It's fairly obvious that he fantasises about having one, but is probably kept back because deep down inside he knows that SRS results are a huge mess. Add that he's now seeing his little pet monkey Riley "recovering" from it, it might put him off further.
They deserve to be shared again and again. But imo there is a better video which includes all the clips in your video as well:
That Marilyn Manson portrait of Nyk only hints at the truth and nothing but the truth:
I remember posting that video here in the thead when I found it, it was a cinematic masterpiece.
He will never detransition, ever, because that means admitting he was wrong all along, and Nyk cannot admit being wrong. Nyk is going to kill himself transitioning and there is nothing we can do about it. His mind is set and the fact that he's a Youtube millionaire only confirms in his crazy head that he's finally doing the right thing and that he has finally proven everyone wrong who once devalued him for wanting to "go trans".
If Oliver gets his PhilosophyTube turned inside out, all the better for Nyk because Nyk still has the diq and thus he gets to deflower Riley and Oliver. All joking aside, Nyk is not dysphoric about his dick, he admitted in one of his Livestreams that he isn't, and that he only wants to get a vagina to know what it's like to have sex with one, an AGP admission if anyone ever needed one. Theryn was on that Livestream too and he said he too fantasizes about getting a vagina just to have sex with it. That Livestream was like watching a younger gay man and a younger gay man double dare one another with sex-chat into getting bottom surgery. Then they talked about their facial feminization consultations and going to see Gregory Gorgeous' FFS surgeon, dr. Jeffrey Spiegel, who they admitted was outside their price range, but Nyk said he wanted "the top-shelf face, not the bottom-shelf face". At one point Nyk turned to the chat and told his audience that "this is what trannies do when they get together, they talk about surgery all the time", and that's the moment you ought to realize that the real reason Nyk and other LARPing chasers want to be part of the trans community is because it's the only place where they can discuss topics that society finds disturbing or taboo, like drug experiences, emotional shifts, weird sexual configurations ("getting a vagina and then getting fucked in it with a strap on is the most degenerate thing you can do"), body modification (which is what FFS and GRS are). You can tell that Nyk really enjoys the more cultic or in-group aspect of being part of the trans community rather than being a trannie himself. Nyk likes the fact that he is part of a community where people only talk about their sex-related surgeries in a purely self-referential way, but there is no fundamental discussion about what they are actually doing in seeking out such surgeries.
Right, I thought it was you. Yes, I also think it's the best Hontra parody. I especially like the details of the torture room. Too bad that I still don't know who created the video. As far as I know it's from the now already banned r/itsafetish subreddit.
According to his own expected transition timeline, he won't make it to 40. Nyk said that he expects to die within 10 years after starting his transition. That was in 2017 (when Nyk was 29), so he's basically alotted himself another 7 years. Nyk openly admitted that his transition is a suicide mission. Nyk imagines his transition to be like the movie Black Swan: he expects to die after being validated as the "perfect" woman. Just like the Mona character in Black Swan dies right after her last "perfect" ballet recital. In the last scene of the movie she dies in the arms of the choreographer saying: "I was perfect.". Being validated as the "perfect" woman is a fantasy of many AGP. They view their transitions as a society-sanctioned form of obsessive perfectionism. They write about it online too, even in mainstream publications, about how being seen as "perfect" women by hetero cis men gets them off.
Anyone here remember Ella Grant? Still trying to be a ContraPoints clone (I have seen every one of these younger trannies turn into ContraPoints clones. I bet Samantha Lux is the next clone in line.):
I remember Ella Grant passing well enough when I first heard of her a few years back. I guess it is true what they say about young transitioners masculinising once they hit their twenties.
didnt theryn leave hontra for ella ? I wouldnt be surprised if theryn was creeped out by hontras chaser transbian shit and didnt want to be associated with that. I also think theryn was probably embarassed by hontras balding
Contra isn't welcome in the philosophy community either. Mainly for being a grifting hack.
I remember him and 'Miss' London who used to hang out an obscure commentary channel "Hi I think I'm Real." They used to do really cringy edgy type content in the interim between the Anti-sjw days and Breadtube. Both Ella and London seemed to look up to Theryn and Blaire, and mainly modeled their content after them. When Nyk came onto the scene, this changed, and both tried to become him instead.
What I've seen happen with a few detransitioners is that the go deeper into this postmodern stuff, completely into nothing-means-anything territory, and then move back into their previous way of presenting themselves. Since nothing means anything, they can act like a man 99% of the time and be no less of a woman than anyone else. They won't call themselves women anymore, but will hold that they haven't really changed, they've just "moved past" their need to do all of the demanding work of trying to pass. They'll say that the trans era was a stage they had to go through for some personal reason, and that they understand themselves better than ever, despite acting tired and depressed. Conrad (Digibro) and Lachlan Still (ThePedanticRomantic), both of whom have threads here, have leaned in this direction at points. I think those two are a little further down the road than Hontra, but haven't reached the final stages yet.
I disagree, I genuinely think that the FFS made nick more masculine. The chin looks deformed in a very masculine way, Im not even exaggerating to hurt him, I really mean it. If you look at his face now with no makeup, its so elongated that any work done on his nose and forehead just makes him look like a man with softer features but not feminine whatsoever. There is no way anyone is looking at that long face and thinking its female. Also those expanded facial planes and hairline are uncanny. There is nothing nick can do about those facial planes, no surgery, the only thing he could do is a lefort to fix his midface but that surgery is incredibly expensive and painful and even if he did it there would be a great chance that his chin would look even more collapsed than it already does. Plus there's no reducing those expanded facial planes, there is just no way to feminize nicks face. He was a chad before and he still is, just with a deformed chin . Hes going to regret not detransitioning , he could salvage some semblance of attractiveness if he stops larping as a cute girl. not with that hairline and chin sweaty
More masculine or less, it doesn't matter. It's not his real face anymore. That's the point I'm making.
He had a very long, bony face that is never going to look feminine, but I definitely wouldn't go this far.
Contra please listen to this person. I don’t care how much of a gigantic faggot you've been up to this point, doing this to Olly would make you a fucking legend for the rest of your life and maybe even beyond depending on how hilarious Olly's Am Hole saga turned out
It would be the ultimate redemption arc.
Or at least the start of one.IMO Ella Grant still passes well. At least better than Theryn on that picture of them together from 3 weeks ago.
Ella mentions Hi, I Think I'm Real by name in the video I posted, she refers to him as "Emmett" in the video, which is his real name (Emmett Smith).
This is pretty big if true- do you have any sources about receptors adapting to receive androgens on HRT? Does the same thing happen to Aidens? Even if it's only mtfs, wouldn't that make hormonal transition entirely pointless?
