRUGGLING video is delightfully infuriating.
She's clearly going for a somber tone to demonstrate how defeated she is by her
mental illness. The filthy wig is a nice touch, too.
As a matter of fact, she's so crippled by her
mental illness that she had to take a pause at 1:18 to compose herself.
(Only joking. She cut out her angelic giggle after the bad hair day joke. It would've been a bad look, cos she's obviously
struggling with her
mental illness.)
She's given her mentalz identities and they're now her evil imaginary friends. They force her do things she doesn't want to do, like order takeout several times a day, and they're there to sabotage her every attempt at becoming a skinny legend and fighting diabetes.
None of it is her fault and it has absolutely nothing to do with the fact that she's a filthy slob whose body is now rotting because of the lack of basic personal hygiene.
She's expanded so much that cooking is no longer a viable option. Her body mass is literally chocking the life out of her and, by her own admission, she is now barely mobile.
This video illustrates her decline quite nicely. At that point she was already a 400-pounder, but at least she tried go outside from time to time. The outdoor part starts at roughly 00:33 if you want to skip the demonic cat voice.
What's fascinating is that Bibi, her rock and the man she wanted to marry (her own words, here at 1:25) showed absolutely no interest in going out into the wild with her. Could he have been embarrassed of the glorious beast?
It later turned out that, actually, they were never compatible, and
he was not Chintal's soulmate (@3:25).
The break-up video is pure gold. She lets it slip that Bibi didn't understand depression or food addiction, didn't admire her insane cats as much as her true love should, and that he didn't give her enough attention or reassurance.
Sometimes I wonder if she's possessed or just compartmentalizes depending on the shit she gets herself into. But she definitely has a personality for every occasion and every single one of them will tell you that it is
not Chintal's fault. Whatever happens, it's somebody else's doing, and - in most cases - it's her loyal besties: Depression or Food Addiction.
Edit: wordz