In all of my autism combined, I thought she might have finally realised the gravity of her situation as the date for her amputation grew closer (since it appears to have been scheduled from the details given here rather than have been a sudden emergency surgery) and combined with how utterly crap she must have been feeling that it was a somewhat plausible tinfoil to me to think that regret was enough to explain her lack of social media presence leading up to the amputation.
But after rereading her thread, it appears that somewhere along the way that I forgot just how fucking batshit that she actually is and tend to agree with those of you thinking that she actually could have been planning for the long run (yeah, so sue me for loving the terrible puns too). That absolute banger of a hashtag, for example.
I have no fucking idea how the Canadian mental healthcare system works either but thought that somewhere along the line that they may have actually managed to confiscate her phone or at least internet access too? I see that she’s using a tablet in one photo but for the mental health spergs here, is it possible they can let her use devices without an internet connection, hence her sister having to provide the updates? Or could it just be that she’s m.ilking whatever goodwill her sister has left for her and is using it to farm attention from her oh so precious twin instead of just using her to gain access to social media?
In regards to the forehead IV, I’ve only heard of it happening once before and it was in an addict with trashed venous access (and it could be hearsay for all I know). According to the colleague who told me the story, they were trying to gain access to the junkie who told the anaesthesiologist exactly where and how to insert it into her damn forehed as that was where she shot up. Since it’s clear Kelly knows her way around a needle then yeah, it’s entirely plausible that she’s run out of areas where cannula insertion wasn’t a possibility along with the fact that they surely know she’s liable to fuck around with anything within reach.
And apologies for adding to my short story, but I too am utterly confused about how she’s able to withstand the pain. There aren‘t enough opiates that’d be able to pumped into her that’d be compatible with life that could make doing that to yourself even slightly bearable. Is it plausible for someone to actually be
that insane as to be able to continuously self inflict that level of harm to oneself even while lucid? And what’s this talk of her admitting to only being given paracetamol? Haven’t been able to find the DMs on the thread but fuck me if that’s all she’d been on the whole time pre-op!