Conrad Aaron Collins / Diginée / Digibro / Digibrony / Otaku Gonzo Journalism & the Pro Crastinators Podcast - Pedophile, Two-Faced Weeaboo Ponyfag Youtube Analyst Who Wants to be a Loli + Drama, Friends & Enemies

But to be fair, I don't have the soundbite/clip ready where he stated that thing you refer to. But I vaguely remember him uttering such thing.
Perhaps it's this clip (35:23) you're referring to, from the Insufferable Social Media Argument podcast that he did with Mumkey.
He also talks about fucking a dog and a baby on other episodes which, obviously, no sane person would do. Even Digibro.
For those that don't know, ISMA was a satirical comedy podcast.
 
He's one of those idiots who think that having a thread on KF means you're popular thus people actually really super like you because... reasons?
I think it is very unusual that two eras of Digi's adult life have been dominated by partners and friends who think of having a Kiwifarms thread as a major personal aspiration. (Amanda expressed the same interest.) What does it say about him that he attracts people with this same, very specific obsession?
Nonetheless, truth be told, I always felt that he never came to terms with the fact that he might have been gay all along, due to societal pressures he perceived (which in actuality are not there anymore in most parts of the western world) thus him jumping through hoops to not be seen as gay, but as a 'straight' 'woman' with a 'straight' boyfriend which actually complicates things further for him.
I definitely don't think Digi is gay. He was part of both the brony and weeb communities, which are notorious for inappropriate, exhibitionist behavior. He came from a hippie family that probably did not have socially conservative values. He grew up in Virginia Beach, which is not a particularly conservative place. He shamelessly admits to disgusting behavior and habits regularly. He has talked about his fetishes and sex life on podcasts (his own and others), including one of the most taboo fetishes out there. Do any of these strike you the behavior of someone who is in the closet?

On the other hand, autogynephilia can be considered a kind of sexual orientation of its own, focused on self-image rather than attraction to others (autogynephilia seems to be closely related to clinical narcissism).
 
He's one of those idiots who think that having a thread on KF means you're popular thus people actually really super like you because... reasons? He doesn't deserve one because he wants one, and he's just another run of the mill leech/"producer".
Riley is just a less obese Vito. Both of them should suck start 3 shotguns.
 
I think it is very unusual that two eras of Digi's adult life have been dominated by partners and friends who think of having a Kiwifarms thread as a major personal aspiration. (Amanda expressed the same interest.) What does it say about him that he attracts people with this same, very specific obsession?

I definitely don't think Digi is gay. He was part of both the brony and weeb communities, which are notorious for inappropriate, exhibitionist behavior. He came from a hippie family that probably did not have socially conservative values. He grew up in Virginia Beach, which is not a particularly conservative place. He shamelessly admits to disgusting behavior and habits regularly. He has talked about his fetishes and sex life on podcasts (his own and others), including one of the most taboo fetishes out there. Do any of these strike you the behavior of someone who is in the closet?

On the other hand, autogynephilia can be considered a kind of sexual orientation of its own, focused on self-image rather than attraction to others (autogynephilia seems to be closely related to clinical narcissism).
Yes and No. It's more about his fucked up idea of being masculine or feminine -> If you wanna be taken seriously as a man you have to mow the lawn (his words, not mine) and all the other clichés basically. As he cannot fulfill this "ideal" of being a man, he cannot handle the idea that a man could still be a man, even if he doesn't conform to a stereotype, thus, his idea of being trans. So as he "failed" at one gender, he can have a shot at the other gender, as his "failures" surely must have something to do with not being a man, instead of with being an idiot.

Furthermore, he has expressed his true feelings for men he often supressed in his "coming out" vlog - like 3 months or so ago. Sadly I cant find it right now due to the channel purge, but to me, it heavily came off like a man that lived in the closet and by that I do not necessarily mean being the textbook definition of gay, but supressing his own feelings, as for example feeling an attraction towards men would "invalidate" his own malehood.

As you pointed out, his environment skews heavily towards gay acceptance and openness, he wouldn't have had to fear a thing, yet it was his own "philosophy" that repressed his feelings.

Maybe he's just a gay or bi guy that also likes to crossdress but sees his crossdressing kink as sign that he must be a woman, but its always hard to pin down from afar especially with a person as erratic as digi.
 
Yes and No. It's more about his fucked up idea of being masculine or feminine -> If you wanna be taken seriously as a man you have to mow the lawn (his words, not mine) and all the other clichés basically. As he cannot fulfill this "ideal" of being a man, he cannot handle the idea that a man could still be a man, even if he doesn't conform to a stereotype, thus, his idea of being trans. So as he "failed" at one gender, he can have a shot at the other gender, as his "failures" surely must have something to do with not being a man, instead of with being an idiot.

Furthermore, he has expressed his true feelings for men he often supressed in his "coming out" vlog - like 3 months or so ago. Sadly I cant find it right now due to the channel purge, but to me, it heavily came off like a man that lived in the closet and by that I do not necessarily mean being the textbook definition of gay, but supressing his own feelings, as for example feeling an attraction towards men would "invalidate" his own malehood.

As you pointed out, his environment skews heavily towards gay acceptance and openness, he wouldn't have had to fear a thing, yet it was his own "philosophy" that repressed his feelings.

Maybe he's just a gay or bi guy that also likes to crossdress but sees his crossdressing kink as sign that he must be a woman, but its always hard to pin down from afar especially with a person as erratic as digi.
Those stereotypes are mostly a product of the anime he consumes. In particular, I wonder how much interactions with actual 3D females he even had in his life apart from his mother and the two fangirl girlfriends, the latter one being a total yes(wo)man fueling his narcissism and the former ... I don't even know if she was ever real.

Instead of contemplating how many instances of "one strike, one kill" he did per day he should have done his taxes and brushed his teeth.

I see no hints that he was ever gay though. Is there anything that point to his attraction to males in the past, be it children or adults, drawn or real? Lolis he always found "adorable", his code word for fuckable, But males? Before his troon arc, mind you. Conrad talks a lot of shit and I really don't care what he claims in his post-transition rants.

On the other hand there are a lot of signs of him wanting to be the little girl over the years and he declared himself genderfuild long before the trooning out.
 
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Yes and No. It's more about his fucked up idea of being masculine or feminine -> If you wanna be taken seriously as a man you have to mow the lawn (his words, not mine) and all the other clichés basically. As he cannot fulfill this "ideal" of being a man, he cannot handle the idea that a man could still be a man, even if he doesn't conform to a stereotype, thus, his idea of being trans. So as he "failed" at one gender, he can have a shot at the other gender, as his "failures" surely must have something to do with not being a man, instead of with being an idiot.

Furthermore, he has expressed his true feelings for men he often supressed in his "coming out" vlog - like 3 months or so ago.
I also interpret Digi's transition this way. To add on, his neurotyping theory painted male thought processes as logical/structured and female thought processes as emotional/abstract. When Digi described starting HRT he's said that he's excited to "feel emotions" as if he hasn't before.

He repressed sides of himself (emotional, and perhaps now sexual with the new homo lifestyle?) in order to fit his stereotype of what a man is. To fix this repression, he now thinks that he needs to become another person (what he calls his true self) in order to finally express it. When really he just needed to face what kind of man he is: someone who is extremely emotional, bitchy, gets sidetracked easily, can't finish a project (no strike no kill), and is apparently attracted to men. Trans ideology is so bizarre.

Also I don't know if it was Digi or May's ass-backwards idea for May to also be trans and be a "demiboy," but again that shows this very boxed-in thinking. If Digi's going to be female (emotional, abstract AKA distracted and not working), then May has to be the male (logical, structured AKA the one getting shit done). They tried to entirely rethink themselves and their gender dynamic, but somehow ended right back into traditional gendered roles. :|
I think the coming out video was called "taste barriers and attraction" (really gay title for announcing you're gay/bi). There doesn't seem to be an archive up yet on Youtube.
 
Well, you see the thing is, he gets fucked in the asshole by men now.
Bro, that's like uhhh TOTALLY STRAIGHT because his boyfriend is STRAIGHT TOO!

All jokes aside, at least thats a thing we can all agree on, whatever he is for real, it just goes to show he rather goes from delusion to another delusion instead of confronting his feelings/issues.
 
125 lbs (56.7 kg)? Does any of you autists know his height? I'm sure he mentioned it somewhere.

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(He just can't stop giving unsolicited advice about things he has no clue about, can he.)
 
125 lbs (56.7 kg)? Does any of you autists know his height? I'm sure he mentioned it somewhere.

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(He just can't stop giving unsolicited advice about things he has no clue about, can he.)
Around 1.7m which is 5.577428 freedomfeet according to my calculator. Maybe a little lower, people tend to overreport their height.
Edit: elaborating as Digi is about the same height as I am, 1500 cal a day is 250~350 under maintenence for a mostly seditary person of that height, I myself have lost a few kilos since festivities in december and can confirm that 1500 cal is enough to make me lose weight (but I exercise more).

The 'advice' if you want to call it that isn't off the mark, but misguided. You want to make sure those 1500 cal consist of good fats, protein and fiber rich vegetables. If you can keep yourself to those foods, you can even sustain your body at even 1300 cal a day. I would never recommend going under 1000 cal though.
 
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125 lbs (56.7 kg)? Does any of you autists know his height? I'm sure he mentioned it somewhere.

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(He just can't stop giving unsolicited advice about things he has no clue about, can he.)
At least he's actually right about this. Regardless of what food makes up those 1500 calories (which is a bigger deal for overall bodily health), 1500 kcals a day at his BMR will lead to sustained weight loss. It's really not that difficult if even a guy who can't brush his teeth without his gums bleeding can figure it out.
 
At least he's actually right about this. Regardless of what food makes up those 1500 calories (which is a bigger deal for overall bodily health), 1500 kcals a day at his BMR will lead to sustained weight loss. It's really not that difficult if even a guy who can't brush his teeth without his gums bleeding can figure it out.
The problem in this specific case isn't that his advice is wrong. It's that it is absolutely trivial. "Eat less than you burn and eat less frequently overall and you lose weight". Who would have thought!

The problem is that he thinks the world consists of normies and NPCs who can only think from Budweiser to football and just wait for the insights of this cellar dwelling internet addict.

At 170 cm and 56.7 kg my table puts him at underweight BTW (which is obvious from how he looks) but not yet critically so.
 
The problem in this specific case isn't that his advice is wrong. It's that it is absolutely trivial. "Eat less than you burn and eat less frequently overall and you lose weight". Who would have thought!

The problem is that he thinks the world consists of normies and NPCs who can only think from Budweiser to football and just wait for the insights of this cellar dwelling internet addict.

At 170 cm and 56.7 kg my table puts him at underweight BTW (which is obvious from how he looks) but not yet critically so.
So I did some quick maths, for science.
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Now, I know that TDEE calculators aren’t accurate, blah blah blah. However. We can probably safely say his maintenance is roughly 2,000 calories, maybe a little more, maybe a little less, depending on the day’s activities. I would feel safe calling it an even 2000 for our purpose today.
At 1500 calories, according to Digi that’s what he eats, he would definitely be losing weight steadily, and I would already say just by looking that he’s underweight regardless of what the math says.
This is not good for Digi, and taking what he says at face value disordered eating is likely. I’m believing him on this one, to an extent at least. He’s clearly lost a lot of weight pretty quickly, and then just kept going. He may be binging and purging/fasting, he may be obsessed with weighing everything he consumes, he may be on the treadmill after he eats, I don’t know, I don’t follow his stuff. What I do know, however, is that Digi isn’t likely to be eating very nutritious food like a Bikini Competitor would, and even if he is he isn’t eating much.
So, what I’m getting to here is that Digi is probably getting an eating disorder not just for “uwu eating disorder I’m so special uwu” points, he’s likely actually getting one from trying to fit his idea of an ideal female form, loli or not. If he keeps doing this, and doing his drugs and shit, it’s likely that a medical saga may be coming sooner than he thinks.
This all taking about a man though, I don’t know how lolification can effect TDEE.
 
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