Inactive Coldness in My Heart - Horrorcow that mutilated herself

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This is just difficult to believe. I can't fathom how she could resist the pain. I don't know of anyone who could do this to herself, it seems impossible. And to stop and steady a camera and take pictures. OR PULL YOUR FUCKING LIGAMENT OUT OF YOUR LEG WITH A KNIFE... I don't know if I can believe it. My guess is a troll with a lot of gore images, or some serious makeup skills, either trying to get a rise out of squeamish people, or just be edgy as hell.
 
She's German right? Does Germany have laws that would allow involuntary commitment?
As far as i know, yes! Germans in general are really wary when it comes to all things associated with suicide, so i doubt that a german hospital would give her stitches without the gaping wounds raising any suspicion. Thats why i was confused about the fact that she wasnt taken in compulsary hospitalization yet, since i thought that all countries would handle it like that.

On the other hand, it doesnt seem like CIMH is Emo Cutter Girl
 
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Here's some of the "NSFL" images which OP mentioned. Be warned.

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OH GOD!!! NOPENOPENOPENOPENOPE!!!!!

I've got a pretty high tolerance for stuff like this, but seriously, what the fuck? Like, Jesus Christ, how and why would you do that to yourself? If there were ever a time I wished I had the "horrifying" rating, it's now. Again, I've got a pretty strong stomach but "horrifying" is the only way to describe this.
 
According to an ask the blogowner is her ex boyfriend. He also speaks german in several posts/asks, so it might be the girl is actually Emo Cutter Girl

There's also one ask that caught my eye pretty fast, apparently someone anonymously sent some kind of farewell letter to the blogowner.

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"Anonymous asked:

At the point you're reading this i'll be dead. But i hope, no, i KNOW, you will find the happiness you deserve. You're a monster, but that may have been the reason it worked out. Adieu."

Answer: You will never be dead, because i'll keep you for ever in my heart. There will never pass a day i will not think about you"
 
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I agree with @AnOminous, she definitely has someone helping/enabling her. Also, she has to be on massive amounts of drugs, probably opiates, to be able to do that without passing out. Someone is taking the pictures. Someone is encouraging her to do this or at least not doing anything to stop it. That person is evil. I dunno what German law is on the subject, but I'd hope they could prosecute that individual for something. Neglect, or depraved indifference, or something. There's no way she was doing this on her own.

According to an ask the blogowner is her ex boyfriend. He also speaks german in several posts/asks, so it might be the girl is german too like Emo Cutter Girl...

There's also one ask that caught my eye pretty fast, apparently someone anonymously sent some kind of farewell letter to the blogowner.

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"Anonymous asked:

At the point you're reading this i'll be dead. But i hope, no, i KNOW, you will find the happiness you deserve. You're a monster, but that may have been the reason it worked out. Adieu."

Answer: You will never be dead, because i'll keep you for ever in my heart. There will never pass a day i will not think about you"

Blogs like that are on german tumblr not too rare, to be honest, its odd.

I guess she's dead, she blames the boyfriend, and he's in denial. Am I reading that right?
 
I guess she's dead, she blames the boyfriend, and he's in denial. Am I reading that right?
Its kind of odd, because after that guy basically confirmed she's still alive and in treatment, until he contradicts himself in the very last ask he received.

Anonymous asked:
Is she still hurting herself that bad or did she stopped? If i'm allowed to ask.

Reply: The most recent news concerned her death, but i can't safely confirm if its true yet
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Apparently his source was another ask he received via tumblr a few postings back.
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honestly, it doesnt seem too legit to me.
 
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Part of me kinda hopes she's dead, assuming all of this is legit. If someone's exposing their arm bones and prying them out with a scalpel, then it's pretty obvious that they're beyond help. The only two options at that point are round the clock old-fashioned mental institution treatments (i.e. straightjackets, rubber rooms, shock therapy, etc.), or death.
 
Part of me kinda hopes she's dead, assuming all of this is legit. If someone's exposing their arm bones and prying them out with a scalpel, then it's pretty obvious that they're beyond help. The only two options at that point are round the clock old-fashioned mental institution treatments (i.e. straightjackets, rubber rooms, shock therapy, etc.), or death.
She did permanent damage to herself, so something must have gotten infected, or she finally decided to end it, or she accidentally cut a major artery.
 
I'm reminded of a news story I read...IIRC a passenger on a bus in Canada started eating the face of another passenger. The individual (you know, eating the face) is schizophrenic, and I want to say there was a shit storm once she/he was released from the psychiatric ward.

I know it's not the same scenario, but please allow me to elaborate: People with severe conditions are capable of doing things when their brain is not right. If you combine that with the right drugs, then you have a recipe for disaster. I'm really hoping it's latex and good photoshop skills, but damn.

I only looked at two of the pictures and that was enough for me.
 
Don't have any on hand, so my word is my own. I never personally spoke to her, but she was pretty popular on the CPW when she was active.

Of course, I could be misremembering. There were a lot of cutters/self mutilators on the CPW.
Interesting, and a bit disturbing if true. Though, as the saying goes, "pics or it didn't happen." God, this is the first horrorcow whom I've actually felt any sort of "horror" over. Yeah, Nick Bate's disgusting, but I'd say this is worse. She tops Nick Bate!
 
Don't have any on hand, so my word is my own. I never personally spoke to her, but she was pretty popular on the CPW when she was active.

Of course, I could be misremembering. There were a lot of cutters/self mutilators on the CPW.
Do you remember her name? Or any relevant information that could help in finding the obituary. How about posting the link to the CPW proflie.
 
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