Chantal hasn't blocked him because not only does she still like him, she wants him back.
Chantal is a coward in person, of course she’d slink over and dump his washing at the traphouse and then go drown her anger and humiliation in junk food.
I am still just LOL at her stating, out loud, that she just assumed Nader would fall in love with her.
Gorls, does Chantal actually mean it when she says every male customer service employee “wants” her? I thought she just said that out of desperation. Does she really believe that? She thinks Nader was going to fall in love with her? God but that is hilarious.
She 100% believes that.
That's why she put "just down for a good time" or whatever on Tinder when she was really looking for a boyfriend. She was just looking to get her hooks into the first loser who took the bait.
She just "needs to get into his house!" Any guy's house to make him fall in love with her. That was not a joke. It's a truly disturbing thought process.
Bets on when we hear about Nick again? Or when she goes over to Nader's again? I guarantee Nader is not out of the picture. She will be over there by Friday, if not sooner.
(I'm still not convinced this whole "breakup/he's such a cheating asshole" wasn't a huge troll for content and views. She was laughing and smiling way too much. And she is a terrible actress. It's possible she staged this whole thing as a way to say "he's out of my life" and start fresh with trying to keep relationships out of her Youtube channel. Again, we know that won't happen. She has the world's worst poker face).
She was eye-fucking herself while "crying", sticking her bottom lip out, and carefully dabbing her eyes with a Kleenex. Someone get this girl an Oscar. There was nothing genuine about that. If anything, she was just admiring her makeup. World's worst actress. Don't fall for this shit. This whole performance makes me hate her even more.
You know, I like to think I'm a pretty empathetic, insightful person. But my empathy is really failing me here.
If I think back to, say, middle school romances, I can kind of understand that desperate, "He's so awful to me but I want him back but he's terrible but this is meant to be but he needs to change but I need him" attitude. I can't feature it in an almost-40 year old woman, but alright.
What I really canNOT wrap my head around is the "I just need to get into his house" thing. Total blank. Makes no sense. Can't relate even a little bit. If an irl friend said that to me about a guy she was seeing, I would have to get her to explain like I was five.
Then we have the "I just assumed he would fall in love with me" thing. This proves to me that she doesn't have feelings for these guys. She has feelings for her pride. When her pride gets hurt and she's feeling rejected, that's when she has an emotional response. She doesn't care for these men as people (which explains a lot because most of these guys she either doesn't know all that well or else they have nothing to fucking offer in a relationship). This is why she gets emotional talking about it, then suddenly it's all grins and "HI MARISSA!" when she's getting the attention she wants. It's all about her ego. That's why all of her emotions seem so insincere and performative, because her feelings aren't about the things normal people would feel about. They're about her and her alone, so we get these jarring moments of not-right-ness when watching her talk about them.
I also thought that every time she said a gas station attendant was into her she was boosting her ego and/or was just too naive and stupid to tell the difference between a man being polite to her because it's his job, and actually flirting with her -- typical incel stuff. But I share the dawning, horrifying realization that she actually truly believes that the guy bagging her groceries at Farm Boy would take her in the back and fuck her immediately if she'd let him. Then just naturally fall in love with her, provided she could get into his house like some sort of morbidly obese vampire.
My mind is just blown. I haven't felt this way about Chantal in a long time. The depths of her mental illness are just... unfathomable.
As for the weight loss stuff -- shit's not adding up. I'm not saying she hasn't lost weight or her blood sugar hasn't improved, but it's just not adding up. It would be very like her to do something like lose 10 lbs (or whatever) and then exaggerate that into 50 (or more). She'd rationalize that as she's losing weight anyway so it's not really a lie because she's going to lose 50 lbs eventually and wants the extra asspats NOW. She wants the rewards of having accomplished something as soon as she declares her intention to do something. This isn't news. And meanwhile, fuck you haydurs, she just needed to take her ozempic and she'll be a skinny legend in no time. Fuck you for telling her she needed to count her strawberries!
I still think surprise colon cancer (or similar) is a possibility here. And that's fine with me, frankly.
I don't hate Chantal. How I feel about her is a lot more primal than that. Sure, it's hilarious to watch her self-destruct, but something in me sees her as a very sick member of the herd that needs to be culled for the good of all. She's diseased. It's not personal. She's physically and mentally a complete abomination, is all.
A summary is posted above, otherwise it should be noted that it ended prematurely to internet troubles.
