Inactive Byuu / byuu_nyan / setsunakun0 / Near / David Ginder - "Non-binary" furry programmer who wrote a Super Nintendo emulator, tried to blackmail Null into removing his thread, and is probably actually dead lol

[General Tug Boat]

I'm glad you didn't allow yourself to be extorted and entangle yourself in the mental breakdown this guy is having. I feel sincerely it is a waste to kill yourself over a thread, where people are just talking shit. Whatever this guy is doing in regards of his therapy or medication he is on, he needs to seriously get checked into some type of psychological hold, because he isn't doing himself by feeding into the bad shit going on. This more than likely is a side effect from the medication and he should contact his doctor and therapist ASAP.

What would probably help this person is getting a hold of his doctor, taking a leave of absence from his profession, and getting the fuck off the internet for a while to come back to reality. Seems like he is moderately successful, wrote some cool software, and has some discretionary income. It's unfortunate his friends got caught in the crossfire, but he should consider going outside and interacting with some real people. Internet is not a substitute for the real thing, and being isolated without human interaction is rough.

Though, this person has to learn how to walk away from the computer and learn how to interact with real people. It can be challenging to swallow the butterflies, but it builds character, and on top of that gives you purpose. There probably is a snowball of reasons why this person ended up getting unhinged that go beyond the scope of this thread. I'm hoping someone manages to contact one of the local authorities or some of his family, or something to talk this guy off the edge, so he can undergo some form of evaluation. If he is having this type of episode, then the forum should be the last thing on his mind. I wouldn't want my final thought before oblivion being this God for saken place.

 

[lost_n'_confused]

There is no beating around the bush, he is depressed at the moment. The drugs that he is hatching down the throat sure dosen't help him. I do see his motive to gain attention by sending pictures of shitty tied nooses. We can all agree that is not the healthiest of ways to get attention.

From what I have been reading he has been made fun of when he tried finding a community where he could blow of steam as a full fetched furry. But at the same time ashamed to be one. So in his drugged up mind he is conlficting between socialicing with a bunch of horny furrys or isolation.

That is my guess, I am no psychologist.

 

[RW 1995]

Look at it this way, if he's crazy enough to kill himself over this he's completely unhinged, and would likely kill himself sooner or later

exactly. he is in a state where HIS LIFE is not adding up to what he wants it to, and he is blaming something he chooses to think about a lot lately. he is putting blame on something "out of his control" because he doesn't want to take control of his own life. IF he does kill himself, he would find a reason to, even if kiwifarms didnt even exist.

 

[Bland Crumbs]

I mean. It is now.

Also:
I'm most surprised by how fast Null answers his e-mails. If that were me it'd be

Byuu: "Ima kill 'cus sad, stahp bully, PWEASE hulp"
Sent: Jun 26th 2021, 01:00 AM

Bloitz: Lolwhat?
Sent: Jun 25th 2047, 02:00 PM

He is lucky it was not me because I would have forwarded the email to some mental health agency in Japan and he would probably be in some mental ward right now.

 

[Beowulf_Polaris]

Absolutly fucked up.

There's no good options there.
The money stuff and suicide thread made this really disgusting.

This guy is obviously going insane and he's got nothing to lose.

Or he is flat out fucking retarded.

 

[Cherenkovblue]

Do not quote this entire post to reply to it.

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Have you ever thought of changing your profile pic to a bugzapper? Just sayin'.

 

[Trig.Point]

I've heard first hand from people that have lived in Japan, and even spoken the language to a degree, that it's super easy to become isolated. Westeners form small social circles with other westeners, and get completely seperated from the wider culture.

Reading his email exchange with Null I have to wonder if this is just somebody that's stewed in his own head for months, and assigned all sorts of significance to a thread that wasn't even particularly negative about him.

If it's a cry for help then Null reposting the email may be what he wanted, and might even get some positive results.

 

[The Jumping Dwarf]

ResetEra niggers have noticed the Twitter suicide thread so get ready for a host of Cloudflare complaints, Nullay (lmao).

 

[CoolSixtyNiner]

Brutal. Empathy was a mistake. I'd take it down just because I felt bad, and I'd take the money on principle because I hate suicide manipulation. But this dude is fucking retarded. He's a 6/10, he could live his life never telling anyone his username, he makes decent money, meet a nice 3d japanee, and he would be fine. I don't understand people who attach their ego to a username. Maybe he should talk to his dad instead of null.

 

[shameful existence]

I'm sorry you have to deal with this. At the same time, what does one do if it becomes unbearable to live with this sort of exposure and nothing helps to heal the underlying causes. Offer everything and make it an ultimatum. The pain seems real even if the blame is misdirected and the solution wrong in every way.

You've put yourself in a position where compassion equals weakness and a "bad precedent", almost always.

 

[Berrakh]

Gamers go a week without being drama queens.

 

[Crazedking]

>Who is this Joshua Moon and why is he bullying one of the most talented emulator developers out there?

sounds like a random.txt

It is now.

Anyhow from a quick glimpse of this guy thread he looks like a genuinly talented dude with the tism that fell into the troon-furry hole of the internet and never lived it down. But suicide baiting isnt the way to go. Hopefully this is just a bait and he wakes feeling like shit and getting his life in order but this is what makes lolcow what they are. They cant stop to think about what they are doing and needs to double down.

 

[Canoodler]

Not gonna lie, I'd take the money and yeet the thread because I'm a greedy greedy bastard.

I'd take the money and keep the thread up.

 

[Spez]

I would of taken the money and left the thread up

 

[Juan But Not Forgotten]

The only people who deserve suicide are the ones who use it as the means to make others do what they want.

 

[Blamo]

I've tried therapy, I've tried every anti-depressant available in Japan, I've erased my entire internet presence back in July. I've tried everything, but nothing works. I can't stop having panic attacks. I can't stop feeling humiliated. I can't stop spending every hour of my life worrying about what your users are going to do next to me or my friends both onsite and off. It's been a three-year nightmare for me.

Touch some grass, lol.

 

[Rungle]

Despite him being a total weirdo and being a retarded suicide baiter, I truly hope he gets help.
Looking at his card and his translation skills he still has a good future, he already mostly did an internet footstep clean-up and didn't do anything noteworthily stupid until this antic.
If you read this just get help, Kiwifarms probably even isn't the real reason you feel like shit anyways.

 

[Null]

Tell him to read the Bible and go to Church. New Testament first.

Reading his email exchange with Null I have to wonder if this is just somebody that's stewed in his own head for months, and assigned all sorts of significance to a thread that wasn't even particularly negative about him.

"I'm tempted to counter offer by telling him to unironically go to church and that I'd like his help with projects for the forum. I'm not going to remove the thread but I think maybe if he has someone to work with on a project that isn't a soulless corporate job he'd be happier." - June 27, 2021 11:01 PM (via Signal to attorney)

He barely waited 12 hours

 

[Mask_de_SMITH]

Yeah, trying to goad Null into closing a thread by use of a suicide threat and extortion isn't going to work.

Here's a better idea, Byuu: fucking ignore the site. Delete it from your history, unfollow it, whatever. That costs you zero dollars and you don't have to worry about the site anymore. Win win. All this shit does is add yet another reason to keep your thread up. The shear stupidity of this is fucking mind-boggling.

 

[MrHoneyBadger]

What a whiny, annoying, disgusting bitch. Only the lowest scum will threaten suicide so aggressively. I'm amazed that you kept talking with him.

Maybe he has humiliation fetish and wanted to revive his thread and bring attention to it? That's the way you do it.