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So long ass insta story not gonna cap it all since its huge but heres how it goes (She wants asspats for the storm, she has no money boo hoo, she has to move because construction is annoying and it's running her out of her apartment):
"I'm a little nervous. I'm about to talk about something that I haven't talked about that I've been keeping not really a secret, kind of a secret, my friends picked up on it and pointed it out to me, but I'm trying to buy a house and there are a lot of reasons why and some of them have to do with my future and my ability to have kids which I'm not going to talk a ton about, but it's just something that is like a stepping stone on the path to some bigger goals I have and i got really frustrated in the market and Austin is intense and everything is very expensive. And even though I've literally been saving non-stop. It's not enough and it's been very frustrating. So yesterday I was like you know what? I'm just gonna admit defeat and just stay in my apartment for another year and I was like, that will be okay and if I can't afford Austin then I'll have to figure out somewhere else to live, but I'll give myself like a year to figure it out. Right and I felt very content and at peace with that decision and I'm going to cry because I'm mad but then I woke up to this taking you guys outside. This is my deck and this is just two trucks now, but construction has started right outside my apartment and it's freaking loud. Now, I feel everything in my apartment. And so that is like I don't think.....I started crying this morning because I was like, I just made this decision that I was so content with and well, it fell to crap. So I called my realtor this morning and I was like, I need to find a house as soon as possible because it's already incredibly annoying. I can hear the beeping constantly. It's driving me nuts, but I can't film and I was finally felt like in this thing that makes me so mad right now before the winter storm. I got on this great schedule was eating the way that makes me feel the best. I was exercising regularly. Really? I was doing things that make me feel good and then the storm happened and completely washed me out. And also messed with my mental health. And then and then I got it back together and I fought really hard and i'm making steps to get back where I was and I was seeing things kind of fall into place and then this happens and kind of blows it all up again. And I know this is like not a real problem, but it is giving me so much stress and so much anxiety and so much frustration because it's like I can't seem to make a decision and it's like I can't seem to make a decision and I like I like plans. I like schedules. I like knowing where I'm going. Yes being creative in that context is also really important but I like a plan. This is giving me a lot of anxiety to not know I'm going to be doing the next month. So if you don't see me for the next couple of days, it's because I'm trying to figure out where I'm gonna live because the answer is probably not here. Buying a house is stressful. It's really stressful and it's probably the scariest and most adult thing I have ever done and I do not reccomend. Well, maybe I do maybe I'll feel better when I actually have a place right now. I just have a lot of stress and anxiety, which I don't reccomend to anyone. "
Truthfully considering the other things shes been posting lately this screams of a child wanting attention, not actual mental health issues. She knows that people are still getting suppport who were actually effected by the storm and is probably jealous.