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GRWM June 7
"I just found my picture from my subreddit." Two days in the house are no bueno for her she says. Doing laundry. She has to take James out for groceries. It's hot outside. She doesn't want to drink Twisty Misties any more. All that talk in the chat about how it is 500 calories seems to have sunken in finally. She questions her weigh-in of yesterday and the pig-out afterwards. She wants to drop off... something.
She says it's not date-night.
She has to bring something over to Nader's house, she thinks, she doesn't know yet, she hasn't talked to him since yesterday. Now we know why she puts on lots of make-up. "We're not a couple." (...)
She says her nose is fucked. (Now she has a new pimple under her right nostril and she keeps picking and blowing.) She mentions doing Nader's laundry, including the bedsheets. So this was the "something". She folds his clothes. She doesn't know how to fold clothes. She wants to go for a walk. Allegedly she has to - call Grandma. Of course.
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Spend Some Time With Me
(or: Watch Chantal get irrationally angry about not being Nader's main bitch, although she even did his laundry.)
Sitting in her kitchen she looks annoyed. Does her bloodsugar, it's 7.3. She waits for James to be ready. Nader hasn't answered for her to drop the laundry off. The plan is still groceries and pharmacy with James and later maybe dropping laundry off. She tries to contact Nader again. Tells over and over, that she'd do laundry for anybody. Sure. She's pissed. Folds some more laundry.
"I don't mind doing things for people, like, I really don't but, you know?" She is fixated on bringing the laundry over. (Tell me you're obsessive without telling me.) She doesn't know what to do, so she takes a nap. Live. It's awfully boring. (...) They have heat warnings, it's 39 degrees. (...) She puts on glitter. Wants to go to Starbucks. It's 1 hour in of her boringness.
In her car: He isn't answering her calls, so maybe he has a new girlfriend, she says.
In the drive-thru she pauses again, maybe a call back. Her Grandma? She's not happy right now and wants to complain. Chat talks about Nadia. She gets a call or text. The AC on full blast, she tries to keep her make-up intact. She still doesn't know and it annoys her he doesn't answer her calls or texts, she rants, she can't be with someone who does that, it makes her angry.
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Why can't I just find a man who appreciates me, why? I'm a good girlfriend! - I'm gonna have a breakdown! I'm a really good girlfriend! (...) So annoyed, fuck! I'm so stupid, when it comes to stuff like this. - I just want to... - I just think I've invested so much time already, I'm gonna have to do that with someone all over again?" (Chat tells her to bail.) Here we see her investment not paying off for what she really wants, as it's a boyfriend. But we knew that already. She doesn't calm down about how she's getting ignored, or if she is too needy, she's not used to that. She doesn't want 24/7 attention, just wants more. Her boyfriend, who isn't her boyfriend, doesn't call back. That's all. She gets gas. Then drives to get James. [Oh the drama.] She asks James to bring Nader's laundry downstairs for her. He does. She rolls her eyes at his arrival.
He's got a picture which he will maybe frame. (Is it of his gf? Was it of the Bethany he once mentioned he chatted with? I might have missed that part). Autisticly-flat talking James asks about "whatshisname" and Chantal unloads her annoyance. "I hate that shit, like, I hate that shit." They arrive, she logs off.
