Gaymie Digtard spergs/tantrums out - my only use in life is pleasing others with my retardation

I am sorry I pretended
Knight of the Rope said:
He fucked off because he was no longer the center of attention. In a thread where he was doxing himself as a gay, suicidal pedo and a probable future tranny, you still managed to steal the spotlight with your nonsense.
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and I care why? it was fun for me none the less, and I had fun fucking with him, even if it I meant I had to play retarded, I mean really this is becoming autistic I already explained I was playing retarded, and I am okay with being neg rated, if he's so hungry for attention he'll be back to self doxxing in a day or two, if not he's obviously scared. I mean it takes a true suicidal lunatic to really sincerely want to ruin their own life by handing kf the info on a silver platter, if not than this is some condeluded gay op, where he posts false info on here, go on here suicide baits and ten cry uwu victim, its also odd that I've seen this shit on a similiar forum like a day ago.
 
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I didn't expect another 2 pages. Stormed out the door and uh, sat down and just started crying out in the freezing wind... calmed down a bit now. I didn't realise the other guy was acting a part, but either way, I'm inclined to agree with both sides... Tor/VPN good but I guess it can't prevent how you display yourself, only you can.

This thread just turned to shit because well. I dunno even. It started as something dumb that belonged in an existing thread, then I just stopped caring about even trying to make any sense both internally and externally, then pointed the direction of my old self-dox thread. Wasn't sexualising you guys or anything for the most part either, just started to say the first (usually stupidest) thing to come to mind, at the time I guess it felt like nothing was around me except the post reply button and whatever words I was input to the box. Also I left because I was gonna hurt myself upon hearing the consequence it had for someone else. A lot of this is related to me wanting to brutally force myself to see the views of others by wrecking myself even further than usual but also to just not being able to talk to people I normally talk to online so kinda just bored and lonely lately and feel I can do nothing but bring it lower...

I want to say sorry but I guess I have no excuse for doing this shit, however I feel here is nothing compsred to the impact/consequences of what I do and I guess I consistently fail to grasp that.
 
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Tsuka Hiira said:
This thread just turned to shit because well. I dunno even. It started as something dumb that belonged in an existing thread, then I just stopped caring about even trying to make any sense both internally and externally, then pointed the direction of my old self-dox thread.
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you know why
 
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Tsuka Hiira said:
To whoever pointed out the correct thread for posting the OP content in, thanks. I appreciate it.

Right now I feel relaxed, though I kept myself up all night... in retrospect, maybe worth it for the sakes of that walk a couple hours ago. Was shut in yesterday because it was pissing down.
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Use lockdown as an excuse.
Seems like a CY umbrella excuse.

or just say you're gay, like Kevin Spacey.
 
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I'll just leave this here.
 
Was honestly feeling like total shit, mainly because I haven't got much of a practical way to talk to my boyfriend right now... I'm really not stable without being able to talk to him easily (and yeah, we do plan on making it into an IRL thing someday, and I'd absolutely love that... I bet he's so warm and snuggly in bed too uwu)

Probably being cringeworthy but I generally just say whatever I feel, I also can't lie about most things but can overblow truths massively when I'm unstable in the way what was going on earlier. (I generally acknowledge my shortcomings when I'm in a decent mindstate, I'm embarrassed of having them but I also cannot hide things either. Events I mention etc did happen but at times I've removed context to benefit those on the opposition, regardless if I feel any genuine regret over the events - I just see them as unresolvable like effectively grooming someone - which I swear on my life I hope NEVER happens again and given I didn't even know I'd done that until over 12 months later, have no memory of it personally, and deliberately left that lack of whatever out that when calling myself out for it... idk, but it's worth reminding myself of to cause me pain...) My post history is proof alone of that I guess if you have some spare time to trawl through, depends though.
 
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