- Joined
- Jan 5, 2020
Marshall is not listed as a Plaintiff in the suit. He is more extreme in his beliefs about government than I am. He believes that anyone working for the government and all law enforcement and lawyers are corrupt. He believes they are all Freemasons who use "word salad" to do unrighteous rulings. He also said that the word "Justice" has its origins in a false diety. He told me that a lot of lawyers just memorize stuff for tests but they don't understand the big scheme of righteous ruling nor do they care, they just want paychecks.@TamarYaelBatYah is Marshall involved with this lawsuit too or only yourself?
He thinks it's impossible for a person like me to get a fair ruling because I'm not "in the club"/a Freemason. He doesn't think the lawsuit is frivolous and hasn't made disparaging remarks. He just has told me he hopes my experience opens my eyes more fully about just how corrupt the legal system is. He hopes I lose hope that the legal system can do any good for me.
Marshall grew up in a place where people used fists and violence to solve problems because government oppressed them and no one could afford legal representation.
Funny how that works, eh?
@TamarYaelBatYah, it might be time to move back out of his house.
@Rod Dangerous -- you already know how I feel about that
Still religiously married too, if Marshall is still refusing to accept Melinda's homebrew Get.
No one, not even him, can chain me into a marriage.
He doesn't have to accept my GET and I am still free to go and leave him. No one can keep you spiritually hostage. If I say I'm done, I'm done. If one person moves out of a house/dwelling/tent, that is a divorce in The Torah. You have to cohabitate the same house or houses on synchronization to be married/in Covenant.
A Ketubah is like a contract. If someone misrepresents him or herself during Shidduch/marriage interview phase, the contract is null and void. Based on my interactions with Marshall in the last 5 years, I've uncovered some things about him that he misrepresented during Shidduch. Therefore, contract is null and void and I am free to go.
It's not a secret to Marshall and others I talk to that I have no intention of staying in a marriage with him. I don't care who takes whos side, I don't care who places blame wherever. He has his opinion, I have mine, others have there's BUT YHWH SEES. YHWH will judge me on the Day of Judgment for my choices and I'm prepared to stand there confidently because YHWH SEES. Meanwhile, I'm only interested in moving on with my life, taking the lessons about the Shidduch process I learned, and maybe one day finding a new husband, marrying once I hit menopause, as I am no longer willing to have any more children. I prefer to focus on getting my PhD and building my small business, marriage has lost its appeal to me, once again as it did in my mid 20s
I was driving down the highway the other day listening to this woman give her testimony about her relationships and how in her 50s, on her 3rd marriage she found the love of her life who spiritually adopted and loves her grown adult children. Life can be beautiful for those who have walked in my shoes no matter when they have to start over again. It's not an accident I tuned into the radio when that story aired!
One thing I'm seeing in life is that some of the best days of my life can happen with lines on your face.