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This is American way of dealing things. Your child isn't successful and is having some problems? Get him out of the house because that make things better and so US is No. 1 in homelessness among OECD countries. Good work USA!

You kinda oversimplified things here. The issue isn't Noah 'having some problems', it's his complete refusal to do anything about it.

This thread is 700 pages long. Dozens of wanna-be shrinks came here saying same things over and over again. Of course none is certified psychologist and can diagnose what Noah is struggling with. People can be broken by very minor things. It doesn't need to be a direct blow changing your life radically.

He definitely needs someone to whom he can express his feelings but most of shmucks here (and on Twitter) were trying to tell him what to do. This is not how you help people. Some just need to be listened. You won't tell personal feelings to barely known person nor some moron from doxing forum trying to have laugh at you. I don't think his folks are the one he would talk to about his personal trauma nor his brother. Tragedy here is he have no one to sincerely talk with. And I am not talking about friends because they come and go or even a wife/girlfriend.

Over those 700 pages, he's had tons of people offer him help, a shoulder to cry on, opportunities for work/content, food, money, services. People are still sending him money.

He refuses virtually everything that's been offered to him, thinks that seeing a professional is a waste of time, as well as any other possible thing that have helped others in the past.

Spoony is not some unique tortured soul who is classically misunderstood by society at large. He's an ingrate.
 
He has another brother aside from Miles. Maybe Noah could lean on him for a bit. However this tweet where he talks about his brother almost hulking out in a theatre over LotR suggests to me that he could be even worse than Noah. Now there's a sobering thought.

Doesn't the will of Sauron get progressively stronger the closer you are to him? Isn't that the reason why the Ringwraith didn't straight up murder everyone they came across in the Shire and took the ring back to Mordor? So Gandalf couldn't waltz up Mount Doom and drop the ring in. Also lol at tardraging over the movie having a conventional narrative
 
This thread is 700 pages long. Dozens of wanna-be shrinks came here saying same things over and over again. Of course none is certified psychologist and can diagnose what Noah is struggling with. People can be broken by very minor things. It doesn't need to be a direct blow changing your life radically.

He definitely needs someone to whom he can express his feelings but most of shmucks here (and on Twitter) were trying to tell him what to do. This is not how you help people. Some just need to be listened. You won't tell personal feelings to barely known person nor some moron from doxing forum trying to have laugh at you. I don't think his folks are the one he would talk to about his personal trauma nor his brother. Tragedy here is he have no one to sincerely talk with. And I am not talking about friends because they come and go or even a wife/girlfriend.
Kill yourself fag.
 
You kinda oversimplified things here. The issue isn't Noah 'having some problems', it's his complete refusal to do anything about it.



Over those 700 pages, he's had tons of people offer him help, a shoulder to cry on, opportunities for work/content, food, money, services. People are still sending him money.

He refuses virtually everything that's been offered to him, thinks that seeing a professional is a waste of time, as well as any other possible thing that have helped others in the past.

Spoony is not some unique tortured soul who is classically misunderstood by society at large. He's an ingrate.
He is in refusal because he have severe depression. If he was aiming for becoming TV celebrity all these years and only obtain "some" recognition among internet weebs, lost his girlfriend and any interest in playing vidya - what would you do?

Here's a thing to all smart asses down voting me.
There is a guy Daigo Umehara. One of the best, if not the best, players of Street Fighter. He one day decided that playing SF doesn't feel fun anymore and become a way of living and paying bills. So he drop the competitive gaming and started looking for regular job. Thing is - he couldn't find any. Most of his resume was non existent. It was just a ladder board of all his appearances in fighting community for all the years and from what I recall he only had a one job offer - as waiter. He couldn't afford anything so came back playing SF even though he despise this game from this moment and stick to it just to have a steady income.
There is interview on YT with him when he describes he is fucked. No education. No experience. Just hikikomori.

What does it resembles to you?
What a 40-year old gamer with no job experience can do? Who would employ a 40-year old Computer Science graduate with no experience and who never ever wrote a single line of code outside college walls? Play some vidya during breakdown or on Xanax? Are you aware that most of YT gaming content is for audience <30? He have nothing in common with his peers not to mention with new generation of kids watching stupid shit or playing let's plays in background.
If a 30 year old plays vidya on YouTube - it is cringe. How cringe is 40 year old with no other option?

Kill yourself fag.
Kill yourself kido.
 
Spoony is not some unique tortured soul who is classically misunderstood by society at large. He's an ingrate.
Gotta ask here what Spoony's so ingrate about. If you contributed to his Patreon, fine (lol how much?). Anyway, it's been like 23627212 pages of this topic since Spoon did anything worth talking about so anyone still contributing to this looks silly when complaining about him being a waste of air.

Hey @Ita Mori how many Yankees cross the border to Mexico and beyond to earn a living by cleaning pools and toilets?
 
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He is in refusal because he have severe depression. If he was aiming for becoming TV celebrity all these years and only obtain "some" recognition among internet weebs, lost his girlfriend and any interest in playing vidya - what would you do?

How long do you coddle someone doing literally nothing about their problems before enough is enough?

Most people go through rough patches in their lives, but they continue to soldier through in spite of it. Noah has been doing this shit for approximately 5 years. Assuming that depressive episodes can last 5 continuous years (hint: they don't), I would be willing to try anything if I were in Noah's shoes.

You're saying the root of his problems are that he wasn't successful enough. I wanted to become a professional athlete and fuck supermodels. Somehow, I'm coping with living a more mundane lifestyle with my SO.

The root of his problems are that he's lazy. Again, depressive episodes don't last 5 continuous years. There are opportunities and times where he could try and take steps at addressing his issues, but he steadfastly refuses to do so. It's not depression, it's a fully conscious decision on his behalf.

Here's a thing to all smart asses down voting me.
There is a guy Daigo Umehara. One of the best, if not the best, players of Street Fighter. He one day decided that playing SF doesn't feel fun anymore and become a way of living and paying bills. So he drop the competitive gaming and started looking for regular job. Thing is - he couldn't find any. Most of his resume was non existent. It was just a ladder board of all his appearances in fighting community for all the years and from what I recall he only had a one job offer - as waiter. He couldn't afford anything so came back playing SF even though he despise this game from this moment and stick to it just to have a steady income.
There is interview on YT with him when he describes he is fucked. No education. No experience. Just hikikomori.

I've never heard of this with Daigo. Dude has done a bunch of shit throughout the course of his career and if he didn't enjoy life as a competitive gamer, I'd have to imagine there'd be a ton of opportunities for him within eSports or as a community rep with Capcom or whatever.

If he wanted to find a regular job? Well, like most people without experience he's going to have to start at or near the bottom.

What does it resembles to you?
What a 40-year old gamer with no job experience can do? Who would employ a 40-year old Computer Science graduate with no experience and who never ever wrote a single line of code outside college walls? Play some vidya during breakdown or on Xanax? Are you aware that most of YT gaming content is for audience <30? He have nothing in common with his peers not to mention with new generation of kids watching stupid shit or playing let's plays in background.
If a 30 year old plays vidya on YouTube - it is cringe. How cringe is 40 year old with no other option?


Kill yourself kido.

Yeah, I've said elsewhere in this thread that I don't think Noah would be successful if he were to attempt a comeback. He might have been able to carve out a niche amongst old/existing fans, but I think those days have passed, especially with the change in trends and demographics when it comes to producing video content.

And I really don't care that his job options are along the lines of flipping burgers or working the register at a 7-11. The rest of the world has to get a job and work. Why is he allowed the privilege to stew in his own basement for half a decade, unprovoked? Because he has depression?
 
He is in refusal because he have severe depression. If he was aiming for becoming TV celebrity all these years and only obtain "some" recognition among internet weebs, lost his girlfriend and any interest in playing vidya - what would you do?

Here's a thing to all smart asses down voting me.
There is a guy Daigo Umehara. One of the best, if not the best, players of Street Fighter. He one day decided that playing SF doesn't feel fun anymore and become a way of living and paying bills. So he drop the competitive gaming and started looking for regular job. Thing is - he couldn't find any. Most of his resume was non existent. It was just a ladder board of all his appearances in fighting community for all the years and from what I recall he only had a one job offer - as waiter. He couldn't afford anything so came back playing SF even though he despise this game from this moment and stick to it just to have a steady income.
There is interview on YT with him when he describes he is fucked. No education. No experience. Just hikikomori.

What does it resembles to you?
What a 40-year old gamer with no job experience can do? Who would employ a 40-year old Computer Science graduate with no experience and who never ever wrote a single line of code outside college walls? Play some vidya during breakdown or on Xanax? Are you aware that most of YT gaming content is for audience <30? He have nothing in common with his peers not to mention with new generation of kids watching stupid shit or playing let's plays in background.
If a 30 year old plays vidya on YouTube - it is cringe. How cringe is 40 year old with no other option?


Kill yourself kido.
I haven't been keeping up with fighting games in a while but last I remembered, Daigo worked as a nurse while attending tournaments in the early days. I would like to see that interview you've mentioned but I think you're confusing Daigo with Kuroda. Kuroda is the guy who played 3rd Strike and was considered the greatest 3rd Strike player in the world... While he had no job and was busted twice for trying to fuck an underage girl.
 
Gotta ask here what Spoony's so ingrate about. If you contributed to his Patreon, fine (lol how much?). Anyway, it's been like 23627212 pages of this topic since Spoon did anything worth talking about so anyone still contributing to this looks silly when complaining about him being a waste of air.

I've always viewed Spoony as not being at all grateful for the opportunities he's been given, from his attitude towards fans/supporters to his delusions that he could be a Hollywood star.

But yeah, you have a point. Nothing really new is being gained here with these sorts of discussions.
 
Gotta ask here what Spoony's so ingrate about.
Is this concern trolling? It fucking is.
No one sane would ask that question seeing how he treats his patreon supporters, his family, his orbiters, his friends, and his ex-partners who have not a good thing to say about their experiences yet Spoony feels he's the victim in everything.

It's been like 23627212 pages of this topic since Spoon did anything worth talking about so anyone still contributing to this looks silly when complaining about him being a waste of air.
Ask Null for a broom, janny aspirant.

Hey @Ita Mori how many Yankees cross the border to Mexico and beyond to earn a living by cleaning pools and toilets?
A fair amount of yankees do move to California and Texas to do just that, ask them.

This is getting out of hand again so a friendly reminder you're not Noah's relative who will have to support his dipshit ass in the near future.
Backseat janny'ing. Cringe.

Here's a thing to all smart asses down voting me.
There is a guy Daigo Umehara. One of the best, if not the best, players of Street Fighter. He one day decided that playing SF doesn't feel fun anymore and become a way of living and paying bills. So he drop the competitive gaming and started looking for regular job. Thing is - he couldn't find any. Most of his resume was non existent. It was just a ladder board of all his appearances in fighting community for all the years and from what I recall he only had a one job offer - as waiter. He couldn't afford anything so came back playing SF even though he despise this game from this moment and stick to it just to have a steady income.
There is interview on YT with him when he describes he is fucked. No education. No experience. Just hikikomori.
Comparing Daigo to Spoony is like comparing a $200 steak to an Applebee's steak.
Daigo became a GOAT, Spoony lucked out on being an early youtuber. Spoony in his prime is nowhere near an achievement as being the #1 player in the world.
Daigo grinded 24/7 to achieve and maintain his success, Spoony expected to never have to apply himself once he became internet famous to a bunch of neoliberal college kids.
Daigo never burned his bridges with the industry the way Spoony did nor did he believe himself to be on-track to a bigger industry like Hollywood.
Daigo adapted to the times, Spoony never up'd his gear or presentation and was thus replaced by those who did.
Assuming your story of Daigo is true (I've never heard him say he hates or resents dedicating his life to SF), Daigo had enough common sense to realize that his meal ticket was staring at him in the face, so he dusted his ass off and gave the masses what they wanted, and now he streams and makes cushy living riding on his days of being the greatest player to ever touch the game.
Spoony can't even work up the effort of turning on a webcam and saying hi to his orbiters, who would be thrilled to see him return and just shoot the breeze. They are incomparible because they have completely different work ethics, common sense, and reached different milestones.

What a 40-year old gamer with no job experience can do?
Learn a trade. 40 is not some bed-ridden old age.
If ex-cons who did 25 years can make a comeback, so can Spoony.

Are you aware that most of YT gaming content is for audience <30?
Spoony's audience will never be teens. It'll be millenials and early zoomers who will use the internet for life. He will always have a crowd willing to watch him either out of nostalgia or because his humor and place in time is the same as theirs.

If the NC or Angry Joe can still entertain teens, so can Spoony.

He have nothing in common with his peers not to mention with new generation of kids watching stupid shit or playing let's plays in background.
Then learn to adapt, for fuck's sake. It's like you expect success to be stress/work-free.
Your own example, Daigo, learned to adapt to SFV and connect with current day FGC audiences.

Just say what you really mean; that Spoony is too retarded and lazy to be self-sufficient, and stop hiding all that behind a veil of empathy. He had every opportunity to make it work, and he still does, yet he refuses to put any effort into it. It's why we laugh. He wants his old life back but wants it to happen magically.
He wants April back; but rather than getting back in shape and trying to re-establish contact with her, he mopes and wishes April contacts him and returns home so she can pay off the bills and do shopping/maintenance like she used to.
 
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C'mon be realistic. A 65 year old fresh on the sex offender registry with a 4 year old would have a better chance at 'coming back' than spoony.
- A guy who goes in at 21 and comes out at 46 will have a hard time, but it's doable. Not in their preferred field or with all the perks they wanted, but again, doable.
And these are extreme scenario examples anyway.

- Spoony ain't that retarded. He's just that narcissistic.
 
- A guy who goes in at 21 and comes out at 46 will have a hard time, but it's doable. Not in their preferred field or with all the perks they wanted, but again, doable.
And these are extreme scenario examples anyway.

- Spoony ain't that retarded. He's just that narcissistic.
I wonder, have you even kept up with the spoony stuff? He isn't going to work period. He's not just narcissistic, he's that lazy. He's not retarded or stupid so much as lazy and dull. I literally don't think he could hold a job more than 6 months. Hell, back in 2005 or whenever he got that dad-provided job at a big company's IT area he was talking about going postal, with his real name btw, within 6 months.

He's going to get kicked out this house someday with tons of debt and live off whatever family he has left. Then he'll live off the inheritance, if any, until he's dead. Thinking he'll recover or get a job is just nuts at this point. As others are saying, he can't even turn on a webcam and BS anymore for change. Tweeting is starting to seem difficult for him.

On Edit: Even the warthog seems really down now after being in a homeless shelter so long and getting bashed by DHI. I wonder if the Marzgurl tweets have really ruined her mood, since he's tweeted to Marzgurl in the last month basically more than to WH ever.
 
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He is in refusal because he have severe depression. If he was aiming for becoming TV celebrity all these years and only obtain "some" recognition among internet weebs, lost his girlfriend and any interest in playing vidya - what would you do?

Here's a thing to all smart asses down voting me.
There is a guy Daigo Umehara. One of the best, if not the best, players of Street Fighter. He one day decided that playing SF doesn't feel fun anymore and become a way of living and paying bills. So he drop the competitive gaming and started looking for regular job. Thing is - he couldn't find any. Most of his resume was non existent. It was just a ladder board of all his appearances in fighting community for all the years and from what I recall he only had a one job offer - as waiter. He couldn't afford anything so came back playing SF even though he despise this game from this moment and stick to it just to have a steady income.
There is interview on YT with him when he describes he is fucked. No education. No experience. Just hikikomori.

What does it resembles to you?
What a 40-year old gamer with no job experience can do? Who would employ a 40-year old Computer Science graduate with no experience and who never ever wrote a single line of code outside college walls? Play some vidya during breakdown or on Xanax? Are you aware that most of YT gaming content is for audience <30? He have nothing in common with his peers not to mention with new generation of kids watching stupid shit or playing let's plays in background.
If a 30 year old plays vidya on YouTube - it is cringe. How cringe is 40 year old with no other option?


Kill yourself kido.
Earlier this morning I kind of agreed with some of your points but I'm not really sure why now. What you're saying comes off as if none of this is Noah's fault when that isn't the case at all. Noah has energy, but he just uses it on tweeting about wrestling or Yakuza games or passive aggressive flirting with marzgurl.
 
Then learn to adapt, for fuck's sake. It's like you expect success to be stress/work-free.
The notion of adapting his work was outright alien to him. You can see how far the modality of his content was falling behind current tastes towards the tail end of his productive years. He was still slinging out things like rambling, unedited vlogs as shit like tightly edited video essays were rapidly rising to dominance.

I'll always highlight D&D content as a big well of potential he missed out on. It exploded with the success of 5E and Critical Role but Spoony ignored it entirely and could only stomach making a couple of Counter Monkeys over the span of a few years before he fell off for good.
 
I wonder, have you even kept up with the spoony stuff? He isn't going to work period. He's not just narcissistic, he's that lazy.
I've said that multiple times, but I keep placing Spoony as being capable of working but eventually failing at it because he has cocksuckers on this thread claiming he's not lazy, narcissistic, and malicious; just misunderstood and in need of friends.

I agree with what you're saying, I'm just entertaining the motion that he'll do otherwise for argument's sake.
 
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I've said that multiple times, but I keep placing Spoony as being capable of working but eventually failing at it because he has cocksuckers on this thread claiming he's not lazy, narcissistic, and malicious; just misunderstood and in need of friends.

I agree with what you're saying, I'm just entertaining the motion that he'll do otherwise for argument's sake.

I don't think he has any skills to even start over. 7zip stumped him, he had to go to twitter instead of googling the answer. His degree is long past expired, and even if it wasn't I don't think he has ability even to start at any IT job. And he sure as hell isn't going to do construction, food, or retail. What do you think he's honestly capable of doing besides turning on a webcam and yacking for pity bucks?
 
His degree is long past expired, and even if it wasn't I don't think he has ability even to start at any IT job.
I think Spoony's degree is completely worthless at this point. To illustrate my point, I'm going to discuss this chain of old tweets from 2018 which have never been looked into detail in this thread. (Unimportant parts are cut out.)

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Spoony used to program in Perl. In these tweets, he writes a bunch of gibberish how breaking out of loops somehow causes problems with memory, showing a core misunderstanding of the language’s garbage collection.

Perl uses a specific garbage collection algorithm which utilizes reference counting for deallocation of objects that aren't in use anymore. It's a very efficient way to clean memory, but it can cause problems when you use a series of references where the last object references the first, a so called circular reference. The memory of this circular reference never gets cleaned up by the garbage collector.

If your program uses a loop or a recursion then you must manually free the memory in the circular reference, else you will cause a memory leak. This is one of the most basic things about Perl, him not understanding this is laughable for someone who holds a degree in CS.

In the past he also showed that he doesn't know how E2EE works and that he isn't able to change partition size on his phone.

edit: small improvement
 
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