Conrad Aaron Collins / Diginée / Digibro / Digibrony / Otaku Gonzo Journalism & the Pro Crastinators Podcast - Pedophile, Two-Faced Weeaboo Ponyfag Youtube Analyst Who Wants to be a Loli + Drama, Friends & Enemies

[Keeper of Locks & Keys]

Strangely enough I feel that if Digi shows repentance without hiding behind his insecurities a lot of his former fans would be willing to accept his apology (though not necessarily become fans again).

Digi, people don't dislike you because you make less anime related content now nor because you want to transition. I've been catching up on CWC lore and if there is one thing you and Christine share it's your difficulties treating people like you want to be treated. Hiding behind your insecurities (which we all have) or simply saying "must be that dang autism (I have ADD myself)" just makes you look bad. You could win back a lot of ground just being humble and transparent. If you have so much difficulties finishing up promised work, try to explain in a calm manner why it's a problem, such as you possibly not wanted to represent your old male self anymore. Yelling at people won't help, telling them that it makes you feel like shit (emotionally) finishing it will.

Don't be like CWC Digi. Though we laugh our asses off here at your antics, a lot of us used to enjoy your content and don't like seeing a fellow human being destroy themselves. Your current tweeting storm sounds more like a cry for help rather than you really hating everyone. I was suprised to see a few tweets that were actually really self reflective.

Also, I know you are a self proclaimed expert at burning bridges, but maybe not turn the friends you had when times were better away from you. Stop burning, start sowing. Maybe in a year time you will be able harvest a better life.

Or you could just you know, fuck yourself over further. If you have a so much conflicting addictions I would suggest rehab, but only if you feel like you lost the ability to fix your own problems.

EDIT: If you really read the posts here, know that some of us loved your videos. Did we love the bearded hobo character? Yes. But more importantly we loved your no-bullshit attitude and subjective takes. You taught a lot of people younger and sightly older (in my case) that reviews without knowing the reviewer's tastes in media are worthless, especially with non-interactive media. Your current mirroring of characters is clear wish fulfillment. But past Beatrice; no, Conrad would agree, there is no reality in this. Strive for goals that are attainable. Even if it is one as simple as bettering yourself a bit more everyday. Ask yourself the difficult questions. Are you happy currently? Does walking that path ensure happiness in the future? Those are not our problems. The real forum users here just document what has happened and we have our laughs amongst ourselves. I can not speak for the others.

I know what it feels like to be on the spectrum; maybe that's why I care, as I tend to not ask for help until I can put my current worldview into words perfectly. It has delayed me asking for help from others for a long time in fear of misunderstanding/persecution. This will be the last time I will try to reach out to you personally (under a different name as per personal/forum rules) to try to speak sense into you. I sincerely hope you read this. A lot of people still want to like you but can't. And if you're feeling really down I recommend rewatching Eureka 7. I did recently after fearing I wouldn't like it 12 years later; and it held up beatifully. Take care.

 

[eni]

This could be one reason for the low engagement despite having >20k followers on Twitter:

 

[3holeDonkeyPunch]

This could be one reason for the low engagement despite having >20k followers on Twitter:
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>I used to be called Digi

Nooooooope. You used to be called Digibro. Because you're a man.

 

[Pipi420]

"I understand why some people feel this way, I wish I could relate. I'm not good enough an artist to transplant my feelings into my audience so I don't expect respect for my decision-making."
I actually agree with Digi here, since every attempt to explain his reasoning or feelings to his audience has been insubstantial and/or unwatchable.

or a 4 hour podcast. remember when he first transitioned and told everyone if they wanted to know what was going on they had to go listen to his latest podcast

 

[Not Teinled]

Did someone say 'dead channel'? I don't know what is funnier - the comically low view count, the abismal like-dislike ratio or the pathetic number of comments (after he deletes the ones shitting on him).

(Also, the one with zero views was literally posted 4 minutes before I took the screenshot and SocialBlade takes a while to update, so ignore that one)

Guess he's going to make another e-begging video soon. Or rather, e-begging movie lmao

 

[Nonokay]

Why does he keep making music when everyone knows it’s shitty

 

[Clorox Cowboy]

Why does he keep making music when everyone knows it’s shitty

A sign of actual passion?

 

[Sanshain]

Why does he keep making music when everyone knows it’s shitty

He's a pothead. He is not only a pothead, he is a terrifyingly addicted pothead who needs to inhale multiple doses of the most heavily concentrated pot that you can possibly produce to even feel a buzz. He has literally burned all objective ability out of his head. As far as I'm concerned, he is genuinely brain-damaged at this point and incapable of processing quality.

 

[NotTheBooks]

New blog.

tl;dr He's trying to disassociate from his weeb phase hard. Troons are always eager to rewrite their personal history. Their whole past life is reinterpreted as merely proof of, coping with, or covering up their transness. Like, their former weebery, or in particular living in room with walls covered in lolis.

Conrad's weebery was now an attempt "to completely dissolve my sense of self through the sensory overload of looking at nothing but anime girls." Otaku rooms are "sad" (well, here we agree). Instead he "resonates" with "countless e-girls showing off their adorable room setups" on Tik Tok.

Text attached and how I imagine Conrad's adorable dream room.

 

[Wild Geese]

New blog.

The average anime fan isn't aroung long--maybe they're kind of awkward or spergie or just haven't developed a charisma yet, and anime helps them find it. Or maybe they have deeper psychological hangups about society or sexuality that anime helps them to contextualize.

Boomers who got into anime decades ago, formed a family and watch Gundam with their kids are a thing but this cuntface prefers to assume that everyone is as dysfunctional as him.
Cut down on the drugs and get your attention span back, the problem isn't anime, it's you Conrad.

Conrad's attention span is so short now he recommends albums when he only listened to a PART of a SINGLE SONG.

"With my current lifestyle I don't have time to soak in the full effect of this whole album but once in a blue moon, so I won't pretend to have cracked it open or anything—it presents many familiar feelings to me and others which I empathize with in sadness, and I am more than certain that there are people who need to hear this album and probably won't stop listening.

Nonetheless those first six minutes comprising the tracks Come In and Older Than Before have enough frenetic and memorable guitar shrieking through behemoth distortion walls and unexpected sing-along moments rising and falling from the nearly-buried vocals to keep me coming back again and again. Recommended."

https://goldenwitch.substack.com/p/weatherday

 

[Nick Obre]

New blog.

tl;dr He's trying to disassociate from his weeb phase hard. Troons are always eager to rewrite their personal history. Their whole past life is reinterpreted as merely proof of, coping with, or covering up their transness. Like, their former weebery, or in particular living in room with walls covered in lolis.

Conrad's weebery was now an attempt "to completely dissolve my sense of self through the sensory overload of looking at nothing but anime girls." Otaku rooms are "sad" (well, here we agree). Instead he "resonates" with "countless e-girls showing off their adorable room setups" on Tik Tok.

Text attached and how I imagine Conrad's adorable dream room.

As a kid, my room was completely covered, wall to wall, on DBZ posters

In retrospect, it was a clear sign of my eventual discovery that I'm Trans-Saiyan

 

[Namesarehardtocomeupwith]

His work ethics and what Shirobako potrayed have as much in common as tentacle porn and cosmic horror. But then again he also thinks his "music movie" is the musing of Hemingway so what do I know.

 

[Had]

New blog.

 

[Tour of Italy]

Strangely enough I feel that if Digi shows repentance without hiding behind his insecurities a lot of his former fans would be willing to accept his apology (though not necessarily become fans again).

Digi, people don't dislike you because you make less anime related content now nor because you want to transition. I've been catching up on CWC lore and if there is one thing you and Christine share it's your difficulties treating people like you want to be treated. Hiding behind your insecurities (which we all have) or simply saying "must be that dang autism (I have ADD myself)" just makes you look bad. You could win back a lot of ground just being humble and transparent. If you have so much difficulties finishing up promised work, try to explain in a calm manner why it's a problem, such as you possibly not wanted to represent your old male self anymore. Yelling at people won't help, telling them that it makes you feel like shit (emotionally) finishing it will.

Don't be like CWC Digi. Though we laugh our asses off here at your antics, a lot of us used to enjoy your content and don't like seeing a fellow human being destroy themselves. Your current tweeting storm sounds more like a cry for help rather than you really hating everyone. I was suprised to see a few tweets that were actually really self reflective.

Also, I know you are a self proclaimed expert at burning bridges, but maybe not turn the friends you had when times were better away from you. Stop burning, start sowing. Maybe in a year time you will be able harvest a better life.

Or you could just you know, fuck yourself over further. If you have a so much conflicting addictions I would suggest rehab, but only if you feel like you lost the ability to fix your own problems.

EDIT: If you really read the posts here, know that some of us loved your videos. Did we love the bearded hobo character? Yes. But more importantly we loved your no-bullshit attitude and subjective takes. You taught a lot of people younger and sightly older (in my case) that reviews without knowing the reviewer's tastes in media are worthless, especially with non-interactive media. Your current mirroring of characters is clear wish fulfillment. But past Beatrice; no, Conrad would agree, there is no reality in this. Strive for goals that are attainable. Even if it is one as simple as bettering yourself a bit more everyday. Ask yourself the difficult questions. Are you happy currently? Does walking that path ensure happiness in the future? Those are not our problems. The real forum users here just document what has happened and we have our laughs amongst ourselves. I can not speak for the others.

I know what it feels like to be on the spectrum; maybe that's why I care, as I tend to not ask for help until I can put my current worldview into words perfectly. It has delayed me asking for help from others for a long time in fear of misunderstanding/persecution. This will be the last time I will try to reach out to you personally (under a different name as per personal/forum rules) to try to speak sense into you. I sincerely hope you read this. A lot of people still want to like you but can't. And if you're feeling really down I recommend rewatching Eureka 7. I did recently after fearing I wouldn't like it 12 years later; and it held up beatifully. Take care.

I’m pretty sure people hate him because he’s a fucking pedo.

I’m not sure you really need a thousand words to get that across.

 

[Omnium Ultimatus]

I’m pretty sure people hate him because he’s a fucking pedo.

I’m not sure you really need a thousand words to get that across.

Oh look. Another thread tourist here just to drop the P-word for the umpteenth time. Yeah dude, it's obviously because he likes lolicon (and projects himself into the loli) that people hate his guts the most. Nevermind that he alienated his longtime fans, reneged his patreon rewards and projects and is doing tons of estrogenizing drugs to fulfill his autogynophilic fetish while letting pretentious lowlives take what little remains of his income.

What's your next astute observation, that people hate Ethan Ralph just because he's obese?

 

[darthvaderdeathstar]

LOL. I'm enjoying this new arc of Digi pettily venting on twitter.

Quick edit: I implore everyone to listen to a few minutes of his latest music. It's so bad that I'm honestly in awe.

 

[Tour of Italy]

Oh look. Another thread tourist here just to drop the P-word for the umpteenth time. Yeah dude, it's obviously because he likes lolicon (and projects himself into the loli) that people hate his guts the most. Nevermind that he alienated his longtime fans, reneged his patreon rewards and projects and is doing tons of estrogenizing drugs to fulfill his autogynophilic fetish while letting pretentious lowlives take what little remains of his income.

What's your next astute observation, that people hate Ethan Ralph just because he's obese?

I’m legitimately confused as to why this bothers you this much. Did I miss the memo about having to write a fucking dissertation detailing exactly why someone is a lowlife in order to be able to then make fun of them for being a pedo? Did I log on to the wrong site by accident?

If you want to call me out for not contributing meaningfully to the conversation, that’s fine, it’s your thread or whatever. I get it. So here’s my contribution:

In order for any of that shit you or anyone else mentioned to genuinely matter to a fan of Digi, they must first overlook the fact that he’s a fucking pedo. By all means, chronicle his precise failings beyond that, it’s genuinely entertaining, but it is morbidly fascinating to me how a lot of people seem genuinely upset about their fractures parasocial relationship with Digibro based on slights that are positively insignificant when compared to the fact that he’s a fucking pedo.

You can feel genuine pity for the guy too; Lord knows I do. But god damn, the first step to this guy fixing his life is coming to terms with the loli shit. He could literally fix everything else tomorrow, but as long as he’s jerking it to pictures of kids, he’s still living a profoundly fucked up existence, even if he got those Patreon rewards out a week early.

 

[Keeper of Locks & Keys]

I’m legitimately confused as to why this bothers you this much. Did I miss the memo about having to write a fucking dissertation detailing exactly why someone is a lowlife in order to be able to then make fun of them for being a pedo? Did I log on to the wrong site by accident?

If you want to call me out for not contributing meaningfully to the conversation, that’s fine, it’s your thread or whatever. I get it. So here’s my contribution:

In order for any of that shit you or anyone else mentioned to genuinely matter to a fan of Digi, they must first overlook the fact that he’s a fucking pedo. By all means, chronicle his precise failings beyond that, it’s genuinely entertaining, but it is morbidly fascinating to me how a lot of people seem genuinely upset about their fractures parasocial relationship with Digibro based on slights that are positively insignificant when compared to the fact that he’s a fucking pedo.

You can feel genuine pity for the guy too; Lord knows I do. But god damn, the first step to this guy fixing his life is coming to terms with the loli shit. He could literally fix everything else tomorrow, but as long as he’s jerking it to pictures of kids, he’s still living a profoundly fucked up existence, even if he got those Patreon rewards out a week early.

Your definition rests on the the difference being a lolicon and pedophile. One jacks it to pictures of drawn girls getting fucked (Digi) and the other cranks it to pictures/fantasies of fucking real kiddos. If you go a a few pages back you will find a post made by myself about "how we have this conversation every week". Luckily this hasn't happened until you maybe unintentionally brought it up. Some people think all lolicons are also pedophiles, I personally think there is a difference and you are welcome to have your own opinion. That's the only reason I disagreed with you. A picture is a romanticized and over-sexualized representation of what it depicts (a smaller character or child with select adult proportions, sex drive or knowledge) vs a real innocent child that doesn't know any better that can be scarred for life. But that's just my opinion. I don't confuse fiction and reality. And with how much Digi wants to disassociate with anime, I don't think he's a threat.

I have to agree though that his statement made during the Dickshow was one of the worst things he could have said ever. Repeating what I said pages earlier: defending lolicon on a public platform is akin to social suicide. Digi at his current state is definitely a low-life. But not a danger to anyone except himself.

Quick edit: I implore everyone to listen to a few minutes of his latest music. It's so bad that I'm honestly in awe.

I agree. It's unlistenable. And I listen to a lot of 180 bpm edm type shit.

 

[Cheetahman]

See, the difference between lolicon and violent video games is that UN peacekeepers harm real children.

 

[Tour of Italy]

Your definition between of pedo rests on the the difference between being a lolicon and pedophile. One jacks it to pictures of drawn girls getting fucked (Digi) and the other cranks it to pictures/fantasies of fucking real kiddos. If you go a a few pages back you will find a post made by myself about "how we have this conversation every week". Luckily this hasn't happened until you maybe unintentionally brought it up. Some people think all lolicons are also pedophiles, I personally think there is a difference and you are welcome to have your own opinion. That's the only reason I disagreed with you. No reason to get salty over that.

I can appreciate a desire to keep the thread on topic. I imagine it does get tiring to rehash the same argument when you already have your own opinion.

That said, I knew there was a 100% chance that you would say this or something similar:

Some people think all lolicons are also pedophiles, I personally think there is a difference and you are welcome to have your own opinion.

I won’t slow this ripper of a thread down anymore with something other people have tried to bring up, but I will at least get my own opinion on the table:

Even if you want to argue the finer points about whether it’s as bad as actual child pornography, there is something profoundly wrong about lolicon and if you enjoy viewing it then you check at least 9 out of 10 of the deviant proclivities boxes as a pedophile attracted to live children.